#୨♡୧ — 𝐃𝑬𝐀𝐑 𝐃𝒊𝐀𝐑𝐘. . .

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IM BACK BABY 💪🏼 (not rlly tho)

#୨♡୧ — 𝐃𝑬𝐀𝐑 𝐃𝒊𝐀𝐑𝐘. . . #thought id come back just before new years #i see that my favorite moots are no longer here 💧💧🐟

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you guys,,,i think my toji phase is over. i no longer moan at the thought of him

#୨♡୧ — 𝐃𝑬𝐀𝐑 𝐃𝒊𝐀𝐑𝐘. . . #it was a really good run 😭 #from September 2021 to August 2023 #rip to the former love of my life #i thought the anime would make me love him even more but it just made me come to my senses instead #i will still continue writing for him though LMFAO #but gojo ... my first love and my last.

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just a heads up, i am not gonna act normal when episode 1 of jjk s2 is out.

#୨♡୧ — 𝐃𝑬𝐀𝐑 𝐃𝒊𝐀𝐑𝐘. . . #fair warning now #cause when i tell you...my moral compass flies out the window whenever i see getou and toji

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#୨♡୧ — 𝐃𝑬𝐀𝐑 𝐃𝒊𝐀𝐑𝐘. . . #i feel like ive lost my social skills #like talking to ppl is so difficult now #making moots?? impossible idk how to even approach anymore 👩🏻‍🦯 #what happened to meeeeee #my interpersonal relationships skills have hit rock bottom its actually fucking me up so badly

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i watched the latest episode of jjk s2 and i take back what i said about mappa doing a great job. you mean to tell me.... they'll animate a shot of tojis bussy from below... but not bother to color his eyes GREEN??? one of the many reasons why hes even fuckable in the first place? unbelievable.

#୨♡୧ — 𝐃𝑬𝐀𝐑 𝐃𝒊𝐀𝐑𝐘. . . #⸼ ׁ꒰ ᵗᵒʲⁱ ᶠᵘˢʰⁱᵍᵘʳᵒ ꒱ ׁ⸼ #you had me...and then ya didnt. #IS IT SO HARD TO GIVE TOJI GREEN EYES???? #GREY?? RLLY?????? #im sick #IM SICKKK #lolly was right about toji #this season lowkey making me dislike him LMFAO

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please add an age indicator somewhere people can EASILY find. ive seen quite a few writers on here tryna play coy or be fancy abt how they reveal their age. i do not wanna spend several minutes to find out that you're a 17 year old by going thru link to link when you could've very damn well put that on your navi.

#୨♡୧ — 𝐃𝑬𝐀𝐑 𝐃𝒊𝐀𝐑𝐘. . . #ive seen some with no age AT ALL yet they got lots of moots #how they manage to do it under the radar idk #no one should have to struggle to find out your age #dont do that bullshit

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NNNGHH ah fuckk AaAÛuuGHH j-j nnghh JJK THURSDAY TOMORROW *collapses*

#୨♡୧ — 𝐃𝑬𝐀𝐑 𝐃𝒊𝐀𝐑𝐘. . . #SCRUMMING

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i need to find that blog that helps you find fanfics cause my MIND has been plagued with this angst fic of the reader being with getou after a freak accident involving gojo, yet she still yearns for him. and we find out in the end that getou is the one that killed gojo so he could take satorus place in order to be with the reader. and i think gojo even appears as a ghost too?? this fic is a fever dream

#୨♡୧ — 𝐃𝑬𝐀𝐑 𝐃𝒊𝐀𝐑𝐘. . . #i distinctly remember reading this back in 2021 #IM SO DESPERATE TO FIND THIS #i cant remember if a mutual wrote this tho.. #ughhh

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why does tumblr show me posts my moots have made literal weeks ago on the dash

#୨♡୧ — 𝐃𝑬𝐀𝐑 𝐃𝒊𝐀𝐑𝐘. . . #ITS SO EMBARRASSING TO LIKE THEM #cause know u probably think i was stalking ur blog 🛀 #if u ever see my liking a post youve made days ago #i promise i wasnt stalking 👩‍🦯

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when are we going to realize that discord servers never work out.

#୨♡୧ — 𝐃𝑬𝐀𝐑 𝐃𝒊𝐀𝐑𝐘. . . #yeah there are a few exceptions but most often times it blows up like diarrhea #this is all im gonna say regarding this topic 🙏🏼

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just finished reading 'tonari no seki no hen na senpai'. . . . .

#୨♡୧ — 𝐃𝑬𝐀𝐑 𝐃𝒊𝐀𝐑𝐘. . . #0/10 experience #never doing that again #if you like this manga uhmm scratches ass #putting a flag pole right between us for my safety #😁✋🏼

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can anyone give me any good parfume recommendations? ones that last really long!

#୨♡୧ — 𝐃𝑬𝐀𝐑 𝐃𝒊𝐀𝐑𝐘. . . #asks and reblogs in response are a-okay 🐤🎀 #if u have a favorite perfume that u use pls share as well hehe #i loove tropical + powdery + fresh scents in case thats anything to go by 🦆

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oo and there you have it. its official. all my works for the neighbor toji fic have been slapped with a label 🩷

#୨♡୧ — 𝐃𝑬𝐀𝐑 𝐃𝒊𝐀𝐑𝐘. . . #i even got a statement saying my appeal was approved!! #despite never appealing it 🙏🏼 tumblr so smart omg #its rlly great too because both those works have zero smut in it #just containing my excitement for when chapter 2 is out #gonna have a community label speedrun on that 🏎️💨💨💨 #can you tell im sarcastic and biting my teeth thru the irritation aha

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theres so much to do and so little time aaahhhahhaha

#୨♡୧ — 𝐃𝑬𝐀𝐑 𝐃𝒊𝐀𝐑𝐘. . . #i need to apply to more jobs #do interviews #process documents #finish my series #get this bag #this that and the third #BEING ALIVE IS SO HARD #I JUST NEED ONE DAY THAT LASTS FOR LIKE 5 DAYS

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i sometimes forget just how weird the people on tumblr are outside the safe space ive curated for myself

#୨♡୧ — 𝐃𝑬𝐀𝐑 𝐃𝒊𝐀𝐑𝐘. . . #i remember someone outside of writeblr somehow found an ask i answered #and they reblogged it deadass asking 'what does this mean? why these words in particular? what is an apple?' and i was like...? who tf are u #😭😭😭 #so i checked their blog #AND THEY'RE A DREAM SMP FAN #who ships a FISH with some CAT #like BYEEEE

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i cant tell if im losing my self identity or if im just depressed

#୨♡୧ — 𝐃𝑬𝐀𝐑 𝐃𝒊𝐀𝐑𝐘. . . #i literally feel like ive been having an identity crisis for this entire 2023 #everytime i look back at the old me im just like...where did she go :/ #i feel like a shell of someone i once was sigh #sorry i got depressing on the dash LMAO