#● → 𝓈𝑜𝓃 𝑜𝒻 𝒹𝒾𝓈𝓈𝑜𝓃𝒶𝓃𝒸𝑒 ● xɪᴀᴏ ʟᴇɪ

[ichoriism]

   Lei scoffs but the burn in his chest remains as the taunting of a snake. It would be easy to blame it on his parasite, say these flimsy, capricious emotions are a result of Astaroth’s influence—perhaps Taemin would believe it if he held any idea that Lei before them was good. The human knows better though. There is a reason why he is still a vessel—why he did not succumb into ashes the moment Astaroth’s filth touched his soul.

   but being truthful about this has never done him any good, has it?

   ❛ Well, I’m not. ❜ he lies and it's laughable how his acting is so bad in spite of hosting a hellfire royalty. He crosses his arms and his inner eye can see how this simple act is betraying what he intends to portray but it’s like being driven by an external force that he’s a second too late to stop. Inertia—or something like that. ❛ I’m concerned and it’s valid. ❜

   it isn’t. Whichever reasons Taemin may had given him to doubt him have all been erased from his head. It isn’t love but he has entrusted him with his life more than once, hasn’t he? ❛ What if his infernal majesty finally offers you something you cannot reject? It’s understandable I’m wary. ❜

   but he isn’t. He is about to climb up the walls just to not pull at his hair because he is so, so jealous it’s a miracle he can form more than a handful of words and not sound delusional. It isn’t love, but he is feeling something. Can they see it? Isn’t he pathetic enough as a human? They will continue their hellish charades long after he is gone, he will become less than a dot on a page and what if he wants more than that? What if he wants to coil his very soul around Taemin, maybe suffocate him a bit and just brand him enough to be more than a page? Isn’t that understandable? 

   ❛ I feel you less upset than usual when it comes to reigning a hold over him. What did he say this time? ❜ 

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@vensperus​ challenged: ❛ you look like you were jealous. ❜ :) for lei ofc 

#● → 𝓈𝑜𝓃 𝑜𝒻 𝒹𝒾𝓈𝓈𝑜𝓃𝒶𝓃𝒸𝑒 ● xɪᴀᴏ ʟᴇɪ #● → 𝒸𝑜𝓁𝓁𝒾𝓈𝒾𝑜𝓃 𝑜𝒻 𝒶𝓉𝓉𝓇𝒶𝒸𝓉𝒾𝑜𝓃 ← ● #vensperus

[ichoriism]

@feardrawn​ inspired: ❛ it’s not for you. it’s not a favor. it’s the cruelest thing i could do. ❜ for xiao lei!

   when he was little, Lei used to think heroes were the coolest when they faced danger without any fear to die. he was young and impressionable, like any kid his age. like any kid, once he grew up and got the first tastes of the world they lived in, whatever childish fantasy he maintained was crushed under the weight of reality. all pieces of it were broken beyond repair, shards with cutting edges and dust lifting on the wake of tragedy. fast forward to this moment in time and Lei is certain that the only heroes that exist in this world are nowhere to be found. 

   Taemin's unwavering gaze is comforting in its own way, at least to Lei that is. he doesn’t sugarcoats his dilemma, doesn’t tell him to have hope. perhaps the nature of his existence doesn’t allow for ‘ good ’ things to take place in his thoughts but who is Lei to know how the mind of infernal devices work? he knows how to hold a scalpel like it’s not a tool that can end lives with one second of hesitance as it is used. but scalpels don’t talk and don’t have ideas on their own. 

   he cannot help but snort as he thinks of his dear scalpel plotting how to murder him in his sleep. what’s this world of possession truly? ❛ you are too hard on yourself ❜ Lei decides, setting both hands on broad shoulders to give them a squeeze. lips purse in contemplation as he fixes doe eyes on the taller’s jacket. ❛ whether you do this or not, my chances of dying are still over 50%. if i’m gone because he gets me killed, you and the world are in danger. so do it. be a hero, ❜ he pushes, a light smile touching his lips. ❛ do the cruel thing here and save us all, or at least the pieces of us you can. ❜ Lei looks up then, a spark of mischief in dark whiskey hues. ❛ i’ll fight once we are joined and if i don’t see you again, you can bet a part of me will keep that nutcase in check. trust me. ❜ 

#● → 𝓈𝑜𝓃 𝑜𝒻 𝒹𝒾𝓈𝓈𝑜𝓃𝒶𝓃𝒸𝑒 ● xɪᴀᴏ ʟᴇɪ #● → 𝒸𝑜𝓁𝓁𝒾𝓈𝒾𝑜𝓃 𝑜𝒻 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓁𝒾𝓉𝓎 ← ● #feardrawn #{ ' thank you for sending me ooooone you can ignore / we can plot more / we can switch / change stuff around c: }

[ichoriism]

 @feardrawn​ inspired: ❛ you don’t have to be gentle. i won’t break. ❜ for xiao lei :) 

   the physical manifestation of pleasure was a simple concept. There was not much science behind the chemistry that transpired when eyes found something they liked and the contact of skin on skin manifested the traces of sweet escapism. All those basic formulas yet Lei was still. Round eyes were becoming unfocused. Hands tugged at pieces of clothing to free skin as soon as possible. They gravitated into one another, gyrated against each other. 

   Lei could taste his own eagerness in the sensual motions of his exploration. Was being of a similar nature what fueled the pulsing in between? Long, pretty fingers were buried in soft hair and he didn’t think twice as he snatched the locks and dove into Taemin’s neck, biting down lightly. He was hesitating.

   his soul’s parasite had really gone and done it to them today. Taemin was bruised, his attempts at controlling the pest clashed with his will of not hurting Lei’s human body with the strength only demons possessed. He hadn’t come out unscathed from that and it showed in the splotches of purple staining otherwise perfect, caramel skin. he nipped at the skin across the older’s shoulder line, the grip on Taemin’s hair also lightening.

   ❛ you don’t have to be gentle. i won’t break. ❜  

   a shudder ran through the smaller’s body. he couldn’t see Taemin’s teasing smile to know it was there. the distinct hardness of his lower half was straining against his jeans. ❛ you are such a handful, ❜ he whispered into his ear, fingers renewing their hold onto those soft strands. he was smaller, the wall was keeping them upright as he palmed Taemin’s need with his free hand. ❛ i’m trying to be a gentleman and you do not appreciate my efforts, ❜ he complained, a flush rushing to his cheeks and nape as he rutted against a strong thigh. ❛ you are just begging me to shut you up. ❜ 

   feat. TAEMIN

#● → 𝓈𝑜𝓃 𝑜𝒻 𝒹𝒾𝓈𝓈𝑜𝓃𝒶𝓃𝒸𝑒 ● xɪᴀᴏ ʟᴇɪ #● → 𝒸𝑜𝓁𝓁𝒾𝓈𝒾𝑜𝓃 𝑜𝒻 𝒶𝓉𝓉𝓇𝒶𝒸𝓉𝒾𝑜𝓃 ← ● #feardrawn #{ ' this comes in real late i'm so sorry soihro but I hope you like it! }

[ichoriism]

   ❛ please don’t be in love with someone else ❜ 

   Lei keeps doe eyes ahead. Isn’t this what he wished for during all these years? For truth to finally spill from a luscious mouth. But these things never go as planned. He has a secret to carry until either his soul ends wrecked or he is freed from it. Either way, the outcome is already tragic on the paper and nothing can change that.  

   ❛ isn’t it a bit late for that? ❜ he asks, words crushing his lungs. He is a surgeon, knows how to repair a heart within human abilities. He knows that hearts look like fists covered in blood, that it is tissue reacting to electricity, that chemistry, molecular one, can affect the way they feel and sometimes the way they work too. Heartbreak is explainable but unavoidable. ❛ You don’t have any other unfortunate soul to torture at this point? ❜ 

@honorxlies prompted —mirana and xiao lei

#● → 𝓈𝑜𝓃 𝑜𝒻 𝒹𝒾𝓈𝓈𝑜𝓃𝒶𝓃𝒸𝑒 ● xɪᴀᴏ ʟᴇɪ #● → 𝒸𝑜𝓁𝓁𝒾𝓈𝒾𝑜𝓃 𝑜𝒻 𝒶𝓉𝓉𝓇𝒶𝒸𝓉𝒾𝑜𝓃 ← ● #honorxlies

[ichoriism]

I broke that spellᴛᴀɢ ᴅᴜᴍᴘ

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● → 𝓈𝑜𝓃 𝑜𝒻 𝓈𝒾𝓃 ● ᴋɪᴍ ᴋɪʜᴀ

● → 𝓈𝓅𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝓂𝓎 𝓌𝑜𝓇𝒹𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝑒𝒶𝓇 𝓂𝑒 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝓉𝒾𝓁 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒'𝓈 𝓃𝑜𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓁𝑒𝒻𝓉 ← ● - replies

● → 𝓇𝒶𝒾𝓈𝑒 𝓂𝑒 𝓊𝓅 𝒾𝓃𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓀𝓎 𝓉𝒾𝓁 𝒾'𝓂 𝓈𝒽𝑜𝓇𝓉 𝑜𝒻 𝒷𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓉𝒽 ← ● - imaginery

● → 𝒸𝑒𝓁𝑒𝓈𝓉𝒾𝒶𝓁 𝒹𝓊𝓈𝓀𝓈 ← ● - starters

● → 𝒸𝑒𝓁𝑒𝓈𝓉𝒾𝒶𝓁 𝓃𝒶𝓋𝒾𝑔𝒶𝓉𝒾𝑜𝓃 ← ● - self-para

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● → 𝓈𝑜𝓃 𝑜𝒻 𝒹𝑒𝒶𝓉𝒽 ● ʟᴇᴇ ᴍɪɴᴊᴀᴇ

● → 𝓌𝒽𝒾𝓈𝓅𝑒𝓇𝓈 𝑜𝒻 𝓁𝒾𝒻𝑒 ← ● - replies

● → 𝓌𝒽𝒾𝓈𝓅𝑒𝓇𝓈 𝑜𝒻 𝓉𝓇𝓊𝓉𝒽 ← ● - imaginery

● → 𝓌𝒽𝒾𝓈𝓅𝑒𝓇𝓈 𝑜𝒻 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒹𝒶𝓇𝓀 ← ● - starters

● → 𝓌𝒽𝒾𝓈𝓅𝑒𝓇𝓈 𝑜𝒻 𝒹𝑒𝒶𝓉𝒽 ← ● - self-para

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● → 𝓈𝑜𝓃 𝑜𝒻 𝓅𝑜𝓌𝑒𝓇 ● sᴏɴɢ ᴊᴀᴇʜʏᴜɴ

● → 𝓂𝑒𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓃𝒾𝒸𝓈 𝑜𝒻 𝑔𝓇𝒶𝓋𝒾𝓉𝒶𝓉𝒾𝑜𝓃 ← ● - replies

● → 𝓂𝑒𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓃𝒾𝒸𝓈 𝑜𝒻 𝓁𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉 ← ● - imaginery

● → 𝓂𝑒𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓃𝒾𝒸𝓈 𝑜𝒻 𝒸𝑜𝓁𝓁𝒾𝓈𝒾𝑜𝓃 ← ● - starters

● → 𝓂𝑒𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓃𝒾𝒸𝓈 𝑜𝒻 𝓅𝑜𝓌𝑒𝓇 ← ● - self-para

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● → 𝓈𝑜𝓃 𝑜𝒻 𝑒𝓋𝒾𝓁 ● ᴊᴜɴɢ ᴅᴀᴇʜʏᴜɴ

● → 𝒸𝒽𝒶𝒾𝓃𝓈 𝑜𝒻 𝒸𝑜𝓇𝓇𝓊𝓅𝓉𝒾𝑜𝓃 ← ● - replies

● → 𝒸𝒽𝒶𝒾𝓃𝓈 𝑜𝒻 𝒽𝒶𝓉𝓇𝑒𝒹 ← ● - imaginery

● → 𝒸𝒽𝒶𝒾𝓃𝓈 𝑜𝒻 𝒸𝒶𝓁𝒶𝓂𝒾𝓉𝓎 ← ● - starters

● → 𝒸𝒽𝒶𝒾𝓃𝓈 𝑜𝒻 𝓂𝒶𝓁𝑒𝓋𝑜𝓁𝑒𝓃𝒸𝑒 ← ● - self-para

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● → 𝑜𝒽𝒶𝓃𝒶 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓃𝓈 𝒻𝒶𝓂𝒾𝓁𝓎 𝓌𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝒻𝓊𝒸𝓀 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓊𝓅 ← ●

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● → 𝓈𝑜𝓃 𝑜𝒻 𝒸𝒽𝒶𝑜𝓈 ● ᴀʜɴ ʜᴀᴇɪʟ

● → 𝓉𝓊𝓇𝓂𝑜𝒾𝓁𝓈 𝑜𝒻 𝑒𝓂𝑜𝓉𝒾𝑜𝓃 ← ● - replies

● → 𝓉𝓊𝓇𝓂𝑜𝒾𝓁𝓈 𝑜𝒻 𝑒𝓃𝓉𝓇𝑜𝓅𝓎 ← ● - imaginery

● → 𝓉𝓊𝓇𝓂𝑜𝒾𝓁𝓈 𝑜𝒻 𝓉𝒾𝓂𝑒 ← ● - starters

● → 𝓉𝓊𝓇𝓂𝑜𝒾𝓁𝓈 𝑜𝒻 𝓌𝒶𝓇 ← ● - self-para

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● → 𝓈𝑜𝓃 𝑜𝒻 𝒹𝒾𝓈𝓈𝑜𝓃𝒶𝓃𝒸𝑒 ● xɪᴀᴏ ʟᴇɪ

● → 𝒸𝑜𝓁𝓁𝒾𝓈𝒾𝑜𝓃 𝑜𝒻 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓁𝒾𝓉𝓎 ← ● - replies

● → 𝒸𝑜𝓁𝓁𝒾𝓈𝒾𝑜𝓃 𝑜𝒻 𝒾𝓂𝒶𝑔𝒾𝓃𝒶𝓉𝒾𝑜𝓃 ← ● - imaginery

● → 𝒸𝑜𝓁𝓁𝒾𝓈𝒾𝑜𝓃 𝑜𝒻 𝒶𝓉𝓉𝓇𝒶𝒸𝓉𝒾𝑜𝓃 ← ● - starters

● → 𝒸𝑜𝓁𝓁𝒾𝓈𝒾𝑜𝓃 𝑜𝒻 𝓌𝑜𝓇𝓁𝒹𝓈 ← ● - self-para

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● → 𝒹𝒶𝓊𝑔𝒽𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝑜𝒻 𝒾𝓃𝒻𝑒𝓇𝓃𝑜 ● ᴄʜᴏɪ sᴇʀᴀ

● → 𝒹𝑒𝓋𝒾𝒸𝑒𝓈 𝑜𝒻 𝒾𝓃𝓈𝓅𝒾𝓇𝒶𝓉𝒾𝑜𝓃 ← ● - replies

● → 𝒹𝑒𝓋𝒾𝒸𝑒𝓈 𝑜𝒻 𝒸𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓉𝒾𝑜𝓃 ← ● - imaginery

● → 𝒹𝑒𝓋𝒾𝒸𝑒𝓈 𝑜𝒻 𝒹𝑒𝓂𝑜𝒸𝓇𝒶𝒸𝓎 ← ● - starters

● → 𝒹𝑒𝓋𝒾𝒸𝑒𝓈 𝑜𝒻 𝑒𝓈𝒸𝒶𝓅𝒾𝓈𝓂 ← ● - self-para

verses

● → 𝒾 𝓀𝓃𝑒𝓌 𝓎𝑜𝓊'𝒹 𝒽𝓊𝓃𝓉 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝑜𝒻 𝓂𝓎 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉-𝒾𝒻𝓈 ← ●

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● → 𝓈𝑜𝓃 𝑜𝒻 𝓉𝒾𝓂𝑒 ● sᴇᴏ ʏᴜɴʜᴏ

● → 𝑜𝒷𝓈𝒸𝓊𝓇𝒾𝓉𝓎 𝑜𝒻 𝒸𝒶𝓁𝒸𝓊𝓁𝒶𝓉𝒾𝑜𝓃 ← ● - replies

● → 𝑜𝒷𝓈𝒸𝓊𝓇𝒾𝓉𝓎 𝑜𝒻 𝑒𝓍𝓅𝓇𝑒𝓈𝓈𝒾𝑜𝓃 ← ● - imaginery

● → 𝑜𝒷𝓈𝒸𝓊𝓇𝒾𝓉𝓎 𝑜𝒻 𝒾𝓁𝓁𝓊𝓈𝒾𝑜𝓃 ← ● - starters

● → 𝑜𝒷𝓈𝒸𝓊𝓇𝒾𝓉𝓎 𝑜𝒻 𝓋𝑜𝓁𝒾𝓉𝒾𝑜𝓃 ← ● - self-para

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● → 𝓈𝑜𝓃 𝑜𝒻 𝓋𝒾𝑜𝓁𝑒𝓃𝒸𝑒 ● sʜɪᴍ ɴᴏᴀʜ

● → 𝒷𝑜𝓇𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓀𝒾𝓁𝓁 ← ● - replies

● → 𝒷𝑜𝓇𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝒽𝒾𝓈𝓉𝑜𝓇𝓎 ← ● - imaginery

● → 𝒷𝑜𝓇𝓃 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 ← ● - starters

● → 𝒷𝑜𝓇𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝒹𝒾𝑒 ← ● - self-para

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● → 𝒹𝒶𝓊𝑔𝒽𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝑜𝒻 𝓌𝒾𝓁𝓁 ● sʜɪᴍ ʟᴇᴀʜ

● → 𝒸𝓁𝒶𝓇𝒾𝓉𝓎 𝑜𝒻 𝓅𝒶𝓈𝓈𝒾𝑜𝓃 ← ● - replies

● → 𝒸𝓁𝒶𝓇𝒾𝓉𝓎 𝑜𝒻 𝒽𝒶𝓉𝓇𝑒𝒹 ← ● - imaginery

● → 𝒸𝓁𝒶𝓇𝒾𝓉𝓎 𝑜𝒻 𝒻𝓇𝑒𝑒 𝓌𝒾𝓁𝓁 ← ● - starters

● → 𝒸𝓁𝒶𝓇𝒾𝓉𝓎 𝑜𝒻 𝑔𝓇𝒾𝑒𝒻 ← ● - self-para

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● → 𝓈𝑜𝓃 𝑜𝒻 𝓈𝓊𝓃𝓈𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑒 ● ᴘᴀʀᴋ ᴊɪɴ

● → 𝓈𝓊𝓃𝓀𝒾𝓈𝓈𝑒𝒹 ← ● - replies

● → 𝒹𝒶𝓎𝒷𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓀 ← ● - imaginery

● → 𝓈𝓊𝓃𝒷𝑒𝒶𝓂𝓈 ← ● - starters

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● → 𝓈𝑜𝓃 𝑜𝒻 𝒻𝒾𝓇𝑒 ● ᴄʜᴏɪ ᴋʏᴜɴɢᴍɪɴ

● → 𝒻𝓁𝒶𝓂𝑒𝒹 ← ● - replies

● → 𝒻𝒾𝓇𝑒𝓈𝓉𝑜𝓇𝓂 ← ● - imaginery

● → 𝓌𝒾𝓁𝒹𝒻𝒾𝓇𝑒 ← ● - starters

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● → 𝓈𝑜𝓃 𝑜𝒻 𝓀𝒾𝓃𝒹𝓃𝑒𝓈𝓈 ● ᴋɪᴍ ᴍɪɴʏᴏᴜɴɢ

● → 𝓉𝑒𝓃𝒹𝑒𝓇𝓃𝑒𝓈𝓈 ← ● - replies

● → 𝓀𝒾𝓃𝒹𝒽𝑒𝒶𝓇𝓉𝑒𝒹 ← ● - imaginery

● → 𝓈𝓌𝑒𝑒𝓉 𝒷𝑒𝑔𝒾𝓃𝓃𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓈 ← ● - starters

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● → 𝓈𝑜𝓃 𝑜𝒻 𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓃𝒸𝑒 ● ʟᴇᴇ ᴛᴀᴇɪʟ

● → 𝓋𝑒𝓃𝓉𝓊𝓇𝑒 ← ● - replies

● → 𝒹𝑒𝒻𝒾𝒶𝓃𝒸𝑒 ← ● - imaginery

● → 𝒿𝑒𝑜𝓅𝒶𝓇𝒹𝓎 ← ● - starters

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● → 𝓈𝑜𝓃 𝑜𝒻 𝒸𝑜𝓇𝓇𝓊𝓅𝓉𝒾𝑜𝓃 ● ʟɪᴀᴍ ᴇᴠᴀɴs

● → 𝓂𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝓂𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓋𝒾𝓁𝓁𝒶𝒾𝓃 ← ● replies

● → 𝓈𝒽𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝒶𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒹𝑒𝓋𝒾𝓁𝓈 ← ● inspo

                    –––––––––––––––

● → 𝒹𝒶𝓊𝑔𝒽𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝑜𝒻 𝓅𝑒𝒶𝒸𝑒 ● ᴀɴɴᴀ ᴅᴇ ʟᴀ ʀɪᴠᴀ

● → 𝒶𝓃𝒹 ℐ 𝒸𝒶𝓃'𝓉 𝓀𝑒𝑒𝓅 𝓇𝓊𝓃𝓃𝒾𝓃𝑔 ← ● replies

● →  ℐ 𝒷𝓇𝑜𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓈𝓅𝑒𝓁𝓁 ← ● inspo

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● → 𝓈𝑜𝓃 𝑜𝒻 𝓁𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉𝓃𝒾𝓃𝑔 ● ʟᴇᴏ́ɴ ᴀʀᴀɴɢᴏ

● → 𝓈𝓉𝓇𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝑜𝓃𝑒 ← ● replies

● → 𝓈𝓉𝓇𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝓌𝑜 ← ● inspo

                     ______________

● → 𝒹𝒶𝓊𝑔𝒽𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝑜𝒻 𝒹𝒾𝓈𝒸𝑜𝓇𝒹 ● ᴋʀɪsʜᴀ ᴘᴀᴛᴇʟ

● → 𝓁𝑒𝑔𝒶𝒸𝓎 𝑜𝒻 𝒹𝒾𝓈𝒸𝑜𝓇𝒹 ← ● inspo

● → 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒹𝒾𝓈𝓈𝑒𝓃𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 ← ● replies

                     _____________

● → 𝓈𝑜𝓃 𝑜𝒻 𝒹𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓂𝓈 ● ɴᴀᴛʜᴀɴ ʟᴇᴇ

● → 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝓇𝑒𝓂𝑒𝓂𝒷𝑒𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝑒𝑔𝒾𝓃𝓃𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝑜𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝒹𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓂𝓈, 𝒹𝑜 𝓎𝑜𝓊? ← ● inspo

● → 𝒶 𝓉𝓇𝓊𝓉𝒽 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝑒 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝑜𝓃𝒸𝑒 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝒸𝒽𝑜𝓈𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝒻𝑜𝓇𝑔𝑒𝓉 ← ●

                     _____________

● → 𝓈𝑜𝓃 𝑜𝒻 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝓇𝓉 ● ᴊᴇᴏɴɢ ʏᴇᴏʟʜᴀɴ

● → 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝓇𝑒𝓂𝑒𝓂𝒷𝑒𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝑒𝑔𝒾𝓃𝓃𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝑜𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝒹𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓂𝓈, 𝒹𝑜 𝓎𝑜𝓊? ← ● inspo

● → 𝒶 𝓉𝓇𝓊𝓉𝒽 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝑒 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝑜𝓃𝒸𝑒 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝒸𝒽𝑜𝓈𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝒻𝑜𝓇𝑔𝑒𝓉 ← ●

                     _____________

● → 𝓈𝑜𝓃 𝑜𝒻 𝒷𝓁𝑜𝑜𝒹 ● ᴍɪʟᴀɴ ᴅᴜᴘᴏɴᴛ

● → 𝓌𝑒 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝑜𝓃 𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝑜𝓌𝓃 ← ● - replies

● → 𝓌𝑒 𝓂𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇, 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒷𝑒 𝒷𝑜𝓇𝒾𝓃𝑔 ← ● inspo

                    _____________

● → 𝓈𝑜𝓃 𝑜𝒻 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓇𝒶𝑔𝑒 ● ᴛᴀɴɢsᴀᴋʏᴜᴇɴ ɴᴀᴛᴀᴄʜᴀɪ

● → 𝓌𝒽𝑜 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓈𝑒 𝓈𝑜 𝒸𝒶𝓁𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑜𝑒𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒹𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒸𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓂? ← ● - replies

● → ℐ 𝓂𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉 𝒷𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓋𝒾𝓁𝓁𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝑜𝒻 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝓇𝓎 ← ● - inspo

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→ 𝓈𝑜𝓃 𝑜𝒻 𝓁𝒾𝒻𝑒 ● sᴀᴇɴɢᴋᴀᴇᴡ ᴅᴀᴏɴᴜᴇᴀ

● → 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎 𝒷𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓉𝒽 𝒾𝓈 𝒶 𝒸𝒽𝑜𝒾𝒸𝑒 ← ● - replies

● → ℐ 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓂𝒾𝒹𝓃𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉 𝓇𝒶𝒾𝓃 ← ●

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[ichoriism]

@temporalobjects challenged: ♡ + jinwai and pinklei and samin... kyungcha?? lmao

jinwai

Who is the most affectionate? Jin, no contest. He is the one who puts his hands on Iwai frequently like placing them on his shoulders to get them somewhere, caress his hair, let fingertips tap Iwai’s cheeks now and then. The worst part is that his touching can be subtle and so soft because he’s not aware of the effect he can have on poor Iwai so— that’s their life in the future!

Who initiates the handholding? I was going to say Jin but no, this one goes to Iwai. Because handholding is a subtle display of intimacy, I can see Iwai being a bit shy/trying hard-to-be-casual as fingers skitter Jin’s way so he can hold his hand and it is so precious ;_;

Who worries more for the other? Both worry for each other but display it in different ways. Jin is transparent in his concerns so anything he wonders about he will be upfront with Iwai. Iwai may also ask but will probably try to find out more first—

Who is more likely to ask for help? Jin. He can be stubborn but he makes a point to ask for advice if the first attempt at something doesn’t go the way he wants it.

Who is the one always losing the keys? Jin— he can be a bit oblivious sometimes, specially when busy *sweats*

Who leaves little love notes for the other? Jin. He’s going to be the one to put cute little notes in Iwai’s lunch, coffee cup, you name it. But I think Iwai may write him things now and then too bc sometimes he has a hard time expressing himself publicly—

Who can’t sleep unless the other is there? Iwai. Once they get together, he’s gonna get so used to the warm piece of sunshine that the song "you are my sunshine” will resound in his head along with the part of “please don’t take my sunshine away” for the nights when Jin gets up to get stuff ready around the busy seasons. Iwai will probs get up since he can’t sleep and will make coffee for two uwu

Who is more likely to propose to the other? Jin. Though Iwai could also give us the big surprise if Jin decides to wait a bit to be a hundred percent sure Iwai feels entirely comfortable with him.

Who introduced the other to their family first? This is tricky because they met as children and Iwai’s parents know about Jin but! Not in the way Jin’s brothers know about Iwai so uwu Jin takes this one.

Who is more likely to play with the other’s hair? Jin. He is so affectionate he will constantly serve as a body pillow so Iwai can rest properly and will caress his hair until he falls asleep. All because Jin likes to see how pouty his lips become when he sleeps *heart eyes emoji on a different level my dude*

Who makes sure the other has meals/stays hydrated? Jin. Iwai will probably get a few extra kilos haha— it’s that curvature that develops when you get together with someone who expresses their love not only in the physical way but also with acts of service so— no escaping this!

Who is more likely to stand up to anyone for the other? I think both do after reaching the commitment level. Right now, Iwai doesn’t have a reason to stand up for Jin so he may do it or not, I guess it would depend on how bad the thing would be? But yeah, once committed, it’s a it’s-always-two kind of deal c:

Who is the most likely to prepare a surprise for the other? Jin. He adores surprising Iwai so he'd be in charge of the small or big surprises c:

Who makes the other pinky promise not to do certain things? Jin. It starts as a game of remember when we did this— and it becomes an adorable habit uwu

Who puts a blanket over the other when they fall asleep on the couch? I think both do. In the rare nights Jin is the one who falls asleep first, Iwai does it uwu and when it’s Iwai, Jin makes his way in the couch and cuddles him.

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pinklei 

Who is the most affectionate? Pinky. I have no idea how she puts up with such a boring, clueless guy! She is the one who has all the humor and sunshine in this relationship tbh Lei is less than a moon– he’d be Pluto probably!

Who initiates the handholding? Pinky. Again, why does she put up with him, he is oblivious to the basics of romance come oooon! 

Who worries more for the other? Lei wins this one finally! He knows Pink is a capable woman and respects her too much to ever think she is dumb, but he also knows that sometimes she forgets important things like having an extra jacket, so he looks out for her in that sense, also providing the food/water, things human bodies need to function. He may be a social klutz but! He at least knows how to take care of Pinky’s health.

Who is more likely to ask for help? Pinky. Lei is too proud and stubborn in spite of his quiet demeanor so he would never admit out loud he needs help with something.  

Who is the one always losing the keys? Pinky. Being so energetic, it’s not that she forgets things but with all her moving around, she probably drops them often so Lei has the spare that becomes the unofficial only set of keys and he’s always accompanying her home.

Who leaves little love notes for the other? I think Pinky does this one. Lei doesn’t use a lot of words so his way to express love is even more scarce in the writing— 

Who can’t sleep unless the other is there? Lei, probably. Once he gets used to having someone around and holding her through the night, he will need that from there on to finally get some sleep.

Who is more likely to propose to the other? Lei. He sees this as his natural obligation? So it'd be him the one to bend the knee and propose. Half the hospital if not all of it will know about it because he’s going to ask how to make a proposal and what girls want from a proposal and yeah!

Who introduced the other to their family first? I’m not sure about this one but Lei may be the one. He hates his family because they represent that traditionalism and classism he despises but because he was brought up there, he can’t shake off these steps of honor and good manners ingrained into his brain.

Who is more likely to play with the other’s hair? I'm divided. Pinky is affectionate and Lei likes things that are soft and smell nice so I can picture him being happy playing with Pinky’s hair so! Both.

Who makes sure the other has meals/stays hydrated? Both do, but Lei may be more proactive about it by bringing fruit and water with him so when they are on their way to Pinky’s home, she has a snack to replenish her energy without messing her appetite for dinner uwu

Who is more likely to stand up to anyone for the other? I think both are but Lei may be a bit slower on reacting than Pinky!

Who is the most likely to prepare a surprise for the other? Pinky— he has no sense of surprise, the only one he’ll give her will be the proposal night xD

Who makes the other pinky promise not to do certain things? Pinkyyyyy. Because she is cute and Lei needs to be explained things like a child sometimes so, it works uwu

Who puts a blanket over the other when they fall asleep on the couch? Lei. During long shifts and all, he makes a point of checking on Pinky so when she is resting, he will always put a soft blanket over her before leaving quietly c:

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kyungcha xD

Who is the most affectionate? Sacha, Kyungmin doesn’t stand a chance XD

Who initiates the handholding? I think it would also be Sacha. Kyungmin is too self-conscious to battle past that and be upfront about his affections physically. Inside the room, he’s passionate and stuff but outside from their nest? Yeah, not so much of an affectionate sweet thing ^^: 

Who worries more for the other? Kyungmin does. It’s not that Sacha doesn’t worry it’s more that Kyungmin is constantly worrying so that’s why!

Who is more likely to ask for help? Sacha, because Kyungmin is a dumbass too stubborn to admit when he needs help. Unless it’s about something manual-related like fixing things at home xD

Who is the one always losing the keys? Sacha probably, Kyungmin may be annoyed about this quite a lot so he keeps an eye on where Sacha placed his keys to remind him about it until he learns his habits and is all like, keys? yeah, behind your jacket. 

Who leaves little love notes for the other? I think Sacha would be the one but occasionally, Kyungmin will slip a few notes like “Fighting!” in his lunch box and stuff c:

Who can’t sleep unless the other is there? Kyungmin probably complains that Sacha is too big and warm but he really loves that, the hypocrite xD

Who is more likely to propose to the other? I think it'd be Sacha. Kyungmin is too afraid of disrupting something that’s already good even when he wants more so he wouldn’t want to push it. *like I said, dumbass*

Who introduced the other to their family first? Kyungmin did and it’s a total accident. Probably the whole family accompanied him to the orphanage when they realized he looked like he was in love xD

Who is more likely to play with the other’s hair? Kyungmin would do and not notice he's doing it until it’s too late. It becomes a habit uwu

Who makes sure the other has meals/stays hydrated? Kyungmin. He has the service-kind-of-love, so he makes sure to get Sacha good meals and there’s always either nice tea waiting for him on rainy days or fresh water in the fridge.

Who is more likely to stand up to anyone for the other? Kyungmin would be quick to snap and defend Sacha but Sacha wouldn’t be too far behind if it’s a reverse situation, he just wouldn’t be vicious and violent like Kyungmin—

Who is the most likely to prepare a surprise for the other? I think Sacha would be the one after he notices that Kyungmin likes that kind of thing c:

Who makes the other pinky promise not to do certain things? Sacha because he is a total sweetheart and Kyungmin can bitch all he wants about how this is ridiculous but he will take these promises to heart!

Who puts a blanket over the other when they fall asleep on the couch? Kyungmin. Again, little acts of service c:

#● → 𝓈𝑜𝓃 𝑜𝒻 𝓈𝓊𝓃𝓈𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑒 ● ᴘᴀʀᴋ ᴊɪɴ #● → 笑顔のままの君に、逢える気がして ← ● #● → 𝓈𝑜𝓃 𝑜𝒻 𝒹𝒾𝓈𝓈𝑜𝓃𝒶𝓃𝒸𝑒 ● xɪᴀᴏ ʟᴇɪ #● → 𝓈𝑜𝓃 𝑜𝒻 𝒻𝒾𝓇𝑒 ● ᴄʜᴏɪ ᴋʏᴜɴɢᴍɪɴ #temporalobjects #{ ' I'm still missing some ship names ahhhhhh } #{ ' thank you for sending these <3333 }

[ichoriism]

@cvvalier​ inspired: Warmth + Brush for our bbies! [ 𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐌𝐓𝐇 ] My muse wraps yours in a warm blanket [ 𝐁𝐑𝐔𝐒𝐇 ] My muse brushes a strand of hair behind your muse’s ear

– there are things that are not clear in lei’s mind. faces, chains of interests, adorned words thrown his way to secure a benefit that goes only in one way. he has always been lazy for interactions, often spacing out in the middle of mundane small talk meant to create strong work connections. it isn’t his fault his attention can’t be kept for long in futile socialization —it’s a defense mechanism, his therapist had scribbled when he was fifteen. 

   the few exceptions that remain in a prodigious mind aside from intricate tissue connections and endless pages of pathologies are these moments in between work and his apartment. there are nights shared watching a movie, dinner dates, a lot of baby steps headed towards a direction that tastes familiar and new at the same time. meifeng is the point of connection where everything converges and he has yet to define what that means. lei can see this is not a labyrinth —it can’t be one when the path of where he’s going is so clear. but paths mean things and he has been out of touch with significance for so many years that’s what’s so different about this new way of trying.

   that meeting after a decade and years had brought a rush of memories and emotions he knew were never that buried under pages of information. but it was different to live in that skin again when he had had the time to look from the exterior. the suit didn’t fit him to perfection anymore. some parts had gotten tight. some others were downright uncomfortable and odd. it looked and felt out of date. yet it brought a kind of comfort he did not know what to do with. so he kept coming in here, attracted to the flame even when he was aware he could end up burned.

   meifeng covers him with a cozy blanket and smiles as she takes a seat next to him, delicate fingers brushing his fringe off his forehead. the twinkle in that smile makes flutters awake inside. this is what lei can’t understand. how simple gestures hold meanings he can’t grasp. it is having past and present mixing together into something that resembles the future. it is contradictory and confusing. 

   ❛ thank you, ❜ he murmurs, doe eyes returning to the cup in his hands. his nose, burning in red with irritation, scrunches as the faint smell of honey and lemon reaches his senses. ❛ i’m sorry i had to cancel our plans. it has been years since i came down with a cold, ❜ he snorts, the action ending in a sneeze in the end. ❛ you don’t have to stay, i will only get you sick too. ❜

   these are the niceties one has to extend to spare another from a bad company or refuse the prolongation of a moment that one is certain that is destined nowhere. but the words taste like cardboard in his tongue.

   ❛ with the hot soup you brought me, i think i will be fine. ❜

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[ichoriism]

   – mortals said all too often there’s a time for everything. a time to experience love for the first time, a time to love the right way, a time to find who you are, a time to know what you are capable of. for beings like lei though, time had a different narrative. as the world withered away every day, he stood the same, hanging onto the strands of memories that were the only thing that lasted more than a century in his hands.

   he turned his attention to the person in the room and watched the way sunlight filtered through the curtains and bathed them in a golden glow. perception was a sweet invitation to fantasy. thoughts could go astray and he could try to deceive himself into thinking nothing had changed. the truth was that every time he saw himself reflected in those dark hues so similar to the ones in his memories, he could feel something was missing. always. 

   ❛ you seem to be in a great mood today, ❜ he noted, a gentle smile unfolding across his lips as he perched his hip against his desk. ❛ did something special happened today? ❜

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[ichoriism]

   – the day lei met meifeng, he got the first taste of the meaning of youth. life was blank before her. beijing was sterile. with its tall buildings and the scarce sunlight filtering through the heavy grey clouds of smog. those early teenage years and summers held little significance as they were spent behind closed doors between classes honeying skills he had no interest in. you are the heir, lei, don’t disappoint the family. expectations that once felt intimidating were swept under the rug he created in his mind when he got tired of the pressure placed on his thin shoulders.

      meifeng changed it all. with her shy smiles and her unusual naive tenderness, lei found warmth and a delicate vibrance painting the walls and skies. those three years of the boarding school flew through escapades to the gardens and gentle talks away from prying ears and eyes. lei held her hand for the first time when they turned 17, promised a life far from the expectations of a world too narrow where neither of them fit in.

   but all those teenage dreams and plans had crashed down before he could do anything to stop it. he should have known better, but seventeen was not the moment to have enough common sense. reality caught up all too soon and it took away the saturation of innocence, and spat it onto the floor, finding it wanting. 

   lei’s eyes follow meifeng’s features and he’s hit by a train of memories. all of what once was has been buried deep, where no ray of sun could reach it. lei's juvenile feelings had been ridiculed and turned into ash. and yet, seeing meifeng here, so suddenly– there’s the sound of airplanes taking off in the distance and it’s a constant noise. but lei can pick up on her tone of voice even when she’s not speaking. 

❛ it has been a while, ❜ he greets her, a genuine smile touching his lips. 

with meifeng . @cvvalier​​

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