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growing old with satoru and knowing you're the main reason for his deep set crows feet, smile lines, and dimples

#don't look at me i will be sick #꒰ ♱ ꒱ — infinite deal of nothing #꒰ ♥︎ ꒱ — satoree

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Heavily making out with your male f/o and he pulls you onto his lap and you can feel that he’s hard and you realizing it makes him realize it and he’s so embarrassed and he’s bright red and going “I’m sorry, I’m so sorry” and he’s trying to move away from you but you stop him and pull him by the front of his shirt into another deep kiss and tell him “Honey, it’s ok, Feel” and stick his hand down the front of your pants to feel how wet/hard you are and his face goes even redder and he looks you in the eye and goes “for me?” And you nod, and then he swallows thickly and says, almost in awe, “that much?”

#😔 #꒰ ♥︎ ꒱ — satoree

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booktok gooners and their effect on fandom spaces should be studied.

#꒰ ♱ ꒱ — infinite deal of nothing

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cant STAND him

#i need to consume him #꒰ 𒀭 ꒱ — beauty's a doubtful good #꒰ ♥︎ ꒱ — satoree

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screaming into my pillow

#having thots abt satoru #need to be chained up and sedated #꒰ ♱ ꒱ — infinite deal of nothing

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me personally, I would make him give me the craziest head and then he might calm down a little (he could just be hangry)

i would have already defeated sukuna, personally.

#maybe he just needs some of that **** ***** #sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry

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the fuck you mean PUBLICLY

the grind (on gojo satoru's inches) doesn't magically stop just bc I don't post about it.

#not answering the rest of my asks but this made me giggle #sexy thang he is on my mind 24/7 i just am very tired and cannot yap #꒰ =͟͟͞♡ ꒱ — love letters #꒰ ♡⃕ ꒱ — secret admirer

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#me frfr #if only you sexies knew how manh secret writing projects i have...

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having a breeding kink doesn’t make you any less dom btw

oh what??? you don’t want to allow a cute dude to fuck and bring up your knees so it feels even better for you and then grab his face all close and make him beg to cum inside? ....liar

you don’t want to hear him whine so desperately, beg so sweetly, yearning to cum inside? you don’t want to hear him go "mama... please" ...yeah right dude

#when will ppl realize penetration isn’t domination LMAOAO #<- PREV TAGS BC FACTS!! #<- yes yes yes

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sure choking is great and all but have you ever grabbed someone by the back of their neck like a kitten? squeezing ever so gently? and watched their shoulders drop and their muscles weaken as they let out a soft involuntary whimper?

#falls to my knees and wails into my hands #꒰ ♥︎ ꒱ — satoree

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hi my lovely doves!! (⁠｡⁠･⁠ω⁠･⁠｡⁠)⁠ﾉ⁠♡

for those not following my main, I thought I'd update and say that I had a surprise hospital visit on Monday. was very weird, never been in an ambulance before or attached to a drip lololol.

I'm safe and well!! all is okay, but naturally I'm a bit shaken up after the whole experience. I pinky promise I'll be back to answering asks and slutting out gojo satoru (publicly) when I feel more settled!

#꒰ ♱ ꒱ — infinite deal of nothing

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arrival

#slamming my head into him #please please please

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me 2 him nd he loves evry minute

#me and satoru #yk how it is

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"i want you" yeah yeah are you gonna let me cut you or not

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tldr: i’m cancelling my follower event and moving blogs to @junovie. i’m officially back from my ‘break’ but i can’t promise i’ll be frequently active (at least not as much as i used to be), much less that i’ll be writing/posting new works regularly.

i look forward to catching up with you all !! thank you for your support and understanding <3

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hello!

you may or may not have noticed that i’ve been quite inactive for the last few months or so.

i’m sorry to everyone who has reached out to me in that time — i’m not ignoring you, i’ve just been logged out of this account and staying away from tumblr in general. i plan on getting back to you all privately and individually, but if you could read this post, just so you have an idea of what’s going on, i would really appreciate it! :)

anyway, i have two announcements to make regarding my blog — not bad, but definitely important changes! i’ve been meaning to make them for a while, but only just found the time and courage to go through with them.

there’s also a more in-depth (albeit rambly) explanation to why and where i’ve been gone after the announcements. it’s a little long, so there’s no pressure to read it all if you don’t want to.

my first announcement is that i’m cancelling my 100+ follower event.

...but you probably all saw that one coming lol

i absolutely intended to complete all the requests regardless of how long it took, but it’s been over 7 months now and i no longer see myself ever getting around to them at this point. i feel awful about it, especially because i was so excited about the event and milestone itself, but i just don’t have the motivation to write the rest anymore.

to be transparent, the main thing that affected and eventually halted my work flow entirely is this weird subconscious self-disciplinary rule i had where i was ‘not allowed’ to write anything until i’d finished my old projects. this isn’t an actual rule obviously, but it prevented me from writing new ideas or enjoying writing on this blog/for tumblr as a whole for months. every time i got inspired to write something, i’d remember that i have these obligatory requests to complete first, that it would be selfish and unfair to ‘ignore’ or not prioritise them, that people will be mad at me for not doing so etc, etc.

i’ve luckily stopped thinking this way now, but that’s why i’ve made this decision. i should write for myself and my enjoyment, first and foremost. it shouldn’t be an obligation. it’s not a commission or contractual assignment, it’s a silly online milestone event that i made and can just as easily discontinue should i want to — so that’s what i’ve chosen to do.

thank you to everyone who participated and/or supported the event, it means a lot to me still, and i’m sorry to those whose requests i didn’t manage to write. even with how much time has passed, i still feel shame and embarrassment about how this all turned out, so your acceptance and understanding would be really appreciated.

my next announcement is that i’m moving blogs.

i’m moving to a new account where i have an interaction/personal main blog (@junovie) and my current nsfw writing sideblog. i might make a new sfw one for my other writing shenanigans, but i haven’t made up my mind about that one yet.

it’s nothing serious, i mostly just want a fresh start. this blog has gotten disorganised and messy, and while some people don’t mind or even like it that way, personally i need structure and organisation in order to stay sane, so my plan is to move to a new blog. as for this blog — i might delete it permanently in the future, but for now, i just intend to archive it.

with the announcements out of the way, i just have a few more things i want to talk about.

i’m currently writing this part of the post in march of 2024, but i’ve been considering these changes since around december of 2023, and started drafting this post in january.

in that time, i’ve been mostly logged out of this account (aside from when i would come to add to this post) and keeping tumblr at arm’s length in general for... no reason in particular really? i know many people have had at least one bad experience or two during their time on tumblr, which may have led to them needing a break, but i’ve honestly been lucky enough to never have encountered anything severe personally.

for the most part, i’ve just been focused on my education. i’m at a stage in my life where i have important decisions to be making, paths and passions i want to be pursuing, responsibilities i need to be taking care of... and in comparison, my time for writing on tumblr has dwindled.

on the other hand, this ‘break’ of sorts, away from tumblr, has helped me realise just how much of my time i had been spending on what is really just another silly little social media app on my silly little phone. that’s not to say the people i’ve met and the feelings i’ve experienced aren’t good, valuable or a part of my life, or that the support i’ve received and joy i’ve shared don’t have worth in the bigger picture, because they are, they do, and i’m grateful for them all!! but in retrospect, there were, and are, more important things in my life that require my time, energy and attention [over writing] and that i should have been prioritising sooner. that’s on me for getting essentially addicted and becoming neglectful, and that’s why i needed to step back like i have.

in some ways, i feel a little guilty, because i feel like, i don’t know... like my sudden ‘hiatus’ should have been as a result of some big, crazy life event, or depression or something. and it kind of was [the latter], at the start, but the truth is it’s the opposite now? like, i’ve just been happier these days... but i don’t think it has anything to do with my break from tumblr, at least not in the sense that it makes me unhappy, or the absence of it improves my mental health or whatever. just in the sense that the time i would have spent scrolling or writing, i’ve now been spending doing other hobbies that make me happy, making connections with real life people, reflecting on and learning to love life and myself. i’m far from being where i want to be and i’m definitely still figuring things out, but i feel like i’m better at dividing my time now, and more capable of being on tumblr without it consuming my life force and every waking thought.

so, i’m going to come back, but i’m making no promises that i’ll be frequently active (at least not as much as i used to be), much less that i’ll be writing/posting new works regularly, especially not requests. i’m here just to have fun, be silly, bond with people over stories and fictional characters — and whatever else i may want in the future — but i never want it to feel like a chore or burden again.

even though i feel bad for basically ghosting everyone in my inbox and being inexplicably MIA for like, 3 months, i don’t regret taking this break. i just hope everyone will understand and respect my decisions and the changes to come.

friends/mutuals are welcome to message me if you’re curious about details or concerned or whatever else, but i’ve probably said enough here to answer any questions lol. i look forward to coming back and catching up with you all.

see you guys soon <3

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#boostie woostie #go follow my pookie on their new acc #and go read their writing!!!

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guys the cards are telling me to get my shit together and write... gonna be good and open up an old WIP tonight

#꒰ ♱ ꒱ — infinite deal of nothing

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so you guys like booping, now get ready for this new feature: reblogging <3

#if ppl rb'd as much as they'd boop then tumblr would be so much healthier