#(bean still my beanin heart)

[xxforsaken-angelxx]

be still my beatin heart

#(bean still my beanin heart)

[scrcnitys]

hello my honeys ! i’m tamra, i preside in the est timezone, and i am v excited to introduce u to my sadgal serenity, and all her weird ways. so yeah , i’m just gna get right into it - but if u wanna plot pls hmu or like this and i will go to u !

so let’s .. start of with her home life. she grew up with a bunch of brothers n sisters, and so much love in her heart for her family. they didn’t have much tbh ? but they had each other so that was nice and they were all happy enough despite everything

bc she always had her big brothers n sisters at school to protect her the girl kind of became naive like .. no one came after her bc “oh no that’s joey’s lil sis” or “if u make fun of serenity u know alice isn’t gonna speak to u again” but she didn’t really realize at the time that it was her sibling’s presence that made her so protected

so she just assumed that it would follow her into the real world - obviously it did not tbh she’s been thru some shit and yet ? still a lowkey dumbass WAY too trusting if u ask me

one thing that she can’t help is her .. temper .. she gets so mad man it aint even funny but she does everythin she can to repress it ( think #darkbetty ) like a lot of clenched fists, and when she does get angry she is a .. terror .. but hey at least she’s apologetic afterwards

just wants to love and be loved ? struggles tho

um yeah when she told her parents she was leaving to be a real adult and pursue her dreams .. they were no happy tbh there was a bit of fighting .. they all love each other still but they dont .. talk as the family felt she was lowkey abandoning them

def was hard for her she struggled a lot wit being alone and she had trouble finding any work but hey ! now she’s on a neato tv show playing a character v unlike herself and she loves it !

just a bean tryin her beanest to continue beanin ( i hate ymself .. so much )

#ooc #lavida:intro #i .. hat e myself ?