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//replies after clarinet practice because my b key is fixed oh gosh I’m so happy

#puts this on every blog because IT'S FIXED

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So basically the people who seem to have assembled so far:

Kaito (thesweetbluemalfunction)

Luka (littlepinkcanary) //ohohoho dats me

Meiko (scarletsongstress) //dats me too

Miku (negi-kko)

We have a back up Rin, but yeppp Idk yet

And we have someone in mind for Len

I feel like a bitch for playing two characters in this (sorry not sorry)

but yes :3

SO IS EVERYONE STILL UP FOR THIS BECAUSE I'LL WORK OUT A PLAN FOR HOW WE DO THIS LATER

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//So basically I’m planning an event for Crypton Vocaloids (inspired by an rp, I have nothing against y’all non-cryptons, plus the less people are involved the easier it will be)

I plan on it being a drinking party at Meiko’s house.

But it’s in progress, and so far we have Meiko, Luka, Miku, (probably) Kaito, which just leaves Len and Rin, so uh yeah If any Kagamine rpers want to join, then please, just message me or something idk it would be helpful.  Although I probably won’t get more than one person applying, there’s no harm in saying that it’s operating on a first come, first served business, but then I’ll look at your rping, to see if you’re capable.  It’s going to be in para format, so you’d best be able to do those.  That’s all.

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Today, tomorrow, someday, never. It all seemed rather irrelevant to Meiko - love had never been her strong point, but even she knew when someone was in pain. "Kaito, as much as I'd like to see that happen, we all know that I sadly don't possess the powers to make people fall in love." Alas, she didn't have Cupid's bow and arrows, or she'd have tried to help as soon as she heard. 

Time and love seemed to have no consequence towards her, she had enough time on her hands to fall in love, which was a thing she doubted she'd get very far with, as really, who could love her? Far from feeling self-pity, she had grown accustomed to the thought. Meiko was forgotten enough by producers and managers that they didn't even think about deleting her - she was just a voice in the background that they sometimes turned to ask if she could sing something. Sometimes that was a blessing in disguise, but other times she envied those in the spotlight. "Of course - that's the party spirit! Doesn't matter if we mess up, does it?" She echoed his words, and yet they sounded so hollow.

Miku Hatsune? What a fitting match. The virtual diva and the only man who could possibly equal her. "I'm... I'm happy for you both. However, if she says she'll love you no matter what you've done, then please, treasure that. I know you will." The words weren't coming correctly out of her mouth, something was stopping her from processing her emotions correctly. A thought - that was all. If Kaito had Miku, and they would be perfect for each other, at least to the public eye, like a Vocaloid couple should be, then who would take her? No one wanted a love with an alcoholic reject.  Ah! Such happy thoughts, where did they come from? No, she was just going to focus on her friend, he needed the time she had to hopefully make him feel at least a little better. "She's lucky to have you. Remember that."

An angry shake of her head ensured that she wouldn't be forgetting about the male calling himself such derogatory names. "Kaito - you know I hate to say it so harshly," she rasped, "but they're gone. There's nothing you or me or anyone can do to bring them back, so stop calling yourself those things." She knew that her words were hopeless, as much as she prayed he'd see sense, but at the same time, she hadn't any idea how he'd react. "You're killing yourself with this... And that's not what I want to hear from you." A sigh, she could do nothing more. "I'm sorry, I really am." Damn her temper, flaring up at times it really didn't need to. "Fuck it all." She murmured more to herself than him.

A ton of sprinkles landed on your face!

     Quickly, he bit his lip and pondered. “I also hope that she does. Yet, maybe I should just let her be.  Find someone else and just make sure she’s happy first.” He couldn’t believe how selfless he sounded. This was something he had never said out loud, and he felt vulnerable and puny. “Can you outrun ‘someday’ and make it ‘today’, Meiko? I think that’d be quite nice.”

     Running and dragging himself through each day became everything he was about. Kaito would barely got through yesterday, and it was already today. Day after wretched day. Nobody visited him after he stopped working, not wanting to know a useless and deactivated VOCALOID. They all wanted the real, perfect thing, and they got that from another model. He wouldn’t lie; he wished he was born human, or at least something other than a computer. Just knowing that you can be replaced in the blink of an eye just made everything useless.

     ”Of course I’m coming!” he snorted. He wasn’t an ass. Even though he had no confidence, he would face other people anyways. No ridicule would come upon him, right? He was something else entirely, and wasn’t among their ranks anymore. A king pushed from his throne was nothing anymore. A king who was reduced to nothing had no right to be seen as equal among the rest.  Ah! But that kind of thinking wouldn’t be shown among the rest. As far as they were concerned, there was nothing wrong. There were no scars or burns that would be shown. Everything would be covered with a sheet of smiles, so cleverly woven and tugged into place. 

     ”We don’t need responsibility tonight. We’re all adults right? At this point we can do anything! Don’t fret, don’t fret.” A wave of his hand dismissed the small concern. “Even if we all mess up, we can fix it.” He was excited to spend time with Meiko and Luka. When was the last time his mind even went to Luka? A twinge of guilt wavered his thinking. He remembered a slender, graceful woman that carried herself with unwavering pride and honor. A woman that wouldn’t be knocked down by anyone who abused or called her names. As Meiko continued talking he softly chirped, “It’s all I can do anymore to even make up for my mistake. It may be small but it’s worth it.”

     ”Well, she’s the same model as my first lover.” Licking his lips, he acknowledged his mistake another time. “Hatsune Miku. They look the same, but they’re so different. She’s just so bursting wife life and potential, and she makes me feel just so happy! I think she has some doubt in her mind and that she loves another even though… Even though she says she loves me no matter what I’ve done.”

#Aw yissss #we're waiting until the Len comes back #and that's about it :3 YEEEEAHHHH

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//sobbu sobbu I know that feel I suppose it's just a factor of rping that does happen - threads die etc  even if it ends up that there becomes an unresolved ending, you could always make something up with the two of you. It's not ideal, I guess, but it could suffice, i don't know

;w;

{Alright

But it’s even stronger than KaiMiku because with her it’s like a fucking YACHT 

And I’m here like

“Yo please don’t leave me like my other partners with our character’s unresolved endings please and thank”

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//yay

we should stop talking through tags it's difficult to see the whole thing 

{ Oh my :)

I’ll keep you warm then

#I dont know broooo #you'd have to ask her. I'm getting the feel that LenMiku is a very strong ship tho #but I could be wrong who knows????

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//thank u

ur butt is warm :)

  //you deserve

every single kouhai that you have

-bows to senpai-

#oh ships they cause so much pain #But I think we should all just go with the flow and see what happens because you never know something amazing may occur

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//sit on me~~

it would be a pleasure for senpai's butt to touch me

  //you deserve

every single kouhai that you have

-bows to senpai-

#;w; Meiko will be there for him when it does #oh my gosh the KaiLuka just... wow that's one of my Luka otps BUT SHH I DIDN'T SAY THAT

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//you deserve

every single kouhai that you have

-bows to senpai-

thesweetbluemalfunction replied to your post: how do u rp friendship without it sounding like u…

{ I know how you feel. }

//its happened in about three different threads now including our one  and I just… oh well. If it seems like Meiko’s coming on to Kaito then it’s just my bad writing.

#well like yeah I do but I don't want to interrupt kaimiku #so if that sinks then yes... but if not then I'll just play it by ear and see what happens #I have so many otps involving Kaito oh my gosh #KaiMiku #KaiMei #KaiLuka #KaiLen #everything is amazing #with Kaito

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//ooooh thank you senpai -blushu-

thesweetbluemalfunction replied to your post: how do u rp friendship without it sounding like u…

{ I know how you feel. }

//its happened in about three different threads now including our one  and I just… oh well. If it seems like Meiko’s coming on to Kaito then it’s just my bad writing.

#I don't know there could be #but I'm sort of going along with what you're doing #and the whole Miku thing seems to be happening (feeeeeeeeeeels)

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thesweetbluemalfunction replied to your post: how do u rp friendship without it sounding like u...

{ I know how you feel. }

//its happened in about three different threads now including our one  and I just... oh well. If it seems like Meiko's coming on to Kaito then it's just my bad writing.

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how do u rp friendship without it sounding like u r coming onto the other person idk anymore

#ooc

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Falling for someone? Someone who didn't reciprocate his feelings? Rosy lips formed a small oval - unrequited love stung like a bitch, Meiko knew only too well, "Hey, I'm sorry about that." Her tone was more hushed this time, "But you never know, she might love you back. Someday."

Was it a Vocaloid? Someone she was close to? Who? This wasn't the time to indulge in fantasy, and it didn't seem like it was her place to ask, though, so she attempted to bring the mood up by talking about the party.

I'll accept you, but I'm pretty sure it will mean nothing to you. Unspoken words like that were best left unsaid for many reasons. 

"So you'll be coming? Great!" She grinned, masking the disappointment in herself that she had to rely on alcohol to make him forget. She couldn't make him feel better herself, and he was meant to be the person she knew most about, the one who she depended on - it was programmed into her to feel like that towards all personifications of the bluenet - and she couldn't even help him without giving him sake.  How she loved and loathed it at the same time, was a mystery to her, but still she decided to put those thoughts to the back of her mind for now, as feeling sorry and resentful towards herself wouldn't help matters.  "I suppose we have to have someone who can be vaguely responsible, besides me, and maybe Luka, of course." A slight lie there, one that she didn't know whether he'd notice or not, but when Meiko got her hands on sake, she was most certainly not responsible.  "A party will sort things out," it would be a temporary solution, "but you have to stop beating yourself up. Nothing good will come of it, y'know." It was so frustrating to hear the words 'malfunction', and 'glitch' being used to describe Kaito, she was pretty sure she'd punch a wall next time he said something like that.  Ah, the brunette was just too curious for her own good - she had to know and it would kill her not to find out. Perhaps that way she could do something about it. "Who is she?" She paused, the slight silence was rather painful, "Y'know, the girl you're falling for."

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     ”I feel like I can’t relax. It keeps coming back and chasing me!” He drew a pained gasp as he admitted the truth. “I feel as though no one will accept me. Hell, I’m falling for a girl who probably won’t even love me no matter how hard I tried!” 

     It all began to sting. Every word he said dripped with bitterness and a deep venom of regret. How long would he keep it up? How long would he keep pulling on with this heavy weight on his heart? It was all going to pile up and ruin him even more than it already had. 

     If I stay like this any longer, I’ll freeze…!

         As she noted him of the party, he softly chuckled. Parties were always great distractions, weren’t they? He used to go to so many of them when he was still active and with his “Master”. He remembered all of the tense, awkward moments and the times where everyone just broke down and enjoyed. That’s what he truly enjoyed about parties. Socializing and happiness mingling into a bowl of awkward. A smile tugged at the corners of his mouth once he began to re-live the moments he had in a party. But, now wasn’t the time! Now wasn’t the time to think until he lost himself. Now was the time to enjoy the company of the one before him.

     His eyes slightly widened at her invitation, not expecting the sudden openness from the other. He knew her as a stubborn and awkward, yet this model was an exception. He silently mapped out the possibilities in his head, wondering what mishaps and good fortune could be blessed upon him if he went. 

     ”O-oh, my!” he answered with a nervous laugh. “I’ll take your offer of an attempt. Forgetting would be quite nice right now… It’s almost critical, if you will.” A smaller smile shrank his previous, blissful grin. 

     ”You’re right.” he agreed quietly, musing over her statement. But he, the infamous mistake, wasn’t a malfunction? It was the first time such words had graced his ears, and he couldn’t grasp the concept. “Thank you for having faith in me.”

#I think so #but I've made it sort of more official. Would you be our Kaito? #Pretty please? :3

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//So basically I’m planning an event for Crypton Vocaloids (inspired by an rp, I have nothing against y’all non-cryptons, plus the less people are involved the easier it will be)

I plan on it being a drinking party at Meiko’s house.

But it’s in progress, and so far we have Meiko, Luka, Miku, (probably) Kaito, which just leaves Len and Rin, so uh yeah If any Kagamine rpers want to join, then please, just message me or something idk it would be helpful.  Although I probably won’t get more than one person applying, there’s no harm in saying that it’s operating on a first come, first served business, but then I’ll look at your rping, to see if you’re capable.  It’s going to be in para format, so you’d best be able to do those.  That’s all.

#THIS #IS #IMPORTANT

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Ah, she really was hopeless at comforting. "It hurts me to see you being so damn hard on yourself. Just relax a bit." Okay, so that probably wouldn't help either. "So there have been mistakes you've made in the past, right? Well, the past is the past, and you can't go back and change it, no matter how much you want to." A sigh parted her pale pink lips, and she took a step closer to him, attempting to look as if she knew what she was doing. "If you want me to help you take your mind of things, I can only try. I can listen, but I'm no good with advice." Maybe she could get him stone-cold drunk to help him forget?

It was no secret she was having a party with Miku, and all the Crypton-loids were invited. Had Kaito received his invite yet? Meiko decided she should tell him about it anyway, just in case. "We're having a little get-together at my place. Nothing much, but hey, parties are fun, right?"  Tilting her head to the side, she opened her mouth to speak, but didn't know what to say so shut it again. She'd never been the sort of person who could verbally express her feelings very well, so she wished she could just give him a comforting hug, but he might take it the wrong way, she didn't know and didn't want to act on the impulse only to be pushed away. All she wanted was to be able to tell him that everything was okay, and all the bad events of the past were just a nightmare, but of course there was no way she could lie like that. "So how about you come over and just forget about everything for a while? We all know I can't guarantee you eternal happiness, but heck, I'll try." She gave a chuckle, masking her ineptitude at dealing with situations such as this.  "Even if you believe it yourself, you aren't a malfunction in my eyes. We're all flawed in some way or another." Was that helpful? She hoped so, if someone was trying to make her feel better it would have done the trick, but the brunette was easily pacified by words.

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     When he saw the other’s response to the story, he felt a pang of bitterness in his heart. It didn’t help that she was another Meiko, and he remembered his original Meiko. How he missed her! It was as though this was just another world where the woman in front of him was the real thing. The android known as Meiko Sakine was known to Kaito Shion as his partner in crime, his best friend, a sister, even. There was always going to be a place for the strong-willed brunette in his heart.

     ”No, no, they’re right. I really am a malfunction. I’m not like everyone else, and I managed to get everyone deactivated! Malfunctions are mistakes right? That’s exactly what I am.” The name he was given practically his whole being. The retired robot was positive that it was all true. Their words stung and bruised him, eventually defining his whole being. It was all hypocritical, wasn’t it? He told others that their own opinion mattered, but he didn’t give a shit about his. Other peoples’ ideas were his everything. He was programmed to be perfection and to have not a flaw. 

     Eyes slightly widening, he soaked in the words she told him. There were people there to love him, right? He needed comfort ever since the incident where everything he knew was taken away. Comfort was all he needed, and he silently prayed that he would receive it in his fullest. 

     ”Thank you, Meiko… Thank you.”

#I'm thinking of making the party into an event of some sort

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KAITO’s muffler by ~nippori

Artist’s comment: “Contents are all alcohol.”

#YES #queue

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#sexual sunday I suppose #queue

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#queue