Theyāre so canon but not canon at the same time š« š« š«
The thing about Harry in the books, and how he notices Malfoy so much, is that like.. the tone of it is just so different to how he notices other characters that he (actually) doesnāt like.
For example, we get much more of a sense of Harryās reluctance to be near Lockhart, his distaste and distrust of Lockhart, any time he has to interact with him. And Harry even notices that Lockhart is good looking, but he notices it in more of a sense that itās not something heās personally drawn to. Kind of similar to how he notices the Veela at the World Cup. He recognises it in passing, because itās objectively noticeable.
And yet the tone of how he notices Malfoy is so different. His gaze is constantly drawn to Malfoy. He notices Malfoy anytime heās around - whether itās across the hall (surrounded by literally HUNDREDS of other students) or in the busy thoroughfare of Diagon Alley. And heās not noticing Malfoyās looks in a kind of.. dismissive, passing way. Heās hyper focused on Malfoyās expressions, his underlying mood, the way heās carrying himself. Heās always noticing how he looks, his pointy features, the flash of his hair. He recognises him instantly even from a distance.. even though Iām sure there were plenty of other blonde students at Hogwarts. Heās constantly drawn to him, in a way that Harry is not drawn towards other people he actively dislikes or hates. THATās the difference. Harry wants absolutely nothing to do with anyone else he dislikes; but with Malfoy, heās completely drawn in, even when Malfoy is doing his best to avoid being noticed.
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OMG ok so Harry is glamoured for some reason and bumps into Draco and it Piquesā¢ļø his interest so he keeps going to meet w Draco until they get closer and closer.
Then one day Dracoās like āGoodness, am I glad I met you, Thomas. I donāt think thereās anyone else Iād rather be with right now.ā
Harryās sweating as he adjusts his collar when he says, āReally? Nobody?ā
Draco shakes his head. āAnd Thomas is such a superb name. Draco and Thomas. It flows so fantastically, donāt you think? I thank the stars that you were named Thomas.ā
āUh. But what if I wasnāt? Called Thomas, I mean. What if I had a different name?ā
Draco blinks at him. āIs this some sort of philosophical question? Because if so, I shanāt indulge. Now, pick up my bags, we havenāt finished in Madam Griddles yet.ā
Harry reluctantly does as heās told as he lowkey thinks Draco only specifically wants to date Thomasā. In reality, Dracoās known it was Harry all along, heād be able to pick his mannerisms out from a crowd away, and Harry also sucks at acting. But heās keeping it up for the bit until Harry can pussy up and reveal himself.
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Mahiwahang S(nape)alamin kailan niya ba aaminin š ang kanyang tunay na pagtingin? š„ŗš
tl: Magical mirror when will he admit his true feelings? (stream & stan bini!! )
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their little secret
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Drarry doodles with Gallaplacidia text from forever ago. These two get me every time (Bridgerton could never)
Text is from Scaredy Cat
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Drarry dads morning.
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āThat's Dorcas Meadowes, Voldemort killed her personally..."
A cute little dorlene series (a little bit more focused on Dorcas bc I love her so much) for #lesbianvisibilityweek and as we say in french bravo les lesbiennes !!
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I was late (you were early)
These was commissioned by @dodgerkedavra for her fic āI was late (you were early)ā
These scenes took place in two different time, the first and second one when they were 19 and the third one when they were 29. A portrayal of a ten years story. Iām really happy with the way the colors turns out and finally drawing the auror robes I had in my head haha.
The three small part of the fic that I used to illustrate these scene was
Malfoy pulls Harryās other hand away from his ear and places it over the buttons of his jacket, his fingers warm over Harryās shaking ones. His chest rises and falls under Harryās palm, and he can feel Malfoyās heart beating even through his uniform.
One second his hand is flat on Malfoyās chest and the next itās a fist. One second heās against the wall and the next heās crumpled forwards into Malfoyās arms.
One last stroke, and Harry leans into Draco with a contented sigh. He inhales the scent of roses and early summer heat and Dracoās soap. Birds titter in the branches nearby. Dracoās heart beats against Harryās back. The rhythm never falters, never stops.
Thereās a second part to this story which was told from Dracoās pov which is angsty as well š„¹. It was āIāll find you again (I always do)ā
Working on these reminds me again how I loved drawing with red colors. I hope these illustrations manage to brings out or at the very least showed glimpse of the emotion these two portray in dodgerās wonderful fic ;-;
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I feel I am slowly getting pulled aboard the Jegulus ship - Iām not even sure how this happened but Iām intrigued and wanna know more. Jegulus shippers assemble and rec me some of your favorite fics to help me get my bearings?
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Writing a fic when you're uninspired:
*writes half a sentence*
*checks tumblr; no updates*
*checks discord; all servers; no updates*
*goes back to doc*
*re-reads last three sentences*
*removes last half sentence written*
Hmm I want some tea ...
*makes tea*
*checks tumblr again; one new post*
*checks discord; all servers; no updates*
*checks four latest opened tabs*
*remembers an old fandom you haven't thought of in years; goes to AO3 to see if there are any good fics for it*
*opens three new fic tabs*
*remembers that you're supposed to be writing*
*writes a sentence*
I'm kinda hungry ...
*checks cupboards and fridge for snacks*
*remembers that it's ten pm and you shouldn't snack at this hour*
*remembers that you made tea; it is now cold*
*drinks cold tea*
*re-reads last three sentences*
*checks tumblr; no updates*
*checks discord; all servers; no updates*
*in desperation, checks twitter; it is a cesspool of evil so you check tumblr again; one update*
*reblog*
Hmm, I have too many tabs open ...
*opens a random tab; it is a 70K fic with 1K worth of tags that you last visited three months ago*
*reads fic*
Four hours later:
... I should go to bed.
*closes doc*
Total words written: 44
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other people writing ao3 comments: love this! canāt wait to see more ā¤
me writing ao3 comments: gyjfsdghjkldsfhj fukc dude iā¦ā¦ā¦..id eat this if i couldā¦.
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What's the trope name for when someone finds out they're the Chosen One(tm) and is like "No, thank you" and goes and does something else
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being a fic writer is just sitting bolt upright every six months or so shouting "OH SHIT MY FIC"
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Ever have a scene from one of your fics justā¦stuck in your head? Like, I have this scene from my latest WIP that just keeps playing over and over again:
Harry, groggy, hung over, stumbling into Dracoās (too bloody bright) kitchen to find Draco at the kitchen in JEANS AND A T-SHIRTā¦COOKING BREAKFAST??? Scorpius is there (Harry vaguely remembers that Malfoy did in fact have a son a few years back) but he also has pets - he has 2 dogs and a kneazle (which he DID NOT know and is having a hard time picturing even though itās right in front of him). Draco is making chocolate chip pancakes -Scorpiusā favorite - and dancingā¦to MUGGLE musicā¦and itās just so messy and loud and domestic and Harry should NOT think itās the most adorable thing heās ever set eyes on. He shouldnāt. He doesnāt. Any evidence to the contrary and he will blame it on the alcohol from the night before. He isnāt even sure how he got here in the first place - in every sense of the word. He also vaguely remembers being at a club the night before and that maybe Auror training hadnāt gone so well and MAYBE heād drank a little too muchā¦just a little.
Harry is confused, beyond confused, but heās hung over, the food smells good, and whatever Twilight Zone version of Draco Malfoy this is hasnāt hexed him yet soā¦he sits down.
He doesnāt know it at the time but making that decision to sit down changes the whole trajectory of his life.
And I keep thinking to myself - with all that I have planned for this fic - that this moment is the one Iāll be writing the entire fic for. That one tiny decision that leads to all the others, a domino effect that ultimately leads him back to that table again and again and again and again. Life is like that, isnāt it? You make one, small, tiny decision in the moment and months down the line, years down the line, it winds up meaning everything.
I think thereās a beauty in that. I love seeing life reflected back at me through fanfic. I love being a part of this community that manages to spend hours upon hours pouring back into the people that are engaged with it, showing us the intricacies of existence in this silly, beautiful thing we do with our spare time.
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of cabinets and cupboards
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And you said I abandoned the ship, but I was going down with it.
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