#🕸 ❝ i have nothing left… except spider man ❞ → ooc

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remember when homecoming made it a POINT to show adrian toomes in prison fully aware of peter's identity, QUESTIONED about it by mac gargan and lying by saying that he doesn't. showing that despite their fight ( which was nothing to gloss over either considering he did not hold back and was willing to pull a gun on peter in the car ), he was still willing to protect the identity of this 15 year old kid. and then it went nowhere and is now fully irrelevant. because people forgot but i DIDN'T—

#remember when this also implied scorpion as a villain. and that also went nowhere. yeah me t- #this isn't to say i DON'T like where we are rn you Know my thoughts on that but like.. god #the implications of this scene were so INTERESTING #sometimes i think about what route they were planning to go down before they had to incorporate the overarching mcu plot #or even what nwh would've been like if they chose not to implement the multiverse (which. again i think they did that well but still) #it's just a THOUGHT.... What Could We Have Had I Want To SEE IT. #even with it not being acknowledged in ffh This Would Have Been So Interesting After Peter's Identity Got Exposed too #me vs the urge to rewatch hoco actually . i miss him #baby BOY #🕸 ❝ i have nothing left… except spider man ❞ → ooc

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job interview in about an hour pls wish me luck AAAA

#the only place to actually respond to me so far so i'm hoping it just works out bc i Hate the whole process so much DSKJSDL #i am just nervous bc im applying to barnes & noble and i don't know the first thing about the current state of book releases DSGHJSD #MY READING ABILITY DISAPPEARED AND I'D LIKE TO BRING IT BACK I PROMISE I'LL USE THIS TO MOTIVATE ME #ah yes i have . Read Real Novels Recently of course all the time i do have time for that yes- #🕸 ❝ i have nothing left… except spider man ❞ → ooc

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can i talk about how much being around other spider people would mean to peter after he's been so incredibly lonely post-nwh. can i talk about it

#i say this like i have very coherent thoughts BUT #it's just so good... #through ALL the pain and grief and complete uprooting of his life that he had to put together again all alone... the knowledge #that there were just TWO people who understood him and hopefully remember him... who Helped him #in a way nobody else ever could. it means SO much to him. it sticks with him.. you can see it in the way he incorporates them #into his new suit... so to have a chance like that AGAIN to be seen. known. understood... #after not being able to talk with ANYONE about SO MUCH for? at least a few months probably but after going through #so much it's gonna feel like forever anyway... #the idea of it makes me so 🥺 idk #yes haha funny he's the guy who almost broke the multiverse he's gonna be annoying and stubborn #but also /spider people understanding each other/... makes him feel a little less lonely... #🕸 ❝ i have nothing left… except spider man ❞ → ooc

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who's gonna build the lego flowers with peter

#the IDEAL hangout / date night sorry !! #or the cherry blossom tree frogs... #cmonnn you wanna have a silly little lego night with him so bad look at him he's so lonely #🕸 ❝ i have nothing left… except spider man ❞ → ooc #writing has Evaded Me i only bring this

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who’s gonna kiss peter… how’s he gonna get a little kiss kiss

#the unforseen consequences of making his main verse one where he has lost everything… he’s LONELY #maybe even h*ld his h*nd idk #i don’t do calls for this so this is not that but. you know SKSHDKD #i am trying so hard to get out of bed and i cannot but… it’s what he deserves #🕸 ❝ i have nothing left… except spider man ❞ → ooc

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genuinely i am Going to need s.piderverse interactions even more now bc the idea of him being lowkey infamous for Almost Breaking The Multiverse That One Time is REALLY fucking funny

#'aren't you the one from 199999 that fucked up real bad that one time' 'gOD DAMNIT' #HE'S SORRY... HE FIXED IT LDFHBD #and paid the price 💀 #also i will always encourage him meeting other spider people again when he's not... you know... Miserable! #🕸 ❝ i have nothing left… except spider man ❞ → ooc

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the way some people will just go out of their way to misconstrue m.cu peter is like. can we get a new bit maybe

#now genuine mcu writing criticism i understand and agree with. also some choices regarding his creation in general #but talking about him as if he just accepts may's death and 'his fate' right there in comparison to atsv is. oh my god #he did not just say 'okay' and move on. tobey and andrew were NOT telling him to accept may's death 'because it had to happen' #they were showing solidarity with this grieving kid and trying to prevent him from spiraling over something that had Already Happened #and this whole movie was peter REFUSING TO LISTEN and SAVING THE LIVES of multiple villains that he was told were supposed to die #not ONCE in any movie he's been in has he EVER been one to listen to authority?? if he had been told that may would die before it happened #you're telling me you think he WOULDN'T have tried to save her? #if he were around for atsv he would empathize with and side with miles! #like i already HAD thoughts about the very similar position he was just in and how complicated he'd feel here but since spiderman fans #can't fucking handle nuance i'm making a point of the fact that he KNOWS where miles is coming from first #i also think the spiderverse movies are objectively better but there is no reason to be This obtuse about his characterization #🕸 ❝ i have nothing left… except spider man ❞ → ooc #atsv spoilers #kind of??

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… so i’ve been replaying insomniac spider-man and i just took the biggest L i fell behind the truck i was chasing and got run over by NOT ONLY the demon car following but also two cop cars i 💀💀

#I KNOW I DONT HAVE GOOD COORDINATION BUT COME ON #the car chases specifically kill me how does he do that💀 #this is some shit that would happen tho. spider-man type luck #🕸 ❝ i have nothing left… except spider man ❞ → ooc

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wip but look at my girl

#'why did you go that hard on the rendering' bc i have no control over my life #angie who has hung out in the back of my head since 2018 my beloved <3 srry i dragged you back here after finally revamping you <3 #gotta finish this bc i have ANOTHER idea too . i gotta put myself in a fuckin suit #yes she's on my multi but like. sue me more people will see ithere LMAO #🕸 ❝ i have nothing left… except spider man ❞ → ooc #my art

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just so you guys know i never stop thinking about him: behold the playlist additions

#you already know #i didnt prepare for him to attack me as if there's not always at least a couple that do idk- #i have overall mixed feelings about this album i think if i took half of t.tpd and half the anthology it would be ideal #but here you go your ?? few monthly dose of peter brainrot #having a time! once again i am on @bravevolunteer and sometimes @ahsterism for the most part! #🕸 ❝ i have nothing left… except spider man ❞ → ooc

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hi i'm seeing spiderverse soon :)

#and by soon i mean in like an hour HFDGHDF #[vibrating intensely] i am So Normal About This #also i finished my finals !! still handling things but this will probably make me want to hang around here lmao #🕸 ❝ i have nothing left… except spider man ❞ → ooc

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peter

#peter vc: THEYRE ONLY TRAINING AND THEY STILL DO ALL THAT? #what are they gonna do when they're done.... #🕸 ❝ i have nothing left… except spider man ❞ → ooc #this is all i have for you my bad

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never mind it got so much worse

#IM SPIDER-HAM NOW. I GUESS. #i'm never beating these fucking accusations #THEY HATE TO SEE A SILLY LITTLE GUY MAKING JESTS AND JOKES #🕸 ❝ i have nothing left… except spider man ❞ → ooc

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BURSTING DOWN THE DOOR HAPPY FUCKING BIRTHDAY PETER PARKER MY BELOVED LITTLE GUY !!!!

#i can’t believe it didn’t occur to me sooner but in my defense i was so distracted by multiple things #hi i’m not dead just on my other blog😭😭i do not control the fixation #but !!! peter day peter day peter day #shaking him around #🕸 ❝ i have nothing left… except spider man ❞ → ooc

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seeing spiderverse again this was inevitable

#spiderman does something to my brain chemistry i can't help it #and by again i mean in like. less than an hour HKFGVHBF #🕸 ❝ i have nothing left… except spider man ❞ → ooc

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peter is feeling particularly targeted by last kiss that is all

#so 😭 i'll 😭 watch 😭 your life 😭 in pictures 😭 like i used to 😭 watch you sleep 😭 #and i 😭 feel you 😭 forget me 😭 like i 😭 used to 😭 feel you breathe 😭 #im having such a normal one tonight dont even worry about it #dont even WORRY ABOUT IT #🕸 ❝ i have nothing left… except spider man ❞ → ooc