Tumgik
Text
Love Thy Neighbor- pt 11
Part 1. Part 2. Part 3. Part 4. Part 5. Part 6. Part 7. Part 8. Part 9. Part 10.
Summary: the aftermath of Jared's... lovely... reappearance in your life.
WC: ~2.4k
Tumblr media
Ellie is all too excited as she eats her breakfast, wiggling with glee, as she tells you about how good she was for your girlfriend during church and how she was so surprised to see her father with you at the coffee shop.
You do your best to remain present with everything that your daughter is saying, but that’s proving to be hard when the ten minutes that Melissa requested for were up and she wasn’t knocking at your door. She was almost never late when she told you she would be to your apartment in a given amount of time. It’s also particularly hard to keep your focus on your daughter when your abdomen is absolutely on fire. You choose your eyes are a particularly bad cramp tears its way through your body, and when you open them Ellie is watching you curiously.
“Are you okay, Momma?”
You nod and smile at her with as much sincerity as you can muster up at this given time. “I’m okay, baby. Just bad cramps. You know how sometimes they like to sneak up on me.”
Your little girl nods in understanding, and you quietly pray that she isn’t also cursed with terrible PMS like you are. “Should I get Miss Mel?”
“It’s okay, hun,” you chuckle. “Momma can handle herself.”
“Cuddles will help?” Ellie suggests.
You roll your eyes at her suggestion. “Of course they will. Ellie girl cuddles always fix everything.”
“I know, Momma!” Your daughter’s eyes light up and she beams at you as though she had just figured out how to make pigs fly. She pulls you to the couch and forces you to recline back before she curls into your hold.
“Oh wait!” she pops back up and heads into the back hallway for a few seconds before you see her coming back out with your heating pad. She hands it to you with a shy smile.
You kiss her head softly, eyes welling with tears at her thoughtful consideration. “Thank you, sweet girl.”
You plug it in and press it to your stomach before she settles herself next to you again.
“I love you, Momma,” she whispers.
“I love you too, little girl,” you tell her. “I will always love you, no matter what. My sweet, strong girl.”
She grins at you toothily. “I know I telled Daddy Mel was my favoritest person in the world… but I think I lied.”
“Oh?” you look down at her.
“It’s you,” she says softly as she snuggles into your side before reaching for the remote and turning on the television.
“You’re my favoritest person in the whole world too, my little love bug,” you promise her with a kiss to her beautifully braided hair (thanks to Melissa).
Only once you’ve relaxed just a bit with the warmth from both the heating pad and your daughter does your body’s fight or flight response quit and you realize just how much it took out of you to confront your ex-husband. After only a few minutes of watching the Disney movie Ellie chose to watch, you end up dozing.
Dozing is a phrase to be used lightly, because when you wake up again, your little girl is no longer in your embrace, the heating pad has been switched out for a hot water bottle, and an entirely different Disney movie plays on your television than the one you had fallen asleep to.
You blearily open your eyes, and you can smell something on the stovetop that can only be a product of your girlfriend. Groaning as you stand and keeping the hot water bottle in your clutch, you make your way to the kitchen where Melissa has Ellie on her hip as she stirs whatever contents are in the pot.
You watch the two of them with soft and loving eyes for a few seconds before pulling out one of the barstools and making your presence known.
The redhead turns around at the sound. “Hey. When I came in you were asleep, and I knew El would be getting hungry soon.”
“I’m helping Mel make chicken noodle soup!” your daughter squeals from your girlfriend’s hip.
“You are,” Melissa kisses Ellie’s cheek before setting her down. “Why don’t you go grab the celery from my apartment, little miss?”
The little girl nods excitedly before racing off. 
The woman shakes out her arm and cracks her hip. “I think I need to pull up a chair for her next time… she’s getting a little too big for me to cook and hold her at the same time.”
You chuckle softly at her. “Yeah. She’s growing up before my eyes.”
“How’re you feeling?” the redhead asks as she makes her way over to you.
“Like I’m being stabbed repeatedly in the uterus,” you tell her. “Thank you for the hot water bottle, by the way.”
She frowns. “You felt okay enough to go meet your husband though.”
“Ex-husband,” you correct.
“You still met him,” your girlfriend reminds you.
You sigh. “I did.”
“You lied to me,” she says dully, and you can hear the way that she’s trying to hide her hurt feelings.
“I didn’t lie to you, Mel,” you tell her. “I really don’t feel great.”
“Why didn’t you tell me you decided to respond? That you were meeting with him?” she asks, and you can tell she’s trying to keep her temper at bay.
You bite your lip. “Because I knew you would get all protective, and I can handle myself when it comes to him. Besides, I didn’t think that he would be such an ass… I was kind of hoping he would just hand me a check for the child support he owes me and we would go our separate ways.”
“Did he?”
You huff. “No. I told him that if I didn’t have the money in hand by the end of the month that I would get a lawyer. I was going to storm out when I ran into you two.”
Melissa just nods thoughtfully before Ellie comes running back into your apartment with the requested vegetable in hand. “Thank you, sweetheart,” your girlfriend smiles. “Great job. I think I have it from here because it’s just chopping up the celery and letting everything simmer, so why don’t you go play in your room while I take care of your momma?”
Your daughter beams at the praise and nods before raising her arms. Of course, your girlfriend obliges and lifts her onto her hip. Ellie presses a quick kiss to the redhead’s cheek and squeezes her gently before wiggling to get down again. She then comes to you and carefully winds her arms around you. And then she’s off giggling to herself about whatever make-believe game she was planning on playing.
Melissa chops and dices the celery quietly and deep in thought before throwing it into the pot.
You finally break the tension. “Mel, I’m sorry I didn’t tell you.”
She turns to you at that. She just shrugs. “Whatever.”
“Honey,” you sigh as you shuffle off of the barstool. You stumble slightly.
“Hey,” she catches you quickly. “Take it easy.”
“I’m sorry,” you whisper as you wrap an arm around her waist. “I’m really sorry. I didn’t mean to lie to you. I didn’t mean to make you so angry at me that you needed time to yourself to calm down after we got home.”
She takes a deep breath as she guides you back to your chair. “Hun, I’m not gonna lie… I wasn’t pleased to see you out and about, especially with him.”
“I know,” you mumble.
“But I get why you did what you did,” Melissa tells you gently. “And I ain’t mad… not anymore.”
You sigh a breath of relief.
“I told you I needed ten minutes, and that ten turned into twenty while I found the ingredients to make you soup,” she lets you know. “I still came over, I’m still taking care of you because it’s clear you really aren’t feeling well… don’t think I didn’t miss the way you nearly doubled over in pain at the shop.”
You smile at her gently. “I don’t know what I did to deserve you.”
She just rolls her eyes and kisses you softly. Then she tells you, “If you need a lawyer to get the child support, I know a guy. Just let me know, babe.”
The next time Jared messages you, you tell Melissa immediately. You tell her so immediately in fact, that you accidentally interrupt her science lesson with the kids.
“Miss Y/N?” she raises a brow. “I am in the middle of teaching.”
“I know, I know,” you apologize. “But just…” you hand her your phone.
She glances at it before closing her eyes and pinching the bridge of her nose. “We’ll deal with this later, okay?”
You nod. “Sorry. Continue on with your lesson.”
At lunch, you settle down in the staff room while she heats up your lunches.
“So, what are you going to do?”
“I guess take Ellie to the park today?” you shrug. “But come with me?”
She taps at her phone before groaning. “I have a meeting with Tyrone’s parents, but I’ll meet you there after?”
You end up walking down to the park with your daughter as she tells you all about the different things she had done today in first grade.
“I’m so glad you’re loving first grade, baby,” you smile down at her as she swings your hand with hers.
“I do,” she nods seriously. “But I do miss Mrs. Howard.”
“You still see Mrs. Howard all the time when she hangs out with Mel.”
‘Sn’t the same,” Ellie shrugs. And then when the two of you approach the park, she breaks out into the biggest grin at the sight of Jared.
“Daddy!” She drops your hand and runs for him. He lifts her up immediately with that sparkling smiles of his, and you catch up a few seconds later. 
“Thanks for letting me have this one, babe,” he smirks at you.
You glare at him. “Don’t call me that.”
“Yeah,” Ellie pipes up. “Only Mel gets to call Momma that now.”
Jared looks to your daughter. “Oh?”
“Well, they are dating,” your daughter shrugs. Then she focuses her attention on the swings. “Push me on the swings?”
He takes her over immediately and gives her a big push on the playground equipment. Ellie giggles with glee the entire time. Then she runs off to go play with a few of the other kids that have made their way to the park after school, and you and your ex-husband find a bench to sit on while you watch her.
“So,” he looks you up and down.
You huff. “Screw off. I’m only doing this for my daughter.”
“Ours,” he corrects.
You fire out, “I’m still waiting for my child support check.”
“About that,” he rubs the back of his neck.
“Jared, I wasn’t kidding when I told you that if I didn’t have the money in hand by the end of the month I would sue your sorry ass.”
He raises his hands in surrender. “Okay, damn. Where was this fire when we were married? It makes you way hotter.”
“Oh, eat my shit.” You turn your attention to where your daughter is running around playing tag. You can tell she’s tiring herself out- at least she’ll sleep well tonight. 
You don’t bother to speak to Jared again until Ellie comes running over to you. She immediately climbs into your lap and snuggles up against you.
“Momma, I’m hungry.”
“Okay, baby,” you brush a few of the flyaways away from her face. “We’ll start heading home so Momma can cook dinner then.”
“Can Daddy come?”
As much as you want to tell your little girl that he is not welcome in your new living space, the hopeful look that she’s giving you is too much. “If he wants to come, he can.”
Ellie grins up at you tiredly, and you stand with her in your arms. You start to make the trek back to your apartment complex with as much gusto as you can, but your daughter is getting heavy, and the Midol you took earlier in the day is starting to wear off. The severity of your cramps are getting stronger again, and you have to fight to keep the pain out of your face.
“Here,” Jared says softly. “Let me take her.” He lifts Ellie off of you and continues to carry her the rest of the way to your apartment. 
During your walk, you text Melissa that your time at the park got cut short because Ellie was hungry and to just meet you at your apartment- that Jared would be there, and you expect her to play nice.
She of course texts you back that she just got out of her meeting, that she makes no promises, and asks if he handed you the child support money yet. You reply with a thumbs down, and she tells you that she’ll get into contact with her guy on the way home.
You unlock your door and have him set a now sleeping Ellie on the couch before making your way into the kitchen to start dinner. Instinctively, he picks up a knife and helps you to start cutting up the vegetables you’ll need to make dinner.
It takes you back to when the two of you were married and cooking dinner together was considered your sacred time together. You wipe a tear away as you finish cutting up the tomato.
“Hey, are you really in that much pain right now?” Jared asks you, softly… tenderly.
You just nod. He doesn’t need to know that you’re in just as much emotional pain right now as you are in physical pain.
Your ex-husband takes you by the shoulder and guides you to one of the chairs at the table. He grabs the heating pad that you had left on the counter earlier that day and plugs it in before pressing it to your abdomen.
Just as he’s going to pull away, you hear the front door open again. You know it’s Melissa. And as she rounds the corner, Jared kisses you for her to see. 
Tags (and lemme know if you wanna be included in this!): @schemmentis @thesapphictimelady @marvel210 @itisdoctortoyousir @morgana-larkin @thesamesweetie @doesthatsuggestanythingtoyou @marvels--slut @gwennybriggs @megamultifandomtrashposts @lemz378 @http-sam @melissaschemmentisbranzino @imaginesmultifandoms @sexysapphicshopowner @lilfartbox1 @maybe-a-humanbean @imlike-so-gaydude @sapphicxrat @a-queen-and-her-throne @sunsol-22 @notinmyvocab @melanielaufeyson
266 notes · View notes
Text
Coming To An Understanding #10
Another little short but sweet one. Thank you to everyone who has read, liked, reblogged and left lovely tags and comments. All the suppport has gone right to my muse's head and she seems determind to churn out more fic as a result (sorry, but you lovely people have brought it on yourselves!)
~
Although you and Melissa have been dating for some time now, staying over on a school night is something that is still relatively new.  You have your lazy weekend wake up rituals, but this is different.  Mornings on a school day are more practical than anything else, but there’s an ease to it that makes you smile.  You move around each other as you each go about your own little morning routines, taking turns in the bathroom, casual touches exchanged as you pass each other. 
You catch her eye in the mirror as you open one of the drawers in the vanity and remove the little make-up bag you keep there.  “What?”
She shakes her head, moving through to the kitchen to put the kettle on and setting out your travel mugs, thinking to herself that she could stand to have more days start like this.  Quite when you started just having things in her house she’s not sure, but she finds she likes it.  She likes that you don’t bring a weekend bag anymore.  You don’t need to.  Somewhere along the line little bits of you have just stayed.  Pyjamas here, a toothbrush there.  Small things that have incrementally come to live here.  
She stares out of the window as she realises that it has never felt like an invasion of her space.  The things that you have left at her house have never felt like they were out of place or cluttering up the space, but like they blended in.  Maybe even felt like they belonged. 
As you come into the kitchen, you pause, a smile curling at the corners of your lips as you take in the view in front of you.  She looks beautiful, almost glowing in the early morning light streaming through the window.  Snapping a quick picture, you pocket your phone before making for the fridge.
Melissa is brought out of her reverie as you press a gentle kiss to her cheek, setting the milk down beside your mugs in readiness.  “I’ll go put our bags in the car.”
Yes, she thinks.  She could definitely stand to have more mornings like this. 
83 notes · View notes
Text
Coming To An Understanding #9
Melissa makes her way into the house, waving as Gerald pulls away from the kerb to take his rather worse for wear wife home.  It had been a while since she and Barb had a girls’ night out.  Which for them meant a good meal and too many cocktails. 
Closing the door behind her, she puts her bag down and tosses her coat onto the hook before making her way into the house proper.  She freezes on seeing you asleep on the couch in the dim light of the TV screen.  You had come round before she had gone out, the shower at your apartment broken.  She has a vague memory of you offering to pick her up, but she hadn’t expected you to stay.  She hadn’t even seen your car outside. 
She pauses in the doorway to the living room, toeing off her heels and tiptoeing into the room.  If you looked comfortable she might consider leaving you to sleep but you’re slumped at an awkward angle and she knows you’ll be sore if she leaves you where you are.  Taking a deep breath, she quietly approaches the couch, perching on the arm of it as she tentatively reaches out to gently touch your shoulder. 
You stir, grumbling as you feel yourself being jostled.  Blinking slowly, it takes you a few moments to realise where you are, and that what has woken you is Melissa’s hand on your arm.  “You were meant to call.”
“Sorry,” she replies sheepishly.  “Gerald dropped me off.”
Sitting up, you frown.  “Why are you sorry?  It was me who fell asleep instead of coming to pick you up.”
She ducks her head.  “I didn’t mean to be so late.”
“There is no too late when you’re out having a good night,” you tell her as you stretch.
Melissa looks up, soothed a little by your gentle smile. 
“You have fun?” you ask.
She nods.  “Yeah.  It was good.”
You take in the small smile she manages as she replies, but something is off.  Quite what it is, you’re not sure.  “What’s wrong?  Too much to drink?”
“I didn’t have that much!” she snaps.
You flinch at the abrupt change in tone and volume.  “I didn’t say you did,” you offer hesitantly, your smile replaced by a frown once more. 
She sighs, shaking her head.  “I’m sorry.”
Reaching across, you put a hand on her knee where it bounces in agitation.  After a moment, she covers your hand with her own, her fingers tracing yours.
“Joe only used to wait up for me to start a fight,” she admits quietly.  “Tell me I’d stayed out too late, that I was too drunk, or tell me…tell me I looked like a slut or some shit like that.”
You let out a long breath, finally understanding her hesitancy in actions.  She was scared.  Scared to wake you.  Scared of what your reaction might be.  You turn your hand over where it rests on her knee and lace your fingers together, squeezing tightly.  “I’m not him,” you tell her.  “If I’d known it would’ve made you uncomfortable I’d have gone back to my apartment.  I only stayed because I figured if I was picking you up your place was closer.  I tried to wait up because I wanted to see you, make sure you were okay.”  You pause, waiting until you see her glance at you from behind her hair to offer her what you hope is a reassuring smile.  “Are you okay?”
She leans into you and you shift so you can wrap an arm around her shoulders.  “I’m okay,” she says finally, and you press a kiss to her hair.  “I’d kill for one of your grilled cheeses though.”
At this, you laugh, pleased at the change in tone. “What the lady wants, the lady gets.”  You give her shoulders a squeeze before standing.  “You want to get ready for bed and I’ll bring it up?”
“You think a few drinks means I’m okay with crumbs in my bed?”
Shaking your head, you laugh once more before leaning down to kiss her.  “Fine, you go get into something comfy and I’ll have your grilled cheese ready by the time you���re done?” you suggest.  “Not that I don’t appreciate the outfit, for the record,” you add as you help her up from the couch.
“Oh yeah?” She smirks.
You shrug.  “Like I said before you left, as much as I like it on, I’d love to take it off.”
She looks at you for a long moment and you can see the cogs turning.  “I want to let you but I want a grilled cheese and sleep more.”
At this, you can only chuckle.  “And I am not offended by that.”
*
As Melissa appears in the kitchen in an oversized t-shirt and fluffy socks, face free of make-up and hair in a messy ponytail, you smile.  She looks downright adorable.  Hopping up on the worktop, you smile as she snags half of the grilled cheese from the waiting plate and comes to stand between your legs.  She tells you about her night between bites, her hands animated.  You love watching her so open, more herself than before.
Your heart still hurts for her that Joe failed to find joy in the little moments with her.  Failed to realise how lucky he was that she came home to him, even if that was slightly drunk in the early hours of the morning.  You’re not so naïve to believe that your relationship with Melissa will be without its tough times, but no matter what happens, you make a silent promise to be the woman she will never be scared to come home to.  You love her and everything that makes her Melissa, and you vow to be the person she feels safe to be herself with.
As she finishes her grilled cheese you make a quick clean up of the kitchen, fetching her a glass of water and painkillers.  Just in case, you tell her, before taking her hand and leading her up to the bedroom. 
As you brush your teeth side by side, she smiles at you in the bathroom mirror, nudging your shoulder with her own.  Grinning back at her as you finish up you lead her to bed, turning off the lights as you go and laying on your back as she curls into your side. 
“I love you.”
Her words are quiet in the darkness of the bedroom, and you’re glad she can’t see the tears that gather in your eyes at her gentle admission.  It’s not the first time she’s said it, but somehow, after the events of this evening, they hit different.  “I love you too,” you whisper back, pressing a kiss to the top of her head. 
98 notes · View notes
Text
Coming To An Understanding #8
You’re sitting in the break room, your attention on the tests you promised your kids you’d have marked by the time they were back from lunch.  Yes, it means you’re essentially losing your lunch break, but it means at least you’re not going to be dealing with whiny kids eager or worried to know whether they’ve passed or failed all afternoon. 
You look up as Melissa’s hand appears in your line of vision, bearing one perfectly peeled segment of the tangerine she’s been eating between her fingers, with all of the white bits removed.  You smile happily at her as you take it from her and eat it before going back to your marking.
The smile remains on your face, however.  It’s a silly little thing, but it’s just one more thing that makes you love her even more.  You’d been out on a picnic, leaning back against her as you’d peeled the fruit, removing the white veins that crept along the outside of the small segments.  Feeling her eyes on you, you waited for the inevitable question. 
“You know you can eat those bits, right?”
“Yup,” you answered, not looking away from your task.  “I just don’t like them.  They make my mouth feel funny.”  You waited for the comment that always seemed to follow, telling you you were being silly, that it’s a waste of time.  Nothing came, however, and when you had glanced up to where Melissa sat you found her smiling softly as she watched a young girl run after her dog, the pair of them racing after a tennis ball thrown by who you can only assume is the girl’s father.
Lost in your marking, you miss the frown Barb gives Melissa at the action, and how the red head ignores it, continuing on as though it’s perfectly normal.  Because it is in her world now. 
As the bell rings, you’re quick to pack up your things, knowing your kids will be loitering at your classroom door, keen to know their results.  You press a kiss to Melissa’s cheek as you go, returning her soft smile.
“Okay,” says Barb once you’re out of earshot.  “I have to ask.  What was that?”
“What?” now it’s Melissa’s turn to frown. 
“The orange.”
The red head shrugs.  “She doesn’t like the stringy bits.”
Watching as Melissa collects her things, the older woman can only smile, wondering if her friend realises just how deep she’s in.  “You know if it was Janine or Gregory you’d have made fun of them?”
“Would not,” she huffs, only for Barb to raise an eyebrow.  “Okay, so maybe I would.  But we all got things we don’t like.  And we all got places we gotta be,” she says, hoisting her bag higher on her shoulder and making her way from the breakroom.
Barb watched the red head go, a laugh leaving her lips as she watches her friend go. 
60 notes · View notes
Text
Coming To An Understanding #7
You drop down into what has become your seat on Melissa’s couch, shifting to face sideways before patting your knee.  “Feet up.”
She whips her head round, frowning at you.
Lifting up the tube if cream you had picked up, you wave it in her direction before patting your knee again.  She had complained about having sore feet more than once recently, and in your stop off at the pharmacy to collect your prescription you had made sure to find the nicest foot cream they had.
“But you don’t even like feet.”
You shrug.  “Yeah, well, I bought some fancy cream and I like you so…”
She still doesn’t move, a frown still settled on her face.  She doesn’t stop you, however, when you lean down to lift her legs and place her feet in your lap.  There’s a sheepish look on her face as you remove her socks before opening the cream you’d bought.  Putting a little into your palm you catch one of your girlfriend’s feet where she’s trying to slip them out of your lap and start to massage it as best you can.  You can’t say you have much experience, but you’ve rubbed her shoulders before and she hasn’t exactly complained.
You smile as you feel the muscles in Melissa’s leg begin to relax.  Where she was tense and all but trying to pull her foot back, she begins to stretch out and become pliable under your touch.  Looking up, you see her settle with her head over the arm of the couch.  It’s in these moments you find yourself falling ever more in love with her.  The moments when she is completely unguarded and yet utterly comfortable in your presence. 
A moan falls from her lips and her head shoots up, cheeks red with embarrassment.
“You’re allowed to enjoy it,” you chuckle.  “In fact, I’m taking that as a compliment.”
Her lips quirk in a smile.  “You know you’re actually really fucking good at that.”
You smirk back at her.  “Do you just like everything I do with my hands?”
“What can I say, you’re a talented gal,” she throws back, wiggling her toes in encouragement for you to continue.
97 notes · View notes
Text
Coming To An Understanding #6
Halfway through with these - another 6 to go!
~
You turn the corner onto your block and see Melissa sitting on the steps leading up to your apartment. 
“Shit, did I take that long?” you practically pant, glancing down at your watch.  You thought you had been making pretty good time.  “Am I late?” you ask breathlessly as you approach, struggling to catch your breath.  Maybe you got the wrong time? 
“No,” replies the red head, watching as you flop down a couple of steps below her, arms braced on your legs as you try to regulate your breathing.  “I’m just a bit early,” she shrugs.  Then after a beat, “You didn’t say you ran?”
“I hate it,” you say by way of reply, pleased that your voice doesn’t sound quite as strained.  You sit up, looking across to where she sits, and making sure you keep your sweaty self away from her.  “I don’t tell anyone in case they offer to be my running buddy.  I don’t have the breath to talk and run at the same time.  And I definitely don’t have the enthusiasm they probably would.”
She frowns at you for a moment.  “Then why do it?”
You manage a laugh at that.  “Because you look like that,” you tell her, gesturing vaguely at her general magnificence.  “And I look like this.”
“What do you mean you look like that?” she asks, gesturing at you.  “You look great.”
You fidget a little under her scrutiny.  “I have squidgy bits,” you finally mumble.  “And if I don’t do this and I keep eating every delicious thing you make I’m gonna have more squidgy bits.”
“I like your squidgy bits,” she says with a frown, slightly hurt you haven’t realised she likes your body as it is.  Sad that she’s not made it clear.
You duck your head.  “Still, I gotta make an effort somehow.”  You feel her reach out to tuck a flyaway lock of hair behind your ear, moving away from her.  “I’m gross right now.”
She merely smirks.  “I like you all hot and bothered.”
You shake your head.  “I’m sweaty and gross and I’m going for a shower before you even think about touching me,” you tell her, pushing yourself to your feet and fishing out your key.
“What if you had company in that shower?”
76 notes · View notes
Text
Coming To An Understanding #5
I admit that this little series is entirely self indulgent, but I hope you also enjoy it. I'm hoping to have the next two parts ready to post tomorrow.
I am still working on completing the other prompts I have from you lovely people and will post as and when I'm able to finish them.
~ Previous ~
“What about you guys?” asks Janine.  “Any plans this weekend?”
“We’re headed to the museum and then when it cools down in the afternoon we’re having a picnic,” you happily inform her, flashing a smile in Melissa’s direction.  The red head has remained largely quiet during the discussions of everyone’s plans for the weekend, but that in itself is nothing new.  You know she likes to keep her private life private, but it’s not like the two of you are any sort of a secret, and it’s a conversation you’ve had a number of times now.  So long as you’re not giving away any sordid details, or letting slip how secretly soft she really is, she’s happy for you to share.
It’s only as the other’s begin to file out and you turn to find Melissa looking at you with an odd expression that you think anything more of her silence.  “What’s up?”
“Was my idea for this weekend lame?” she finally asks.  She had sat listening to everyone else discuss their weekend plans, and while you had seemed happy to tell everyone of your plans, she worries they’re not exactly exciting in comparison. 
“No, not lame in the least,” you smile.  “I’m looking forward to this weekend.”  You step forward, pressing a kiss to her cheek.  “Long as you don’t flirt with the museum guide again.”
“I didn’t flirt with her!”
*
“I feel like we keep doing the things I want.”
You look up at Melissa from your spot on the picnic blanket.  With the sun in her hair, she looks better than any of the art you’ve seen in the museum.
“You’re deciding this time,” she informs you, her tone very much no nonsense.  “What are we doing next weekend?”  She braces for your answer, waiting for you to say something young and energetic and wondering where her sports bra is.  She watches as you take a moment to think, your gaze far away, but your fingers tracing the seam on her jeans.  A smile slowly creeps across your face and she finds she’s almost holding her breath.
“Okay.  I want a Melissa Schemmenti guided tour of the Boardwalk, complete with running commentary.”
The red head frowns.  “What?”
“I love your stories about the Boardwalk,” you grin.  “I want the live version.”
Melissa continues to look down at you oddly, her brain and her heart not quite sure how to react to your request.  “Seriously, that’s what you want?”
She gave you absolutely free reign and that’s what you choose?  A day with her, listening to her talk?
You shift on the picnic blanket, shimmying so you can lay your head on her thigh, looking up at her.  “Yup.  I mean, maybe lunch too, but we can decide on that when we’re there?”
Melissa feels her cheeks heat up in a blush as she looks down at you, reaching out to card her fingers through your hair.  You look genuinely happy with your suggestion.  Smiling at the prospect of a day where you’re not doing anything big and exciting, but a day where you get to wander around with her.  She’s what you want.  She’s enough to make you smile like that.  Finally, she returns your smile.  “The Boardwalk it is then.”
91 notes · View notes
Text
Coming To An Understanding #4
First, I want to say thank you to everyone who is still (and those who have maybe just started) reading my fics. Honestly, the fact that you guys like what I write still blows my mind and your kind comments and like and tags make my day.
I'm still working on this little series - which seems to now be made up of 12 one shots that can be read separately, but which in my mind at least are part of the same timeline.
Previous
You wake up, nuzzling into the pillow and stretching out, only for your hands to be met with warm sheets instead of a warm body.  Blinking awake, you frown at the light streaming through the gap in the curtains.  Looking around the room, your eyes slowly adjust to the light, finally landing on Melissa, already sat at her vanity. 
“What are you doing all the way over there this early?” you grumble.  Hiding your pout in a pillow you quietly mourn the loss of a promised quiet Saturday in with the red head who clearly looks to have plans to head out into the world. 
“Gotta get my pretty face on, don’t I?” replies the red head, not pausing in her morning routine.
“Going anywhere nice?” you ask, trying to keep the disappointment from your voice.
Melissa turns to look at you with a frown.  “Thought you wanted to stay in?  What, you thought I forgot?”
“No,” you reply quickly.  “I just…”  You shuffle to the bottom of the bed, leaning up on your elbows.  “You already had your pretty face on before you touched that make up.”
She looks up, meeting your gaze in the mirror, an unreadable expression on her face as you push yourself up from the bed, crossing over to where she sits.
Without saying anything, you reach for the bottle of make-up remover and a small pad, gently taking off what she had started to put on.  “There,” you smile when you’re done.  “Beautiful.  Now, I was promised a duvet day, and the rules of a duvet day are that pyjamas don’t come off.”
She pouts and you roll your eyes.
“Let me rephrase that.  There’s no getting dressed.”
At this, she smirks.
“And no make-up,” you add, leaning down to press a gentle kiss to her lips.  “You don’t need it.”
~ Next
73 notes · View notes
Note
hi hi hi!! I love your fics so much and i don't know if you're still taking requests but if you are could you write a Melissa x reader where the reader is madly in love with Melissa and everyone kind of knows except for Mel. And when Mel starts flirting with Gary reader starts going on random dates to try and get over Mel, but Mel gets jealous and hates every person that reader tries to date. And their friendship gets all angsty but they of course end up happily together and everyone at Abbott is like "finally took you two long enough"
I feel like saying this has taken forever isn't actually an exaggeration - but better late than never! I hope after all this time that this is at least close to what you were looking for. I admit though, I got a bit indecisive with the ending, so there are actually two and you can pick which you prefer.!
~
Melissa and Gary are a thing, and you hate it. Worse, you hate that you hate it.  You want to be happy for her, you really do, but you can’t help the way your heart clenches painfully every time you hear her talk about what she and Gary are doing together, or apparently the nausea that comes with seeing them together.
Still, you weren’t raised without manners and in love with your friend though you may be, you are Melissa’s friend first and foremost.  So you slap on a smile and endure the looks of sympathy from your colleagues. 
When you start to distance yourself it’s not because you don’t want to spend time with the redhead, but as an act of self-preservation.  Your little Abbott family, who were annoyingly quick to pick up on the fact you were in love with the red head, are also quick to pick up on the shift. 
Barb is the first to say something out loud, offering to set you up with a nice girl she knows.  It’s unexpected and takes you by surprise.  “Thanks, Barb.  It’s really sweet of you but I’m not looking for anything serious just now.”
You miss the daggers being aimed at the kindergarten teacher behind your head and in making a break for the coffee machine you also miss the older woman’s raised eyebrow in response to a certain red head. 
*
“So, how many matches did we get?” asks Jacob like it’s some kind of team game, as he comes into the break room to find you on your phone. 
It had been games night the night before, but the board game had ended up set aside and Jacob and Janine got you set up on Tinder.  Melissa suddenly becomes very interested in your phone screen over your shoulder.
“You really think you need an app to get a date?”
“Well we can’t all have our other halves roll in with our favourite drinks, can we?” you quip, ignoring her jibe.  You keep your eyes on your phone, all too aware of the silence that has fallen over the breakroom at your comment.
You jump as Melissa suddenly leans over your shoulder, swiping at your screen.
“She’s too old for you.”
You turn to look at the red head with a raised eyebrow.  “Actually, I set the age range myself, so she’d have been just the right age.”
She huffs and you turn back to your phone, and if you swipe with a little more vigour than before, well, it’s certainly not to prove a point. 
*
You manage to set up a couple of dates via the app, but they’re terrible.  What you hoped could be a chance to blow of a little steam ends of being up being a few awkward drinks with people who are more interested in their image and talking about themselves than anything else. 
Not that you tell that to Melissa.  No, as far as she’s aware the string of dates you’ve on have been great. 
“Yeah, that’s why you keep going on new ones,” she quips one day.
“I didn’t say I planned on marrying these people,” you huff.  “But it’s not illegal to want a little fun!”
Melissa snorts.  “You’re not that shallow,” she smirks as she passes you on her way out of the room.
You lay your head on the table, groaning. 
“Those dates that bad, huh?”
Your head flies up at the words, eyes wide as you take in Ava pouring a liberal amount of sugar into her coffee.  Had she been there the whole time?  “They’ve not been great,” you admit.  “I don’t tend to well on dates when I’ve never really met the person, never mind barely messaged them,” you admit.
Ava cocks her head to the side.  “You let Tweedledumb and Tweedleditzy set up that account, didn’t you?”
You nod, not quite sure where she’s going with this.
“Yeah, you ain’t gonna get dates who just want to do the dirty and not expect breakfast in the morning with something they set up.”  She slides into the seat opposite you and holds out her hand.  “I can fix that.  Gimme your phone.”
She rolls her eyes as you flinch back.  “You know what?  Forget that stupid app.  I’ll get you a date.  You’ll love this one.  Trust me.”
You’re not entirely convinced you do as she waggles her eyebrows playfully at you, but surely anything has to be better than the dates you’ve recently been on?
*
You walk in to the bar and for a moment you think that Ava has somehow set you up with Melissa.  The red hair catches you attention first, the feminine curves a quick second, but then you realise the hair is not quite the right colour, the curves less pronounced.  The description of the outfit matches though so after taking a moment to compose yourself, you make your way over and say hi. 
Blue eyes meet yours as she stands and the woman takes a moment to look you up and down as you squirm under the attention.  How people can do anything other than blush and stutter under the scrutiny of a beautiful woman you’re not sure.  One thing you do know though, is that this woman is indeed beautiful.
“Ava said you might be a little nervous, so got you a drink.” 
You thank her, taking a sip only to realise that Ava must have also told the woman what you drank.  Your second sip turns more into a gulp as you proceed to down the drink.  “Sorry,” you say sheepishly.  “Could at least have asked your name before I downed the drink you bought me.”
She smiles at your embarrassment, extending a hand.  “Joanne,” she offers.  “Jo, if I decide I like you.”
“Here’s hoping,” you smile back, shaking the offered hand. 
*
It’s going well, you realise.  The conversation is flowing between you and can’t deny she’s attractive.  She seems to like what she sees too if her flirting and casual touches are anything to go by.  There’s just one problem.  There’s another red head on your mind and you can’t help but compare the two. 
Joanne seems to feel your hesitancy.  “It’s fine,” she says, her smile turning gentle as she places a hand on your arm.  “Ava suggested you might be a little emotionally unavailable, but it’s been a while since I had a date with a cute girl, so I figured what’s the harm?”
“Sorry,” you say, ducking your head. 
“Don’t be,” smiles the red head.  “Look, we’re here, why don’t you tell me what’s going on?”
“You don’t deserve that,” you say, shaking your head.
Joanne merely smirks.  “You’re buying the drinks.”
There’s something about her easy manner that puts you at ease.  You look up at her, waiting patiently for you to speak.  Ava had clearly told her more than your favourite tipple. 
“What’s her name?” she asks.
You feel your cheeks heat up.  Here you are, sitting on a date with a beautiful, interesting, apparently endlessly patient woman, and she’s asking about her.  “Melissa,” you say in all but a whisper.
“Let me guess,” smirks the other woman.  “Red head, my kinda age?”
Your blush only deepens.
Joanne chuckles.  “Ava ain’t subtle, honey.  But you know you gotta move on before your little heart breaks even more.” 
The hand that had been resting on your arm moves to cup your cheek as she leans in to kiss you.  It’s nice.  It’s really nice.  And for a moment, you find you’re not thinking about Melissa. 
*
“Well fuck,” sighs Melissa, halting in her steps.  She stands, unable to look away as she sees you in the bar, clearly on a date.  For a moment, she’s not sure what to do.  She had been on her way to your apartment, but she can hardly interrupt your night now.  “What a shitty end to a shitty night,” she breathes, stuffing her hands into her jacket pockets as she turns on her heel and heads home, her steps much less determined than they had been.
*
When Monday rolls around you’re in a better mood than you’ve been in a while.  To your surprise, you actually enjoyed Ava’s date.  She was good company, and after you were honest with her, it turned out she was also rather good at giving advice.  The advice being that you should be the friend you’ve always been to Melissa, after all, it’s not the red head’s fault you fell in love with her.  The kissing and light making out was just a bonus, really.  A little fun never hurt, after all. 
Melissa, however, isn’t quite so bright come Monday.  She’s quiet, distracted and when you finally ask what’s wrong at lunch, she just shakes her head and leaves the room.  You look to Barb, hoping she’ll take pity and at least cast a little light on the situation. 
“She and Gary broke up,” she tells you quietly, her voice low to keep the other’s from hearing.
“Oh,” you breathe.  You’re not quite sure what to say to that.
*
At the end of the day, you look up from your tidying to find Melissa loitering in your doorway.  “Hey,” you say by way of greeting.  “Barb told me,” you tell her, offering a sad smile.  “Sorry to hear.”
She shrugs.  “I think I knew it was coming…just, didn’t expect it to happen the way it did.”
You watch as she comes to sit on the edge of your desk.  “Saw you out on your date on Saturday.  Was actually on my way to yours.”
“Oh,” you say, your cheeks heating up.  “Yeah, Ava set me up.  She was great but we’re not taking it any further.  Or at least, it’s nothing serious.”
“But you looked like you were having a good time, and she…”
You shake your head.  “I was…it was…Gary’s an ass by the way, for leaving you,” is what finally comes out.
“Actually, Gary isn’t an ass” she sighs.  “Gary called it quits because he asked me if I’d ever say yes if he asked me the question…and I told him I couldn’t.”  She drops her gaze, hanging her head.  “He knew it wasn’t just my past that meant I couldn’t say yes.  He knew my heart wasn’t in it…”
You start putting two and two together and getting dangerously close to four.  Gary broke up with Melissa because she wouldn’t say yes to that question.  Because her heart wasn’t in it. 
“Why did Ava set you up with that woman?” asks Melissa, still not looking up. 
Unable to properly see her face, hidden as it is by her hair, you can’t read her expression as you’d like to.  Your next words feel important thought.  “Ava knows my type.”
Melissa nods, her eyes still on the floor.  “Why ain’t you gonna see that woman again?”  This time she does look up.  “You looked like you were actually enjoying yourself.”
“I was,” you admit.  There’s no point lying.  She saw you, probably smiling and laughing.  “Ava set me up with her because she knew I’d find her attractive.  But she also told her I might be a bit hung up on someone else, so that night, when you saw me with her, I was probably talking about you.”
“You were talking about me, with her, while she was kissing you?”
That comment lets you place when Melissa would have walked by.  You nod.  “When you saw me, that was probably right around the time she told me I should think about moving on if I didn’t want to break my own heart even more.”
Melissa stands and is in front of you before either of you can think.  She looks at you for what feels like forever, green eyes searching your face, for what you don’t know.  She reaches up to touch your face and you close your eyes on instinct, gasping at the featherlight touch of her lips against yours.  Covering the hand on your face with your own, you open your eyes as she pulls back.  “I can’t do this if your heart’s not in it.”
“What if it is?”
* Ava
*
“Well I was gonna ask how you enjoyed my date but I guess I got my answer.”
The pair of you jump at the sound of Ava’s voice.
“About damn time you two got your shit together.  If I’d knows all it would take to get you with this spicy white was to put another firecracker in front of you I’d have done it months ago!”  She claps her hands excitedly.  “Oh this is too good to keep!”  She disappears from the doorway, only for her head to pop back around a moment later.  “Just no funny business in front of the kids.  But what happens in the supply closet stays in the supply closet,” she grins, waggling her eyebrows at the pair of you.  With that, she leaves you, the sound of her heels echoing along the hallway. 
“Ava!” scolds Melissa, thinking she’s going to have to take disinfectant wipes the next time she ventures into the supply closet.  With Ava, there’s no guessing what level of depravity the room has been subjected to. 
You know your cheeks are beet red, and you hide your face against Melissa’s shoulder. 
“This isn’t exactly how I saw this going,” admits the red head. 
Raising your head, you look up at her with hopeful eyes.  “But you saw it going somewhere?”
She shrugs.  “You seem keen on going on all these dates, how about one with me?”
Biting your lip, you take a moment to just look at her; the slightly shy expression, the twinkle in her eye.  Nodding, you lean in to kiss her once more.
“You know I almost didn’t believe her.”
You pull apart to see Barb in the doorway.
Melissa rolls her eyes.  “Anyone else wanna come and watch?”
A moment later Janine’s head appears around the doorframe, Jacob close behind.
“Seriously?” snaps the red head, hands on her hips. 
Ava returns, a wide grin plastered on her face.  “They wanted to come and confirm before I collected my winnings.”
“Winnings?” asks Melissa, eyebrow raised and tone bordering on dangerous.
“Hand it over people,” smirks Ava, hand extended.
“Oh hell no!”  The red head snaps into action, heading for the group.  “You did not bet on me!”  She snatches the notes from Ava’s outstretched hand.  “You bet on my happiness I’m sure you won’t mind if this goes towards it!  Y/N? Let’s go!”
You look at the hand being held out towards you and are quick to hoist your bag onto your shoulder and follow her.  You duck your head and blush under everyone’s gaze but can’t help but grin as your hand settles in her own. 
“Don’t do anything I wouldn’t do!” calls Ava. 
The group watches you both go, Melissa rolling her eyes at the hollering they let out as she puts a possessive arm around your waist.
* Barb *
If Barb notices that Melissa is unusually reserved as they order their drinks she says nothing of it.  Truth be told, she had only suggested the meal to make sure Melissa wasn’t left sitting in the house on her own on a Friday night, or worse, going out to the bars on her own in search of some company for the night.
“There’s something I gotta tell you,” says the red head, setting down the menu wasn’t even reading. 
“You’re not getting back together with him, are you?” asks the Kindergarten teacher. 
“What?  No!  No, I…that’s over and it’s for the best,” replies Melissa.  “No, the night Gary broke up with me, I ended up going for a walk to clear my head and ended up heading to Y/N’s apartment, except I didn’t quite make it there,” she admits.  “I saw her out on that date Ava set her up on.”  She sighs, wishing she had waited for their drinks to have arrived.  “And it made me feel…”
“Jealous?” Barb ventures.
Melissa looks up, meeting her friend’s eyes.  “I guess that covers it, yeah.”  Taking a deep breath, she pushes on.  “Anyway, I spoke to her on Monday about it…and I might have kissed her.”  Admission made, she looks away, pleased to see the waiter arriving with their drinks.  She doesn’t even let him put it on the table before she takes it and raises it to her lips.  It’s only when she finally sets her cocktail glass down, half empty, that she dares to look at her friend once more.
What she sees is a gentle smile.
“Took you long enough.”
“What?” she asks, a frown creasing her features.
“You have liked that girl since before Gary was even on the scene,” says Barb.
Melisa’s frown only deepens.  “Then why did you push me, literally may I add, in his direction?”
At this, Barb’s smile falters.  “I hoped it might make you realise how you felt about her.”
The red head lets out a huff, reaching for her glass once more.  “Well that went well, didn’t it?”
“It wasn’t my finest moment”, admits the older woman.  “But maybe it’s all finally working out in the end?”
Melissa fidgets with her straw.  “So you don’t think she’s too young? Too…”
Reaching out, Barb places a gentle hand on her friend’s arm.  “I think she’s in love with you, and I think you like her, a lot.”
Cheeks pinking, Melissa puts down her glass.  “I do.  A lot.  A helluva lot.”
Knowing it says something in itself the fact the red head isn’t making a joke, but rather admitting how she feels, Barb knows this is the real deal.  She knows if this goes South that hearts will be well and truly broken, but she’s seen the two of you together.  You work well together.  There’s a quiet in you that balances out the boisterousness of Melissa.  A steadiness that although she won’t admit it, the red head craves. 
“I think you could be good for each other,” she says softly.  “And no, I don’t think she’s too anything.”
238 notes · View notes
Text
Coming To An Understanding #3
So my idea is to have 10 of these little one shots - most of which I have at least sketched out and partially written so hopefully there won't be too big a gap between. Some are shorter than others, but (at least in my head) they all fit in the same verse and happen in order?
~*~
Previous
Melissa tries to distract herself at home that night.  She’s cooked, she’s cleaned and now she’s trying to find something on the tv to hold her attention.  Nothing does, however.  All she keeps thinking about is your face as you’d left school that day, telling her you were just gonna head home that night. 
She wants to respect your wishes if you want a little space.  You have been practically joined at the hip, so it makes sense, she thinks.  That doesn’t stop her worrying, however.  You might have put on a brave face and slapped on a smile, but Melissa knows you well enough to know when you’re faking. 
Turning off the tv, she throws a few things in a bag and grabs not only her own key, but the spare you gave her to your apartment.  She doesn’t let herself hesitate when she pulls up outside your building, slamming her truck door closed decisively.  If she gives herself time to think, she’ll talk herself out of this. 
She just needs to see you and reassure herself that you’re okay.  If she doesn’t all she’s going to do is worry.  Slipping her key into the lock, she quietly opens the door, poking her head around the doorframe.  “Hey, it’s just me!” she calls out.
You jump at the sound of the door opening, sitting up and looking over the back of the sofa to see Melissa’s smiling face.  “Sorry, you should have messaged.  I’d have…” you trail off, not quite sure what you’d have done.  You try to untangle yourself from the blankets which you have buried yourself in. 
“What are you sorry for?” she asks.  She leans over the back of the sofa, stopping your fidgeting.  “Stop.  I didn’t come here to make you get up.  I came because you looked sad when you left today and I was worried.”
You look up at her, seeing the concern clearly painted across her features.  You sigh, dropping your gaze to your joint hands.  “It’s just my time of the month,” you tell her.  “I didn’t sleep very well and was just trying to make it through the day, but by the bell I was wiped.”
She lets go of your hands and makes her way around the sofa, coming to sit next to you.  “You know you can tell me things like that, don’t ya?  I mean, I get it.”
You duck your head, not looking at her.  “I didn’t want to ruin your night,” you mumble.  “I’m not exactly great company right now.”
“You know you don’t have to be in a good mood to spend time with me, right?” she asks her hand stroking over your thigh where it rests on the blankets. 
Raising your head, you meet her eyes, your cheeks flushed.  She’s being so nice and all you want to do is cry.  “I just…”  You shake your head.  “You don’t deserve to have to put up with this after work.”
“Hey!” she’s quick to snap.  “I’m not putting up with anything.  I’m here because I want to be.  I’m the one who came over, remember?” she says, a soft smile on her face.  “But I can go, if you’d rather?”
You hesitate, and you hate yourself for it.  You want her to stay but you feel selfish for wanting it when you just want to curl up with her and mope about the fact that your painkillers aren’t even touching the pain.
She sees your hesitation, and rather than letting her fears get the best of her, that she’s too much, that you just want some time alone, she tries to read your expression.  “Let me try that again.  Can I stay?  As long as it doesn’t make you feel uncomfortable?”
At this, you nod. 
“You had anything to eat?”
This time, you shake your head.  You’d had a plain cracker when you took your painkillers, but beyond that the thought of standing long enough to make anything had just been too much. 
“M’kay, then how about I make something to eat?”
You’re about to protest that she doesn’t have to, but you find yourself silenced by a single finger being pressed to your lips. 
“I want a nod for yes, a shake for no,” she tells you.  “Are you hungry?”
The rumble of your stomach is all the answer she needs and you blush scarlet at your traitorous body.  She removes her finger from your lips, pressing a kiss to them instead before standing and heading to your small kitchen.  Peeking over the back of the sofa, you watch as she moves around the space, inspecting the contents of your fridge and cupboards. 
“Mac and cheese or grilled cheese?”
You take this as a silent comment on the amount of cheese currently in your fridge but don’t make mention of it.  “Mac and cheese?” you reply hesitantly.
She smiles at you.  “You know there’s not a right or wrong answer?  You want a mac and cheese, you get a mac and cheese.”
~
Of course, being Melissa, the macaroni cheese is more than just some cheese and pasta.  It tastes divine and you all but inhale it.  She doesn’t mention the speed at which you consume it, merely taking your plate and waving off your thanks.  She returns a few moments later with a glass of water and your painkillers. 
She leaves you to it as you take them only to return a few minutes later, your heat pack in one hand and a tub of ice cream in the other, wrapped in a dishtowel.  “Shimmy forward,” she instructs you.
You frown, not quite sure what her plan is, but do as she asks anyway.  She hands you the ice cream and moves until she can slide in behind you.  Guiding you back to rest against her, she holds your heat pack in place with one hand before reaching around you and snagging one of the spoons from the open tub of ice cream you hold. 
“Better?”
“I don’t deserve you,” you tell her, twisting to press a kiss to her lips. 
She shakes her head.  “None of that.  I told you, I’m here because I want to be.  Now, you wanna watch a movie or keep going with that series we started?”
~
You’re not sure when you nodded off, but when you wake up with your head pillowed on Melissa’s chest, you’re immediately embarrassed.  She made the effort to come over and spend time with you and all you could do was eat the food she made and fall asleep?
“Don’t you dare say sorry,” she tells you, her face serious.  “I don’t want or need you to say sorry.  I don’t just wanna spent time with you for the fun stuff.  I want you to be comfortable with me like this too.”
You sniffle, hating how emotional you get during your period.  “Thank you.  I just didn’t want to be selfish and ruin your night too.”
Her face softens.  “My night isn’t ruined if it’s spent with you.  But if I am spending the night we’re going to have to move this to a bed or my back isn’t going to forgive me.” 
You close your eyes as she presses a kiss to the side of your head, lettings her words sink in.  You only open them again when she squeezes you gently where her arms are looped around your waist. 
“Come on, you go get comfy and I’ll tidy up here and warm up your heat pack.”
~ Next
160 notes · View notes
Text
Coming To An Understanding #2
Previous
“You got any plans for Saturday?” you ask, digging in your bag for your phone to show Melissa the lunch menu for the new place you’d found online.
“I got a thing,” comes the snapped reply.
You frown, not used to this sort of reply from her.  “Okaaay…like an all day thing or..?”
“Just a thing, okay?” she says without looking at you.
You shrug, not willing to fight over nothing.  “Fine.  You mind if I invite Jacob over to mine and we watch the Mandalorian then?”
“Do what you want,” she says making a vague gesture with her hands, still refusing to look at you. 
Pulling out your phone, you leave the tab for the restaurant open, but instead open up your messages, doing your best to distract yourself from the red head’s snippy mood.  Part of you wants to press further and ask what’s got her being so short with you, but you quickly decide whatever it is, you don’t need to pry.  If she has a thing she wants to keep private, then that’s up to her.  If she wants to tell you, she’ll tell you, but until then there’s always that level of Match 3D on your phone you could never get past. 
*
In bed that night at your apartment, you still haven’t got past that damn level of Match 3D and at this point, you’re starting to doubt you ever will.  To stop yourself throwing your phone across the room you’d swapped your phone for your book, letting yourself get lost in another world for a while.
You’re so engrossed that you almost miss Melissa setting down her own phone with a sigh.
“I’m going to the hair salon on Saturday,” she says quietly.  “Getting a few touch ups.”
Looking up at her, you smile.  “Okay.  You want me to meet you after?  Or we could maybe do breakfast beforehand if your appointment isn’t too early?”
She just looks at you, as though waiting for something.
“What?  You want me to be shocked?” you ask, putting down your book and turning to look at her properly.  “I know the rug doesn’t match the drapes, Lissa.”
At this, she rolls her eyes, letting out a huff.
“Are you getting something different done?”
“No,” she answers quickly.  Almost too quickly.  “Just touch ups,” she adds rather defensively, before looking away, fiddling with the blankets.  “Why, would you prefer I changed it?”
“Melissa, you know I’d love you no matter what colour your hair was, right?” you ask, waiting until she meets your eyes before continuing.  “I mean, do I think the red is hot?  Yeah.  But it’s hot because it’s on you.  If you wanted to go blonde, brunette, hell green, it wouldn’t change anything.  I want you to do what you want.”
She looks thoughtful for a moment.  “Even if I didn’t dye it at all?”
That’s when you see it; the hesitation, the worry.  “Have you seen Paget Brewster lately?” you joke, knowing she’d made fun of your reaction to the new look a certain Emily Prentiss was sporting.  “I think you’d rock whatever look you decided to go for.  And I’d love you all the same.”
You look down as you feel her toy with one of your rings.  “Why didn’t you want to tell me?”
She lets out a sigh.  “I know you know how old I am, but I just…well it just felt easier to keep that kinda stuff behind the scenes.”
“Stay here,” you tell her, clambering out of bed and heading for the bathroom.  Grabbing the couple of boxes of hair dye from under the sink, you sit on the edge of the bed.  “You think mine is natural?  I pick whatever colour is on sale and takes my fancy that day.”
“Well, there ain’t exactly much down there to compare it to,” she smirks.  “Wait, you don’t even use the same colour?”
You can’t help but laugh.  “Like you’ve never noticed it’s been about twenty different shades, none of them exactly natural, since we met?”  You gather up the boxes of hair dye, moving to return them to the bathroom.  “You can even pick the colour next time if you want.  Though full disclosure, I’m working on a totally natural Cruella De Ville stripe and when that comes in properly it’s getting left well alone.”
You hear her chuckle from the bathroom and when you return to bed, she’s put her phone away and has already turned off the bedside light.  She opens her arms to you, letting you cuddle in close.
“Sorry I was snarky earlier,” she says softly in the darkness.
“You don’t need to be sorry,” you reply.  “Thank you for telling me though.”
“Thank you for putting up with me,” she says finally after a long pause.
Pressing a kiss to the closest patch of skin you can find, you tighten the arm around her waist.  “You got the rough end of that deal being landed with me,” you say, smiling as you feel her press a kiss to the top of your head in response.
Next
121 notes · View notes
Text
Coming To An Understanding #1
Sorry it's been forever since I posted anything - things rather got away from me and I could never quite get any of the many WiPs I had across the finish line.
This is a little series of snippets all set in the same verse as each other. No Gary and highly Melissa x Reader centric. Mostly cute with a little bit of angst sprinkled in.
Oh, and I should say, inspired by a chat (quite some time ago) with @a-queen-and-her-throne
~*~
The first time you wake up next to Melissa you’re not quite prepared for how your heart feels like it stutters for a few beats as you blink in awake in the soft light that filters through the curtain.  At some point during the night she’s rolled onto her back, you clearly having unconsciously followed, your head finding it’s resting place against her bare shoulder.
Her skin is warm against your own and it brings with it memories of the night before that make you blush.  You let your eyes wander over her face as she sleeps next to you, delighting in the opportunity to drink in her beauty unobserved. 
She had removed her make-up the night before when on making a trip to the bathroom, she realised her lipstick was anywhere but on her lips.  You’re glad she did, since now you get to see the light freckles dusting her pale skin. 
Leaning up on your elbow to allow you a better view, you grin as you realise that her hair, which the previous night had fallen in soft waves around her face was now a riotous mess.  A mess you helped create, unable to keep your hands out of it. 
You want more mornings like this, you realise, waking to her face in the early morning light.  It catches you by surprise, but once the thought is there, it’s all you can think about.  A warmth blooms in your chest.  She trusts you enough to let you in.  To let you see all of her, just as she is. 
There and then, in that silent room, you make a promise to yourself and the sleeping woman next to you that you’ll do all you can to show her you’re worthy of that trust.
Next
120 notes · View notes
Text
This Is Kinda Nice Too (4)
So it's been a while since I posted for this prompt, but I was looking through some unfinished fics and stumbled across this. Hoping to now move this fic into my 'finished' folder, so here we are. Previous parts are linked below for context but can be read as a stand alone.
Part 1 Part 2 Part 3
~*~
“I gotta ask a favour,” says Melissa as she sits in her usual seat at she and Barb’s table.  “Dessert.  I’m just not gonna have time.” 
Barb’s eyebrows raise as the red head starts to reel off all of the prep she needs to do for your dinner date.  “Girl, you have got to calm down.  The girl isn’t expecting a five star banquet.  She’s going to be giddy over the fact she’s spending time with you, not nitpicking at your food.”
Melissa rolls her eyes.  “That was all fun in the forest but this is real.  I just wanna do this right.”
“You’re not going to be able to relax and enjoy yourself if all you’re worrying about is the food,” points out the kindergarten teacher. 
“I’m not worrying about the food!” exclaims the red head.  “Just the lack of time to make the food…and the dessert.”
With a sigh, Barb finally concedes.  “Fine, I’ll make dessert, but you owe me!”
*
Friday after school finds Melissa in the doorway to your classroom.  “Hey.  Just wanted to check you’re still good for tomorrow?”
“Seven o’clock sharp,” you grin.  “I can’t wait.  Is there anything I can bring?”
You watch as she pushes off the doorframe, sauntering up to you and effectively stealing your breath in the process. 
“How about you and that cute smile?” she smirks, leaning down to press a gentle kiss to your lips, and acting far braver than she feels. 
“I can do that,” you say quietly, your grin only widening. 
*
Standing outside Melissa’s door, you take a deep breath, loosening your death grip on the flowers you brought.  You know she had said you didn’t need to bring anything, but you couldn’t just turn up empty handed.  And if you’d also picked up a little box of the chocolates you knew Melissa liked, well, you were only being polite. 
Knocking on the now familiar door, you feel your heart rate increase at the sound of approaching footsteps from within.  As the door is opened to reveal the red head, you can’t help but let your eyes wander over her curves.  “You look amazing,” you tell her as she steps back to allow you in.  “Even more than usual.”
Her cheeks pink in a blush as you hold out the flowers to her, smiling as she shyly takes them.
“I told you you didn’t have to bring anything.”
“I was hardly going to turn up empty handed to our first date,” you smile. 
She ducks her head.  “I’m gonna go fix these, you know where the coats go.”  Leaving you to hang up your bag and coat, she retreats to the kitchen, trying to calm her nerves as she opens up the flowers and sets them in a vase.  She looks up as you enter the kitchen.  “You scrub up pretty well yourself.”
“Had a good reason to put in some effort,” you reply, putting the chocolates you had brought down by the vase of flowers. 
She frowns.
“Just in case my sweet smile wasn’t quite cutting it,” you shrug.
“These are my favourites,” she says quietly as she looks more closely at the box.  Not some dollar store number or some last-minute purchase from the corner store. 
“Well I wasn’t going to bring you ones you don’t like.”
She closes the space between you, her fingers skimming down your arms before pulling you into a hug.  “Thank you.”  She pulls back, blinking to try and hide the tears that have gathered in your eyes at how thoughtful you’ve been.  “Now, you go sit and I will get things plated up.”
*
Dinner is better than you could have hoped.  The table is set with candles, casting the room in a romantic light and making Melissa’s hair glow.  It reminds you of that first night by the fire, when things started to shift between the two of you.  The conversation and laughter flows between you, and you realise although you’ve had a crush on her forever, you couldn’t have done this all those months ago.  The friendship that’s grown between the two of you has allowed you to be you with her.
Her eyes tear up as you tell her as much.  “It’s been a two way street, kid.  You’ve never made me feel like I had to be anyone else with you, like who I was wasn’t enough,” she admits feeling brave in the face of your admission.  “There are…things I usually hide when I meet people.  Things you learned and you didn’t pity me, think less of me.”
“Why would I think any less of you for anything I’ve learned about you?” you frown.  “You’re amazing.  And I mean that.  You are…so strong and capable and just…amazing,” you finish.  “And I should say beautiful too.” 
Cheeks once again flushed from more than just the heat, she stands from the table, pressing a kiss to the top of your head as she passes your chair.  “Got room for dessert?”
You close your eyes at the brief contact, a smile on your lips.  You don’t make to follow her, giving her a few moments to herself.  “Always,” you tell her.  “You know I have a sweet tooth.”
When she returns, she places a plate down in front of you.  You frown, looking down at the plate.  You know Melissa.  You know her cooking, and this, this doesn’t look like it.  “This doesn’t feel like a Schemmenti recipe.”  That wasn’t to say, however, it didn’t taste good.
“That’s because it’s a Barbara Howard special,” answers the red head.  “Honestly, that woman is a whizz at baking.”
“You told Barb about this?” you ask, this somehow catching you by surprise. 
“Sweetie, Barb has had to put up with me having a breakdown over the menu, my timings, my prep, the whole nine yards the whole week,” laughs Melissa.
“I didn’t realise,” you breathe, feeling guilty at the fact you’d somehow missed her semi-permanent state of panic.  “Sorry!  I wanted this to be fun for you too.”
She smiles sweetly at you.  “It has been.  I just…wanted to make it special.”
You put your spoon down.  “Melissa, I meant it when I said this could be pizza and beers and it would be special to me, because it’s you.  This has been great, and I feel like I’ve been treated like a queen, but you know I don’t need all this, right? I was happy sitting in the middle of the woods holding your hand.”
For what feels like the hundredth time that night, Melissa finds herself blushing.  She had been happy sitting in the middle of the woods holding your hand too.  “If you wanna date me, you gotta live with me being a little extra sometimes.”
You grin back at her across the table.  “Oh, I’m good with that.  And yes, just to be clear, I do wanna date you.  Properly.”
 Helping clear the plates after dessert you both move to the sofa to finish your wine.  The wine glasses are quickly forgotten on the table, however, as her lips find yours.  As her hands clutch you to her, you’re in heaven.  Her lips find your neck and you realise you’re done for. 
She pulls back as a whimper leaves your throat, her pupils blown as she takes you in.  You’re flushed and panting.  “I barely touched you,” she breathes in awe.
“You have no idea what you do to me,” you reply.
She smirks.  “Know what I’d like to do to you.”
This has you both blushing.  She takes your hands, linking your fingers together.  “I want this.  You.  All of it, but I don’t want to rush things.”
“Baby steps?”
“Maybe not quite that slow and innocent,” she smirks, leaning in to kiss you once more.  “Stay?” she asks, the word whispered against your lips as she rests her forehead against your own.  “I want to share an actual bed with you.”
*
Upstairs, you take turns in the bathroom.  You find yourself smiling at your reflection in the mirror as you brush your teeth.  The borrowed oversized sleep shirt you wear is soft and worn.  You’ve stayed over at Melissa’s house before, but in the guest room in your own nightwear.  This is a whole new level of intimacy.
Turning the light off as you leave the bathroom, you find the red head already in bed.  Slipping beneath the covers, there’s a polite distance between the two of you as you regard each other in the dim streetlight filtering through the gap in the curtains.  Finally, Melissa breaks the silence with a sigh and a rolling of her eyes.  She shuffles across the mattress until she can curl into your side, much as she did that night in the woods. 
“Tell anyone I’m a koala and I’ll have to kill you,” she mumbles against your chest.
You can’t help but laugh at the half-hearted threat.  “Worth it.”
She leans up and glares at you in the dim light. 
In return, you push yourself up to press a kiss to her lips.  “Fine, my lips are sealed so long as you promise to keep putting yours on them.”
“Deal,” she smiles, pressing one last lingering kiss to your lips before settling back against your chest. 
*
The next morning you’re woken by Melissa’s message tone.  She grumbles incoherently as she blindly reaches for the device on her bedside table.  Locating the offending item, she brings it close to her face where she can see it.  “Barb,” she informs you, turning the phone so you can read the screen.
Still sleepy and warm, even this small action makes you smile.  That she’s comfortable enough to let you read the message from her friend.  Barb is asking how the night went.  “I’d say it went pretty well.”  So you got to wake up with Melissa at an actual bed, but it appeared Barb was still to be your alarm.
Melissa’s lips curl up in a smile.  “Yeah, it did.”  She taps the screen of her phone, holding it above the two of you and taking a picture.  Bringing her phone back down, you both look at the screen, at how happy you both look, curled up together.  “You okay if I send this?”
“Long as you are,” you reply, pressing a kiss to the top of her head where she rests against your shoulder.  Everything is covered and you’re both in PJ’s.  It’s almost tasteful. 
The reply that comes back is quick.  Melissa laughs at the almost expected prudish reply.  She types out a reply, telling Barb to look at the picture again and take her mind out of the gutter.  A few moments later, her phone chimes again.
This time, she smirks, turning the phone to allow you to see it more easily.  You read the typed words, saying you both look very happy and she hopes you enjoy dessert.  You frown at the tense.  Barb is usually very particular in what she says.  “Is she?”
“Implying what you think she is?” laughs the red head.  “I think she might be.”  She tosses her phone back on the bedside table, shifting until she can look up at you, her chin resting on your shoulder.  “Morning.”
“Morning,” you smile.
“You know,” she drawls.  “This.  Waking up with you in an actual bed.  This is kinda nice too.”
“Careful,” you warn, taking in her face in the early morning light, her curls spilling messily over her shoulders.  “A girl could get used to it.”
A soft smile tugs at her lips.  “Maybe she should?”
174 notes · View notes
Text
Pregnant Reader - Part 4
Cravings (For Food, For Melissa)
Thank you to everyone who has liked and commented and reblogged this series so far (and an extra thank you to those of you who have even asked for more!)
What started out as a one shot has now turned into a little 5 part series. I'm not entirely sure when I'll manage to finish part 5, but I'll get there! (And to those of you who left prompts - I will also get there with them!)
Anyway, enough rambling - links to the previous parts of this little mini series below and part 4 under the cut. :)
Part 1 Part 2 Part 3
You smile as Melissa puts your lunch bag down on the table in front of you, chuckling as promptly turns her chair around to face the opposite way before sitting down.  It wasn’t the first time.  At home there had been a number of occasions when the combinations you had been craving had made her want to vomit.
Barb, sat at the table with you both, watches with interest.  “Did you two argue?”
“Nope,” replies Melissa.  “I just don’t wanna see this.”
The other woman continues to watch as you open up your lunch, lifting the lids on the various containers within and starting to create your cravings masterpiece. 
“That…puts my cravings to shame,” admits the kindergarten teacher.  “That…”
“Is an abomination to all that is edible,” finishes the red head.
You just smile as you take a bite of your creation.  Admittedly, your smile is aimed more at the fact that as disgusting as Melissa finds it, she’s the one who packed your lunch that day, albeit packing the components separately.  She loves you, but putting those ingredients together is something she just won’t do for anyone. 
*
“You are gonna love me!” grins Melissa as she closes the front door behind her. 
“I already do!” you call through from the sofa where you’re trying to get comfortable. 
“I got ‘em!” she grins as she appears in the doorway, waving the bag of chips at you.  Propped on her hip she also holds an almost overflowing grocery bag.  “I got ‘em all!”
“I do love you,” you manage through the tears that threaten to steal your words.  You had been unable to settle, finally getting out of bed some time around 2am.  It had been the opening of closing of every cupboard in the kitchen that roused a sleepy Melissa around an hour later.
Half asleep she had wrapped herself around you, her front pressed to your back, eventually cajoling you into admitting what you were looking for.  Barely a few minutes later she had donned her jacket and had her car keys in hand.
“Melissa no, you can’t go out at this time.”
She had merely smirked.  “Either I try and get these or we both you you’ll be pacing the floors all night and I won’t be able to sleep either.”  With a peck to your cheek, she was gone. 
But now she was back, dropping down onto the sofa next to you.  You smile as she tucks herself into your side, kissing the top of her head.  “How many stores did you have to go to to find them?”
She shrugs.  “A few.”
You shake your head, knowing that a few probably meant every store that was open within a five mile radius.  “You know I would have survived without them, right?”
“Yeah, but you wouldn’t be happy without them,” she says, reaching to open the bag of chips.  She pops one in her mouth, screwing up her face at the flavour.  “And you can have all of them.”
You chuckle.  “Sure you don’t want another one?”
“Wouldn’t wanna deprive you and that little Tesoro you’re carrying,” she replies, her head coming to rest on your shoulder as her arm snakes around and comes to rest protectively across your bump.
It melts your heart every time she calls the baby by a fond little nickname, and she has plenty of them.  The closer to the time of her arrival it gets, the more Melissa seems to do it, and you’re quite sure she’s unaware she’s doing it. 
Feeling Melissa leaning more heavily against you, you twist your head to catch a look at her face.  Eyes closed and mouth slightly open, she’s already in a deep sleep.  With a smile, you reach and manage to catch the edge of the blanket that had been draped over the arm of the couch.  Tucking it around the two of you, you try and crunch as quietly as you can as you continue to tuck into the fruits of Melissa’s midnight cravings snack run. 
*
You’re aware of what you’re doing, almost painfully so.  And you also know that Melissa has to have noticed it to.  Neither of you would be considered the cuddliest of people, but you’re more tactile with each other than you are with anyone else.  At this point, the touches exchanged between you are almost second nature, a hand on your back here, playing with the ends of Melissa’s flaming hair as she sits close, her hand resting on your thigh if you’re sat next to her.  It’s never anything too obvious, but subtle and reassuring. 
Or at least, it had been reassuring until you started to feel the effects of certain hormones.  You had read that there was a possibility that during certain phases of your pregnancy when you might feel more horny than you normally would.  You’d shrugged it off.  So you might feel a little more turned on than usual, nothing you couldn’t handle.
What you hadn’t been prepared for was being horny all the time.  Every little touch felt like it burned.  The friction of your own pants could be enough to drive you to distraction.  It was absurd.  Humiliating.  Especially when you had never felt less attractive in your life.
You felt huge and gross and swollen and sore.  You try to tell yourself that the way Melissa looks at you has not changed, but when you look in the mirror, it’s difficult.  You look like an inflated version of yourself.  Your curves feel grossly emphasised by the ever growing life inside of you.  It doesn’t help that nothing feels like it fits.  Or at least, none of your usual go to outfits.  No, anything you wear now comes from the maternity section and makes you feel fat and frumpy. 
It's that feeling that has you shying away from Melissa’s touches, finding reasons to keep your distance.  You hate it.  Miss her even when you’re laying right next to her.  In bed one night, you feel her press a kiss to the back of your clothed shoulder where you lay facing away from her.
“You want anything before I turn the light off?”
The way you shrug away from her doesn’t go unnoticed, and as you turn to answer her question you clearly see the hurt on her face before she manages to hide it.  She forces a smile and shifts away from you.  This time, however, rather than letting her, you reach out and catch her arm. 
With no small effort, you sit up, turning to face her.  “I’m sorry.”
“What are you sorry for?” she asks, the false smile never leaving her lips. 
“’Lissa,” you sigh.  “I know you’ve noticed.  And I’m sorry.  It’s not because I don’t want you to touch me, it’s because I feel…I feel like I’m on fire!  Every little touch sets me ablaze and I feel like I’m going to explode!”  You take a deep breath, stilling your gesturing hands.  “I want it so bad, but I don’t want you to feel like I’m using you.  Like this is all hormones and you’re just scrathing an itch.  But I also don’t want to want to like I do because I feel a mess.  A huge, swollen, sore, gross, sweaty mess.” 
You’re not sure when the tears started but by the end of your little tirade your breath is coming in hiccupping gulps and you’re sniffling as tears stream down your face.  You don’t fight when Melissa tugs you to her side, accepting the handkerchief she holds out in front of you.
“You know I still find you beautiful, right?” she asks.
Your response is a snort.  A very ugly, wet snort.  “I’m a snotty, snivelling mess,” you grumble. 
She shakes her head, shifting so you can see her face.  “No, you’re beautiful and I love you.”  She leans in to kiss you.  It’s soft and it’s gentle until suddenly its not.  She leaves you breathless, your hands clutching her shirt.  “Still feel like you’re on fire?”
“All the damn time,” you hiss. 
She kisses you again but can feel your hesitation.  You’re holding back, and she knows it. Twisting to face you, she leans her forehead against your own.  “Let me show you how beautiful you are to me.”
You hesitate still, trembling with need.  Pulling back, you look into those green eyes you love so much.  See the fire there.  See the love.  “Please,” you whisper, whimpering when she presses her lips to yours once more. 
You felt you should have known she’d make you feel amazing.  And not just physically.  She’s constantly checking in, reassuring you.  Somehow, she knows that tonight, you need her close.  That you need the comfort of her lips on your own, to be able to see everything she feels written plainly on her face.  It takes a little bit of figuring out, finding new ways that work, experimenting with new angles, all the while she delights in how much more sensitive you are.  You take your own delight in the still being able to please her, revelling in each sound that pours from her lips, in every hitch of her breath, of how she clings to you as she comes undone. 
For the first time in weeks, as you lie together afterwards, you feel settled.  With Melissa pressed against your back, her hand resting against your bump you are sated and settled, as is she, and the life growing within you.  “I’m sorry I didn’t just talk to you before.”
She nuzzles against the back of your neck.  “You talked to me tonight.”
You cover her hand with your own, lacing your fingers together.  “But I should have talked to you before, not pushed you away.  That wasn’t fair on you.  You’ve had to deal with all my other cravings, now you have to deal with my cravings for you too.”
You feel her smirk against your skin as she chuckles.  “I watched you put lime jello in a salad the other day, believe me, this craving is way easier to handle than some of the things I’ve watched you eat recently.”
199 notes · View notes
Text
Pregnant Reader - Part 3
So after the final part of Not So Single Mom I realised I still had a few more parts planned for the pregnant reader fic so while we have a little writing momentum - here we are with part 3. Hope you guys enjoy!
Part One
Part Two
You press a hand to your stomach, smiling as you feel the movement beneath.  Your little girl was a dancer, it felt like. 
“Oooh, is she on the move again?” asks Janine, dropping down to sit next to you.
“And apparently determined to get somewhere,” you chuckle as you feel the baby shift.  “You want to feel?”
She gasps.  “Really?”
You shrug.  “If you want to?”
“Yes!” she grins.  “Definitely yes.”  She holds out a hand, grinning as you take hold of it and settle it against your stomach.  Janine squeals when she feels the baby move beneath her hand. 
“You trying out to be the new fire alarm or somethin’?” asks Melissa as she enters the breakroom, a frown already on her face at the high pitched noise as she heads for the coffee machine.
“The baby’s moving,” grins Janine.
The red head’s eyes zero in on the spot where Janine’s hand rests against your stomach.  “And that gives you an excuse to get handsy, does it?”
The younger woman shrinks back at Melissa’s words, her hand quickly retracted back to her own lap.  “I should get going, I have things to get set up anyway.”
You watch the younger woman go.  “’Lissa, I offered to let her feel.  It’s not like she just decided to get hands on herself.”
“Good, or she’d find finger painting difficult soon.”
Rolling your eyes at the implied threat you can’t help but smile at her possessiveness.  It’s nice to still feel wanted and protected even though you feel the size of a school bus.  Your smile only grows as you watch her prepare not only her own coffee, but a mug for you, ensuring that yours comes from the special jar of decaffeinated she picked up for you. 
*
Janine isn’t the only one to be excited at the prospect of the baby moving, quite a few of your colleagues all too eager to have the chance to feel the life moving inside you.  To say Melissa does not share their enthusiasm is putting it lightly.  You have to hand it to her though, after her initial snap at Janine, she’s been subtle by her standards.  A curling of her fingers into a fist.  A scowl.  A glare. 
One day, however, you hear it; she growls.  You’re seeing your kids off at the end of the day and one of the mother’s hands has apparently wandered a little too far and lingered a little too long for the red head’s liking.  You turn to see her standing at the top if the steps, arms crossed, stony expression on her face.  Politely saying goodbye to your student’s mother, you make your way up the steps to stand in front of the red head.  You reach for her hands, untucking them from her arms and placing them against your stomach.
“You can’t kill them all, you know.”
She frowns. 
“I’ve seen the looks you’ve been throwing at people.”
Her eyes drop to where her hands rest against you and she shrugs.  “I just don’t like people with their hands all over you.”
“’Lissa, there is precisely one person who gets to have their hands all over me and she’s standing right in front of me.”
“But-“
You shake your head.  “They’re excited.  That’s all.  The baby is exciting for them too, especially now she’s started her gymnastics.  It’ll be old news to them soon enough but let them be excited for a while.  Let them be excited about your daughter.”
*
You sit back in your chair with a sigh.  “Seriously, little one, you gotta give the tap dancing break.”  Reaching for your phone, you quickly type out a message to Melissa, asking if she can swing by your classroom when she has a moment.  Barely sixty seconds later you hear familiar footsteps rushing along the corridor.  A few moments later the red head appears in your doorway, hands clinging to the frame to halt her momentum. 
“What’s wrong?” she asks, her worry for you and your daughter never far away.
“You didn’t have to come running,” you say as she enters your classroom, green eyes roving over your frame, head tilting questioningly to the side when she finds nothing amiss.  “I said when you had a minute.”
She shrugs.  “I always got a minute for you and the baby.”
At this, you smile.  You smile because it’s true.  It doesn’t matter how busy, how tired or what else happens in her life, she will make time.  There are times you feel guilty, but somehow, she always manages to persuade you your guilt is unwarranted.  “I need you to tell your daughter to quit throwing a tantrum on my bladder.”
When Melissa frowns you reach out your hands, taking hold of hers and slipping them under the loose jumper you wear.  “I don’t know what voodoo magic you pull but just do what you do.”
Automatically, she moves her hands against your skin and after a few moments you smile in relief. 
Tilting her head, she regards you curiously. 
“She settles when it’s you,” you tell her.
“Really?”
You nod, covering her hands with your own.  “It took me a while to figure out, but yeah.  When it’s your hands she stills.  It’s the same at night in bed too, especially when you speak to her.  She knows you.” 
Melissa tries to hide a sniffle, but the tears glistening in her eyes give her away.
“Turns out she’s just as fussy as her mama as to who has their hands on me.”
256 notes · View notes
Note
please update ‘Not So Single Mom’!!!!!!!!! i need the closure of this complete story
Sorry it took so long - but since you asked so nicely...here we are! I hope this is what you were looking for and ties this one up nicely for you!
4 notes · View notes
Note
Hii, just want to say your work is incredible. I’m particularly in love with this one: https://www.tumblr.com/spoilmesweetieforficssake/720596884449869824/hiii-i-have-to-say-that-i-love-your-work-i-was
Can you make a part 2? I’d love to see Mel with the baby!
I can indeed make part 2 (although this is technically part 3? Part two was here) This has actually been a long time coming, but seeing your lovely message prompted me to push this one out (terrible pun intended).
Sorry this has taken so long (and that I've been a bit MIA) but life, injury and feeling sucky rather got in the way.
Anyway, enough boring real life. I hope you enjoy!
*~*
“Ava, you know how when I went on leave I was gonna have to call you one day and say I need you to arrange cover for Melissa?  Well, today is that day.”
“It’s happening?”
You hold the phone away from your ear at her shriek.  “Yeah,” you breathe, taking a deep breath.  “It’s happening.”
*
One call down, your next call is to Barb.
“Hey, Barb,” you say, trying to sound as light and airy as you can.  “How’s things?”
If Barb hears your sharp intake of breath as another contraction hits she’s tactful enough not to mention it.
“Could you do me a huge favour?  I need you to go and be with Melissa.  There’s something I need to tell her.”
You can practically hear the smile in her voice as she replies.  “Can you give me a few minutes to get to her?”
You try to breathe your way through the contraction, the guidance your midwife had given you and all you’d read all but forgotten in the moment.  “Yeah, I can do that.”
“Do you want me to stay on the phone with you while I find her?  Or would you prefer I not hear you curse your way through this contraction?”
*
Melissa answers her phone on the first ring.  You had promised not to call unless it was important.  You knew from how quickfire her responses to your messages, however, that her phone was always to hand.  Barb may have also let slip that since you had gone on maternity leave the device barely left her hand while she was apart from you.
“Hey.  Hi.  What’s wrong?  Are you okay?”
You can’t help but smile at the quickfire questions.  At the care in her voice.  “Mel, I need you to come home.  It’s time.”
“It’s time?” she repeats, and you can hear her voice waver.  “It’s happening?  It’s really happening?”
You grip the edge of the work surface as another contraction hits with one hand, holding the phone away from your mouth with the other so Melissa can’t hear the change in your breathing as you push down the urge to scream.  “Feels that way!” you manage, letting out a long, slow breath as the moment passes.  “Barb is going to drive so you can stay on the phone.”
The red head looks up to see the kindergarten teacher in the doorway to her classroom. 
“Ready to be a mom?”
*
Melissa was out the car before Barb even had the chance to stop, barrelling out into the driveway and bursting into the house. 
You yelped at the sound of the front door bursting open, even though you’d stayed on the phone with Melissa as she fretted in the passenger seat while her friend drove.  The red head comes to a halt in in front of you, her eyes darting over your face. 
Grabbing her hands as another contraction hits, you try your best to breathe through it. 
“How long in between, sweetheart?” asks Barb with a gentle hand on your back. 
Letting out a long, slow breath, you open your eyes and force a smile at Melissa, who looks terrified as she stands before you.  “Five or six minutes,” you manage. 
“Okay,” breathes the Kindergarten teacher.  “Do you have a bag packed?”
You nod.  “Mel’s had one packed in both cards for weeks.”
“Well you weren’t packing one!” shouts the red head. 
You smile at the outburst.  “And she’s taken them out and washed and repacked them every week,” you add.  You’d told her it was entirely unnecessary, but she’d done it anyway, always making sure to keep a sweater of hers at the top of the bags for you. 
“Wait, every five or six minutes?” asks Melissa, your words finally registering.  “How long has this been happening?”
Ducking your head, you admit you’d felt a but of movement that morning.  “I didn’t want to call and panic you until I knew it was time?”
“You’ve been here all day dealing with this and you didn’t say anything?” hisses Melissa, glaring at you. 
Barb reached over to cover Melissa hand with her own where she gripped you tightly.  “And she’s been dealing with it very well.  Now, are we ready to go?”
Just as she had driven Melissa from the school, it’s Barb who drives you both to the hospital.  The red head sits with you in the back.  You grip her hands, trying not to squeeze too tightly as your contractions continue, seemingly increasing in severity.  You try your best to keep your reactions to a minimum so as not to panic Melissa, earning you a look of sympathy from Barb in the rearview mirror.
At the hospital the red head rushes off to grab a wheelchair.  You can walk, but you don’t make any moves to stop her.  Barb takes your hand as she sees another contraction coming, and with the red head out of earshot you allow yourself a muted scream.  Unfortunately, however, Melissa was quicker than you anticipated and hears the end of it.
“What happened?” she asks, her eyes flitting over your face. 
“Contractions hurt like a bitch,” Barb informs her. 
*
There’s a little bit of confusion when you turn up on the maternity ward, the staff struggling to figure out the dynamic between the three of you.  When the midwife who was at your last check-up appears, however, she’s quick to make a beeline for you. 
“Ah, the three musketeers!” she grins.  “It’s time then?”
You offer her the best smile you can as you grit your teeth through another contraction.
“Contractions are around five minutes apart” offers Barb.
“Time indeed!” chuckles the midwife.  “Come on then, let’s find you a room and introduce this little one to the world.”
Barb offers you a squeeze to your shoulder.  “You’ll do great,” she smiles, before turning to Melissa.  “And so will you.”
The red head is nervous as she’s ever been, worried for you and for the little life that’s about to entirely change hers.  She offers Barb a nod before following you as you’re wheeled into a side room. 
“Now, why don’t we get you a chair?”
“What?  Surely she gets a bed?” asks Melissa.  You were about to have a baby, surely a bed was the least they could give you? 
The midwife chuckles.  “I meant you.”
The red head’s cheeks flush a darker shade than her hair and she’s about to give a snarky reply when you reach for her hand.  She helps you up out of your wheelchair and onto the bed. 
“Last offer on that chair,” smirks the midwife, earning her a glare from the red head.  “Hey, it’s just a suggestion, because if you hit the deck you’re gonna be down there a while.  I’m gonna have my hands full here.”
You don’t have time to be amused before another contraction hits, causing you to grip Melissa’s hand tightly.  She leans into you, leaning her head against yours as you try to breathe through it. 
“You got this,” she says quietly.  “You’re doing so well.”
The small word of praise bring tears to your eyes, screwed tightly shut as they are. 
Melissa looks up at the midwife.  “She’s totally got this, but surely she gets drugs too?”
*
Barb looked up as the midwife approached.  Though technically not family, she was part of your Abbott family and had been allowed to wait in the family room. 
“Thought you might like to know there’s a new addition to the musketeers,” smiles the midwife. 
“Is everyone okay?”  She’d spent her time in the family room praying for you, the baby and for Melissa.  The red head had been as terrified as she’d ever seen her, not even trying to hide it.
“Why don’t you come see for yourself?”
Following the midwife, Barb was led to your room.  She stood quietly in the doorway for a moment, smiling at the sight before her.  You were reclining in the bed, a warm, gentle smile on your lips as you looked over to where Melissa cradled a precious bundle in her arms.  The red head, meanwhile, looked down at the child in her arms with so much love, her fingers gentle as she adjusted the tiny hat on the baby’s head. 
“She’s a she,” whispered Melissa as she caught sight of her friend hovering in the doorway, tears sparkling in her eyes.  The sex of the baby was something they had all been aware of, but somehow it was a fresh new miracle to see the tiny baby in the flesh, all pink skin and perfect features. 
Barb smiled at her friend, looking to you for permission before entering the room and moving to look over her friend’s shoulder at the delicately wrapped bundle.  “She’s perfect.”  She looks over at you, a wide smile on her lips.  “You did good.”
You continue to look lovingly at the red head holding your daughter, the whole scene better than any dream you could have come up with.  “Yeah, I did.”
*
“How’s everyone doing?”
You look up at the midwife’s words.  “Still struggling to believe this is all actually real.”
“Oh it’s real,” chuckles the woman.  “Just wait till the diapers and night feeds.  Then it’ll feel all too real.  Now I know it’s early, but technically it is visiting time.  If you’re up to it there’s a few people here who I think might like to meet this little lady?”
*
You hope you’ve not forever turned into someone who cries at everything and nothing, but no one seems to mind as tears gather in your eyes as the rest of your little Abbott family files in through the door, each bearing thoughtful little gifts.  Even Ava had been tactful, bringing a bottle of alcohol free bubbly to celebrate the occasion.
Not unexpectedly, everyone was desperate to hold your daughter.  You weren’t sure if it was the drugs or just sheer pride, but you were happy to let them, excited at their excitement over seeing your baby. 
Melissa, however, was rather more reserved.  She wasn’t keen to be handing over the precious little being in her arms over to just anyone.  A hand on her thigh where she sat in the chair by your bed, however, and a slightly raised eyebrow has her rolling her eyes and finally allowing someone else to hold the baby.
You watch with a fond smile as she follows your daughter as she is passed between the members of your little family, reminding each of them to be gentle and showing them how to hold her just right, the same way the nurse had shown her only hours before.  Everyone takes it in the nature it’s intended, even Barb, who accepts the red head’s instructions as though she hasn’t raised two of her own.  There’s also the not so gentle threat that if they drop her she’ll wheel them to the morgue herself that is so Melissa it makes your heart clench. 
*
As nice as it was to see everyone, you’re glad when Barb finally steps into teacher mode and rounds them all up and says it’s time to go.  They all make sure to make a final fuss of your daughter before leaving.
And then it’s just you, Melissa and your daughter.  Not just your Abbott family, but the little family you’ve built.  The woman you love and the unexpected baby you were terrified of having only months before.  That same baby who is sleeping soundly in your arms after her first successful feed. 
The red head is curled next to you on the small hospital bed, both of you just about fitting, her arm curled beneath yours where you cradle the little life you’ve brought into the world.
“You know,” you smile, looking up at her.  “I didn’t think I could love you more, but today, when I got to see Mama Bear Schemmenti?  It made me realise not just how lucky I am to have you, but how lucky she is to have you.”
She smiles back at you, tears glittering in her eyes.  “When you called me today to say it was time…I’ve never been so scared.  Before we left the school, Barb asked if I was ready to be a mom.  I don’t think I’d realised before, but…”
You worry for a moment at the hesitation.
“I mean…is that…would you let…can I?”
You tilt your head, just managing to reach her lips and press a gentle kiss there.  “Melissa, there is no ‘letting’ you do anything.  To me, she’s ours.  I know we didn’t exactly do this the conventional way, but like you said before, it’s not perfect, but it’s real.”
“Oh, I’m not sure about that,” she smiles softly.  “Feels pretty perfect to me.”
152 notes · View notes