#(so I need a nap then gonna be watching nwh again to spark more muse)

[viridisgoblin-a]

     peeks in how is this side of the hellsite doin’? I’ve been a hell lot better but have sparked some muse back for Norman. Not gonna be amazingly active and I will most likely drop all threads since it’s been like a month + ( oof time flies when you have not been feeling well ) and may have a small reset of things unless we want to keep the dynamic between muses. I am also debating on archiving this blog and remaking it just to start fresh, not feel so stressed with everything. We’ll see. Like I said, idk how active I’ll be but gonna try for at least something once in a while.     Below cut is what’s been happening with me as of late

     Still without insurance which is the worst part. I’ve been feeling worse and worse, getting more and more dizzy by the day and have had constant abdominal pain. Unfortunately, I’ve had no luck in getting a new job, my super cool boss has moved to a different bookstore so who knows how the new manager is going to be. Social anxiety is kicking my ass and just making my health worse.      The only good things that have happened recently is the fact I got my consult about getting top surgery, just need to save up $11.4k to get it, and there is a possibility I may become a full-time employee if we do go to the projected numbers with our new program starting in the Fall semester--either that or I’m going to take a “manager” position where my old manager moved to specializing in course materials since that’s my forte, if the current guy continues down the path and gets fired.      I have been blog hopping a bit, but if you are interested in interacting with my other muses I have the Grim Reaper who has nothing going on really ( @reaperbound ) a multi for 4 demon bastards ( @demonforged ) and a murderous father who is secretly a furry ( @behindslaughter -- do note with this fandom I do not support the creator at all but I still like exploring the concept of the games. He can go burn in a pit )

#out of serum ►► Ra speaking #(bro life right now is very bleh) #(but at least I'm making money and still got rp going on) #(my upper 20s body feels like it's actually in the 40s with how many naps I've had to take) #(so I need a nap then gonna be watching nwh again to spark more muse) #(I miss this man and his terrible brain goblin) #(and you guys of course 💚)