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Imagine being civil towards people with a different opinion than you!!!! Crazy!!!

#girl why the hell are you debating your classmates on a chat board no one is gonna come back to read again #be so fr #softbobamilktae txt

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I am a backyard communist in that I believe I should be able to stare directly into my neighbors’ backyards and we should have a small forest going on back there. I want to look at your trees and see the little foxes that trot through our yards without having to climb my tree to see them. Please. None of us have dogs I’m begging you.

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You’ve heard of one shots, now get ready for none shots! It’s when you think of an idea for a fic and then don’t write it

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At some point in your life, you were taught that being slightly annoying is an unforgivable sin. Maybe it was by your parents or a teacher or a friend or a bully or an older sibling. But someone taught you that being slightly annoying is a crime punishable by death.

You must unlearn this.

You must accept that all people will be annoying at some point or another in their lives, maybe all of their lives, and that this is okay. It is okay for strangers on the bus, it is okay for children in the grocery store, it is okay for people on social media, and it is okay for you.

If you ever want to truly love your fellow humans, if you ever want to truly love yourself, you must have forgiveness for being annoying.

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the humble "like" is oft mocked despite what it does for us. "like, three people" is a vastly different statement from "three people". "and i was like 'what the fuck'" is vastly different from "and i said 'what the fuck'". i love you "like" and anyone who says you make people sound stupid will be killed on sight

#my dad always makes fun of my saying 'and she was like' #like dude I'm not giving you an exact quote #I don't even remember the exact quote #stuff

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you ever feel like you were born with something rotten inside you and if people get close enough they’re gonna find out

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Yeah i have a dark past (being 13). Just an absolutely horrible backstory (being 13). It would keep you up at night if i told you about it (i was 13 one time)

#13 was one of my worst years #I'd argue 15 was worse though #stuff

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I keep thinking every time I see a "they knew Percy was going to die at 16" post that actually, they didn't, and it's worse than that. Even if Percy accepts the prophecy as his before he knows exactly what it says, he knows it happens after he turns sixteen--and that's the key.

No one knew Percy was going to die at sixteen because no one knew if he'd make it to sixteen. What they knew was that if he made it to 16, he would die. But honestly (the way they were reading the prophecy) making it to sixteen was the best case scenario for Percy (other than the whole prophecy coming true part). The child of the prophecy is after all supposed to be making it to sixteen "against all odds," so it's unlikely he's actually going to make it at all.

It's not Annabeth befriended a boy she knew would die at sixteen. It's Annabeth befriended a boy who would probably die before he was sixteen. It's not Poseidon came to Percy's birthday because he'd die when he turned sixteen. It's Poseidon came to Percy's birthday because one way or another he wasn't going to make it another year, and he was fucking lucky to have made it so far.

I just feel like everyone says "Percy was going to die at 16 and everyone knew" but actually as soon as they saw him at twelve they knew he wasn't going to make it past 16 but probably that they'd lose him before that. Like I feel like Chiron was probably worried about Percy being a summer-only camper because of the way his power would attract monsters throughout the year, but also feel almost like it was a good idea because it gave him so many more opportunities to die before the prophecy could come true. Maybe that would be kinder, more humane. Like, unlike Harry Potter where the child of the prophecy is raised "like a pig for slaughter," Percy is raised with the expectation that he'll die before he's old enough for the prophecy to apply. They're hoping he's not the pig and they won't have to slaughter him. Idk

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I say I'm not good at Ethics and arguing but as soon as I want to prove somebody wrong I'm on Google and pulling insane arguments out of thin air

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you ever just sit and realise u can’t remember 80% of your childhood? like … what happened? who am i ..?

#ngl bro I straight up don't remember most of what happened LAST MONTH let alone when I was five #why should I remember? #unless something significant happened I see no reason to remember most things #stuff

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My face is having uncontrollable spasms. Great. It hurts really, really, really bad.

I think part of why I have trouble explaining pain to the doctor is when they ask about the pain scale I always think “Well, if someone threw me down a flight of stairs right now or punched me a few times, it would definitely hurt a lot more” so I end up saying a low number. I was reading an article that said that “10” is the most commonly reported number and that is baffling to me. When I woke up from surgery with an 8" incision in my body and I could hardly even speak, I was in the most horrific pain of my life but I said “6” because I thought “Well, if you hit me in the stomach, it would be worse.”

#looking at the fatigue scale with increasing worry as I realize I oscillate between 3 and 5 and never go lower than a 3 #stuff

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Tagging: @jiminie-and-his-pinky-finger @darlingnemesis @skeelly @crenna

Starting a Picrew chain because I've been on that site all morning

Look, it's me😙✨

[ Tagging ] > @stayconnecteed @starlostastronaut @myboyfriendjake @rikislady @rikilove4 @afelia-123 + anyone else that wants to join!!

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Paperbacks should be $1 and hardcovers should be $2

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“omg you’re so creative. how do you get your ideas” i hallucinate a single scene in the taco bell drive thru and then spend 13 months trying to write it

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