#(the whole this character is a mary sue whatever blabla kinda stuff weve all been through it)

[totentnz]

listen not to wank myself off but making v and johnny alike on so many levels was perhaps the best thing i have ever done for her. they mirror each other and understand each other but that mirror? also shows the ugliness!! "i would have done the same but i realise now that's fucked up" to actually see someone behave and think just like you?? but somewhat detached and from another perspective? be able to reflect? im about to combust

#sammy says shit #oc:v #otp; just the two of us #as usual a little morsel for the tag readers: #ive had the desire many times to make an oc and their li/so or whatever alike #but usually i hit the brakes on it for no good reason other than that i think other people would find it annoying #and at first i was worried about it with v as well #(the whole this character is a mary sue whatever blabla kinda stuff weve all been through it) #but im SO glad i did it anyway bc it gave me what i talked about above #and tbh i dont think it would have worked with any other pairing as well as it works with silverv #so props to me on good timing ig #moral of the story: fuck around with your ideas #do the thing you wanna do - you can always change it later #its your character afterall #thanks for coming to my tedtalk