#(so forgive me for being a little apprehensive i promise its explained in my lore lmfao I NEED IT TO BE GOOD)

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Sibling keeps reassuring me that its definitely good. I need it to definitely be good i swear to gods

#i will be obsessing over this until 6pm friday (at which i'll be told what It is) #theyre not saying 'probably' or 'its good to mum' or 'itll be good for us' or 'itll be good eventually'. it will be good. #it will be good it will be good it will be good #(last time my mother had good news that required this sort of commotion it was the 3 hour moving house and our dad went apeshit) #(so forgive me for being a little apprehensive i promise its explained in my lore lmfao I NEED IT TO BE GOOD) #(AND EVERYONE WILL HEAR ABOUT IT IF ITS NOT) #its not moving house again and its not someone dying and its not someone moving in and its not someone suddenly getting a new job #it could be a fancy holiday. its related to my mum's inheritance finally coming in so it requires Money. either pet or holiday or caravan #pet or holiday or caravan. pet holiday caravan. pet holiday caravan. pet holiday caravan. pet holiday caravan. #and holiday and caravan are bittersweet bc i haven't had a good holiday in all my memorable years aside from cornwall #and caravan means. moving out. which is huge and scary and requires a lot of thinking and financial decisions and i cant really handle that