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if i had known the sentiment "it will get better" Actually meant "its going to seem like things r ok for a few weeks and ur going to feel so so hopeful for the first time in ur life and then its going to be Brutally ripped from ur hands and ur going to be left with nowhere to go and nothing to do and worse off than ever before bc now u know its truly truly hopeless" i wouldve given up a long time ago lol

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the magical duration where our lives make sense together is making me cry

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ode to generational cycles of trauma or something

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Ko-fi

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intrusive thoughts

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how am i already forgetting everything

#its so scary #why did u threaten to hurt me #why did u invalidate my abuse #why did it take u so long to tell me u loved me #do u rly think im doing this for attention #it shouldnt hurt so much to be told that u love me

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Yuta Sakakibara

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its hard to be anywhere these days

when all i want is you

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lately nothing feels under my control!!!