#‧ ⁘ ✦ ☾ ︴ answered — go ahead and cry little girl.

[meilancolie-aa]

WHO ARE YOU IN THIS HAUNTED HOUSE STORY ? 

THE MOTHER

You pour everything you have left into those you love. Desperately, frantically you try to fix what is broken, but the cracks spread faster than you can mend. If only you can hold everyone together, then things might just be okay! However, you only have two hands and all anyone seems to do is pull away. Everyone is different now, even you, and pretending not to see it isn’t making anything better. You see the signs of things going wrong, of what is but should not be, and you try to warn them. You love with every fiber of your being, but try as you might, you cannot make them understand. They don’t listen, no one ever listens.

tagged by: @beaumortal​ oh andAND @dinopunching <3<3 ( a kiss for u both )  tagging: @ltdice @crimeloyalty , @daemonhold , @gunbash , @greenelight , @frightends ( i mean all your muses but also bill, theo, and marshall ) , @gothanite , @kryptoian , @fatedriven , @afraidofchange ( shep and miri and anyone you wanna do this for !! ) and please just steal it before i tag everyone. 

#‧ ⁘ ✦ ☾ ︴ answered — go ahead and cry little girl. #say you have mommy issues without saying you have mommy issues.

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what tragic horror character trope are you?

THE ONE WHO OPENED THE DOOR.

you turn the door handle. you call out, "who's there?" and the crowd has the audacity to groan, to get frustrated with you. as if the gift of hindsight was something you had. how the hell were you supposed to know you were born into a horror movie? no one bothered to tell you. say, if instead this was an action film, or a fantasy, would they still be telling you how silly of a mistake it was to press further on your quest? they would've commended you for your bravery. you thought you were going to be saving a princess in a tower, not getting stabbed in the back by a killer in the shadows. how is that fair? it isn't, and none of that was ever your fault. it is not wrong to believe things are good. your trust, your optimism, it shouldn't ever be mistaken for ignorance or stupidity. we need more people who open doors. how else are any of us gonna move forward?

tagged by: @gentsleuth​ <3 tagging: @fauscailt ,  @adventurecall , @greenelight , @ltrooster , @lowsurvival , @afraidofchange ( miri, alice, and whoever you want ) , @fortislumen ( jane ) , @shezoomer , @hellfird and anyone who sees this! 

#this is VERY interesting #i did the quiz twice and got same result #i like to think rory is a frustrating person #that people see the she does and think: this won't end well #and it doesn't #i don't think she's an optimist though #but she thinks she's probably been enough bad that the only way left to go MUST be up....right? #but also. that last sentence. #and thinking about how rory wonders all the time: why #i'll go listen to k.elly clarkson and ruminate dramatically on this #‧ ⁘ ✦ ☾ ︴ answered — go ahead and cry little girl. #‧ ⁘ ✦ ☾ ︴ headcanons — the chains are broken but are you truly free?.

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character quirks and habits.

likes artificial watermelon |  sleeps in what they are already wearing |  eats their cereal with milk  | listens to music with earbuds |  hates the summer | can recite past the first four digits of pi | eats frosting out of the jar | doodles on their notebooks |  can bake cookies ( just bc she can bake doesn’t mean they’re good ) | has a garden |  has had a snowball fight | eats pancakes without syrup | prefers shorts over pants | can name more than ten superheroes | has a plan for the zombie apocalypse |  uses the same password for everything |  can’t hold their breath for more than fifteen seconds | watches anime | hasn’t read harry potter | can say ‘ I love you ‘ in more than one language | prefers mechanical pencils | thinks space is cool | takes personality tests more than once to make sure |  can’t tie their shoelaces | has a purse | likes salads | likes cool colors better than warm colors | knows how to braid hair | reads biographies | can ice skate | knows their mbti | reads astrology charts | prefers the star wars prequels to the original trilogy |  plays video games  | reads the newspaper | likes chocolate ice cream best | doesn’t cuss |  memorizes song lyrics |  collects coupons | has a preferred order at starbucks | likes movie theater popcorn | has seen a play | listens to music with headphones | owns a hoodie |  would rather own cds than online copies | has written a poem |  can shuffle cards | subscribes to a magazine |  double dips when eating | drinks directly out of the milk container | keeps a journal

tagged by: @gunbash my darling <3 tagging: @crescnti ,  @wonedeus ,  @nancyedrew , @mesmersi , @fauscailt , @gentsleuth , @ltrooster , @ltdice , @afraidofchange​ ( alice and miri! )  and you! 

#she is a mess. i'm so sorry. #living with her might be a nightmare. #‧ ⁘ ✦ ☾ ︴ answered — go ahead and cry little girl. #‧ ⁘ ✦ ☾ ︴ headcanons — the chains are broken but are you truly free?.

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let's   do   a   weird   headcanon   thing .

WHAT  THEY  SMELL  LIKE :   rory almost always has some form of coffee scent clinging to her, a sweet & spice of cinnamon and nutmeg along with the warmth of coffee beans. her favorite body cream smells like the ocean, in the morning when the air is clear and the wind picks up with the a salty smell tinged with a fresh scent of morning dew. like her style, her perfume is understated but noticeable. everything about the way rory smells exudes warmth and inviting-ness, so her perfume reflects that. some powdery, floral scent, a mixture of  lily of the valley and sandalwood cover up the scent of antiseptic and latex gloves, nicotine and tobacco on her fingers.

HOW  THEY  SLEEP  ( sleeping  position ,  schedule ,  etc ) :  rory sleeps curled up on her side, knees tucked close to her chest. usually, she’s hugging a pillow close to her chest, while the other keeps the sheets wrapped tightly around her, in the middle of the bed. when the weather is warm she only sleeps in a loose shirt and underwear, but when it’s cold she probably layers up underneath a heavy blanket because rory can’t stand the cold and her apartment doesn’t have good heating. due to the nature of her job ( most of her jobs across the verses ) , rory sleeps when she needs to, and usually catches around 4-5 hours, if she’s lucky. she doesn’t get a lot of nightmares but when she’s anxious she does wind up falling asleep late and waking up the same time she does. her constant caffeine intake also contributes to a diminishing sleep quality. she’s a morning person, and likes to be up before the sun is out, so it works out for her. 

WHAT  MUSIC  THEY  ENJOY :    rory likes a lot of folksy and acoustic music, but also a lot of show tunes and musicals as well. she has the vocal range so if she can sing it and sound good in it she probably likes it. there are definitely a few guilty pleasure out of usual genre favourites here and there but most music is usually mostly background noise or part of a running playlist to fill the silence, more than anything.

HOW  MUCH  TIME  THEY  SPEND  EVERY  MORNING  GETTING  READY :       because rory is a morning person, she wakes up earlier and takes her time. after a morning run she is usually never in a rush, takes her time getting the shower and her ritualistic morning coffee brew out of the way. she doesn’t actually spend time getting dressed or dolled up, and even then it usually doesn’t take her longer than thirty minutes before she’s out the door. since she commutes to work, she needs to be early. ( especially if she uses her bike ) 

FAVORITE  THING  TO  COLLECT :    in verses when she’s been sober, she collects sobriety chips. they’re reminders of how far she’s come, or of her relapses. she also collects seashells from her visits to the beach, one of her favorite spots. she has a little jar of seashells of various shapes and sizes stowed on one of her shelves. 

LEFT  OR  RIGHT  HANDED :      right handed.

FAVORITE  SPORT(S) :   bowling. she doesn’t look like she can pick up a bowling ball bit she has perfected her technique. a prized member of any bowling league. 

FAVORITE  TOURISTY  THING  TO  DO  WHEN  TRAVELLING :     rory’s not traveled much but i imagine she’ll want to do something she’s familiar with and already enjoys. try the local coffee, go to the beach, maybe even go on a food tour.

FAVORITE  KIND  OF  WEATHER :   rory prefers warmer to colder weather. her favourite would be spring, when the hint of coolness is still in the air but the sun’s warmed up the weather and everything smells and looks so fresh and renewed once the biting coldness has thawed. she can even feel her powers rejuvenate, and her own energy levels improve as the cold goes away. 

WEIRD  /  OBSCURE  FEAR  THEY  HAVE :     rory hates looking through peepholes on doors. she has had a growing fear of finding someone there if she looked, so she doesn’t looked. she also hates the hall of mirrors, whenever it skews how she looks like. she just can’t look at it too long. 

THE  CARNIVAL / ARCADE  GAME  THEY  ALWAYS  WIN  WITHOUT  FAIL :       her aim with a gun might be awful but she’s made so many kids happy at the carnival by winning them the biggest toy at the water gun stall. wack-a-mole also is very therapeutic for her. she may be letting out her frustrations on that one too literally.

tagged by: @ltrooster & @ltdice <3 tagging: @gunbash , @greenelight , @gentsleuth , @damecrime , @crescnti , @nancyedrew , @adventurecall , @dinopunching​  and you! 

#it was nice to refresh this because i did it a while back so now i have more solid headcanons so i love this!!! #‧ ⁘ ✦ ☾ ︴ answered — go ahead and cry little girl. #‧ ⁘ ✦ ☾ ︴ headcanons — the chains are broken but are you truly free?.

[meilancolie-aa]

WHERE DOES FEAR RESIDE IN YOUR BODY ?

IN YOUR CHEST

your fear grips your chest with its icy fist. a suffocating anxiety that makes your heart shrink and your lungs hurt with every breath... yes, you will probably have problems with these organs in the future. but you don´t care. quite the opposite - you want to be punished. you feel paralyzed and weak. you've never been so small and your fears - so big. you know you're worried about something unimportant. the truth is you're just pathetic. but you're not gonna show that, right? you distract yourself with whatever, you try to numb yourself and become incapable of feelings - everything but face your fear. you even interact with people around you when you have to. don't worry, they won't notice anything. only the most astute people will see in your tired, languid movements and your lack of concentration that your mind is somewhere else, and your vital energy is slowly dying a white death in its icy cage... let me guess, you probably have anxiety, and it's probably because of trauma. you yearn to be free, to live bravely, but you never quite succeed. i feel the same, buddy. please understand that whatever you went through, your fear protected you from it. when you don't need it anymore, don't blame yourself or push it down; say goodbye to it like an old friend.

tagged by: @gunbash <3 tagging: @shallrise @seesgood @ofthclight ( alex and anyone you wanna do this for ) @afraidofchange @fatalflcws @dtperez @fatedriven @daemonhold @beaumortal​ and anyone who sees this!!

#‧ ⁘ ✦ ☾ ︴ answered — go ahead and cry little girl. #i love this so much ??

[meilancolie-aa]

TAG NINE PEOPLE YOU’D LIKE TO GET TO KNOW BETTER!

favorite color(s) ;  i’ve been feeling very colorful lately but i will always go back to forest greens and lilacs ( i like purples with more blues than reds ), also red, red, red, red. 

currently reading ;  i really should start reading again huh? 

last series ;  rewatching got lmao.

last movie ;  i ?? don’t remember ?? does a video essay on how much the fantastic beasts movies sucked count ??

sweet/spicy/savory ;  sweet and bitter is a great combo. medjool dates and coffee is the way to go. or coconut milk in a latte.

currently working on ;  trying to decide what laptop i should get next cause mine is dying. studying for my medical licensing test. 

stolen from: @gunbash tagging: @gothanite , @kryptoian , @beaumortal , @daemonhold , @ltrooster , @ltdice , @crimeloyalty​ , @enternecers , @dtperez <3

#‧ ⁘ ✦ ☾ ︴ answered — go ahead and cry little girl.

[meilancolie-aa]

rory arms are wound tightly around her knees as she gazes out the tearful skies, curled into the window seat as the winter’s gloom effectively brings her very much down as well. that’s when music interrupts her overcast trance and suddenly @gunbash​ is tugging her hand away from her secured lock,  ❝ bash, what are you ... ❞  she lets herself get pulled up from the seat only to roll her eyes when he pulls her close,  ❝ babe,   i can’t dance, you’re taking a very big risk with your toes right now .. ❞   she warns but she can’t her as the reluctance dissolves into a laugh and she leans up a little on the tips of her toes to match his steps. 

at first she’s so focused on making sure she doesn’t actually step on his feet, so focused she doesn’t even realize how close they’ve gotten until she lifts her head and his breath falls on her lips. somewhere in the background the music softens and she brings her arms up to wrap around his neck, keep them as close as possible as they sway in tune with the piano key. somehow the sound of the rain is not so gloomy anymore, and she’s so awed by the feeling of love that washes over her. they’ve certainly come a long way, haven’t they ? she feels it bubble up inside her chest, those three, very, very dangerous words that threaten to spill over and instead she presses her lips up to his, breathing out a wispy,  ❝ thank you ..❞  against his lips as she smiles. 

sebastian moran sent:   [ DANCE ]  when alone together (e.g. the bedroom, the kitchen, literally anywhere once they’re alone) the sender takes the receiver’s hand, and pulls them into a graceful yet intimate dance as a spontaneous act.

#gunbash #i promise i'll reply to our other threads but i've had this in my head for days and i needed to write it. #‧ ⁘ ✦ ☾ ︴ interactions — if one desires change they must invite the chaos. #‧ ⁘ ✦ ☾ ︴ answered — go ahead and cry little girl. #‧ ⁘ ✦ ☾ ︴ verse — little fires burned away. ( main )

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𝒎𝒆𝒎𝒆 𝒓𝒆𝒑𝒍𝒚:  send a 📸 to see 3-5 pictures that my muse taken of your muse for @greenelight

#the concept here is that rory is present for each stage of mason's artistic journey in each new production he's in #the sequence goes as hugging teddy bear for comfort pre audtion>practicing lines>stage rehearsals #premiere night>stage performance>post performance autographs #just rory proud big sister moments #‧ ⁘ ✦ ☾ ︴ answered — go ahead and cry little girl. #greenelight

[meilancolie-aa]

WHICH AUTUMN SPICE ARE YOU ? 

CINNAMON

cinnamon is the quintessential autumn spice: hot, vibrant, and powerful. You’re headstrong and intelligent, a fierce protector of your friends and loved ones with a tendency towards overachieving.

tagged by: @gentsleuth​ ily <3 tagging: @gunbash @greenelight @str4nd @ltdice @dinopunching @afraidofchange( alice and miri and whoever you want! )   whoever wants to do this !

#i love this 10/10 #‧ ⁘ ✦ ☾ ︴ answered — go ahead and cry little girl. #dash game.

[meilancolie-aa]

don't judge me if i order a beer with my chicken nuggets. / hi i miss them and you!

❝ ... i won't judge you but i will dare you to dip the nuggets in the beer. ❞

#hi i miss them and you so much my darling i'm so sorry i'm so all over the place and never around #greenelight #‧ ⁘ ✦ ☾ ︴ answered — go ahead and cry little girl. #‧ ⁘ ✦ ☾ ︴ verse — little fires burned away. ( main )

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what would rory do if seb just... picked her up

the swift motion is dizzying, and rory's high-pitched squeals are quickly muffled when she grasps his shoulders for any kind of balance, like somehow she would be so easily whipped out of his arms by how light she felt in his grip, ❝ don't you dare drop me, moran. ❞  she warns despite her ceaseless giggles as she holds a palm over her brows, ❝ damn. i can see my place from here. ❞ 

#u just had to be cute #‧ ⁘ ✦ ☾ ︴ verse — little fires burned away. ( triune main ) #gunbash #‧ ⁘ ✦ ☾ ︴ answered — go ahead and cry little girl.

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muse body language. 

bold ➝  always   /  usually  applies italic ➝  only  applies  situationally   /   sometimes.

defensiveness.

arms  crossed  on  chest  /  crossing  legs  /  fist-like  gestures  /  pointing  index  finger  / karate  chops  /  stiffening  of  shoulders  /  tense  posture  /  curling  of  lip  /  baring  of  teeth.

reflective.

hand-to-face  gestures  /  head  tilted  /  stroking chin  /  peering  over   glasses  /  taking  glasses  off  —  cleaning  /  putting  earpiece  of  glasses  in  mouth  /  pipe smoker  gestures  /  putting  hand  to  the  bridge  of  nose  /  pursed  lips  /  knitted  brows.

suspicion.

arms  crossed  /  sideways  glance  / touching  or  rubbing  nose  / rubbing  eyes  /  hands  resting  on  weapon  /  brows  rising   /  lips  pressing  into  a  thin  line  /  strict  unwavering  eye  contact  /  wrinkling  of  nose.

open + cooperation.

open  hands  /  upper  body  in  sprinters  position  /  sitting  on  the  edge  of  a  chair  /  hand-to-face gestures  /  unbuttoned  coat  /  tilted  head  /  slacked  shoulders  /  droopy  posture  /  feet  pointed  outward  /  palms  flat  and  facing  outward.

confidence.

hands  behind  back  /  hands  on  lapels  of  coat  /  steepled  hands  /  baring  teeth  in  a  grin  /  rolling  shoulders  /  tipping  head  back  but  maintaining  eye  contact  /  chest  puffed  up  /  shoulders  back  /  arms  folded   just  above  navel.

insecurity + anxiety.

chewing  pen  or  pencil  /  rubbing  thumb  over  opposite  thumb  /  biting  fingernails  /  hands  in  pockets  /  elbow  bent  /  closed  gestures  /  clearing  throat  /  pacing  /  “ whew ”  sound  /  picking  or  pinching  flesh  /  fidgeting  in  chair  /  hand  covering  mouth  whilst  speaking  /  poor  eye  contact  /  tugging  at  pants  whilst  seated  /  jingling  money  in  pockets  /  tugging  at  ear  /  perspiring  hands  /  playing  with  hair  /  swaying  /  playing  with  pointer  /  smacking  lips  /  sighing  / rocking  on  balls  of  feet /  flexing  fingers  sporadically.

frustration.

short  breaths  /  “ tsk ”  sounds  /  tightly  clenched  hands  /  fist-like  gestures  /  pointing  index  finger  /  running  hand  through  hair  /  rubbing  back  of  neck  /  snarling  /  revealing  teeth  /  grimacing  /  sharp-eyed   glowers  with  notable  tension  in  brows  /  shoulders  back  ,  head  up  /  defensive  posturing  /  clenching  of  jaw  /  grinding  of  teeth /  nostrils  flaring  /  heavy  exhales.

tagged by:   @dinopunching​ <3 tagging: @crescnti ,  @wonedeus  , @ltrooster  ,  @forgries  (  diego + whomever��s muse strikes u! )  ,  @mesmersi  ,  @afraidofchange  ,  @greenelight ,  @51163  and you !!

#‧ ⁘ ✦ ☾ ︴ headcanons — the chains are broken but are you truly free?. #‧ ⁘ ✦ ☾ ︴ answered — go ahead and cry little girl.

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meme reply ( accepting )  //   send 💗 to kiss my muse tenderly without explanation for @ltrooster​

❝ gimme a sec ! ❞  rory calls out from the underbelly of a charter plane she’d been busy repairing. the landing gear had given the pilot a few unwanted rough landings, and came to her in the most unsavory state. she’d been hard at work all day, in sweltering california heat, she could feel the scalding metal against the calloused heels of her palms and delicate skin of her wrists, now marred in grease and burns and scratches of sharp nails and even sharper edges. god, she’s desperate for a shower. 

rory makes sure the wrench snuggly wraps its teeth around the last of the bolts, twisting until it no longer budges, before she drenches the joints in much needed lubrication to keep the wheels turning - literally.   it takes a few extra minutes, precious minutes she cannot rush. faulty landing gear could easily cost lives, especially for an unauthorized charter with who know what kind of landing arrangements. she’s not in a rush to roll out from underneath the plane yet. except she kind of is, knowing bradley is out there, waiting. 

❝ aaaand done, oka-  woah ! ❞     the words are barely past her lips when she’s rolled out from underneath her charge. she’s on her feet in seconds, so fast she’s sure her world is spinning, as his arms wind tightly around her, lips press down to hers, and as usual the familiar tickle of his mustache against her nose draws a giggle and a scrunch from her as she leans up on the tips of the toes of her worn all stars. her hands come up to hold his cheeks, to hold him close, at first, and to separate when she remembers that she needs to breathe. her head still feels like it’s spinning so she’s grateful for his steady arms around her as she tucks her chin closer to her chest, and finally, finally, she laughs. the back for hand wipes against his chin. 

❝  you’ve got grease all over you, dummy.  ❞

#ltrooster #they probably had a lunch date or sth and now oops they can't go #‧ ⁘ ✦ ☾ ︴ answered — go ahead and cry little girl. #‧ ⁘ ✦ ☾ ︴ verse — fixing engines is easier than fixing people. ( top gun )

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meme reply ( accepting )  //   send 💗 to kiss my muse tenderly without explanation for @ltdice​

rory was stuck doing supply inventory for most of her night shift. as the night droned on, she counts each dressing packet, each box of masks, gloves, every quantity of medical supply on hand. it’s a tedious task, that requires a lot of focus, dedication, and caffeine. oh she’d kill for some caffeine right now. but if she leaves now, she loses count of what she’s done with and what she still has to do. four more hours. 

knock knock. 

rory turns around, and the sleepiness disappears when she realizes carmen is standing at the closet’s door with coffee. her mind is slow to catch up, so slow she doesn’t even say anything before carmen’s lips are on hers and her hand catches the dip of rory’s waist. finally, a giddy hum presses against carmen’s lips as rory’s hand cradles the side of her neck.   thank god she was chewing that mint gum earlier.    her lips draw up into a grin when she pulls away, the world around her seems to have slowed down. whether it was by effect of lightheadedness from the exceptionally excellent kiss, or the fact that rory’s been awake for over twenty-four hours, rory doesn’t know. 

❝  always knew you were some kind of angel when you landed in my emergency room that day.  ❞   she murmurs gleefully as she presses a few more chaste kisses to carmen’s lips,    ❝   my  guardian angel.  ❞

#ltdice #‧ ⁘ ✦ ☾ ︴ answered — go ahead and cry little girl. #‧ ⁘ ✦ ☾ ︴ verse — we all have a hunger. ( standard main ) #GOODBYEEE

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“ hey rory, are you an appendix? cause i have a funny feeling in my stomach that makes me feel like i should take you out. “

❝ you better cause now i may just burst. ❞

#ugh these two suck asdfghj #i love them. #ltdice #‧ ⁘ ✦ ☾ ︴ crack — am i perfect? no. #‧ ⁘ ✦ ☾ ︴ answered — go ahead and cry little girl.

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Maybe?

Send “Maybe?” if your muse has thought of kissing mine

❝ only if you pick me up.❞

#dinopunching #‧ ⁘ ✦ ☾ ︴ crack — am i perfect? no. #‧ ⁘ ✦ ☾ ︴ answered — go ahead and cry little girl.