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She's the Man AU

Has Enid "Edwin" Sinclair ever gotten angry? Like destroy a bus kind of angry?

dont think so? She's the man is such a wholesome au, its hard to think of a scenario where she did

maybe at tyler

maybe wyler went on a date and tyler stood her up or smth who knows

so like obviously, enid would get mad because what the hell!!?!? Wednesday didn't deserve that!

Wednesday didn't look that bothered surprisingly

i wonder why..

#she's the man au

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Yeah i meant like a masterlist cos I find that just searching the tags hide posts sometimes, bless that demon baby au master list🙏 but totally understand that that's a lot of work so no worries about it. Not having all the characters play their wednesday book doubles on their show imo is the better option and also because I 100% love the idea of yoko being so dismayed by it even tho she wouldn't have done acting anyway *Yoko kicking down Enids door, the day of the cast announcement* Y: "First I didn't get to be the best woman at the wedding and now I'm not even allowed play myself???" E: "It was in the moment, I didn't purposefully leave you out! and you said you don't act" Y: "That's not the point, I would have liked to be asked" *Pulls up Glasses paparazzi pic of her in costume, holding up to self, the picture of glasses is almost identical to what yoko looks like currently* Y: "She doesn't even look like me" Also did the rest of the Nevermore ppl Yoko, Div, Bianca, Eugene get to go to the premiere of Lyocan Curse? If so I fully believe they wouldn't have gotten any pics on the red carpet cos they're just normal guests not stars, but there's like one slightly blurry pap picture of them hanging with Wednesday and Enid in the theatre that def has at least one online fan posting it next to the cast promo pic and theorising about how 'they've connected the dots' & the viper series is auto biographical -🐅

glad the barely there masterlist helps for the demon au people, i didn't expect so many peeps to need it :') but hey! always glad to help and it helps me in the long run when i need it

anyways, yoko would definitely be playing up how insulted she is that she wasn't even considered. Going all "oh boohoo, im being replaced by a NERD"

Enid: YOU CAN'T EVEN ACT??

Yoko: SAYS WHO?

Enid: SAYS YOU!??

the nevermore gang definitely are invited to the premiere of the lycan curse, not alot of people know who they are but they look goddamn amazing so people just think they're probably important people anyways.

There is definitely one person taking a pic of the gang with wenclair, realizing how similar they look to the cast of Lycan curse and feel so smart abt connecting the dots.

Wicked Truth @jdwicked

guys, i know its crazy BUT i need you to hear me out (There's two pictures. In the first pic, its a blurry shot of Yoko chasing Enid by a street with the rest of the gang chatting nearby shown. In another pic, is the lycan Curse cast) you cannot tell me this coincidence

LMAO DELUSIONAL @delulululand

its coincidence Joking aside, maybe your ramblings may be a lil truthful for this one 🙄

Vapeherize @hohotheyhaveapoint

can't believe im actually going to hear out a twitter theorist bc the similarities is a bit much even more me

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Also wondering if you could correct me on the timeline of the streamer enid au this is just from what I can recall/guess but please correct me! ->Nevermore from show hyde stuff -> Second year stalker & relationship beginnings, stalker murder & proposal -> Third year: Graduation & Marriage. Viper Series starts getting published during this time & the series is semi popular but not big & Wednesday isn't a well known figure yet. -> After graduation figuring themselves out enid settling down in a house and starts streaming as Endespair, is known as a super fan of the obsecure viper book series. Wednesday starts travelling & is writing viper books, both are still in love but having some independance from eachother after being so close in such intense situations & still sending letters & calling eachother. A bad movie adaptation of viper series is made, enid rants about it on stream. -> Wednesday does a remake of bad Viper movie & Enid has a major role & some of other nevermore friends are in it -> Wednesday starts acting/directing etc & becomes a horror scream queen & gets super popular and is also known as super focused and workaholic. Viper books get super popular also. while Enid starts stunt double & Extra work credited as Enid Addams known as Sin Addams on set -> Wednesday & Enid collab on new book Lycoan Curse & it is published credited to Wednesday only, it's a hit. -> Wednesday acts/ helps direct Carnage & enid joins on Carnage as stunt double for it, is an extra in wednesdays next movie Scream in smaller roles -> Lyocan Curse announced to be adapted into show, & Wednesday finally done with ldr and wants to come home to Enid -> Wednesday & Enid get cast as main roles in Lyocan Curse & Wednesday is home with enid now, they are adorable and I love them Am unsure what the timeline is for the bad viper movie & wednesdays remake of it, esp since i think it was before wednesday got popular but am unsure how much that time it gives between having a bad viper movie get made to then having a remake greenlit also if it was during the ldr🤔 Apologies if this feels super nitpicky not trying to be, just trying to wrap my head around the timeline cos I love this sm! anyway ahh sorry for such a long ask, Wenclair and these Au's have me in such a brainrot, I got obsession in my bones -🐅

wenclair start dating by mid to end of 2nd year! Its also the year when Wednesday finishes the book Hyden truth and gets it published around the time the 2nd semester stars.

The marriage happens right after the proposal (both happening in third year, near the end of the actual lunal rite) with maybe a day or two difference just for them to get better from their wounds. Its also the year that the bad adaption of Hyden truth gets made and showcased.

Wenclair and a few of the gang make their own lil remake by themself after graduation. So its not that good of a quality but the effort is shown. Its posted in Enid's old abandoned youtube channel.

The same summer the remake is made, Wednesday makes and publishes her lil short story book that is going to start the monsterfucker allegations in a year or two.

You got everything pretty spot on tiger :D! you did amazing, holy shit. I didn't expect someone to pay that close attention

The announcement of Lunal Curse being adapted isnt when the wenclair ldr ended tho. The 'exile' ended when Wednesday finally sent the final drafts of the book Lunal curse and has it published, she then goes to pack her bags and runs back to enid.

youre so true for this

Wednesday is home with enid, they are adorable and I love them

THEYRE JUST SO CUTE

But just incase, the remake wasn't done during the ldr :) so don't worry abt it

and no worries abt the long ask, i totally get people wanting to understand more on wtf is happening so i appreciate people asking me to expand more :D

thanks again for the ask tiger, have a good dayyy. I totally understand the brain rot, i have it too

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i closed my eyes and suddenly, i became known as the monsterfucker anon—ANYWAY; wednesday doesn't seem to be the type to become a green eyed monster but how does she react to the talks about people crushing on her girl? specially since their relationship status is vague, i could see someone (maybe a co-star or just a fan) asking sin out in her presence or publicly hearing someone wishing sin to rail them. speaking of which, with all the interview talks, i can def see hem reading thirst tweets together

you said that you didn't think really that far in but I HAVE TO ASK: how influential is the show and streamers like endespair in terms of the way outcasts are treated? being called a monsterfucker seems to be more derogatory than funny or nice tbh. is helios also a late bloomer like enid? and is viper also one for the macabre? if so, i feel like her describing helios' transformation to be graceful is so viper of her

since isabelle is an endespair fan, has she done anything to wednesday in behalf of endespair? like endespair is opening fan mail for like a special or something and suddenly comes across a paper she remembered isabelle asked her and the rest of the cast to sign or a poster of the lunal curse with wednesday's signature. is that a bit awkward for her? how does she treat it? esp since isabelle doesn't rlly seem to hide her infatuation with endespair. how does wednesday react? does she feel more obligated to show up as willa in the background?

you said that wenclair isn't really hiding their relationship. will endespair ever be like "o yea guys im e "sin" addams, watch lunal curse now" or sum? would isabelle notice certain traits sin and endespair share that lead her to realizing theyre the same person? does sin call wednesday willa on set? does anyone even bother to question why these two have matching rings? on why they're always so sus and gomez/morticia-like?? why are sins eyes suddenly pitch black when looking at wednesday but bright blue when at literally anyone else??

the interview about werewolves thoughts on the lunal curse, does it ever click to people that the cute werewolf blonde with huge teeth who praised the book and the upcoming adaptation—THE ONE WHO CALLED WEDNESDAY HER WIFE– IS THE SAME PRETTY WOMAN WEDNESDAY IS OFTEN SEEN WITH? THE ONE SHE'S SO COMFORTABLE AND HAPPY WITH???

THE BTS OF WENCLAIR— they're mostly in the background but they're never NOT doing anything. people go crazy for romance and probably see how close these two are. i mean, their co-workers see it, how can the world not? master lip readers come out and reveal the disgusting, dirty stuff these two speak in what seems to be a million different languages. it causes people to look deeper in miss e. addams, the beast that got wednesday out of her cage. WEDNESDAYS HANDS ARE UNDER HER SHIRT PEOPLE, BEST FRIENDS DONT DO THAT!!!

WHAT IF WEDNESDAY'S WALLET GETS LOST AND PEOPLE SEE THEIR MARRIAGE PHOTOS + OTHER STUFF LIKE LETTERS THEY EXCHANGE????

I swear being known as a monsterfucker is uh

Hm

Seeing as outcasts exists, it's kinda up in the air. Like one, being known as a monsterfucker is usually in jest and people just think you have a type or worse case, you got a fetish💀 which is what Wednesday's PR doesn't want her known for. They just twisted it into a fascination with actual monsters.

The more outcast inclined people in Wednesday's Fandom tend to think she simply has a type and it's just a running joke bc of what she writes. Kinda like how people hope she gets her own golden retriever werewolf Gf like Viper 🥺 bc clearly she's projecting her want /j

Anyways, as for if Wednesday reacts! She always hides a smile behind a mug when such talks happen, it's smug asf too. Like I got what you can't have <3

It's hard to be jealous when their relationship survived like 5-6 years of ldr so they trust each other a lot! She does tease Enid abt it tho, much to the werewolf's confusion.

"they want me to what-"

"yes my dear, they went you to do the very same thing you did to m-" sudden hand on mouth.

"wends you can't just say that in public!?"

Pushing that quickly aside, the outcasts racism thing isn't as bad here as it is in my streamer Wednesday au.

The forevermore series change the outcasts view from caution to intrigued, it's why endespair is such a niche streamer bc it's not everyday you see a supposed scary werewolf scream like a little girl and admire a woman.

Also seeing as imperial gold (ship name of helios and Viper) is literally Wenclair, yes Helios is a late bloomer and Viper is into the dark and macabre. It's why the show decides to go with Viper narrating some of helios' scenes and vice versa for that good contrast.

"despite the fact that I've been in this school for years, I haven't been granted the blessing to see Helios shift right before my very eyes.

Now that I'm gifted such an opportunity, I cannot believe the time I've wasted not seeing it.

She's beautiful.

All big gleaming teeth and a body shifting to a form no one else can compare too."

Then on screen is the most brutal looking werewolf transformation ever.

Meanwhile, we got Helios over here stating the obvious.

"to the stars, moons, planets above- they did not have the right to give my deadly roomie a silver knife"

Helios is standing there, looking fucking enraptured with blow out eyes as Viper does idk, smth. I haven't figured out the plot of Lunal Curse other than the main points soooo, it's left vague on purpose.

Endespair doesn't accept fanmail, left over paranoia from the stalker in her junior year so isabelle can't send such things.

Wednesday doesn't at all feel obligated to pop into stream as Willa. They just work in the same room and if Enid wants to go stand up to bring her wife into a hug then that's their business as chat cries abt how single they're making them feel.

As for if Isabelle, I feel like. She'd be in denial? But then she realizes the scar Enid has isn't just effects but real and she goes, oh shit

Like just a little bit bc the way Endespair carries herself is alot more easily exagerrated compared to how Enid normally is. It doesn't help that Enid dyed her hair a little bit more saturated for Helios so they may look similar if you double take.

So she was like 'aha, totally a coincidence' but when she's watching a endespair stream, Mika will wonder where shes watching sin from.

The two fucking PANIC after that

As for the matching rings, I made Enid wear two rings just for that reason too! So in the end It just looks like they're wearing accessories, that's all. Gold rings for Enid bc the obvious is obvious and white gold for wednesday.

Enid cringes at the thought of seeing herself on screen. So she doesn't at all bring up her status as Sin on stream. Someone brings up that there's a werewolf acting with Wednesday Addams? Cringe, disgusting, hurling noises

She's her own hater and chat takes it as Enid being low key jealous that it's another werewolf and not her.

As for whether people recognize Enid from that werewolf interview, they recognize her as endespair than sin. The dorky ass clothes, known beanie and overall simp mannerisms clocked it to her Fandom.

Sorry anon,, people are delusional sometimes so while they note the simp werewolf, they don't linger on it too long.

Wenclair bts? You're so right, whenever they're outside of their room, they do alot of things. Like Wednesday chasing Enid who's wearing a bit too tight of a shirt with the smaller lady wearing a jacket that suspiciously is a bit too baggy.

Sometimes you can see Wednesday looking over papers and Enid is just leaning over her, practically caging the director in between her arms.

Inbetween breaks, if Enid is ever drinking smth, the cast kinda does a double take when Wednesday grabs the bottle and drinks from it. They didn't even looked shocked, like yeah this happens.

Idt Wednesday would ever lose her wallet, but that would definitely be one way to reveal the relationship

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if people clock the werewolf in the interview as endespair, how would her fandom react when they hear weds call her cute?

-🦕

They have a damn FIELD DAY abt it

like, enid hasn't even seen the show at all yet bc she just woke up and started streaming but almost immediately there's media shares and donation text to speech screaming at her

Its not helping that the chat is speeding so fast that she can barely read. Just alot of random button mashes and 'ITS SAILING'

HOLY SHIT GUYS ITS HPPANINEGNG

Enid, confused as hell: what??

ENID YOU NEED TO SEE THIS: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dQw4w9WgXcQ

Enid:..??

You can see her in the cam, blinking a lil with confused before opening the video in the side. You can see her face go from sleepy dazed to immediately attention piqued when it starts, most likely seeing wednesday on the screen.

Then her brows would furrow at the sight of herself, a lil bit of a grimace until her wife talks abt her impression on the werewolf.

Its impressive really, how fast Enid's face turned red.

Chat is screaming their congratulations and thats the day enid got the most money just from donations alone.

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Streamer Enid had to stop doing reactions to viewer submitted content for streams because people kept sending in Wednesday content. Someone made a list of their favorite reactions of hers

A photo of Wednesday soaked in blood from a behind the scenes video: "GAWD DAMN- SORRY, SORRY, CHAT NO- CHAT I'M NOT A SIMP. I'M NOT!"

A picture of Wednesday in a lovely suit: *Enid just stares. Big eyes, not talking, moving, just staring.* "AnYWayS- anyways- no, I did not just go through puberty, you're hearing things."

A video of Wednesday beating the head of prop design and management in an arm wrestling contest, the man is twice her size and built like a truck: "I- wow that is a- okay, yeah- greoo- good for him."

Wednesday in a version of her Rave'n dance dress, modified: "Momm- Ma'am, Ma'aM, I SAID MA'AM CHAT, I SAID MA'AM- NO, DON'T SEND HER THIS CLIP, DON'T SEND HER THIS C-" the video ends abruptly as Enid slams her hand over the camera's lens, banging can be heard along with frantic swearing as Enid fails to hit the end stream button 8 times in a row.

An image of Wednesday on a talk show, proudly speaking about her spouse: "AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA-"

Lizardlesbian

@/ilickrocks

"@/Wednesday.A tell this goofy ass simp to stop screaming bro my hearing is damaged 💀"

idt enid would be that in denial. Its cute sure, but cmon yall. They're married! she can be just as shameless as her wife, just.. as long as said wife isn't in the room is all

Enid's a proud viper collector and wednesday addams stan so she'd go

"mommy? sorry, mommy?" Enid is laughing at the spam of AYO?? and shocked reaction in chat. "whaaat, me simping? no way. Just saying the truth and admirin' a beautiful lady"

She just drops the dirtiest of takes on cam. "Yknow i would def lick the blood off her." Her brows wiggle, "and lick something else if you get what i-" goofy ass cackle happens.

NAWHH THATS NASTY based🤭 one way to be bloodthirsty

during the talk show? when Wednesday mentions that the obviously Endespair on screen is cute?

She's surprisingly silent and the bright red blush says alot but then this goofy and flustered smile grows as her eyes turn from the video to the cam. The shy "she thinks im cute?" has chat dying

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i love how wholesome that end is, like yess Enid is so down bad but actual attention has her fumbling and stuff like they started dating

hey, enid having a praise thing is smth i stand for

A lil words of affirmation can leave alot of people giggling and shit. Enid is people

also theres smth diff abt it being public knowledge that the cold aloof all time star Wednesday Addams thinks Enid is cute that has her swinging her legs and twirling her hair

wednesday saying i love you has Enid's wolf features popping out on set, especially when she's just working and suddenly she feels her wife's hand under her shirt and a kiss on her back

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What if Streamer Enid isn't in denial, she just can't be as open as she wants because last time she got a bit... happy, about her wife on stream, Wednesday's management team sent her an email talking about bad publicity.

Bonus points if Enid knows the management team. The email is basically the most professional way of saying "Hey, can you stop drooling over your wife? Good on you for having a healthy marriage, but people are going to start harassing Ms. Addams over it and if you get caught as her wife, you will never hear the end of it from your audience. Simp, loser, stinky rat dog."

Enid couldn't give a shit about what her audience thinks about her if she tried, but it's very hard to look your wife's PR manager in the eyes while she tells Enid "no actually, if any controversies happens to Endespair or Wednesday Addams, we'll have to go through hours of footage of you screaming and crying over your wife. Do you want that? Daniel's got heart problems and is close to retirement. Do you want to kill him? Because i think if he hear "STEP ON MEEEEEEE!" one more time, his heart problems might just kill him. Maybe he'd just off himself. Do you how hard it is to be her PR manager when we have to monitor activity about her online? We have to see people begging to be murdered all the time. Your her wife, we know you personally. If Daniel doesn't retire, i might just kill him myself. Spare him the pain of watching your eyes go black from sheer horniness."

Enid doesn't react ro viewer submitted content anymore.

thats hilarious HAHAHAHA

but like anon heres the thing, enid's a speck in the large audience of wednesday's fanbase. I meant it when Endespair is a niche thing and while enid is down bad asf she knows not to go explicit

if she does slip up, her fanbase usually sees it as a joke bc even enid can't take it seriously.

she isn't so bad that she got an email of all things yall😭

she's a respectable simp most of the time and her personality isn't constantly just drooling over her wife nor is she horny in stream.

She does give good commentary on films and shows that Wednesday is on but most of the time she's playing horror games and going "i miss my wifeeeee, guys i wonder what she's doing now" when bored

"yall aren't even dating 🥱," chat would say and enid's smile would grow bc man they don't even know.

"you don't know that!"

also.. why would people harrass wednesday over what a fan is saying? at most they'll just call the person out first for potentially crossing boundaries but Enid knows not to do that so it wouldn't happen in the first place.

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We always talk about Endespair’s fans freaking out if/when they learn about Enid being Sin, however, I wonder how “mainstream” fans of the series would react about this really attractive/intimidating actor and badass protagonist being a complete goofball and simp with a little horror games streaming channel!

Sure, Enid isn’t famous as Sin just yet, but once she gets her following as an actor’s going it would be like learning your favorite celebrity is also a complete dork (it’s also very cool when an actor clearly is into the source material! Feels like a fellow fan who “gets it”) more of a Clark Kent situation than a Superman’s!

i remember jd asking me to draw enid's viper collection and just

mad respect is earned from that grind alone. Like everytime a chatter wonders if that's really a coat of Viper in the background, she'd pushes herself out of the cam just to gush over the story on how she got this prop, or the time she literally waited outside a bookstore like a few cities over just for this book

its just really obvious that the things she got isn't there for show and that she's really passionate abt it

also idk much abt how more 'mainstream' fans would react to endespair content but it definitely makes Sin's reputation as badass actor shift to a more approachable one

it'll be like an open secret to her following, that Enid 'Sin' Addams has a streaming channel

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(I read the bit about Wenclair being apart so they could grow separately and healthily, and some creative liberties later, you get this!)

Wednesday knows this is her home.

But is it?

This is the building she agreed to live in with Enid, this is the land she agreed to grow flower beds and vegetables and fruit trees and memories on.

But can she call this her home?

Enid's lived here. Enid's brought over friends, family, the occasional stray so she can get it to the shelter the next morning because she's too empathetic to others plight, even the plight of animals. Enid picked out the furniture and pictures and color scheme. Enid decided what went where, decided the couch would be close to the window because she loves sitting in the sun while drinking her morning tea-

(an apple-citrus mix, 2 teaspoons of real sugar, cooled just enough that the warmth seeps through the ceramic of her mug and heats her hands. Wednesday got her that mug, a dog with a poorly photoshopped cat ear headband on it. Wednesday got it for her.)

-Enid decided to make a little room for her streams, in the far back of the house, far from the bedroom. 'So when you get back, you can sleep nice and cozy in case I'm streaming. I wouldn't want to wake you.' She'd said in a letter. Hand-written and lovingly stamped with a wax seal, shaped like a sun and moon.

Enid's asleep when Wednesday walks in. It's late; Enid's supposed to pick her up from the airport in 3 days but there was a cancelation on an earlier flight and Wednesday paid top dollar to get it. It was supposed to be a nice surprise for Enid: she didn't need to get up so early to get Wednesday, and she gets to sleep in.

But now that Wednesday's in Enid's house?

She feels like an intruder. An intruder in what was supposed to be their home.

She can't get mad at Enid. She can't. She couldn't be mad at Enid if Enid set all of Wednesday's possessions on fire. She'd kiss Enid's hand (big, strong, warm hand) and tell her wife that her luggage was rather heavy.

She can't be so cruel as to be mad at her wife for making decisions without her when she wasn't part of the picture.

There's a picture of them above the fireplace. The two of them smiling, their wedding.

She grabs the frame. Turns it over. There's writing on the back. Wednesday wrote it.

'To my most ineffable Enid, whom has me, mind, body, and soul. My heart beats for you, and my hand writes this for you. My lover. -Wednesday Addams.'

Is this even real anymore? She meant it- means it still.

But would Enid?

Enid grins so big in the picture. Wednesday wears a dark suit, a bright hydrangea pinned over her heart. It's pink and blue. Enid's in a revoltingly hot pink dress that reflected the lights of the wedding venue. There's a black satin petunia over her heart.

Does Enid feel the same anymore?

What if Enid fell out of love, fell in love with someone else? Someone better, more emotionally vulnerable and open and expressive?

What if Enid lied in her letters? Tried so hard to convince them both that they were in love, that she meant when she said she'd never leave Wednesday, through sickness and health. Through dark, thundering storm clouds and blinding bright sun?

What if Enid feels trapped, like she can't leave Wednesday? Wednesday has a reputation- what if Enid doesn't feel safe leaving?

There's a bang behind her, and some sad, scared part of Wednesday hopes it's the gun of another intruder of this home killing her. Hopefully they'd break over taking someone's life and leave Enid be.

When she feels powerful, warm arms ensnare her, she knows whatever gods there might be aren't taking mercy on her.

"Willa!"

There's arms around her and she's pressed against a strong, sturdy body.

There's a kiss to her cheek, and a hand on her belly and a hand turning her head for eye contact an-

"Wednesday- why are you back early? I mean, I am so happy- but why? You're flight wasn't for a few more da-"

Enid sees her tears, her holding of the framed photo that their both in, her scared, mourning face- mourning the home and marriage she shouldn't be privy to anymore because Enid's moved on without her, and she can't be blamed for that- Wednesday can't blame her. It was her choice to agree to leave, Enid said she needed to because Enid wouldn't have the strength to say no to her if she stayed.

What if that was a test? Enid trying to get her used to solitude again so it wouldn't hurt as bad when Wednesday received divorce papers?

"Willa, Willa hey- hey- got ya, I have you sweetheart." A kiss on her forehead.

"What's wrong, darlin'? Did i scare you? 'M sorry."

Enid's voice is rough with sleep. She's warmer than before. Maybe the blankets of her bed warmed her up.

Maybe she got naturally warmer and Wednesday wasn't there to bare witness to it.

"I'm so sorry." What else can she say?

"Are we getting divorced?"

"Do you still love me?"

"Did you find another?"

"Why?" It's Enid talking now. With her deep voice. Is deep the right word?

Her voice isn't thundering skies or roughed with gravel. It's soft. Smooth. A campfire: warm and bright and so dangerous and so healing all the same.

Enid's a living fire.

What if Wednesday's departure killed her flame?

"Why are you sorry, Wednesday?"

"I left you." She looks into the empty fire place. No logs. No ash. Nothing. Enid must've cleaned it so there wouldn't be soot in the air when Wednesday got home.

When Wednesday entered a building she didn't belong in.

"I left you and you lied about missing me in your letters and you found someone else- better, someone who was there for you when you needed- and- and- damn- I'm an intruder in your home and you're divorcing me and I should go-"

"No."

"En-"

"No."

Enid pulls her back into her lap when she tries to stand up. The frame is still in her hands.

"I love you, Wednesday Addams. I didn’t find another lover. I didn’t divorce you, I don't ever plan on divorcing you. I have not once lied in those letters, and I meant every pen-stroke of the declarations of love I put in them."

Enid's so big Wednesday can't wrap her arms around her. Not all the way.

Enid pushes her back ever so slightly, enough that those beautifully soft, warm hands can hold her face. Hold her face like she's something to be desired. Protected. Cherished.

Wanted.

With the carefulness of a painter adding the final touches to their magnum opus, Enid takes the frame out of her hands. Sits it on the ground.

"I am not leaving you. What brought this on?"

Wednesday wants to scream, childishly. She wants to scream and yell and throws thing because Enid isn't allowed to act like Wednesday didn't leave her alone and act like Wednesday is still deserving of Enid's forgiveness and warmth and love.

"I didn't pick any furniture."

Enid stares for a moment. If Wednesday wasn't tear stricken, she has no doubt Enid would tease her. Fondly, of course.

"Is that bad?..."

"No, I- no. But I didn't make memories here- you did. You have lived and grown in this house, the couch has worn-spots from you moving on it, the doorframe of the entrance has marks from you nailing up that stupid welcome sign- I wasn't here. I didn’t get to see these memories being made during a critical time of our lives, and I'm- I'm."

She feels her muscles tighten and constrict and she's a bowstring- ready to snap and fire and hurt someone.

"Easy," Enid whispers, "I'm here, I'm not leaving. And neither are you."

Enid kisses her again. On the lips this time. Her lips are rough and bitten; a bad habit she's had since Nevermore.

She takes the frame from the ground carefully.

"Give me a moment."

She watches as Enid pops the back of the frame open. Beautiful, hand-cut stone still just as strong and firm as the day it was made.

Enid takes a receipt out first. Sits it aside. Wednesday picks it up and reads it, if only to distract herself.

"Ajax's stone cutting!"

230.57

"Thanks Ajax! :) -Enid"

"Thank you, Ajax. Truly. -Wednesday."

"Here," Enid hands her paper. "I was gonna show when you got home -and yes, this is your home too- but I think now is more important. Though, you totally ruined my surprise! I went and got red wine and strawberry ice-cream in the freezer to celebrate you coming home!"

Enid's tone is full of fake hurt. It's calming to know she's barely changed.

Wednesday likes red wine. Reminds her of blood and Enid's scars. She used to love Belladonna berries. Black, deadly berries are perfect for her.

Now, strawberries and blueberries are her favorite.

She opens the paper.

"Wednesday, you mean more to me than anything. I know we bicker and we've had fights, but I think- I was right when I said you just needed someone to listen to you. You just needed someone to look past the knives and murder and threats and see the beautiful, incredibly caring person you are. You almost cried when Eugene almost died, you were so hurt when I left to room with Yoko, you let me hug you and hugged me after everything. Part of me hates that you don't show that care to anyone else (except Eugene, you both know you'd give up a grudge for him) but part of me, a selfish, needy part, loves that you only let me see it. Sometimes, when you're threatening someone and I see their fear, I smile because they didn't get to see you take care of me when I got sick, when that depressive episode hit me during 2nd year, when I hated myself and was figuring myself out. I'm not good with words like you are. I wish I was. But, honestly? It doesn't matter. What good are words when you're indescribable? I would follow you off cliffs and the beaten path and into dark, spooky and kooky caves. Full of bats, spiders, bugs, and whatever other creepy crawlies are in caves. I'm sure you know them by heart.

I love you Wednesday Addams, and I'm sorry words aren't good enough to show my love the way I want.

-Enid Addams.

(P.S. maybe not spiders. I love you a lot but ewwww! :() <-(isa duck!!!))"

"Enid..."

"This is my home." Enid presses a finger to Wednesday's heart, claws retracted.

"I would follow you into the sun, and I'd follow you into the forest, and on stage, and into little mom-and-pop shops that know how to fix your typewriter."

Enid takes her hand sweetly, presses an even sweeter kiss to her pulse point of her wrist. Her knuckles.

"I love you. I loved you in Nevermore, I loved you separated by miles, and I love you as you sit in my lap. I. Love. You."

Wednesday stares at the paper again. It's probably the first time in her life Enid's used proper punctuation. Mostly. She doubts duck emoticons written by hand count as proper.

"I love you as well. Always."

"Good, 'cuz you can't get rid of me."

"I would never want to."

Enid grins, challenged.

""Never"? What if i ate all your ice-cream?"

"I'd bury you alive in a ditch."

"Wow. Really feelin' the love here, honey."

Wednesday kisses her nose.

She's in their home. With her wife. In their living room. With her wife.

"Now, can we pretty please go to bed? I'm tried and half naked and you're not warm not all and I'd prefer to not freeze my ass off."

"Hmmm. That would be a shame. It is a lovely ass."

"Hey! My eyes are up here!" Enid huffs.

"Good to know," Wednesday circles Enid playfully, a moment of silliness, "unfortunately, I'm admiring your ass."

"Willa!"

It's only in the morning, well rested for the first time in years, does it hit Wednesday how lucky she is.

Enid's asleep beside her, face glowing in the sunlight that peeks from dark curtains, drooling on her pillow. Her hand is over Wednesday's body, wedding ring reflective like Enid's wedding dress.

Enid's body warmth has even Wednesday's chilly skin heated.

She kisses Enid's beautiful face. Her nose scrunchs up adorably.

This is her home. Enid is her home.

She agrees with Enid.

She'd follow Enid into stores and shop for bright pink clothing, and follow her into loud conventions for games she doesn't care about but Enid does so she does too, and follow her on stages for the world to see her love burn likes the stars, and she'd follow Enid to bed they share in the home they share on the land they share.

Wednesday wasn't there to watch Enid rub spots into the couch from her moving, she wasn't there to watch Enid fall to put a nail into the doorway for her stupid wrlcome sign 17 times in a row.

But Wednesday will be there to watch Enid stub her toe and dramatically complain for a day and half, she'll be there to help Enid grow watermelons and apples and citrus for snacks and tea and health, she'll be there to watch Enid cry over K-dramas and listen to how that makes no sense, those two are soulmates and-

Wednesday will be there for it all.

She will.

She kisses Enid's cheek to rouse her.

It's a new day.

(This got so much longer than I intended. Hope you enjoy!)

I'M GONNA CRY, LEMME PLAY UP SOME MUSIC AND WRITE ENID'S POV SOMETIMES AFTER THIS BC ANON THIS BEAUTIFUL AND I LOVE IT SO SO MUCH WTF

You're gonna make me write the streamer Enid au with this shit oml, it's beautiful and I love it so much

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Endespair doesn't stream for two months, chat notes.

There's a ruckus in the discord and like children missing their parent, they screamed into the abyss for attention. They didn't receive it and so they sucked it up like adults and just wondered if the realization of not dating esteemed author Wednesday Addams is too much and she died.

Pssshaw! Funny joke deeznuts240!

....

Okay but hopefully not, their streamer isn't that weak willed right?

It isn't unusual for the werewolf to drop off the face of the earth at times but dammit they had a routine! She streams everyday, they offer money and support.

Sure she leaves for a day or three, maybe a week but not two months. Can you really blame the community for buzzing in apprehension and dread the moment the third week passed with no notice?

The world isn't that dangerous for outcasts nowadays right? some mutter. She better have a good reason! Some cry. If she comes back with an injury istg I'm dropping all my savings, one sobs.

Woah pump the breaks, another chimes.

Yknow Enid doesn't like that! And the others agree with those words. I'm sure she just fell into hibernation or smth

Do werewolves even go through hibernation? One wonders. It's legit early spring smth, way too early even so

Most shrug. Idfk but it's endespair, she's wack as hell

Chat tumbles into a whole discourse on whether or not werewolves hibernate or if it's an endespair thing. Meanwhile, Yoko who has been watching the whole thing shakes her head.

"this is your community, Enid?" she mutters, before huffing out a smile when a notif for another hundred gifted pops up. "atleast we know they can support you if you ever go broke."

Safe to say when Enid streams again a day later, chat is furious. Well, as furious as a pack of puppies can be atleast.

They're a clingy bunch, this chat and Enid has never been greatful she got a wholesome albeit teasing community. Sure she got shot with her own loaded nerf gun that she forgot existed but it's all fun and games.

There's cries of finally back with the milk!! Oml she's ALIVE!?? Ldespair left us all aloneeee :(

Spams of L litter chat and Enid's laugh makes it pause for a moment. Man, even if they don't outright say it they did miss their streamer. Horrible fashion sense and all.

She feels different, some realize. Her eye bags are gone and she looks like she's glowing. Not literally of course but through vibes alone.

A chime of someone donating ten thousand has Enid sputtering out her drink. It spoke, uncaring off the heaving mess it left the streamer behind.

"Endespair did you hear that lycoan curse is getting adapted!?"

It's no wonder chat grapples onto that announcement immediately because while they're Endespair fans first, they were Viper stans second. Clammor comes, throwing opinions and joy that it has Enid leaning back and reading.

Then a message pops into her screen and Enid's cup hides the smile that grows.

Willamarryme?

> I didn't expect them to miss you this much. It's reminding me of a pack of dogs

^ certainly loyal like them too if your bank statements say anything

Eneedyou <3

> would totes leave for another month if this is how welcoming they are

> also PASSIVE INCOME BABEYY

Willamarryme?

> you're incorrigible

> what would your pack think if they knew you were saying such things?

Eneedyou <3

> always said I'd throw everything away just to spend time with you :)

^ not my fault I keep my word😜

---

Joking aside, Enid makes it a community stream and plays games with chat

Enid's two month hiatus is just her and Wednesday going into a routine and them overall having fluffy slice of life, domestic vibes bc they are married and they deserve such peace :)

Also to the anon who writes this pls tag yourself or if you're willing, I'll name you writer anon bc YOU DESERVE IT FPR ALL THIS EFFORT IT'S SO GOOD HOLY SHIT

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This is my first time writing on PC! It's so much easier :)

Okay, remember how I wrote the bit about Enid going through a depressive episode in 2nd year?

This is my first time writing on PC! It's so much easier :)

What if I wrote the episode and Wednesday taking care of her? :)

Streamer Enid AU.

Also! I have a song recommendation! Love Like You from Steven Universe. Specifically the duet of Ashe and Caleb Hyles! :)

(They aren't dating yet.)

"Are you alright?"

"To be honest? No. Not in the slightest. Feel like dogshit."

"Is there anything I could do to help?"

"No, not really."

"Do you have... do you know why you feel this way?

"No."

"Melancholy, then."

The werewolf lifts up her head from it's spot of a disgustingly pink pillow.

Enid blinks at her.

Once.

Twice.

"I might be fruity but 'm not a fruit, Willa."

Wednesday feels like she's been shocked by Uncle Fester.

"What?"

"You said I have Melancholy. I'm not a fruit."

"Melancholy is sadness without an apparent reason," she wants to add venom to her voice. Call Enid Stupid and idiotic.

But it's Enid.

"Not a fruit, Enid.'

The blonde pouts, drops her head and lets out a pathetic sigh.

"Watermelon is my favorite fruit."

"I'm fond of Belladonna berries, personally."

Enid lifts her head again, this time turning on her back to face Wednesday properly.

She smirks. It's the closest she's been to a real smile since Monday.

It's Thursday.

"How are they named both so young and so old? I hear Bella and I think of Twilight- I hear Donna and I think of this old baker-lady from San Francisco who smoked like crazy and yelled at everyone. She beat a- did I ever tell this story?" Enid's grin is small. She has told Wednesday this story. Enid was tired.

She must've forgotten.

"Never." She lies.

"Well, she- she got robbed- attempted-ly robbed- is attemptedly even a word? Anyways- she almost got robbed, got the guy that broke in, and beat his ass with a rollin' pin. The cops had to pry her off!"

Enid's smile is bigger.

Her scars are lit up by light of the moon that peaks in from the window.

Her eyes glow in the dim lighting.

Her scars are pink.

Her eyes are blue.

"A pleasant story," Wednesday pretends she's never heard it, "what happened to the baker?"

"She's still alive! When I went home over break, she was still kickin'! I think she started smoking more, which is horrific- seriously, this woman smokes like 2 packs a day. It's nuts."

Wednesday hums.

She stands up and walks to the door.

"Wait!"

Her head snaps back so fast she can hear the pop that sounds in her neck.

Enid's hand is outstretched, and she's standing now, when Wednesday turns around she's retracting it in embarrassment.

"I- there's not really anything you can do to help, but that didn't mean I wanted you to leave." She flushes and looks at the floor.

"I'll only be gone a moment. I'll need Thing's help, also."

Thing runs to Wednesday's feet.

Enid's face is red. Wednesday can see her eyes get glossy with tears.

"Promise you'll both come back?"

Wednesday's hand tightens on the doorknob.

"I swear on Thing's life."

She faces the door again.

"Swear it on my life too."

Wednesday turns fully at that.

"What?"

"Swear it on mine too. You care about both of us too much to lie."

Enid swallows harshly. She doesn't move. Her arms are behind her.

Her scars are pink.

Her eyes are blue.

"I swear on the life of Thing Addams and Enid Sinclair that I will only be a moment."

"Okay."

Enid stares at the ground. She turns back to her bed.

"Okay."

.

.

.

Enid's on her stomach when Wednesday reenters the room.

Their room.

"Enid." Wednesday speaks quietly.

She spent time on this, but Enid needs rest.

She'd feel awful if she woke her "roomie."

"Yeah?" Enid rolls onto her back again.

What if Enid didn't like it?

Wednesday wants to vomit and scream and run away.

She doesn't.

"I have something that requires you to close your eyes and follow me."

Enid laughs- a puff of air, really, but it's better than her downcast face.

"First you're gone for 11 minutes, now you want me to follow you blind?" She stands and closes her eyes.

Enid counted.

Enid smiles.

Thing runs to his box.

Wednesday grabs her backpack.

She takes Enid's hand.

Her hand is warm. Her fingers are pink from the cold.

They start moving.

"If I didn't know any better, I'd say you're 'bout to bury me alive!"

She sounds playful.

Good.

"If I wanted to kill you, I'd have used one of your revoltingly pink scarves to strangle you."

Pink scarves.

Her fingers are pink.

Her scars are pink.

Her eyes are blue.

They're outside now.

"Nice to know you have it planned. Though," Enid almost trips over a tree's root. She barely slows in following Wednesday, "I can't help but feel hurt that you'd be so..." She doesn't need to look back to know the smug shit is smirking, "barbaric! That's the word!"

Wednesday considers letting Enid hit a branch head-on.

She moves Enid out of the way of the branch that she can't see.

"I mean, I figured after being besties for so long you'd at least think about giving me some kinda dramatic death. Throwing me into a fire as my lover begs for my life? No? You have no taste, Willa."

She imagines Enid with burn scars. She thinks they'd run up her arms like sleeves. Maybe splashed across her ribs and stomach.

The scars would be pink.

Her eyes would still be blue.

"I'd kill your lover first. No witnesses."

"You wouldn't grant me my final death-wish of being dramatic as I go?"

'I'd join you in the fire. I'd burn with you because to lose you would kill me in a different way.' It climbs up her throat and sets on her tongue.

She doesn't let it leave her mouth.

"I'd write something funny on your urn."

"Make it a pun," they're nearing the spot now, "and I'll consider forgiving you for not giving different-timeline me a death worthy of being on a K-drama."

"Done."

She leads Enid to the spot.

"Sit."

"I'm not a dog, Willa-"

She sits.

"-I take offense."

"Open your eyes."

Enid opens her eyes.

They're on a blanket in the forest. Wednesday has the laptop the sat delicately on the blanket.

The blanket's big.

"Wednesday..." she breathes softly.

"You always wanted a girls night." She sets her backpack down, zips it open, and pulls out her supplies.

Nail polish.

Cans of juice and soda.

Snacks.

A another blanket.

"You are the best roomie." Comes out soft. Like it left her mouth without her knowledge.

"I thought... if ever I should indulge you." She pauses.

The stars are bright, so far out from the light pollution. It illuminates them both.

Enid stares straight up to the sky.

The colors of the stars reflect in her eyes.

Her face is lit up, just barely.

There's pink in the blue of her eyes from the stars.

Her scars are pink.

Her eyes are blue.

"It should be now."

Enid stands suddenly, faces her roommate, grabs Wednesday's face and kisses her.

Her lips are warm.

Her lips are pink.

They both stare at each other when Enid pulls away. Neither making a sound.

Enid sits back down.

Wednesday stands.

It's quiet.

Enid gasps sharply, and turns her head up to face Wednesday.

"OMG! Can we watch The Sunrise Paradise? Please?!"

Wednesday blinks.

"The... Sunrise Paradise?"

"The K-drama? It's sooooooooo good! Swear on Thing!"

Wednesday presses her lips into a line.

Enid's warmth sits on them like the taste of red wine.

"Swear both on Thing and me."

Enid's face drops, and for one, dizzying moment, Wednesday wonders if she's said the wrong thing.

But then Enid grins. Bright and blinding and beautiful and Wednesday understands why humans love.

Enid, still grinning, places her right hand over her heart.

"I, Enid Sinclair, swear on the life of Thing Addams and Wednesday Addams that The Sunrise Paradise is the most incredible show ever."

Wednesday joins Enid in her sitting.

"I trust you."

.

.

.

The show is good, Wednesday loathes to admit. The characters are well-written and the cinematography is great and the actors are a perfect cast.

"It's adequate."

Enid has a smile on her face. She hasn't stopped smiling.

"That's Wednesday for 'you're so correct that it's embarrassing me, Enid.'!"

"That's... That's 'Wednesday'?"

"It's how you talk; I wouldn't force you to talk differently, so I learned how to speak Wednesday!"

"I- uh..."

A gasp.

"Do I have the Wednesday Addams lost for words? Oh, I feel powerful!"

Wednesday wants to slap the smile from her lips.

She wants to kiss them.

"You mentioned a "Twilight" earlier."

"I don't think it's your kinda movie. It's like watching Tyler and-"

"You don't need to add more. Tyler's essence being in that movie is more than enough to sway me away."

Enid nods.

Then flops backwards, starfishing herself.

Enid looks at the stars.

The stars light up her eyes.

Her scars are pink.

Her eyes are blue.

"Enid?"

"Yeah?"

"I was wrong. earlier."

"What'da you mean?"

"About my favorite fruit."

Her scars are pink.

Her eyes are blue.

"They're strawberries and blueberries."

She lies next to Enid. Shoulder to shoulder.

She looks at the stars.

There's green.

Red.

Orange.

Pink.

Blue.

"Willa?"

"Yes, Enid?"

"Do you think... do you think we'll be together forever?"

Wednesday's heart beats harder.

"In what way?"

"Like-" Enid sticks her arm up so Wednesday can see her hand flip about. "-like friends?"

'Why just friends?' she wants to say.

She doesn't

"I meant it in first year when I said your mark was indelible. Even if we grew apart, there's no doubt in my body that I'd remember you."

"How did I leave an inedible mark on you? You never told me."

"Indelible."

"Answer the question."

Wednesday takes a deep breath through her nose.

She pushes it out through her mouth.

"I think... I think to lose your mark would be to lose my humanity. The compassion you taught me."

A huff.

"Everyone's got some compassion."

"Maybe. But I've always been told that I needed to express it by people who faked theirs-" She turns to look at the side of Enid's face.

She's still looking at the stars.

Her scars are pink.

Her eyes are blue.

"-You live by compassion. You exude it."

Wednesday turns to face the dimmer stars above her.

"I've always learned better by example."

She feels a hand brush hers.

She takes it.

"If we were to grow apart, how would you want it to happen?"

"What do you mean?"

"Like. Would you want to go our separate ways hating each other? Slowing losing contact and not doing anything to get it back?"

"I would want to lose you through your choices."

She can hear Enid shift to look at her.

She turns herself to look at Enid.

The stars are brighter.

"What?" It's breathless.

"You're important to me, Enid. I want what is best for you. If we were to grow apart, I'd want to be from you deciding it's what's best for you."

"Oh."

Enid turns to face the sky.

Wednesday's still looking at the stars.

"I'd want to hate you."

"Oh?"

"'Cause, I... You mean quite a lot to me too, Willa. I don't ever want to forget you. If we grew apart, I'd want to hold a grudge because those last. Donna still knows that robber's name and she still calls him the scum of the earth. That 30 years ago when he was 15 and she was 35."

"Mother has said to be careful whom I offend. She's said spite can weather time better than love."

Silence.

Wednesday likes the quiet.

It leaves her less stimulated.

It makes it easier to burn the curve of Enid's jaw into her mind's eye.

Her scars are pink.

Her eyes are blue.

"Right and wrong."

"Pardon?"

"Spite can weather it better. But I think you mistook her words. You think spite will weather time better than love. It's only a can."

Enid's thumb brushes the back of her hand.

"I think it depends on the people with the love."

Wednesday hums.

"What could make you hate me, Enid?"

"Hmmmm. That's tough."

Enid looks at her.

Wednesday never stopped looking at her.

"Set all my stuffed animals on fire and replace all my clothing with black suits."

"Simple enough."

"Are you planning on earning my- my- my ire? Could you really be so cruel?" She puts on a faux shaky tone.

"I'm only saying it's surprisingly easy to make you hate someone. Maybe I was wrong about you being compassionate. Maybe you're as spiteful and vengeance-loving as me."

"Maybe so."

Enid squeezes her hand.

She squeezes back.

"What about you? What could make you hate me?"

Her scars are pink.

Her eyes are blue.

"Make everything pink."

"Hey! Show some respect- pink is an incredible color!"

"Maybe so."

Her scars are pink.

"I just don't think I could bare to forget blue."

Her eyes are blue.

-Writer Anon.

WEDNESDAY YOU ABSOLUTELY DAMN SAP

i love the repeating of enid's colors, really slamming it in how much Wednesday thinks they're important. How much Enid is important. Also idk if its just me but the pink dye is enid's hair temporary, the pink tint of the scar will fade to something darker. But blue? Blue is enid's eyes, blue will forever stay, it wont ever change

Just like Enid's presence, enid's mark

anyways, have this lil tidbit

-

"I think i said i'd rather hate you because it would be easier," Enid says. "but.. i don't think i would hate hate you."

Wednesday eyes her, "What do you mean?"

"Hate means disliking something so much that its all i see." A breath of air comes. "But i don't think a part of me could ever hate anything about you. I'm sure that'll stand even when we're miles apart."

Wednesday stares. Is that.. a good thing? She stays silent but the slight raise of her brow was enough for Enid to explain.

There's a pause and she really wondered if she was really going to say what she's planning to. Well, in for a skip and all for a drop or however it goes.

"Maybe if you asked me last year, i'd consider it but now?" There's a shy smile on Enid's face, her eyes staring onto the curious ones of Wednesday. Its hard to even think that she could've hated the girl lying next to her. Its no wonder the words that come next is easy, like settling into a bed. "I love you too much to even do so."

Wednesday stares.

Enid scrambles for a response, the beat of her heart loud and pounding against her ears. "I mean obviously you don't have to love me back and stuff! its just part of the explanation-"

She's still staring.

"-and like Love means seeing the thing you like and dislike about a person and still willing to care for them despite that! So i could never dislike you enough to hate you because i love you alot more-"

"i think i get it," Wednesday murmurs and its in the silence that Enid realizes just how close the two are.

Now they're both staring and Enid is lowkey losing her shit inside her head because did she just confess?

what kind of dumbass just confesses accidentally!?

Her, apparently, oh my go-

"That would mean i love you too," Wednesday carefully places and just like that, she drags Enid out of the depth she just drowned herself in.

Wednesday has that gift, she supposes. Being there.

"oh," Enid replies. "Cool," she continues, hardly trying to fight back the grin that's growing on her face. "Coolio."

There's warmth in her palms and they're still holding hands.

"Cool," Wednesday agrees and she's smiling.

She's beautiful, Enid notes. If lying down and making an embarrassment of herself means she could see that-

Well, she wouldn't mind doing it for the rest of her life.

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Streamer au: Junior year stalker edition

Aight guys, lemme drop some lore shit on yall for the streamer au

We all know that sophomore year (season 1) is all abt Wednesday. Tyler is there etc etc, it's all show except more signs of Wenclair pop in and Enid kills Tyler in self defense by the end. They continue onto the second semester, more signs of the stalker show up and it just seems like little pranks and horrible dark morbid jokes has Wednesday huffing out what could be a laugh.

Enid is seen getting more and more irate, gets easier to piss off during this semester and alot more overprotective. Then the year ends

Wenclair get closer during the summer break, stalker isn't able to send dumb rose stems with thorns anymore and Enid is relieved

Junior year rolls around and it's a new semester. This time, while Wednesday is still a focus there's more Enid screen time. Her mental is a little bit down the drain bc after her first shift, she hasn't been able to shift at all

Like sure she can bare her teeth, actually growl and showcase her nails much longer than before but that's it

No call of the moon every month

Family isnt so supportive of that.

she's been having these dreams lately and this whole stalker thing with Wednesday is stressing her tf out. Like sure it looks like an admirer who's trying their best to go try Wednesday aesthetic in an attempt to woo but she's not jealous!

She's worried!

And.. Maybe a little concerned. She and Wednesday literally confessed into loving each other sometime during the semester. She just wanted to confront them and see what they're planning because while Wednesday can see it as courting, Enid wonders if someone is planning to kill her girlfriend?? (loved one?? They haven't talked it out yet)

So she catches a whiff of a scent and seeks out the stalker herself.

Surprise surprise, it's a guy. Og plan was for them to be the left over gang who did the raven prank. Then I realized that with how odd the Addams family is, death threats might come off as 'romantic' inclined gifts and it made me think of using xavier

Maybe he got approached by these guys and got roped into it. He could've had plausible deniability, if it weren't for the fact that he helped give the boys access to silver. Xavier was a good kid, he meant well

But enid kept hovering over wednesday and it was frustrating. He could have a chance, he just needed her out of the way for a moment

When promised such a thing, it's not his fault he accepted

The boys sought revenge for Tyler, having heard that it was Enid who killed him. They were planning to strike Wednesday originally, thinking that it's her influence that made him think outcasts were ok to hangout with until they heard the news from sheriff galphin during Tyler's funeral.

Killed by a werewolf, they were told. It wasn't hard to pinpoint a werewolf with fresh scars in nevermore. This just proved their point, outcasts are dangerous! Enid most especially.

She could go insane, they whisper. Don't you see? The scars are just the start of it. Can you really trust a murderer?

Anyways, enough of that.

Enid gets captured, shit goes down when she went missing for three or so days. Maybe a week if I want to push it but when Wednesday finally figures out where Enid is, she can't believe she didn't realize where.

Wends barges into the place because ofcourse they would be in the crypt, stuck somewhere deeper inside. In the older cells where they kept outcasts in the olden days.

Enid's low key barely hanging on, but she's breathing and she doesn't know how long it's been.

Until she smells Wednesday and the sound of her being struck.

Wednesday has an odd relationship with jericho's police department but even he knows that there's some truth in Wednesday's words at times

There's no harm in checking out the crypt she mentioned to him right?

He smells the thick scent of blood just as he steps inside and immediately calls for back up.

It's silent in there, barely a whisper and when the rest of his crew show up, they all crawl in with a bad feeling in their stomach.

They stumble across five dead bodies and a stained red Enid Sinclair cradling Wednesday Addams the deeper they went.

What they see is akin to a massacre and it isn't until it needs to be documented did they realize that it was a warning.

There's guts spread onto the wall, an organ hanging onto a cell bar and blood staining the mouth of Enid Sinclair.

It's not hard to put two and two together.

She gets taken into custody. Her wounds get categorized and she's left in a cell with a muzzle and mittens on for protection.

It's in jail that Enid finally gets to process everything.

They weren't just dreams. It was memories. Past instances of old werewolves dying, it was a warning.

And she hears them clearly, the choir and is now aware that something is deathly wrong with her.

Enid misses the first semester because of her time. She's still a suspect, she still has her trial.

Wednesday visits as much as she can, it helps keep the noise down.

It isn't until three months away (missing winter break and the start of the second semester) from nevermore did the case settle and Enid was declared a free man for she acted in self defense. The unnecessary amount of force that the normies insisted on was excused by the large amount of silver coated in Enid's own remains

she's different, alot more quiet but then Wednesday hugs her just as she's released and maybe, she can act like everything is okay

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Did the Addams family low key bribe the judge? Maybe..

Anyways, some stuff here is gonna be mentioned again for their senior year! Which I will reblog onto this but here are my general thoughts that happened during their sophomore year

They're like what 16-17 here? So rip Enid, she's going through some things but atleast she seems pretty ok present time

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I caught you JDWicked :)

"Why can't you just accept that people care for you? Is it so hard to think maybe someone could look at you and go "Oh! Maybe they shouldn't fucking die!"?"

"I can take care of myself. I don't need you to care for me."

Helios is taken aback at that. How dare she? She can't stop from yelling.

"DID YOU EVER CONSIDER MAYBE I NEED TO TAKE CARE OF YOU?! THAT I WANT TO? I WATCHED THE HYDRA PUT A HOLE IN YOU AND I- I- I'M SUPPOSED TO JUST NOT CARE? I'M SUPPOSED TO JUST IGNORE YOU WALKING AROUND WITH A GAPING WOUND AND ACT LIKE IT'S ALL FINE AND DANDY AND NOT THE SCARIEST THING I'VE EVER FUCKING SEEN?"

"Don't act like you care, Helios. We both know we just wanted to have a good story for your mother. "The big bad wolf finally coming out?" A perfect story to get her respect." The cool tone might've calmed her down at a different time.

A different place.

A different life.

Helios' muscles feel like someone dropped a lit match into a barrel of gunpower. She can feel the starts of steam just before the first sparks ignites.

And she ignites.

"HOW FUCKING DARE YOU!"

She's screaming now. She can feel her voice carry and deflect from the trees and earth and air. She can feel her voice rattle her bones.

She hopes Viper's bones rattle too.

"HOW DARE YOU FUCKING SIT THERE AND ACT ALL HIGH AND MIGHTY AND ALONE? YOU WOULDN'T KNOW ALONE IF IT THREW YOU INTO A DARK CLOSET AND BEAT YOU FOR SPEAKING OUT OF TURN-"

"What-" Viper starts but Helios isn't listening now. She's mad and her anger thrums under her skin like magma.

Her body is a gas filled coal-mine. And Viper is a moronic canary flying in while set ablaze.

"-NO. YOU HAVE HAD THE CHANCE TO TALK, AND TALK, AND TALK, AND I AM DONE. IT'S YOUR TURN TO FUCKING LISTEN. I HAVE WATCHED YOU RUN INTO FIRES AND DANGER AND MONSTERS- I HAVE WATCHED YOU COME BACK TO THE DORMS WITH A FUCKING KNIFE IN YOUR GUT. I-"

She can feel tears push on the back of her eyes. She hates that she sounds caring.

She hates that she is.

"-I FUCKING DARE TO CARE THE SLIGHTEST OUNCE FOR YOU AND WHAT HAPPENS?! YOU TELL ME TO FUCK OFF! TELL ME THAT I'M BEING ANNOYING- BECAUSE HOW COULD I EVER DECIDE TO HAVE SOME FUCKING EMPATHY FOR ANOTHER PERSON?! IS THAT IT? YOU THINK YOU'RE ABOVE EMPATHY?!"

"I-"

"GUESS FUCKING WHAT? YOU AREN'T. YOU THINK YOU ARE, YOU- YOU THINK YOU'RE ABOVE YOUR HUMANITY AND FOR FUCKING WHAT? WHAT'S IT ALL FOR?!"

She turns and slams a fist into the tree closest to her. The bark and core collapses under her swing.

She turns back to Viper. She can feel her bones shake from her rage. If she didn't love the shorter woman, she'd be strangling her.

"WHAT IS IT ALL. FUCKING. FOR?!"

"I'M TRYING TO KEEP YOU SAFE, IMBECILE!"

For a brief, brief moment, the world stands still. There's no forest-fire raging, pushing ever closer to them. No monster just beyond the edge of the forest that they can hear the feel the attacks of, even so far into the forest as they are. There's no haunting sense of fleeting time.

They're just 2 scared girls in the woods. 2 scared girls who care for each other, but only one can say it.

And it's here, in their little fragment of frozen time, that 2 scared girls embrace.

Maybe embrace is too graceful a word. It's more of honey and poisoned-glue being smacked together and trapping one another.

They barely have time for frantic "I love you"s and a wild plea for the other to stay safe before they part ways.

Viper to the flames.

Helios to the monster.

Their efforts will be enough to win.

They have to be.

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"C-cut!" Comes the shaky call, as the blare of the "End Scene Alarm" rings in the studio.

"Holy shit, are y'all alright? That got so fucking intense."

"I-" Bianca's actress has tears falling down her face in waves. Sin wonders if a siren's body has enough water to cry that much. "Fuck."

"Yeah, I-" Tyler's actor barely speaks through his sobs. "I can't fucking be on this set, I did to go breathe and calm down and not be here for the reshoot, I-" Bianca's actress takes his hand, crying just as hard- harder, maybe- and leads them both off set.

"It.. wasn't that bad? I think you guys got a lil' too invested in it. And yet, we're the actresses." Sin gestures to herself, then Wednesday.

Wednesday says nothing.

"Are you sure you're okay?" Yoko piped up. Sin's only seen her cry when she thought her and Divina had broken up, and yet she's bawling. Sin bear-hugs her, and picks her up.

She grips tightly.

"That's my wife." Wednesday grumbles. She begins walking to her and Sin's little trailer-breakroom. "Do you want tea?"

Sin swings herself and Yoko around to face Wednesday.

"Yes please!"

"Everyo-everyone take 5! or- maybe 10! Jus-just take a break. fuck. I need to go cry."

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"Ya think we over did it? Everyone seemed really upset- Thing stilled hasn't gotten over it!" Enid points at the shaking hand, holding onto the box that held Enid and Wednesday's wedding rings.

"They'll be fine. I think it a compliment- my writing-"

"And our acting."

"-Moved them to tears." Wednesday takes a powdered donut and eats it.

She wipes her sugared fingers on Enid's black sweatpants.

"Hey!"

Wednesday smirks, then takes a drink of her coffee.

"Relax, we'll just tell everyone that it's coke. They'll be understanding."

Enid slaps her arm in scorn.

"Wednesday!"

Wednesday rolls her eyes, then takes Enid's hand.

Kisses it.

"No." Enid reels her arm back in. "No kissies for coke-fiend rumor-spreading girlfriends!"

Wednesday's eyes get glassy. Wet. Enid knows the aren't fully black; they're a very dark brown.

"Wha-"

"No rumors or no kissies!"

Wednesday's eyes get wetter, bigger. Enid wonders if she has any werewolf in her because that's a very good set of puppydog eyes.

"Forever?" She asks, voicing breaking. She looks like she's about to cry.

"What? No, Willa it's just a joke."

"You promise?" Her voice wobbles.

"Yes, yes I promise Babycakes, I promise. I couldn't live without your kissies. Is jus'a joke."

"Not very funny."

Enid sighs and rubs Wednesday's back, soothing circles. She kisses the top of her head.

"Yeah, I got that from you almost fucking crying."

There's a bang on their door, and Enid almost breaks her wife's spine when she flinches and hugs her closer instinctively.

"You're on in 15- and, for the love of god, warn us before you decided to give it your all and make everyone cry. Miss Tanaka still hasn't stopped crying."

Enid rolls her eyes now, takes Wednesday by the arms and kisses her.

"They think that was our best? I pity them."

"We got 15 minutes." Enid stands them both, dramatically steps back, then offer her hand.

"May I have this dance?"

Wednesday crosses her arms, then stares at Enid's hand.

"Remind me why we're married?" She takes the werewolf's hand, setting them into a position to start dancing.

Enid spins them slowly, smoothly. Wednesday taught her to slow dance.

"I'm cute, taller than you and can put up with your bullshit?"

Wednesday scoffs, let's Enid push her out then reel her back in spinning.

She pushes herself to the bulky wall of Enid's body.

"I don't know about cute. I'd say more... seductive. Painfully charming. Impossible to ignore and overlook."

"Careful," Enid whispers into Wednesday's shoulder. She kisses it. Scrapes it with her teeth. "We've only got 9 minutes left."

-Writer Anon. (also Yoko was there for emotional support and free food. She ended up needing the emotional support.)

Omygod writer anon really be coming in for the clutch, thank you again for the really good content

I'll prob shift the Viper books from being rather accurate to what happened in their nevermore years to being inspired and based on it. There's alot of similarities if you knew the source material and the book

It also helps give freedom in writing these types of things 💀

if it helps lycoan curse is where Enid low key skips another semester due to outside reasons. She's taken to smth akin to a camp so she can be tested by these elder wolves (If yknow then yknow) bc her status as a grimwolf has been exposed due to the rumors from sophomore year and they need to know if she's with them or against them

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Okay fuck, I just had a thought.

You know how you said Wenclair went apart for a bit for the betterment of each other, but they stilled yearned and longed for one another?

And I wrote to separate stories that used that as a point?

Hozier's Through Me (The Flood), which I listen too quite often, fits.

"But try measure loss Measure the silence of a house."

Enid was so alone so often, she could hear the light of the kitchen buzz and the electricity hum in the wall.

"The unheard footsteps at the doorway."

Wednesday hears the footsteps of a bodyguard outside her hotel room, and for a brief moment her mind whispers that it's Enid coming back to their dorm. But it's not her.

It's not their dorm.

"The waking up, having forgotten And remembering again the full extent of what forever is."

Enid wakes up from a nightmare and her first thought is that she needs Wednesday to confirm that dream-her wasn't telling thee truth.

She wakes up forgetting that Wednesday isn't home and won't be for a while, and for one shocking moment, she thinks it'll be like that forever.

She thinks she'll forever wake up missing and yearning for a woman who isn't there.

-Writer Anon.

Man, we gotta give these ladies some fluff

Just a lil scene

Where Enid just turns in bed and she expects a pillow to where her arm goes to lay but nope!

She pauses as her brain catches up with a realization.

It's Wednesday lying next to her, peacefully asleep. She's there, her mind murmurs.

Home.

And like, heres the thing. I'm pretty sure I mentioned it before but lemme mention it again

It's official that Enid has a streaming room but yknow what else is in that room? She has a built space for wednesday to work in, just a bit off to the side

there's a table, a black quilt lying on the chair and knick knacks that Enid thought Wednesday would like on the desk

Enid flourishes a hand to it with a tada! A little shy because what if she hates it

Wednesday, nearly drops her typewriter from shock

It's in that two month stream break did Enid get to see for herself that once empty desk, half full slowly turn into Wednesday's place

It's also why Enid doesn't scream as much in horror games when she's streaming nowadays

She just jolts or cuts her scream midway. There's also alot of moments where Enid is seen looking off screen, right at Wednesday

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Enid's first few days inside the JPD

It doesn't go so well so keep that in mind while reading:

Enid really would love to put her days behind those bars in the past, but as they say; The past always finds you, always. 

It's no shock that it finds her during the nights she finally accepts sleep. It's been a few days since she had to settle into the much cleaner cell of JPD and her body couldn't keep up. She really wishes to not close her eyes because everytime she even tries to nap-

Her wrist aches and her hands spasms inside the mittens at the memory. 

Can't sleep can't sleep can'tsleep unsafeunsafe

What happens is a reminder and it whips into her with no mercy. Enid's mind can be so cruel and it descends like starved hyenas on dying prey the moment she slips into darkness. 

Her skin burns, it scalds like it's something unholy and she screams herself awake before she realises what's happening. 

Home, they cry, outraged. Where is home? 

It answers, resigned. Different cell, same outcome. 

They'll kill us either way. 

Bright spots flash onto her eyes: a flashlight, stinging blades and the deep red of her own blood rears into her head. A clang against metal leaves Enid scrambling back and the hazy silhouettes has her baring stained teeth. 

Hunters. 

Her nails slam onto the blankets with the want to pierce - no no no they took my claws - as she tries to tumble as far as she can from the light. It's not enough and Enid is suffocating. She can't move and the realisation is a whip over her back as she bangs her head into the nearest wall. 

Muzzle. 

She has a muzzle on. 

Her fingers paw helplessly at the metal digging onto the side of her face. Her head is so heavy and she slumps onto her knees as she does her best to dig her nails through cloth. She needs it off, needs everything to stop touching her, needs them away-

It's the hand on her shoulder that makes Enid pounce.

"Ma'am please," a voice begs and it pierces through the veil of buzz swallowing her. Enid snarls and she feels the wet staining her hands. "We need you to calm down, else we do something we'll regret!" 

Yes!

Something slides further into her palm and it's so familiar that she didn't need to know that it was blood. She’s slumped over a body and the lights are on. The smell in the room is sweet and so strong that the haze in her mind pauses.

Wolfsbane, it hisses.

Wait, she doesn’t remember wolfsbane in that room. Something struggles along her hands and on instinct, her grip tightened without thought. Just where is she?

Then a sharp rush of joy washes over her like a rollercoaster. Kill him, they cackle. Kill him!

“Wha-” her voice tapers from a growl and she coughs, stumbling back with harsh stuttering gasps. “What.” No! Not kill, killing is wrong.

They were going to kill home, it coos, grasping at her strings and tugging along. Get rid of them before they get rid of her.

“Ma’am?” It was an officer. She attacked an officer.

An apology was going to spill out of her lips, then she felt her own harsh breath and thought; y'know what, they deserve it. 

“Dont- don’t touch me,” she growls, eyes wide as she surveys the room. There’s four officers, two in the room and two outside.

They’re holding guns, she notes and she sees the way their finger’s press against a trigger. A cold chill in her mind digs with satisfaction and it leaves her with a pained realisation.

They could have killed me. 

They are going to kill me.

The apology that drags out of her throat is fake, bitter and plastic. There is no regret, only survival. “Im sorry,” she sniffles, forcing her lips to fall and it's enough for her to see the two outside relax. She plays it up and yet, the tears that slip out are true. Remnants of earlier. “I don’t know what happened.”

A hesitant brush against her shoulder has her flinching. Her head whips toward the other officer, a woman who looked like she didn’t know whether she should be there or not. 

“I'm sorry,” the officer said, voice so quiet and gentle that it awakened a wave of tears to spill. It was kind, kinder than Enid expected. It's enough to make her shoulders fall just a bit, but a part of her seeks for someone else. “I can’t remove the muzzle,” she strains and it's so apologetic that Enid would’ve fell for it, “But try to breathe as much as you can.”

It's in the repeating gasp for air, does she think. She has to breathe with every touch against her back. She has to ignore a part of her that screams at the intrusion and she thinks as her gloves get replaced, keeps thinking as she gets taken from the cold hard cell and into something a lot more padded.

I miss Wednesday, strikes her mind.

It's a fact, a longing stuck deep into her chest.

In the darkness and the words of “go sleep,” ringing in her head, Enid sits in her bed and simply thinks and misses.

Escape?

She shakes her head, squeezing her eyes shut. Going insane, she’s going insane. Hearing things in a cell.

She sounds like a man out of a crime show. A part of her wonders if Wednesday would've loved to watch her documentary. Its such a dumb thought that it has her let out a wet laugh.

I miss Wednesday.

Enid doesn’t sleep for another day.

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A few months pass, Enid has been released from her time in the JPD.

She gets confronted and her mind is messy, since I'm on phone Idk how to edit in the line break so beware for gore!

Or also known, wtf is up with Enid's head

Sharp claws caught Enid, grasping at her and pulling her into nothing… but Enid had to keep moving.

"I really am okay!" Enid laughs before shrugging. "I'm not saying I was okay but who wouldn't be if they went through what I did?"

The shock of Enid pulling her leg out of its socket was too much for Enid, and she kept moving.

"Shifting in such stressful conditions must’ve done something, especially since it would be considered your second time," Divina cautiously mentions. "I don’t want this to come off as me thinking you’re lying…"

Slumped onto Enid’s back, Enid dug onto Enid’s neck with her teeth, and she kept moving.

"-But even if you're okay, will that still continue?"

Enid brought the hilt back before slamming it into Enid's skull with a sickening crunch. Enid kept slamming and slamming until all that was left was a mashed pile. Then, she keeps moving.

"I feel like you’re trying to say something," Enid teased. "But I'm okay, a few screws loose but I'm sane!-" she hears sharp sardonic laughter, jeering and cold. She switches up her words immediately. "Clinically! Doc said so and everything."

With each pierce of a blade, Enid screams. Left to wheeze and bleed out on the floor, Enid dies and then she keeps moving.

Divina lets out a breath. "... I'm not really sure if that's reassuring, if I'm being honest."

Piece by piece, Enid tore Enid apart, laughing as the walls dripped with the remains of her soon to be dead body. When she was satisfied with her work, Enid left Enid on the ground to die, because she needed to keep moving.

"I have the occasional dream but what can you do?" calling them dreams feels wrong but it's the best description for people who couldn’t understand. "Sometimes it feels like they’re trying to give a sign," she hints and it is! It's not its fault that violence was the only way it knew how to talk and the only reply it knew how to give.

Enid hated it months before, but now?

She’s accepted it.

It's in the ground that Enid fought the best fight of her life. It wasn't enough, and so she left Enid’s corpse smeared across the floor as she kept moving.

It's in that cell, months left with practically all the time in word did they come with an understanding. It inched closer and closer until it practically curled up onto her as the days went by. How could she not experience kinship? 

It could be seen as twisted but Enid has long since accepted the warmth of a being similar. Sure she wasn't drowning in the stain of sin but she definitely dips her toes between the lines. 

It was nice to be hugged once again even if it wasn't from Wednesday. 

Enid strapped Enid in a silver cage of sins and grudges, but even that wasn't enough to keep her from moving.

"... Enid." 

The werewolf let out a breath. Looking at her like that wasn't fair.

Even when her blood, flesh, tendons and bones were as much a part of the walls as her captors were, Enid kept moving.

"They hurt me and my body still remembers it like it was yesterday sometimes but-" Enid shakes her head, her fingers curling into a fist. "but… pain fades."

The holy metal burned and blinded until there was nothing of Enid left, and even then, Enid kept moving.

"...okay, if you're sure. But don't forget that you can seek us out, Enid."

Suffering and suffocating in slick flesh and blood; Enid dragged along her broken body with her declawed fingers, back to the place she was meant to be. No matter how agonising it was, no matter how it threatened to drive her insane, Enid kept moving.

It was just pain. It wasn't anything new.

And when she reached her destination, then, and only then, did Enid stop moving.

If they were fine, then so was she.

-

It did not, could not understand.

Its goal was done.

They had risen from its slumber and done its duty. it had achieved its mission, and yet-

"There's more to life than this, outside of this empty walls. "

And yet they dreamed through her eyes.

It dreamed of a warm, vast sky of a colour it had never learned the name for, and of a peace that was not death.

It dreamed the strange dreams she shared and cherished every single one.

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Why people don't usually think Endespair is E. Sin Addams

Their atmosphere is different when working! Endespair is more relaxed while Sin is focused and gets the job done

Endespair isnt known for being buff. Sure she has nice hands but that's usually all chat is allowed to see!

Enid is always happy to show off her scars on stream, proudly mentioning that she got it while helping someone precious to her. She tends to leave that side of her face bare just for that reason

Meanwhile, Enid on set tends to be too busy doing stunts to really fix her hair that way. So it's usually messy and hides most of the scars

Most of the time she has to wear makeup to hide it for recording (do they do that? Eh idk)

I was gonna mention that endespair can never be Sin Addams bc Sin actually gets to talk to Wednesday and endespair can't but I got lazy 💀

Anyways hope yall enjoy this!!