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I know that I‘m probably not going to kill myself at the moment. But no one in my life could imagine how much I still want to disappear forever. Nobody knows how much I regret not having ended my life yet. I still have far too many days when 99.9% of me are ready to implement plans into action.

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I’m getting worse again

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“how are you?”

unfortunately still alive

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What the hell is wrong with me? What the fuck is wrong with me? I don’t fit in with anybody How did this happen to me?

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One day this will kill me and I can't wait for that day to come.

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anyone else in constant pain all the time

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If only I had the balls to actually end it all

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(stolen from reddit)

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get me the fuck off this planet, i dont want to be here anymore

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I wish I could give my life to someone who actually wants to live it. I feel like it's not fair. There are People who are about to die, though want to keep living so badly.. I wish I could just switch places with them.

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Everyday has turned into sleeping as much as I physically can to avoid living.

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I know I've said it a thousand times but I'm so lonely that it hurts. The kinda of alone that weights on your chest and makes you wanna cry even though you have no energy to cry anymore so you just lay in bed and wonder how can your life mean so little to everyone and even to yourself

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everyone keeps telling me that i have to stay alive for them, that killing myself would be selfish because they need me and my departure would cause them great pain.

what about MY pain? what about ME? i’m dying inside, falling apart every single night and shoving back my broken pieces inside my chest every morning, bleeding internally. what about MY pain? why can’t i rest easy? isn’t it selfish for you to ask me to stay knowing how badly i’m hurting?

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i feel fucking broken...