#<- bc im being unfair and unreasonable. but i want to explode so bad rn like FUCK this is hard enough already why does everyone and everyth

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why is everyone involved with this myself included being so fucking annoying. like PLEASE just give me a straightforward answer. also why are you fucking going on vacation right now when i need you lol but anyways

#purrs #me: can i get a 2 day extension on my capstone. inds faculty: yes but you should actually ask for more than 2 days because you need to slow #down and pace yourself gently and also prevernt having to ask for another extension and also check with your faculty mentors if its ok. 2 o #of my faculty mentors: you can take extra time but we're on vacation so it will be inconvenient but it will be okay but it isnt okay but it #is okay but it isnt okay but it is okay and you can get it to me by saturday but you can get it to me by monday but you can get it to me by #friday ♥. my other faculty mentor (literally directly quoting an email she just sent me): 'YES FINE GO!' like..................... 😐 #do you people not undertand this is actual torture. that i am effectively gouging my eyes out writing this right now and youre all like cel #celebrating the end of all things and im fucking TRAPPED HERE STILL and i cant even get your help or whatever. idk. im angry and its unfair #but this is so annoying and i just want it to be over but im so far away from it being over and i cant get a straight answer out of anyone #like i asked for such a straightforward thing why are you making me have to parse this out when its taking time away from me actually getti #getting this done. also why do i hav eto have a deadline like why cant i just turn it in when i turn it in LOL but more importantly why #cant i just stop here because i am exhausted and scared. also i fucked up the thank you cards and im beating myself up over that and i wont #be able to sign them bc im still quarantining and i hve to go get my cords and stoles tomorrow and my cap and gown literally have not even #SHIPPED and commencement is like 8 days away or some shit. and i have to go to class and do my stupid prac shit too. and start packing AND #write to 2 ppl for references bc the fucking job application closes on the 26th lol. i just want to cry and cry and cry and cry and cry #delete later #<- bc im being unfair and unreasonable. but i want to explode so bad rn like FUCK this is hard enough already why does everyone and everyth #thing have to make it harder LOL and hwy cant i just fucking do things right and get this done. exdee