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fluentisonus · 5 months
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☞ THUS
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amiracleilluminated · 5 months
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medievalthymes · 9 months
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me to my goth gf: off to destroy the roman empire all by yourself, beautiful?
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kairiscorner · 11 months
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guys hear me out
in the barbie movie, barbie can be anybody.
and in the spiderverse films, anyone can wear the mask and be spider man or any spider person.
barbie can be a spider person.
a spider person can be barbie.
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nintendonut1 · 1 year
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I promised @pepperonisecret on twitter I would draw this Extremely Real scene from SMRPG and I am nothing but a Dude of My Word.
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bonus:
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thii-nii · 1 year
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"Don't give my time to others." "You, too. Don't give mine to others."
I Told Sunset About You (2020) Episode Two.
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sevikasmainwhore · 2 years
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Hello there! i’ve been reading your stuff for a while and your writing is magnificent! May i request HC’s of arcane women reacting to their s/o squirting?
thank you 💝
Arcane Ladies reacting to you Squirting ♥︎
Requested ⇢ Yes/No
Type ⇢ Headcanons ❥, Fem!Reader, Slight Degredation
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❤️ Vi didn’t think she was that good when it came to sex since she didn’t have a lot of experience, she always rushed into things so it was like her adrenaline made up for less experience. She did what she wanted with your pleasure in mind. So when she has your legs up over her shoulders with you sitting on the kitchen counter while she’s face first in pussy, her fingers pumping in and out while she’s sucking on your clit it was like everything faded to black. “Ah…Ha..V-Vi..” You struggled to moan out. Everything just felt so good. And she kept going, not giving you a second to breathe or anything. Your stomach started tensing up and your legs felt hard. You were about to cum. You try to push Vi away but it was a really bad attempt. “Vi…Ah…Vi” You choked out. You didn’t want it to happen on the kitchen counter. It would’ve been gross but I didn't care. “Come on now Y/n” She spoke low, going right back to her pace. That got to you and with that you yelped out a moan, your juices going right in Vi’s mouth. She looks up at you in surprise with a huge grin and swallows. Your breathing heavily and trying not to fall while Vi gets up from in front of you, wiping her face. “I didn’t think you had it in you” You felt weird about it but Vi comforted you, going on and on about how many more of those you could give her.
💙 Caitlyn asked if she could experiment on you. Like a test or something. It was weird at first but you didn’t assume the worst with Caitlyn and went for it. You weren’t sure what to expect but it certainly wasn’t planning on Caitlyn having taped a vibrator to your clit while having your hands typed up behind with your face in the pillows. It was almost evil. You felt completely at her mercy and it was nothing you could do but take it. “That’s it Y/n” Caitlyn stood over you playing with your pussy, teasing your opening with her fingers. It was too much, your stomach started twisting and tensing and knotting up. You were about to cum, about to give what Caitlyn was asking for. With a choked out a moan and released all over the bed, leaving a puddle of your cum. You were too out of it to notice Caitlyn’s eyes widen. You coated her hand with your juice and she couldn’t help but taste it. You cringed at the sound of her sucking on her fingers.
💛 You should’ve guessed Mel was up to something when she said that she was hungry. You didn’t think much of it but here you are now lying in your back in the bed while Mel has your legs over her shoulders as she eats you out. You’re not sure how long she had been going at it but your legs felt numb. “Ha..” You choke out, voice raspy from moaning. You were sensitive and it was starting to hurt a little. Mel knew this but just kept eating you out from clit to your entrance. “Ah..ha.ha..” you cried out. Your visions started to get blurry, stomach started twisting up in a know. With your back arching and Mel’s tongue literally fucking you, you released all over the bed and her mouth. She looks up at with a shocked but lustful expression swallowing your juices. “You taste good” Your out of breath and out of mind to even react. She crawls up to you wiping her mouth. “I’m not done with you yet”
🧡 Grayson was still at her office when she called you up there to come visit her. She said she didn’t want to be lonely and your sitting at home all pretty and waiting for her. So now you were sitting in her lap while she peacefully did her leftover paperwork. It was going good until you started to get bored and horny. “…sheriff…” “Hm?” She didn’t look at you but continued with her work. After maybe a minute of silence Grayson looked at you with concern until she saw that look in your eyes and got the hint. She fixed you to where you were now straddling her while seated on on of her thighs. She continued with her work while you got busy. You hugged her neck and start grinding your hips, rubbing your pussy on her thing trying to get some sort of rhythm going. You felt her hand on your back, like it was guiding you. You moaned in her ear, your hips going faster. You should’ve asked for her help. Too late now. It felt good already but it would’ve felt even better with Graysons fingers inside you. You start grinding your hips a bit more just at the thought of her finger you on her desk. You clench your thighs on her, grinding faster as you feel your release coming. Grayson noticed you sudden pace change and whispered in your ear “Cum for me sweetheart” That really hit for you and you released in her thigh, leaving a huge stain in her uniform. You were she wouldn’t mind but it was still embarrassing. Grayson help you ride out your orgasm by holding onto yours hips as you finished. She lifted you up and sat you on her desk and looked at the giant mess you made. “Someone was excited” You cringed in embarrassment and she laughed. It was your first time and that’s her reaction???
🤎 You didn’t know Ambessa had a thing for filming. She had you in between her legs while she fingered you. You had your head leaned back on her shoulder, moaning. At the foot of the bed was a camera recording. It was embarrassing and it made you feel exposed. Ambessa took advantage of that. “Smile for the camera Y/n” She said in your ear, her pace speeding up. Her fingers were huge inside you. She hit the spot everytime and you couldn’t take it anymore. Your body was tensing up and Ambessa could feel you about to cum. “Come on darling, give me what I want” She demanded, using her thumb to rub your clit. At that you lost it, releasing all your juices over her hand with a loud moan. “That’s my good girl.” Ambessa was happy and shocked all at once. She didn’t think you had it in you but she was so glad she got it on camera.
💜 Sevika wasn’t new to this at all. She just never thought you had it in you. Of course she can go round after round but she just never thought about getting one from you. Until one night you both had a steamy make out session on the kitchen counter. Sevika snuck her hand in your pajama shorts. “No panties, huh?” She snickered out using one of her fingers to tease your clit. You moaned, hurrying your face in her neck. She used her mechanical hand to grip your hair, forcing you to look at her. “No, look at me.” She was rubbing your clit, using your wetness to make it more sensitive. She kept teasing your entrance but never made an attempt to penetrate. It felt like punishment. Was it for not wearing panties? A rather harsh punch to your clit got a loud moan from you. She chuckled and continued teasing you. “Ah-Ha..Please..” Sevikas torture on your clit was getting to you. You were trying to not fall off the counter, clinging onto Sevika like your life depended on it. She just kept going, playing with your clit. Your stomach started twisting up in a knot, tensing up. You were about to cum. Sevika felt it so she plunged in her fingers, hitting that spot immediately. This sets you off. With a loud moan you released in her hand, drenching your shorts while Sevika kept pumping into you. “That’s it, good girl.” She pulls out your of shorts, bringing her hand up to your mouth. You get the hint to start sucking. “Can you give me one more? I know you can” Sevika carried you to the bedroom where she surely got multiply orgasms out of you that night.
💟 Renata was working late when you decided to come up to her office and give her a little “surprise”. She wasn’t expecting you to show up in a trencoach with a full lingerie suit underneath but it wasn’t bad. In fact she took full advantage of it. Within minutes the set was discarded somewhere on her office floor. So now here you are trying to keep your knees from buckling on her desk while Renata was sucking on your clit while pumping her fingers inside you at a fast pace. It was like she was trying to get something out of you, which you were sure she most likely was. She stopped the torture in your clit, licking you done your stomach all the way up to your mouth where she shushed your moans with a kiss and whispered “Look at you, taking my fingers so well” You let out a moan. She chuckled and kept sucking hickeys on your neck and her pace never faltered. Your stomach started tensing up, creating a knot. You were close. “Come on, Y/n, give it to me” At that you could hold it in anymore. With a loud whine you released all over her fingers and desk, your juices making a mess everywhere. Renata looks at her hand with a surprised yet lustful face. “Look at what you did” She brought her hand up to your mouth and shoved her fingers in your mouth. You weren’t sure if she was upset or not but after that Renata made you lick up your own mess while gloating about good she fucked you.
🤍 Cassandra was bored and had called you in to entertain her. Being the good partner you were, you tried indulging her. Cracking jokes and what not but that didn’t do anything for her. She motioned for you to ‘Come here’ to which you happily obliged. She had you lie across her lap and she snuck one of her gloved hands in your pants. With you across her lap she had you at her mercy. Reaching to your front she starts rubbing at your entrance, trying to get her glove wet enough. With enough teasing her glove was soaking and she pushed her finger inside. You moaned out in the arm of the chair she was in and she kept going. “Disgusting, you’re letting me fuck you with a glove?” She spat out, keeping her pace and hitting that one spot that drove you crazy. Your muffled moans where getting a bit louder as you hit into to chair. Your start humping back onto her finger looking for some sort of release. The fabric inside felt so good you were ashamed that you were getting off to it. Cass kept hitting that one spot of yours it just felt too good. Your stomach started tensing up and you just couldn’t help yourself. You released all over her hand creating a mess of her glove and dress. Cassandra pulled away and scoffed at you in disgust. It sounded as if she was upset but she was far from it. She took of her glove and stuffed it in your mouth making you “taste yourself”
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note: i miss kore :c (seviks)
side note: if you ever feel sad, masterbate. is that too personal?
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manwtv · 1 year
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Just them enjoying snow
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cornerfortherats · 2 months
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I’m actually crying right now. He canonically has a Nokia phone.
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siphoklansan · 9 months
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Okay okay I cant find the link to this ask ill probably edit the post later but like malleus is looking so cute here. The soft gaze its ugh💓💓💓💓
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Found it
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komashkathesilly · 4 months
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have a cat
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nana-egaki · 1 month
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Dr. Zayne
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danowh0re · 5 months
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begging for calvin x bottom!cis!male reader
Maybe reader just teases him throughout the day, especially when he’s writing and Calvin has enough of it and bends him over ?? <33
It’s okay if you’re not comfortable with it :)
Best way to come back into writing 🤭
Urge
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SMUT!!! MDNI!!!
Calvin X Bottom!Cis!Male!Reader
828 words
(used y/n / he/him/they pronouns)
Little bit of anal?? | dirty talk/begging | yatta yatta yk the jist lmao and most of alll ENJOYYYYY
The look in Calvin’s face is like a dad watched his favourite football team play. So deeply tranced into the work that he is writing he can’t get out of it. What seems like seconds later when Calvin showed some liveliness and took a sip of the room temperature water that’s sitting at his side, y/n comes along. He sits right on the opposite side of the table corner where Calvin is; y/n slowly tapping his nail to the wooden desk. Making it clear he is bored out of his mind. The focused man that sits in front of him making him hard from how hardworking he is, knowing he can’t just help himself with the tent forming in his pants.
But his stubbornness pushes him back into finishing his book first before dealing with the beautiful boy in front of him. As he continued on finishing his story Calvin only half paid attention until the sight of y/n coming towards him is enough for him to close his eyes, a shutter in his breath beginning to form.
His body feeling cold suddenly after staring at the blank page for too long while he is able to see his partner's hands up from their laps clenching into fists as they sit on the other side of the table. He opened his eyes to stare at the long awaited boy in front of him. “Do you mind y/n? I have a due date for this and I can’t fuck it up.” Calvin’s voice grows louder, pausing suddenly as an idea comes to mind, but acting like y/n only wants it. “..or do you want to be fucked? Hm? Little bunny can’t even wait an hour?”
Calvin sits up from his chair, grabbing him off of the table and coming up from behind y/n and dropping their pants swiftly. Marking their territory by bending their back over the table in front of them. Y/n‘s pulsating Cock grinding against it.
A finger gliding down to their entrance as he moans softly. Pushing two fingers inside y/n, moving both fingers around making sure he can take all of him in. Y/n feeling as though his dick will explode soon if he continues to be worked so good, but being brought back to reality by the hand placed on his shoulder. “Say please.”
Marking their territory once again.
Y/n choosing to be bratty, he responds with a whiney voice, “please.. but please do tell me-“ he looks behind to look at Calvin, “w-whats taking so long..~” A smirk lays on y/n’s face as Calvin doesn’t take that comment. Releasing his fingers out of him, instantly taking off his belt and everything else after it. He jerks himself quickly to let his pre-cum coat his tip. Afterwards quickly pushing himself fully in y/n’s now loose hole.
Making a low moan which causes y/n to flinch away from him. Quickly thrusting forward, Y/n cries out his name not expecting it to hurt so much. “That’s what I wanted to hear.” Calvin holds onto y/n’s shoulders firmly. Holding his head still. Not letting him move, y/n gripping the edges of the table from pure desperation to move but unable to since he was already in such a deep penetration. “Now.. Where were we? Oh yes, please continue to be such a naughty boy~" He makes y/n beg for his cock in a sweet way as he moans his name as well. "Please.. don’t stop! Please.. fill me up!!”
He gives him exactly what he wants. Slowly pumping his thick member in and out. Every inch pounding in y/n deeper than ever. Making him unable to stop his hips from rolling his waist to meet Calvin’s. His cock feels heavy yet sensitive inside him. If only it wasn’t on such a limited time slot he would go slower but.. He isn’t one to deny anyone what they want.
Just making y/n bounce more, y/n falls on his elbows making it easier for Calvin to work him in a little better. Fingers circling around his balls and the area around his base. Bringing him closer and closer to climax. While y/n calls out for Calvin more, begging him to fill him up like never before.
Calvin soon grabs onto y/n’s red-shoulders, spilling out deep into his hole, making sure to not leave anything out. Calvin’s shutters at the feeling, y/n’s reaction just begging for all of it again and again.
Calvin slips out of y/n. Quickly fixing himself up and leaving y/n barely naked. Sitting back into his chair and staring into the blank page once again.
Leaving y/n panting by himself, Calvin looks up at him for a moment, “you can leave now.” He watches him walk away slowly before looking back down to his paper, pretending to be working again. Just as he did when he was still on top of y/n.
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rayix · 3 months
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I left my CLH art book on my bed and went out with a friend and came back to it all chewed and ripped up by my husky, I am going to sob.
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fluentisonus · 4 months
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we should use manicules instead of arrows to mark prev tags
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sevikasmainwhore · 2 years
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now please solve the one sided love thing-- please, my heart will not rest until i read it being fixed
It was bound to happen. (one sided love request pt 2)
Requested ⇢ Yes/No
Type ⇢ Headcanons ❥
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❤️ It’s time for you to just stop. Maybe Vi was tired of you. You had gotten used to sleeping in the bed alone. She wasn’t coming back. You went to sleep believing that. Vi had came into the room, tiptoeing to your side of the bed making sure not to wake you. She fucked up. She let stress and whatever was clouding her mind get the best of her. Here she sat at the edge of the bed, staring at you, admiring all your features. For the past two weeks she had made you believe that she didn’t love you anymore. She caresses your cheek, going over them. You had dried tears stains on them and Vi’s hearty could’ve broke right then and there. “I’m sorry Y/n” You didn’t do anything wrong. You never have. But Vi had made you think that, made you think it was your fault but through all of it you never stopped loving her. “I don’t deserve you” She whispered. It must’ve not been a good whisper because you’re tossing awake. “Vi…?” Your wiping the sleep away from your eyes. “Hey sweetheart, it’s okay…I’m here..” Everything just came crashing down and the tears started flowing. “Vi…I thought you didn’t love me…” She brings you in for a hug. “I’m sorry Y/n…I swear I never meant any of it..” You bury your face in her neck while shes hugging you like she wouldn’t get this chance ever again. For the rest of night Vi whispered sweet nothings and apologies all over again until you fell asleep in her arms. She loved you with everything in her and she needed to remind you, even if takes all of time, she was gonna make sure you know she loved you.
💙 You didn’t want to be with her anymore. It was exhausting trying to keep up with her. You kept telling yourself “It’s just her job, maybe someone told her something” If that was the case you didn’t want to be around her anymore so that was the plan. You had packed your bags and planned on staying with a friend for a few weeks until you got everything right. You went to bad with that plan, mindset, everything locked in but Cait had different plans. She knew she wasn’t gonna be able to talk you out of leaving so it best if she just showed you how much she really loved you, showed you that you never did anything wrong and it was her. The next morning you woke up you were ready to walk out the door, bags and every thing but when you stepped out of your bedroom you were met with the hallway floor covered in rose petals, the living had pictures of you caitlyn on date nights, pictures from balls Ms. Kiramann had land even off guard pictures you had know idea existed. There were gifts all over the couch and bouquets of all your favorite flowers on the coffee table. “W-what is this..?” You look around the room, your bags long forgotten. Your eyes started welling up with tears. The room was filled with memories and gifts but where was Caitlyn? “Y/n?” You turn around to see Caitlyn coming from the kitchen with your favorite dessert. Your eyes widen in shock. “Caitlyn..” “No, don’t talk.” Caitlyn has been acting like a real bitch and it’s time for her to apologize or at least try to. “Y/n…what I was doing wasn’t right. I know i want to spend the rest of my life with you but whatever I was doing isn’t gonna help that.” Caitlyn continued her apology with a bunch of “I don’t know what I would do if I lost you” It was gonna take a while because Caitlyn made you feel as if you were less than but she was working on getting everything back to the way it was. She loved you from the moon and back.
💛 Mel had made it clear she didn’t want to be with you anymore. It was a constant thought that replayed in your head. It really fucked up your trust with her that you both had worked on together. That thought alone made you toss and turn in your sleep, you’d wake up in cold sweats for reasons you weren’t sure about. Mel took notice of this and rethought everything. Thought about all your past dates, all the unforgettable nights you spent together in each other arms, all the dinners you both laughed over. She didn’t regret anything, she wanted to give you the world and she did, so why was she acting the way she was? She had been played. Mission gone bad that had Mel fooled into thinking she had to me right where she wanted them only for her to be duked and she couldn’t handle it. The thought of her being manipulated instead tore her apart and you figured she was just taking it out on you. You couldn’t live like that so it was best to leave. You had written a note to Mel apologizing for whatever you could’ve done and left it on her night stand but it was no point in it since she caught you in the hallway of her building. “Mel?” You asked. Mel was at a lost at what you were doing with your bags packed, she knew it was bound to happen but didn’t think it would come so fast. She needed to apologize. “Y/n…” She started, her eyes kept going back from you to your bags. “I…I know I’ve been distant” she started but you weren’t sure what to think. She went on about how her mind kept playing tricks on her and how she couldn’t bare the thought of losing you because of some stupid mind game. It was a lot for you, but it was time you said something. “Mel, please” You stopped her. “I love you Mel, but I need more than an apology” The look Mel had in her eyes could’ve made you cry right there. “If this is what it’s like to be with you I don’t know if I can do it” Your voice cracked, your tears just ran down your face. “You need time for yourself to truly figure out what you want Mel.” This wasn’t what you wanted but it’s what was needed. “Y/n…” Her voice was shaking. It was time to let her figure things out on her own. “I’m sorry…” You stopped her. “Say sorry, when you figure things out. Let me leave Mel” You were full blown crying at this point, but after a moment of silence you took your leave, leaving Mel alone in that huge golden bedroom she had. She’ll come around, you both just needed to be alone.
🧡 Grayson didn’t think she was wrong. You could tell from the way she’d avoid you. It made you sick, made you feel unwanted. You couldn’t live like this. It would drive you crazy overthinking the littlest things, trying to convince yourself that she still loved you. It was time you faced the facts and realized that it was over. No one had told her anything, She didn’t come home one day just say she didn’t love you anymore even if it felt like she did. Grayson didn’t love you anymore, and she wasn’t gonna leave so it was probably best you did. The process was slow and grilling but packing up your things you decided it would be best to leave the next day. Maybe give Grayson some time to realize what you were planning. That night as you were getting ready for bed Grayson was in the kitchen doing who knows what. What if you talked to her. Would she answer you? She wasn’t talking to you to begin with so it would’ve been a waste. But then again, it was your last night with her. Maybe a little “I’m going to bed” wouldn’t hurt. Fuck it. You walked out of the bedroom in your Pj’s to Grayson who was having a drink on the kitchen counter. It wasn’t a talk to fix things, just to see where you two stood. Don’t cry Y/n. “Grayson, I need to talk to you” You said. Grayson wasn’t an immature person, not at all, but she did things that made you think twice about that fact. Like now. She didn’t give you a straight answer, only a grumble as an answer for you to keep going. You exhale, holding back tears. Don’t cry. “Grayson…please….listen to me” She finally looked back at you. It was just too much in that moment. You couldn’t do it anymore. “Grayson…I can’t live like this anymore. I don’t want you to keep doing this…” You sobbed in between sentences “It’s obvious you don’t love me anymore. You could’ve done this sooner but you didn’t and I just can’t” By the end of it all you were in full blow tears. You didn’t know the look on her face was but you didn’t care. She probably didn’t care. If that was the case you couldn’t sleep in the same bed as her, you need to leave now. And so you did, or at least you tried to. You made your back to the room, eyes full of tears. You got your bags and was ready to leave but was only met with Grayson staring at you in the door way. You couldn’t tell what she was feeling but it didn’t really matter. “Y/n…” She was speechless. She knew it was bound to happen but it was like she wanted you to stay for a little longer. She reached up to your face to wipe away some tears. She had hurt you bad, real bad and you needed to be left alone.
🤎 Ambessa most likely only kept you around because she got tired of just sleeping around with different escorts. She wasn’t sure what she found in you but you seemed different from everyone else so she decided to just keep you around. The falling in love thing was an accident and she didn’t know how to tell you. Ignoring you and making you feel like you weren’t anything to her was probably her best bet, it wasn’t her first option but she didn’t know how to let you down so easily. She didn’t take your feelings into consideration at all until it was too late. When you finally realized that things weren’t going back to normal, when things weren’t gonna feel like a love story, when Ambessa stopped saying ‘I love you’ you made the decision that it was best to leave on your own sense she had no intentions of doing it on her own. Which brings us here, Ambessa was in her study going over a few war strategies when yoh strolled your way into her room, holding yourself with a worried but sad look on your face. Ambessa didn’t take note of it or more likely just ignored it and went ahead and asked you what you were doing in there. “Um…I’m leaving Ambessa…” You said. Ambessa didn’t respond. Maybe she didn’t hear you. You spoke up again. “I’ll be leaving now…” This time she looked at you as if you were silly. Did she think this was a joke? “Would you like for me to walk you out?” Ouch. That Hurt. Maybe she really didn’t care about you. Maybe she really did only see you as an object of her attraction. That only meant that everything you both had gone through was a lie. The late night talks, The dinners you’d both share, everything you both did together was a lie. Everything just came crashing down on you but you didn’t want to cry in front of her. You bid her a goodbye in a shaken voice and walk away, not knowing where you were going but you knew you needed to get away. Get away from this palace, away from the kingdom and away from her.
💜 When Sevika got home it was like a bomb went off. You were a mix of emotions and she comes home late, smelling like cheap perfume?? It was everything you dreaded. You thought your relationship with her was going well. You both had been on good terms, both had told each other things you’d never tell anyone only for one day it to be thrown all down the drain, to be washed away in some dingy perfume bottle. You yelled at her, you were crying. You were angry at her, angry at yourself for letting this one sided love thing go on for too long. She must’ve known that too because throughout your whole ramble she hadn’t said a thing. She knew what she was doing, she knew what she did was wrong but couldn’t think of a reason why she did it. The yelling and crying went in for a good 25 minutes until you were tired and all you could do was cry. You were at her feet crying, trying to further how could this happen. Sevika couldn’t do anything but look at you at, trying to think of where it went wrong, why did it have to be like this. So full of misery. The next day Sevika woke up to note in her nightstand. “You and I both know we can’t do this anymore.” Sevika didn’t know what to feel. She knew she had lost you, lost your body, your spirit, lost everything. She didn’t want that, but it was her choice.
🤍 Cassandra was always a tough lover. You knew that from the start. So her acting that way was avoidable. I mean it was your fault really, thinking you could change her, even get her to open up to you more. Did she even really love you?? Was this some sort of joke she was playing on you for shits and giggles. It really made you overthink the littlest things. You couldn’t live like that, wondering if everything she did was on purpose or not. You needed to leave. You didn’t know how to feel about it all really. You kept looking back memories of when you both were extremely happy, enjoying each other’s presence and just being the couple you’ve always wanted to be. On the other half you kept remembering all the arguments you had with whenever you tried to speak your peace. She’d get so angry with you and say things that you knew she never meant. That should’ve been a deal breaker right there, but you had more good memories than you did bad. Everything was going good, she would make up for those things until she started being distant. You figured it was just her being her usual self. Until she came to you about sleeping in separate rooms, which broke you. That’s when you knew you had to leave. It would be deadly to stay in a relationship like this. You had already packed your thing and left them at the door so all that was left was to talk to Cassandra, who was in her study. You were to tired to argue with her so just a simple conversation would have to do. “Cassandra…I’m leaving…” You said, Cassandra doesn’t even bother to look up but ask “Where are you going Y/n?” She asked. You said again. “Cassandra…I need to leave…” With that she looks up at you with a confused look. “Y/n…” It finally hits her once she noticed your bags by the door. She started “Y/n…please…we can work something out. We can sleep in the same bed again” She went on, thinking of ways to get you to not leave, which were a waste, you knew she only wanted you there for her reputation. You shook your head “Cass, no…I’m not your accessory. I wanted you to love me like I loved you, but it was just too much for you. And I’m sorry.” With that you made your way to the door. You could hear her trying to get you to come back but it was no point. You and her both knew that she needed to figure things out on her own. She didn’t need love.
💟 You’d always had thoughts that the relationship was never going to last. You two were just different and Renata was never that good with relationships. You always doubted her words of affection and just thought they were out of pity. You should’ve left when you had that first thought now that you think about it. You couldn’t think of what it was that stopped you. Maybe it was the gifts, the late night cuddle sessions you’d both have if she ever had a hard day at work. It could’ve been anything, but never her words. But the time was at its end, you needed to pack up your things and leave. You were nervous of how Renata would react. Would she try to get you to stay? Would she say okay and let you walk out? You debated on leaving. It was actually in the middle of you packing your bags when you heard Renata come in. “What’s all this?” She asked from the doorway, motioning to your bags. The look on your face must’ve caught her off guard because her tense posture cooled down a bit. Until she spoke up again. “Are you leaving?” You weren’t sure what it was you heard in her voice, but you decided to say something. “Ren…” You didn’t know what to say. You wanted to leave, to not feel like this, but how could you tell her that when she’s right here? You didn’t think it would be this hard. A note probably would’ve been better. “I…” “Y/n…Look at me” You didn’t realize you were looking at the ground until she said something. She came over to you, grabbing both your hands. When you made eye contact you could see a bit of hurt in her eyes. It was then you made it final. You had to tell her. “I can’t do this Ren…I just can’t do it anymore…” The dam behind your eyes broke and the tears just came through as spilled your entire heart out. “You don’t love me anymore, you know you don’t. We can’t keep living like this Renata. If you won’t leave then I have too.” Renata didn’t want that, she didn’t know what she wanted. She shouldn’t have put you through any of this if she knew it was gonna be this way. Throughout your whole spill she didn’t say a word. She was just so lost in thought. Too lost to notice you letting go of her. It was all so much and happened in such a span of time, the next thing she knew you were already out the door. She knew she fucked up, but the real question was Did she regret it? It was her choice to act the way she did.
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note: with the way things are set up now, i have some fluff coming up next c: also i did not expect this to be that long 😭. i really feel like most of y’all don’t even read these anymore . for starters my girlfriend found my tumblr….
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