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                           Welcome to dolleyekinhelp!

Do you like Doll Eye? Do you kin any of the characters? Do you need a place where you can feel safe, send in requests, and have them completed by a fellow Doll Eye kinnie? Well you’ve come to the right place! My goal here is to help everyone in this community out by providing content and positivity–as well as helping people find a group of people just like them! You may just be able to find your canonmate(s)! Don’t be afraid to send in your requests–and I hope you enjoy what this blog has to offer! ~ Mystery

[HOME | REQUEST | GUIDELINES | MOD’S KIN SIDEBLOG]

#Out of control {ooc} #Saying hi to the public eye. {promo} #The man on a mysterious mission. {self-promo} #One step closer to eternity. {reblog} #I know I know you guys don't wanna see me promo myself #but I really do need more stuff to do over there #I'm a very lonely kinnie ok. #plus my rose muse is on the down-low recently anyway #and since sessionbox has decided to be a turd #I've just been logged in over there #so like. pls requests things. or at least talk to me abt doll eye kin stuff #ble ase. am beggin...

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@lokeandevout replied to your post “((hey uh?? is tumblr being funky for anyone else? and by that I mean...”

sessionbox has been broken for a while

((it was working just fine for me yesterday tho??? h. how do you fix it,,,))

#Out of control {ooc} #News report {update} #lokeandevout #listen I need access to sessionbox #it's a lifesaver #it's real annoying having to log out and back in 50 million times #which is why I used to just pile on sideblogs #but now I can have multiple main blogs open at once #but like. not if sessionbox dies!! #idk of any alternatives!!! #h!!!!!! #how do you fix it. pls tell me there's a way

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((hey uh?? is tumblr being funky for anyone else? and by that I mean is it refusing to let you log in under your other blog(s) in sessionbox sessions? cause when I went to log into @dolleyekinhelp​ (which is its own main blog) on a separate sessionbox thing, it just said request denied. and the sessionbox thing I usually use for this blog said the same thing. it only let me in if I wasn’t using sessionbox. which,,,idk abt you,,,but I like to have multiple main blogs open at once for convenience purposes. so uh,,,either my computer’s being weird or tumblr nuked sessionbox. and my computer being weird I can understand. that happens sometimes. but if they nuked sessionbox I’m gonna be pissed. so uh,,,yeah. has using sessionbox sessions lately just,,,stopped working for anyone else??? or is it just my computer))

#Out of control {ooc} #News report {update} #tumblr I stg if you nuked sessionbox. I'm going to punch something #going to throw things across the room #gonna. stab my trash can with a pencil idk. #just. I won't be happy that's for sure #how am I supposed to be logged in here and on dolleyekinhelp at the same time #if I can't even use sessionbox

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((aaAAAAA guys holy CRAP one of my posts on amino just got featured. it’s legit the image on the cover of the fictionkin amino currently (most noticeable on mobile), the pink mysterex moodboard I did cause me me miss rexy-boo and want to find him. which means a lot of people are gonna see it meaning I could find him easier and aaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA I’m scrEAMING. I know this is a pokemon rp blog but more people follow me here than anywhere else that I’m actually active on currently and I wanted people to see this so yeah. this is very important to me holy shit what if I find rexy-boo soon I’m going to lose my mind but in a good way))

#Out of control {ooc} #News report {update} #Why? It's a mystery! {kin stuff} #important// #MY KINNIE HEART. IS POUNDING... #featured moodboard...people know I'm lookin for rex #rex kinnies...could interact... #I could find...he... #I'm losing my shit from mere anticipation #like if it doesn't happen within the next week or so I'm gonna be devastated #but!! #maybe I should learn to be positive #just hope for the best!! y eah #and that's. real hard for me to do #but if I find my rexy-boo. we could get to know each other in this life #maybe even eventually meet up in person #I...wow. thinking abt that is making me. aaa. wow ok #kin feels are everywhere my heart is overflowing #seriously I'm setting myself up for a huge depression if I don't find him soon #but who cares. the anticipation can keep me in a hopeful mood for a while #and sometimes that's just what I need #instead of being depressed all the time #aaa. I...aaa. I'm freaking out #just imagine how much more I'll be freaking out when I find him #eeee!!! #gonna be like a kid meeting an idol or something. I'll probably squeal high-pitched no joke #but. for now I wait!! #haven't found any rex kinnies yet but. maybe they'll show up soon and one will be my rexy-boo uwu #I think I'm gonna be ok for the rest of today. unless I feel sick again like I did this morning #but let's not jinx it lol

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Favorite Pokemon!!

no joke I suck at picking favorites and multiple of these were really close choices so. aaa.

Tagged by: No one, I stole it off the dash

Tagging: you

#Out of control {ooc} #Playing the game of life. {rp meme} #<-- eh? #too lazy to make a 'dash meme'/'dash game' tag #but ye the pokemon I picked are all awesome #most of em mean things to me personally #tho a few I just picked cause they were the coolest out of the type as a whole #and by 'a few' I mean ground and dark #never used gliscor but have always wanted to #and hydreigon is just...awesome #anyway yeah. *puts this on your dash and leaves*

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#Out of control {ooc} #Anonymous #xkit wouldn't let me publish this as an ask #but uh. I can't tell if you're joking #or if you're cranky cause I won't shut up abt my other blog #either way. anonymously ok boomer-ing me? #that's. a real coward move right there. you coward

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((guys pls send me some requests over on @dolleyekinhelp​, I’m bored and lonely and need something to do))

#Out of control {ooc} #News report {update} #all of you: you could write on here #me: I could but. I'm not motivated to #besides the lack of requests there is really bumming me out #I've posted the blog link multiple times #on tumblr and on amino #in communities with thousands of people #and it has a total of 6 followers. one of them being me #and no doll eye requests #I just wanna help people is that too much to ask. #plus helping others is a way to help myself out of these negative moods sometimes #can't do that if there's no one to help tho. #also I'm missing my canonmates & haven't been able to find them ;n; #big sad.

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How attractive are you?

“..................................”

((*snORTS*))

“Haha, very funny. I’d like to see you get a better rating.”

((hey man that’s better than negative 100. still ugly af but. not as much as you.))

“Oh, please. Don’t you have some slacking off to do? Y’know, instead of sticking around to actually ‘get to roleplay stuff’ or whatever you called it?”

((b,,,stop callin me out on main, it’s not cool. anyway if you need me I’m gonna go see whether my sis is still hogging the upstairs tv or not. I wanna play mario sports mix for the nostalgia. *yeets self on outta here*))

Sigh. “For someone who’s 17 but claims to have lived multiple past lives, they sure don’t act like it. You think they’d be more mature...yet they still act like a child. It baffles me.” Rose, chill out, you’re just old.

#Two for the price of one {ooc & ic} #News report {update} #long post// #does this count as ic stuff #it's semi-ic #don't hate me I just have no motivation to seriously write here atm #so all you're gonna get is dumb shitposts with some shindanmaker link I stole off the dash

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((h-))

“Mystery, no. You can’t just show up out of nowhere to make a dumb joke for 5 seconds before immediately leaving again. You already haven’t been around much recently for some reason, there’s no need to-”

((you’re not my dad!! and trust me you don’t wanna be my dad cause if you were my dad things would not be cool for you!! anyway you can’t tell me what to do so haha yeet 420 blaze it time to be a filthy kinnie *disappears into the shadows like a damn cryptid*))

Extremely long sigh. “...I apologize for their...strange behavior. They’ve been busy using whatever an ‘Amino’ is and told me that that’s why they haven’t ‘been on this blog’ recently. I don’t know what any of that means, but they said it’s ‘kin-related’ and that I ‘shouldn’t worry about it’. Although I’m sure they’re just slacking off by surfing the web aimlessly, drawing, watching whatever a ‘YouTube’ is and playing video games along with this ‘Amino’ thing. I really don’t understand them.”

#Two for the price of one {ooc & ic} #News report {update} #ok lame 420 joke aside yeah #I've been busy on amino #and stop calling me out for slacking off rose damn #how would you like it if I called you out for something huh #rose frickin. uh. owns a bunch of super ugly shirts and wears them specifically to piss people off #by wearing a copy of the same one for every day of the week #he's got like 7 of the same god-awful shirt #hahA. exposed. #but uh. yeah. idk when I'll be able to get back to stuff here #but I'm trying #other stuff keeps gettin in the way and my rose muse is kinda. not there too much rn #once I get more motivated I'll probably start writing here again #tho this shit happens with all my rp blogs so you guys shouldn't be surprised

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guys pls request things I haven’t had a single request yet ~ Mystery

#Out of control {ooc} #News report {update} #One step closer to eternity. {reblog} #guys blease m begging u #and i hate begging cause it makes me look whiny and selfish #but uh. wheremst...are...the requests?? #and I know I know this isn't pokemon or rp related #but shush. more people follow this blog. maybe someone will request something #tho I doubt it #all this blog advertising and it's a total flop #I just wanna help people guys #makin it kinda hard if no one needs help?

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((hey uh sorry for inactivity recently?? my rose muse kinda just up and disappeared for a second there. that and I’ve been busy focusing on kin stuff especially since I joined amino a few days ago,,,and that’s given me more to think abt. may or may not have found a potential canonmate but I’m not 100% sure?? sent them a message but they haven’t messaged me back yet so,,,h. kinda,,,busy waiting on that. I always get excited over potential canonmate stuff,,,even tho I don’t remember much abt my canon’s version of the character they’re kin with? but their mystery was secretly nb just like me and they took & finished my ‘was I your mystery’ quiz and in order to finish amino quizzes I think you have to get all the questions right meaning they did and aaa. the signs point to it but I’m not sure so I’m just. sittin here and waiting until they message me back sharing some of their memories so I can see how much sounds familiar and then we can figure it out. but uh. all this kin-related stuff going on is gonna take most of my focus so if I’m not as active on here as I was before then. it’s cause of kin stuff cause I’m a filthy kinnie as you all know))

#Out of control {ooc} #News report {update} #Why? It's a mystery! {kin stuff} #tl;dr my kinnie senses are tingling and I need to know if they're my canonmate #because in their canon we were close #I personally don't remember much abt the character they kin yet #which is why I asked them to share memories so we can like. compare #and find out for sure #but if they are my canonmate. and we did have some sort of parent-child bond like they remember having with their mystery #then. I'm most likely gonna be. big happy #so far the only think I remember abt the character they kin from my canon is like #I vaguely remember a nickname that I may or may not have used for them #but the more I think abt things the more they just sound. like it's. right #can never be 100% sure til we compare memories tho! #no idea when they'll respond but I'm. excite...but also nervous in case y'know #they're not really my canonmate and their mystery just had the same gender identity issues as me #hope that's not the case tho. that'd be super disappointing #getting me hyped for nothing? not cool #getting me hyped only to have that hype intensified by confirming a canonmate is a canonmate? HELLA COOL #I hardly ever find canonmates too so like. a. #maybe this is a sign I'll find more? #maybe I'll find my rexy-boo! g asp!! me me miss he!!!! very much #no rex kinnies have approached me yet and idk of any on amino so far... #I eat cheerios cause they're heart healthy & my heart has been severely damaged. so rexy-boo if you're out there--

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ok so fellow doll eye kinnies. pls take this quiz I made to determine whether or not I was your mystery

#Out of control {ooc} #Why? It's a mystery! {kin stuff} #One step closer to eternity. {reblog} #hi I'm on amino now. #and I made a quiz a few hours ago. #no one's taken it yet I don't think #and I know you guys are tired of hearing abt my kin stuff #and I highly doubt any of you are doll eye kinnies #but uh. for the rare 1 or 2 who could be. #it'd mean a lot to me if you took the quiz #I'm tryna find canonmates here...am desperate #gonna get back to actual rp stuff on here eventually #sorry for kin spam

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Mun are you OK?! 😰

((eh,,,I was still in a real shitty mood this morning. stayed home from school today--had a big argument with my mom over it but oh well--and I feel a little bit better now that I’ve been able to distract myself from negative thoughts but not too much better. honestly kinda just feel numb. and also like my mom is mad at me but idk for sure. hard to explain but I should be fine))

#Out of control {ooc} #Anonymous #don't worry abt me #don't wanna make you guys worry #pls don't freak out like that emoji suggests you are

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                           Welcome to dolleyekinhelp!

Do you like Doll Eye? Do you kin any of the characters? Do you need a place where you can feel safe, send in requests, and have them completed by a fellow Doll Eye kinnie? Well you’ve come to the right place! My goal here is to help everyone in this community out by providing content and positivity–as well as helping people find a group of people just like them! You may just be able to find your canonmate(s)! Don’t be afraid to send in your requests–and I hope you enjoy what this blog has to offer! ~ Mystery

[HOME | REQUEST | GUIDELINES | MOD’S KIN SIDEBLOG]

#Saying hi to the public eye. {promo} #The man on a mysterious mission. {self-promo} #One step closer to eternity. {reblog} #so I still feel like shit but #I'm reblogging this again #for those who didn't see it earlier #maybe once I get requests over there #I can start feeling more comfy as who I am #and help others at the same time #no one's sent anything yet tho. #it's lonely. I'm lonely #and still feel like shit. like i said before #just...pls follow me there and request somethin

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saw some anti-kin comments while scrolling through the kin tag and. um. it kinda caused me to spiral. vent under the cut.

((y’know. these things aren’t directed at me specifically, but it’s hard not to feel hurt by them. you’d think I’d be smart enough to avoid blogs like these. but ofc I never believe that these anti-kin blogs make posts as hurtful as these. I always underestimate them. I always have my heart broken cause I’m a dumbass. it’s happened so much that I should be used to it. but I hate it. I hate this. I hate everything abt this why can’t we just get along why do I have to be judged and ridiculed for the biggest part of my identity. I can’t change this. I never chose this in the first place. you CAN’T choose. I personally try to remember as much as I can from my canons so I can figure out who I am on the inside--but also so I can try and be a better person in this life. cause in 99.9% of my canons I was,,,well I was a terrible person p much. never thought I’d be able to change. guess I was right.))

((why do I keep posting these things? no one wants to read this, not on a ‘pokemon rp blog’. it’s supposed to be a rp blog not my personal vent dump. but I have nowhere else to vent, no one else is there on my other blogs. ,,,why does my very existence have to be so problematic? I deserve to die over and over again. I’ve already died before in all my canons, it’s how you move from one to the next. should just die again right? I’m a horrible person and no one would miss me right? but I can’t go and die yet. I’ve made it my goal in this life to remember as much abt my past ones as I can. I recently figured out my new--or possibly even true--main. I can’t just,,,quit. but at the same time I’m just gonna forget it all again when I do die. so why spend so much time remembering?))

((you guys probably don’t understand a word I’m saying do you. basically I’m feeling hopeless. like I want to cry but I can’t. like I want to die but I can’t. like these anti-kin people are right. I’m just some delusional lunatic who has no idea what they’re talking abt and is just taking imagination too far. yup. must be it. that’s what everyone around here seems to think. last time I felt this bad was in 8th grade and I was sent to a mental hospital for a week. I don’t wanna go back there. but it’s gonna be hard to hide how shitty I feel from my mom. especially since I’m not gonna feel capable of going to school tomorrow. what do I even tell her? what do I say? that I feel like dying? she’ll send me back there in a heartbeat. I just,,,gotta deal with it.))

((but it’s hard. acting like everything’s ok when it’s not,,,I hate it. I’m tired of it. I always wanna talk abt my kin stuff and I can’t even tell most people offline. too terrified to tell my dad. terrified to tell people at school. my mom & sister & therapist know. that’s abt it for people offline. I doubt any of them fully understand. my therapist seems the most understanding but I only see her once every other week and I saw her this past wednesday so it’ll be a while.))

((gOD. I feel terrible but also somewhat numb at the same time. idk how to describe this I’m freaking othut. and ohijeez my typigns gettng wonky again oh no. shut up braon. brain. shutu ihb. shusih. ugbhhghhhghghgh i hagye evfyrfhtjmnbujbn and wantjktt ihuckhgn die. can’t. gonaa hith mhyyhead honf the plashitc bedframe mayebrthatwilfh rtelp. gonna sterpoj away fromgthr copmater forna bit. need tineew alomen.))

#Out of control {ooc} #News report {update} #Why? It's a mystery! {kin stuff} #long post// #negative// #death mention// #slight suicidal ideation// #im gonaan haves anboeakndon. #breakdno #b r e a k d o w n #that. #go bahjvcl outsihde??music... #need distracrpoijn #don't worry abt me #i'm notg onna die i'm not that stupjd #just gona take amenttla break

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                           Welcome to dolleyekinhelp!

Do you like Doll Eye? Do you kin any of the characters? Do you need a place where you can feel safe, send in requests, and have them completed by a fellow Doll Eye kinnie? Well you’ve come to the right place! My goal here is to help everyone in this community out by providing content and positivity–as well as helping people find a group of people just like them! You may just be able to find your canonmate(s)! Don’t be afraid to send in your requests–and I hope you enjoy what this blog has to offer! ~ Mystery

[HOME | REQUEST | GUIDELINES | MOD’S KIN SIDEBLOG]

#Saying hi to the public eye. {promo} #The man on a mysterious mission. {self-promo} #One step closer to eternity. {reblog} #it's here guys #the doll eye kin blog #I know I know no one wants to see this on a pokemon rp blog #but there could be people here who are interested?? maybe??? #also I called myself a mod there even tho it's a main blog #so you can't even invite other mods #lol. all kin help blogs use mod instead of mun #or at least one's I've seen #and I've seen a decent amount #so uh #ye #pls check it out!!

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@tes-beaux-yeux replied to your photo “finished that drawing I was working on, I think it turned out p neat!!...”

(1/?) //I think it's really neat! I love what you did with the coloring and the effects, the whole color scheme just works great together to create an eerie atmosphere. You can barely see anything as well, which helps puts you into the shoes of the front characters. The composition is also great and a classic for all kinds of horror mediums, like movies and video games; with the protagonist in the front while the antagonist is right behind them. You spent a lot of time

((AAAXDGHSNHTDKYTHGDMDH TYSM!! the eerie feel is exactly what I was going for and I added the effects to kinda enhance that along with making it look cooler overall. I legit saved it as ‘doll eye poster.png’ cause I low-key based the character placing on horror movie posters and stuff anyway lol. obviously everyone’s from doll eye I mean why else would I write the logo at the top yfdjthgc. it’s an upcoming webcomic/game that evolved from an older creation/project by sleepykinq (it’s different than the original story he had but it uses the same characters just. refined. with a few new characters here and there) so if you look him up on youtube or tumblr you should be able to find some info, he does lots of animation memes and stuff and there’s even a wiki if you wanna look at that! tho some of the character articles talk abt triggering subjects so be warned.))

((oh and I wasn’t kidding abt the doll eye kin help blog I semi-joked abt making in the last post. it’s real and I’m setting it up currently so I mean. check it out when it’s done? I’ll probably make a promo and reblog it over here tho I have no idea how successful of a blog it’s gonna end up being. but ye thankies for the comment it really means a lot!! and it also gave me an opportunity to share some source info so that’s a plus lol.))

#Out of control {ooc} #News report {update} #tes-beaux-yeux #as you can see I've knocked over many chairs #I mean uh *cough cough* #as you can see I'm very passionate abt this #seriously if you wanna talk abt it I'll literally talk your ear off #I'll turn into one of those annoying kids that follow you around everywhere #and I'll constantly ask your opinion on things and hope you like what I'm talking abt #legit that's what I do when talking abt interests. would this be considered a special interest?? #I mean. probably at this point. mystery is my new main canon. #and guess what he's from doll eye. he's the purple cat antagonist #and here I am. kin with him. new main. full-on kinshift mode. #anything I see/hear? I can and will try to draw a connection to my canon with it #me: *sees a random match for some reason* #match: *has to do with fire. just like flamethrowers* #me: y'know so stranger liked to collect flamethrowers. man I hate him #*goes on a rant on how I hate stranger* #stranger is mystery's dad btw #(well stranger is just a nickname but go off I guess) #we did not get along well. at all. #yesterday I made a joke abt yoinking one of the flamethrowers and burning him with it but uh. #yeah I may have gone a bit overboard with that joke it's kinda wild. #I should shut up before I say any more weird things. gotta finish setting up the blog