#{if rose told him to stop he wouldnt if martha clara sarah jane river yaz if any of them told him to stop they wouldnt listen}

[thebadtimewolf]

oh god. they grieved wilf's death together. i cant.

#tv: doctor who #{i. :( made my self sad} #{note: they just told you love interests was never a heal all solution for their psyche. fixing themselves to a 🤎 interest isnt healing} #{why didnt they fix themself to yaz rose sarah jane martha river: they were in the drs eyes friends but remember} #{they only consider them as friends. love interests are friends. donna isnt considered a friend. shes propped up to be his best friend} #{full stop. hell the companion reunion is set up as a group therapy in the show. shes in group therapy for the good and horrors of it all} #{yes this does mean that tentoo is separated from the doctor completely. hes just jackson lake.} #{he actually has a family: what about susan? from susan and down saw him more of a pedestal. it just stayed that way. donna didnt} #{they reiterated this over and over and over and over and OVER again. the dr doesnt need love from someone that sees them like that} #{they need love from someone that is actually willing to make him live day by day to heal to recooperate} #{after power of the doctor and then comics AND TV going back to back IM QUICK SUCCESSION OF NO REST? 14 is at full exhaustion} #{if rose told him to stop he wouldnt if martha clara sarah jane river yaz if any of them told him to stop they wouldnt listen} #{because he uses romantic love as an excuse to burn himself out AND HE DID LITERALLY 9 DOES THIS} #{it was never healthy. and then they kept going. and going and going} #{bill questioned but she couldnt stop him} #{she was the strongest cause of guilt because he retook the role of a professor role a role familiar to ace} #{only it got bill killed because he didnt slow down he didnt talk and decompress. ever. he used trenzalore as an excuse to never confide} #{in anyone and only telling stories so no would ask if HE was alright. yeah they lived but is he actually alright} #{no one talks. except. donna. 15 even states that they do rehab backwards AND THATS NOT HOW REHAB WORKS. YOU DONT GET TO SKIP TO HEALED} #{WITHOUT DOING THE ACTUAL PROCESS OF HEALING} #{he regenerate until he turn into a grain of sand but thats not healing. its just another way of avoid talking thru their grief} #{but they grieved! no they didnt. EVEN IN DW LOCKDOWN THEY DIDNT GRIEVE.} #{penelope garcia's clinical social worker said it best} #{all the things I've survived I have been absorbing trauma since I was really young and thinking I was some sort of hero for doing it.} #{newsflash she wasnt and for garcias 15 yrs vs the dr's billions on billions yrs worth of it: even when u do the right thing even when u} #{stop serial killers (or intergalactic threats) ur body is still absorbing that trauma.} #{they are not a hero for holding on to it because trauma has to be off-loaded. It has to be transformed or ur body will destroy u.} #{end quote.} #{like THATS WHAT DR HAS BEEN DOING THE WHOLE TIME AND 15 SAID: NO MORE! CONSIDER THIS 14S RETIREMENT.} #{i dont like the ending: well i do. 15 and rtd said grief n trauma therapy with donna or bust bitches}