softblanketsandrosetea

[softblanketsandrosetea]

"i'm gonna start eating healthy and exercising!!"

ladies and gentlemen, i developed an ed

[softblanketsandrosetea]

79.4!!!!! Aaaaaaaaa FINALLY IM GETTING SOMEWHERE

[softblanketsandrosetea]

80.1 today!!! I'm only 2 kg away from my first goal and I'm so excited to see my weight in the 70s!!!!!

[softblanketsandrosetea]

81.4 today 😭😭😭

At least all of my measurements were down by an inch/2.5 cm

[softblanketsandrosetea]

My scale kept changing between 80.7kg and 81.2??? That's like a half kilo difference I need to knowwwww

At least either way it's down from Friday -- was so stressed last night about weigh in I could hardly sleep

I'm so close to my first gw I can hardly breathe

[softblanketsandrosetea]

Nothing more motivational than your parents not believing you when you said you were in recovery and now not noticing any changes after ~10kg weight loss

#anamia diary #anamia #tw ed related #tw ed vent #tw ed thoughts

[softblanketsandrosetea]

Start weight: ~85kg

Last week's final weight: 81.8kg

I had to stop OMADing for now bc I've got the flu, but I'm gonna keep exercising to hopefully work off the extra cals

I always struggle to get into the 70s so this week I need to keep working and hold myself accountable

Wish me luck!

#anamia diary #tw ed thoughts #tw ed related

[softblanketsandrosetea]

my bathroom mirror watching me lift my shirt up and turn to the side for the fifth time today

[softblanketsandrosetea]

Finally getting some progress. I tried to lose weight in a "healthy" way but my body literally only gained. Seems like restriction is the only way my fat listens 🙃

#anamia diary #tw ed rant

[softblanketsandrosetea]

The fact that I've been able to drop almost a kilo a day is fucking insane bc it shows how fat I actually am --- I am for real so embarrassed that I let myself get this bad.

[softblanketsandrosetea]

[softblanketsandrosetea]

[softblanketsandrosetea]

Back on my bullshit babyyyy

[softblanketsandrosetea]

Fuck you tumblr and the horse you rode in on

#weightwatchers

[softblanketsandrosetea]

my brand

[softblanketsandrosetea]

im trying to grow as a person and not obsess over my ugliness but bitch! it is hard

[softblanketsandrosetea]

I need an anacoach or anabuddy like soooo bad

Im like soooo bad at losing weight n I have no self control lmao so like help 🥲