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so weird how i always fall back into my old ways.. i was doing good recovering getting fat and now its back to how it was before.. i cant win, huh? between all this shit going on this year and my mental health i probably wont be around by the time im 21. might as well fuck around and have fun i guess.

#anarexiz #ana #anaa #anarexcya #buliimix #mia

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my boyfriend's mom didn't know i was home and i heard her call me fat

fuck recovery !

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Note to self. Just because you started your period, you do not have a right to eat like a fatass.

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recovered or not, relapsed or not, can we all just agree that ballet is the ultimate thinspo

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pain.

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what i like to see

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Please don’t tell me I’m the only one who wants to wear oversized clothes, but they make you freak out because you look way bigger than you are if that makes sense? Billie Eilish is honestly been a big fashion influence of mine in terms of I love her baggy style, but when I wear shirts that are like 2 sizes too big for me I just look huge. Maybe it also doesn’t help that I’m very short so it all just looks weird?

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Tumblr: We are deactivating your account because your goal weight and that thinspo pic you used for your food diary is triggering this user account

TikTok: May I offer you a thousand clips of skinny tiktok girls doing the #hourglass challenge for the morning?

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oop-

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Really Big Coin Skrekkøgle

This is our Really Big Coin. It is big because it makes other things look small when photographed next to it. Actually, it is a 20:1 replica of the EUR 50-cent, you see it being milled out here. We needed to do quite a bit of sanding, lacquering and smudging to obtain the desired look and some climbing to get into required shooting position (you need to get up real high to take good pictures). The result is a short series of photographs, attempting to visually scale down real-sized objects.

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I am not interested on having ass or boobs . I just want my bones to show up . Thank you !!!!

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had a terrible terrible day, really craving a bucketful of calories at the moment.

is my fatass going to eat them?

no.

(well, hopefully.)

these things always end with me nose deep in a double chocolate milkshake so I'm going to stay very optimistic for now!

I hope you have a lovely day. And please know this: if you are having a bad day you are TOTALLY ENTITLED to a tiny lil snack to make yourself feel better. I usually go for a tiny bite of dark chocolate or a Reese's Piece (27 cals!) Chocolate does wonders for your mood, always trust Remus Lupin.

if you're reading this, you're a bad b who's going to get to her ugw soon, so don't lose hope!

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Imagine quiting your education/ future job that u literally only get praised for but because u feel like/and know that you cant do one specific task that is VERY important you just have to quit.

Also the fact that I feel numb and everything I do feels pointless. I literally have not a single goal in life or any ambitions (except for losing weight and getting unhealthily skinny). So I trade a job with kids for working in a grocery shop.

I literally just live to get skinny to the point that my organs shut down but at least I felt pretty and small and fragile and worth attention for a bit.

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the fact I'm kind of staying on track is just the slightest bit scary to me. like.. I'm turning down food, eating when I'm hungry and not out of boredom.. even doing warmups for gym are getting a little easier, considering its all running.

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don't laugh, but i think my rib cage is crooked

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I’m cooking more because I’m trying to get on my dad’s good side so he’ll let me do what I want for my birthday. He likes food (he’s so fat but he preaches about what he thinks is healthy). So I made Spicy Korean Tofu soup. It about 125 calories for a bowl and omg it is sooooo filling.

If you want the recipe, lemme know!

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me: i will lower my calories but still try to eat healthier in order to lose weight

*weights the cheese i put on my bread and eating one tiny bit of chocolate in the evening cause i had spare calories*

family: why did you weight the cheese if you’re eating chocolate now lmao you won’t lose weight like that

me: *lowers my calories even more and here we go again* ✨ watch me bitch ✨