#'oh ill play some danganronpa' buncha highschoolers making friends despite the odds.

[ars0nism]

man you ever just see a funky gay friendgroup doing funky gay friendgroup things and wish you were part of that group but youre the annoying awkward kinda neurodivergent who doesnt understand social cues for shit so nearly everyone hates hanging out with you

#the yearning for friends dude...... #yeah i have online friends but its just not the same #im sad lol #im always like 'i dont need friends' but then its been 3 weeks of literally no contact with anyone but my family & online ppl bc i blocked #my shitty transphobe friend and hes the only one i always texted #its not like i can just go watch or play something to distract myself because theres friendgroups evetywhere!! fuck!! #'oh ill play some danganronpa' buncha highschoolers making friends despite the odds. #'how about i continue watching hxh???' you want what the main 4 have. even illumi has hisoka. you have nothing #the worst part is that i was friends with one of the people in that friendgroup & friendly with another one. i fucked it up. its my fault #i had so many options for friends once upon a time but ive ghosted half and my neurodivergency fucked over the other half #to the point where im now stuck with those who are willing to put up with me #the outcast who is literally a shitty cishet man who deserves to be cast out #the asshole nerd who complains about my videogames #the one that im not sure whether he even likes me or if he just thinks im like. occasionally funny #and the literal angel who i do not deserve but also i cant talk to her about shit #all my friends from childhood are gay too but im not friends with them anymore either #you ever just cry over how lonely you are #alexa play this is home by cavetown #why are humans social creatures but also hate anything out of the norm this is a fucking defect where can i get the receipt #is it too late to be aborted #today on is it because im ugly or because im neurodivergent and socially stupid #GODS i need a fucking therapist #i wish i could just like.. .shift to a world where i have friends. but even if shifting is real i havent been able to do it so ig its time #to yeet myself off a bridge ahahahah #yearningly listens to ricky montgomery & hozier but like. platonic