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seungmines · 5 years

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NXT 2 U AU | han jisung

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summary: your boyfriend’s best friend noticed everything wrong with your relationship.

You weren’t exactly sure how being in a relationship worked.

Your current boyfriend seemed like he knew what he was doing half the time, and no, it wasn’t like the relationship you had dreamed of when you were younger but it gave you some sort of satisfaction with the little bits of affection he gave you here and there.

Things between you and Chris were confusing to you though, he was your boyfriend, but he didn’t act like it half the time and spent the majority of his time in his studio making up rap beats instead of spending time with you- and would crawl into bed with you at the crack of dawn and slept all day. Every time he would shift in the bed, anger would bubble up in your chest and your fists would ball up but you swallowed it all and tried to fall back asleep every morning. When he did give you attention, you didn’t want it anymore, it felt like he was forcing his arms around you and it was worse when he brought his other friends around you.

Changbin and Jisung were almost always at the apartment you shared with your boyfriend, bringing dinner every time they came, and notebooks full of lyrics. You and Changbin got along, sure but it wasn’t as well as you and Jisung did. Actually, Jisung was always checking up on you- and he even remembered your orders from places you would order takeout from which made you feel like you were an important person in his life- boy you had no idea how important you were to him. Always asking if you were eating well, sleeping well, he noticed when you were down and asked what was wrong but you really didn’t want to complain about Chris to him since they were best friends after all. You didn’t want to be that kind of person, so you stayed quiet.

Jisung noticed your sad eyes when you’d watch Chris stumble into the guest room which he had turned into a studio and call out to his friends for them to join them and record a new song for their soundcloud. He noticed when you would pull your hand away from Chris’ when he would try to hold it. Jisung noticed it all. “You’re lying, you hate him too.”

You always felt dark and drained when you crawled into bed every single day after a long day of working at your stupid office job that Chris scoffed at whenever you’d try to tell him about your day at work and the people you had to deal with- You guessed he didn’t have any interest in it but you were the only one making money so it would make sense that he could just pretend to care about your job, but he didn’t.

Jisung looked at you for the first time and his life burst into vivid color and it’s been that way since you met. He hated you were his best friend’s girlfriend, he hated being a walking cliche but he of course wouldn’t act on his emotions. He was so sure you suited him more than you suited Chris- and he knew he wasn’t treating you right- You started texting Jisung often, ranting about the things wrong with your relationship after almost exploding after not talking about it ever.

You’d go on and on about how you hated him and it was eating you alive, asking Jisung if Chris even bothered talking about you when they hung out which Jisung would lie and say “Of course he does, you’re the love of his life.” But he never really did unless Changbin or Jisung had asked about you first. The texts escalated to phone calls and Jisung both loved and hated it- He loved hearing your voice but he hated hearing how hurt you were and he wanted to fix it so badly. He so badly wanted to show you what it was like to be treated the way you deserve. After you would hang up, you’d text him after telling him how amazing of a friend he was to you, followed with a few scattered heart emojis.

He knew you weren’t happy with him, but he also knew he couldn’t change anything about it without ruining the friendship with his best friend- Chris had believed in Jisung when nobody else did and told him how amazing his lyrics were. The guilt would eat Jisung alive that he stopped coming around and Chris would meet up with Changbin and Jisung at Changbin’s house where there was a real studio built by his parents.

You missed him. Jisung stopped texting back as much but he never did miss a call from you- never wanted to miss a chance to hear your voice.

You had posted photos of you and Chris, and Jisung would see them and immediately click his phone off, picking it up to send you a text stating you and him needed to talk which made you call him as soon as you seen the text.

“Hey, what’s the matter?”

“I uh..”

“C’mon we’re like best friends, you can tell me anything!”

“Just meet me at your favorite spot.”

Click.

You had no time to respond to him with how fast he hung up on you, and you were about to call him back but your boyfriend had just gotten home with tired eyes, dragging himself to your shared room and and dropping his backpack full of supplies, falling into your bed and was asleep within five minutes. No greeting, no smile, nothing.

Jisung always grinned brightly at you when he would see you, he’d ask if you ate, and hug you. Why did he act more like your boyfriend than your actual boyfriend? Your head was spinning and your hands moved faster than your brain and before you knew it, you texted him and asked him to meet you somewhere… only to talk, which he agreed to do.

“I’m going out.” You muttered to your sleeping boyfriend and began to walk to the all night coffee shop you always went to when you were stressed, and you seen a very sleepy Jisung with his face in his hands. Making your way towards him, you nudge his hands with your own before sitting down, sending him a small smile.

“So what’s the matter, Jisungie~?” You spoke in a playful tone, gently kicking his foot under the table, tilting your head to look at him.

“It’s about Chris…”

Your heart dropped hearing his name- He was home sleeping peacefully while you met up with his longtime best friend, you felt like such a terrible person, honestly, and you prepared yourself for the worst- but nothing could have prepared you for what he said next.

“I know you hate him too… Stop trying to convince yourself otherwise. I wish it was me- I know that’s me pushing it too far and you don’t have to talk to me anymore because of this but I think you suit me better than him. I wanna be by your side, Y/N.”

A shaky hand was placed on top of your steady one and your heartbeat began to pick up at the feeling of his- well his hand was sweaty but it was still nice and soft, he was really nervous. You shifted your hand to intertwine your fingers, sighing softly, avoiding his eyes. “He’s your best friend, Jisung.”

“I know, that’s why I hate it even more.” Jisung tried to search for your eyes but you continued to stare at your hands and how they seemed to fit perfectly together like pieces of a puzzle- which sounds really cheesy but you didn’t mind it. “You’re holding my hand, does that mean… Uh..” His free hand came up to scratch the back of his neck, his sleepy expression was gone- replaced with panic. “Am I overthinking it?”

“Shut up, Jisung.” You had no idea what to do, you had been with Chris for almost a year but you only spent a month acting like a couple- you met Jisung officially six months ago and he had been nothing but sweet to you from day one. Chris stopped saying he loved you three months ago, and Jisung was here right in front of you basically confessing his undying love for you- You knew what you wanted, but was it worth losing someone you dedicated so much time to? Did Chris even love you anymore?

“I don’t know what to say to that, honestly. I don’t know if i love him anymore, I don’t know why you make me feel so happy and light- I just don’t know.” You sighed and pushed your hand through your hair, pulling your hand away from Jisung’s, you stood up. “I have things I need to think about. I’ll text you tomorrow.”

You left him there in the coffee shop with nothing but the coffee he had ordered for you before you got there which had arrived just as you left.

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seungmines · 5 years

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tutor au | dance instructor minho

lee minho was the fuckboy of your university

and everybody knew that!!!

except for you (u just thought he was hot <3___<3)

so when you decided you wanted to switch your major to dancing

your best friend woojin was like

“NO!! Y/N WHY WOULD YOU EVEN CONSIDER-?”

and u were like ?? i love to dance ?? let me dance william ??

since you were a first year, you had no idea about any of the students at ur uni or ANYTHING

so you’re all excited the day before your first class and even more excited that a student usually led the class

since teachers gave you big anxiety and it’d probably be easier talking to a Fellow Peer.

u were wrong.

the next day, u were getting ready for class and as usual, woojin stopped by ur dorm with coffee like the perfect angel he is but he was in a Very sour mood that morning

“wake up on the wrong side of the bed, princess?”

“SH- SHUT UP!!! i’m nervous for you today :(“

and ur heart is like :( aw william its ok :( but ur brain was like

“what’s the big idea with this class anyway? why are u so stressed out??”

“minho is the student teacher”

“ok”

“OK!!! SO BE CAREFUL”

and ur like: i’m More than capable of taking care of myself <3 minho ain’t shit

yeah No

when you walked into that class On That Fateful Day.

minho’s eyes were the first ones on you and Boy were you flustered when he smiled at you

and

OH GOD HE’S WALKING TOWARDS U

good luck homie ur gonna need it.

you were so zoned out that when he was like “hey!!!” you didn’t hear him

so like any normal human being, minho yelled a Nice Loud “YAH!” which caught the attention of the whole class including yourself

all the girls were like >:( no Lee Know look at ME!! >:( but he was like

“are you y/n switched majors, right? hope you can keep up.”

minho then moves in front of the class and starts the warm ups

and u were like ??? I DONT KNOW ANY OF THESE ???

so u start stretching the way you normally did at home before you’d dance

which earned you some dirty looks but you didn’t understand Why

to make a long and tiring story short, your first class kicked your ass.

so when you were headed towards the door, you were stopped by None Other Than Lee Minho

“saw you struggling today.”

“yeah, i didn’t know you’d be right in the middle of learning a dance.. i feel so dumb switching majors because criminology was so much easier and i-”

“why don’t you come to the studio tomorrow night? i can help you learn if you want.”

and he was so confident you were going to say yes

because he’s lee minho and nobody really rejects him

but you heard woojins Annoying Ass in the back of your head

so you kindly said no and instead asked for a video of the dance for reference so you could practice later

which he gave you but not without bothering you

“are you sure you don’t want my help tomorrow night?”

“it’s easier with help from a real person, you know.”

“what, you don’t like me?”

you had to admit that saying no to him was Really hard because he was so captivating but you also knew that woojin would have an actual heart attack over you spending time with lee minho at Night.

so when u got home to ur small dorm and made urself some nice cheap chicken flavored ramen, there was BANGING ON UR DOOR and ur like O____O WHO THE FUKC

but don’t worry it’s just woojin <3

but woojin brought his friend w him and was like “hey <3 we were in the neighborhood.”

and u were like Woojin U Live Two Doors Down From Me but his friend was lowkey cute so u just shut up rlly quick ok.

woojin was like >:D this is my friend, CHRIS.

chris was really sweet to u and stuff and woojin was like nudging him the whole time they were over which made u suspicious but you’d bring it up to him later

“so how was your first day of class?”

“GOD SO. i zoned out when i first walked in, you know like how i always zone out, and Lee Minho Walked Up To Me and yelled and got my attention and all the girls in that class were so judgy, woojin i wanted to DIE. and then!!!! after class fucking minho walks up to me and asks if i want to practice with him tomorrow night-”

and woojin cut u off right there and threw himself at ur feet

“PLEASE TELL ME U SAID NO”

“i did.. why?”

chris who was watching you vent about minho in amazement was like

“that’s how he gets you, most girls never actually Practice with him.”

and the dots connected in your head and you were like WOW ARE U KIDDING

you felt really gross after that

why were men so GROSS

“men disgust me… no offense.. or Full Offense if you pick up girls like that..”

chris was like “if it was ME-”

and woojin was like “ME AND CHRIS HAVE TO GO NOW BYE Y/N” and fucking left while chris was mid sentence

so you cleaned up your Tiny dorm and practiced stretching like how they did in the class that day and then watched the video minho gave you to reference which OF COURSE was a video of him dancing

and boy were you fascinated with how good he was

but you got a lot of the dance down that night.

after ur shower u got into ur bed and chris followed u on instagram and u were like

wait.

waaaaaaait.

so ur thumbs went to work texting woojin like “what the fuck”

“did u like chris :D”

“am i that single that u have to set me up with your friends?”

“no.. maybe… he LIKES u…”

“whatever.”

so then you text chris who opens your message immediately and is like

“there’s a party at my frat tomorrow night <3 wanna be my date”

and ur like Not really. but u reply with “sure!!” and ok

wow so u got a date

but u know whos a frat boy?

Lee Know.

but u didnt know that

the next day you didn’t have a lot of work to do so you just!! practiced some more and chilled out until you had to get ready for the ~party~ and it was your first!! university party!! so you went ALL OUT and you looked like a FREAKIN SNACK

and chris was late picking you up but you told him it was okay

and things were fine

but woojin wasn’t there and he was always there whenever you were drinking

like your own lookout and that made you a little hesitant to drink at first but chris Insisted and you gave in

turns out minho was watching the whole scene

yeah okay he had a girl on his arm

but thats another story

it turns out that chris wasn’t as sweet as you thought he was

this became news to minho when his date uttered something like “another day, another helpless girl- that poor thing.”

and minho was like HUH?!!?!?!

and she explained how chris would get girls drunk and take advantage of them

minho didn’t like that

one.

bit.

you were on the verge of being completely wasted when chris asked if he could take you home which you said yes to immediately because you didn’t want to embarrass yourself while being drunk

but as you were being led out of the frat house, minho was leaning against the frame of the entrance

!!!!! wtf RENO?!?!

chris was like -____- what do u want

nd minho was like ? duh im taking y/n home?

u nd chris were like: BITCH- NO.

you don’t remember exactly what happened but the boys exchanged words and before you knew it, you seen chris being tackled to the ground and minho was goin AT IT BRO

and you were like wtf!!!!!!!!!!!

seeing the fight made you sober up a bit and honestly to be honest, minho was losing

w his stupid ass

chris got tired of beating his ASS and stood up, nodded at you and made a gross remark about you before walking away

and minho tried to get up and fight him again but he was WHOOPED

so you let him take you home

and cleaned up his face and knuckles

and made up the couch for him because he was exhausted and you figured he deserved to rest here since he DID stand up for you and save you from god knows what chris was going to do

but he was still minho the fuckboy

and woojin, barging into your dorm at the crack ass of dawn, was VERY unhappy to see mr Lee Know.

“hey y/n i brought coffee- WHAT THE FUCK.”

“morning, princess.”

and u forgot minho was on ur couch until u looked at him sleeping peacefully- nd he looked like a FUCKING ANGEL!!!

you then explained the situation that happened last night and woojin was like “it really be ur own people.”

no but woojin was really upset bc he adored u and didn’t want anything bad to happen to u

and blamed himself for not going to the party w you

your lil moment was interrupted when minho Rose and his shirt? gone!

so there he STOOD in just his sweatpants and man did he look like a SNACK

“am i interrupting something?”

“NO!” u said

“YES!” woojin said

minho jus smirked at u and put his shirt on, meeting ur eyes as u stared

but CAN I BLAME U? NO, HES A SNAKC!!!

anyway minho thanked u for letting you crash there and said he would see u later for class

BECAUSE OYU HAD CLASS!!! WITH MINHO AGAIN TODAY

woojin was like “-____- maybe i should come to class w you”

and u were like “william baby girl,,.. No”

woojin still doesn’t know why you call him william

you drank coffee and spilled tea w your bff as usual

and then it was time to get ready for class

nd woojin chilled on ur bed while u went and showered

in the shower you couldn’t stop thinking ab minho!!!

his stupid pretty eyes nd his stupid pretty EVERYTHING!!

you zoned out and woojin had to yELL to bring u back to earth

anyway you got ready and put a lil bit of effort into ur look! bc u were gonna see minho.. its really gross of u but thats FINE

imagine being a het :/

so class was torture like not as bad as before but it was like minho made things way harder jus to piss you off

after class, he didn’t approach you and you wanted to thank him for the previous night.. you know, sober.

so you walked up to him and he looked a Lil flustered but quickly covered it up and let a look of amusement spread across his features

“miss me already?”

“i just wanted to thank you for last night.. i still don’t know how to like.. show my appreciation!!”

minho was looking at u and u looked like an angel to him and he HATED it.

he had a class full of girls who were basically in Love with him but he was drawn to you only and it made him MAD!!!

“it’s whatever~ don’t worry about it.”

and u were like bet! bye!

and turned around and started to walk away

“wait!”

you spun around and he was Right there

“let me buy you food at least… i seen the lack of it in your dorm.”

the lights in the dance studio were dim and the only light that was coming in through the windows was the dulled brightness of the sun setting

all of the lights and colors hit your face perfectly

what a perfect opportunity, you know?

minho leaned in and before you knew it, you were leaning in too.

it was like you were both sent into a frenzy when your lips met each other

but nothing went too far because when minho tried to reach up your shirt

woojin barged into the studio and was like >:(!!!!!

but the three of u laughed it off nd yea!

btw woojin is so gay, but every1 thinks ur the love of his life

and u ARE!!

platonically

but romantically? woojin has a bf

and now so do u!!

nd yea everyone was doubtful bc it was Minho.. the FUCKBOY OF UR UNI

but you made him big happy!!! and he helped you dance

and fed you whenever you were hungry

and rarely ever slept at the frat house since he was always in your bed

every single night

clinging to u

its so CUTE!!

im happy for u <3

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seungmines · 6 years

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sad :(

OK SO ABSUCLALY I STOPPED WRITING FRO A LIL BUT IM OK NOW BUT I WAS JUS SAD IS ALL

#stray kids #im sad #yes.

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seungmines · 6 years

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tutor au | debate tutor seungmin

you and kim seungmin were complete opposites

actually he couldn’t stand you like.. at all.

kim seungmin was famously known around your school for being.. well loud.

he voiced his opinions on literally everything that made him mad (which was a lot)

like for example!

the school cafeteria didn’t serve anything with egg in it since some kids had egg allergies

but that didn’t sit right with mr. kim seungmin, ohhhh no.

eggs happened to be his favorite food

so naturally he argued with the principal until he got what he wanted and the next morning there were egg and cheese sandwiches at breakfast.

you, on the other hand, had always decided to let things go with the flow

if something didn’t sit right with you, you stayed quiet about it

or ranted about it on your tumblr

but you never verbally voiced your thoughts on matters that actually mattered

because you figured there was no point and you hated to argue

seungmin didn’t like you because you were in his fifth period debate class and you literally just sat there

he was always ready to argue over Literally Anything

and when someone presented you with a topic, you shrugged it off and took the points off for not participating

it was like you weren’t passionate about ANY topic

well, your grade started slipping because participation was half of your grade in this certain class

so your teacher was like “OOH SEUNGMIN! tutor y/n.” and he’s like “WHWHHWHWHWHWHWH- Them?”

and the teacher is like “yes, be nice!!”

you weren’t exactly stoked about needing a tutor but maybe he’d be nice!!! :DDDD

seungmin was Not nice at all.

you met him after school in a cafe near the school

when you sat in front of him he Squinted his eyes at you

and ur like Why…?

the first words that seungmin spoke to you were

“i don’t like you”

which sort of threw you off because?? you hardly knew the kid

so why did he dislike you?

anyway! he tried to lay out the topics of the debates for the following weeks

but of course, you weren’t interested in arguing over a bunch of dead guys who made dumb decisions.

“why is it even relevant?”

he wanted to scream!!!!

after an hour of trying, he slammed his hands onto the table of the cafe and groaned.

“you’re a lost cause.”

and then he took his things and made a dramatic exit and you didn’t try to argue???

that alone pissed him off more

but it was your grade failing, not his.

before he knew it, he realized he liked a challenge

so seungmin started watching you

yes, he felt creepy but he wanted to learn your passions

actually he even caught a glance of your tumblr user on your phone

so later that night, he typed it in and VOILA! he knew basically everything about you.

he read your rant about him and smiled to himself

because you didn’t sound half bad

and the rants only got better the deeper he got into your tumblr.

turns out you really liked orca whales and michael jackson the most

like the most reoccuring theme on your tumblr was “save the whales”

and seungmin could work w that

so on your second study session, he sat in front of you and smirked

“i think i’d like to take a trip to seaworld, the whales look so graceful there.”

something in you kind of… perhaps.. SNAPPED!

“excuse me?”

“like they must take really good care of their whales <3___<3”

“actually so many things are wrong with that statement though… like there’s so many proven things that make your statement false, seungmin. i don’t get how you can be that fucking ignorant.”

seungmin: 1

you: 0

when you finished your little rant about how whales die way faster in captivity versus in the wild and how small the pools are compared to the oceans, you knew by the look on his face that he had won.

“or.. or whatever, i don’t know.”

“obviously you do.”

seungmin wasn’t going to lie, it was really cute when you got passionate about things

which sucked because you were always so blank :/

anyway he hated to watch such potential be wasted

so he talked to the teacher and the next topic? orca whales in captivity.

you had no idea that he was prepping you whenever he came to study

you just thought he was annoying you about your actual favorite animal

but!!! he knew you needed all the help you could get and-

seungmin was starting to grow on you, actually

and the study sessions weren’t as bad

“hey ugly”

“ok suck a dick”

“that’s No way to talk to ur fucking tutor, asshat.”

“asshat! wow i love that for u.”

“ok anyway. fuck orca lives.”

U WANTED TO FREAKIN PUNCH HIS DUMB PUPPY FACE.

but no. it’s fine.

the day of the class debate, your name was called

you went in front of the class and didn’t expect to see the topic

and you were like O____O SHIT

and seungmin was looking at u from his seat like ;)

“go get em, CHAMP.”

“seungmin.. class.. let’s not talk while a student is up here.”

at first, you were muttering your thoughts on the matter and looking down at your feet

but when you looked up, seungmin was like <3____<3 u can do it!!!

so sometime halfway through the debate, you got really into it and by the time you finished it, the whole class was like SHOOK

they were like “ok sis snapped”

your whole rant took up the whole class time and the bell rang

but when you stepped to get out of class, your arm was being tugged and next thing you know???

seungmin was pulling you close, maybe for a hug?

but you Kissed him because you were so Happy!!!!

seungmin, of course, kissed back

because you definitely grew on him and he liked your passion for important things

and you liked how he didn’t give up on you.

you didn’t realize when exactly when you guys became You and Seungmin.. but

every day after your class together, he’d kiss you and promise to see you later

so… so you went with it

because you really liked him

and he really liked you

so why not be happy?

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