#..which i offhandedly mentioned was my favourite clash song awhile ago. and he remembered and actively wanted to show me

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stupid homosexual rant in tags

#sorry for all the personal posts lately i am just goin' through it a little bit and therapy is beyond my budget #anyways the guy i'm a little in love with.. he's been talking to me a lot lately and i think he might be making #an effort into getting into the music i like? #i have this joy division shirt that i've been wearing pretty consistently for the past few months or so #when he first saw me wearing it he complimented it but mentioned he hasn't actually listened to much joy division #anyways a month and a bit ago he tells me he listened to unknown pleasures finally #and also asks me to teach him the riff for love will tear us apart #now he's learning more of their riffs and showing them to me everytime.. and getting into new order as well #(a band i also like) #and when i mentioned my favourite joy division song was transmission he immediately pulled out his phone and added it to his playlist #he also showed me today that he added lost in the supermarket by the clash to his playlist #..which i offhandedly mentioned was my favourite clash song awhile ago. and he remembered and actively wanted to show me #also he has such pretty eyes.. they're like 4 different colours at once but still fairly dark (which i love) #i love making eye contact with him which.. isn't common for me.. and by isn't common i mean well. i don't make eye contact #also unlike many other people he's listened to me when i explain what makes me feel better when i'm not feeling well #as soon he sees that i'm not doing well he hugs me.. which i told him helps #i'm not used to being so listened to all the time.. he's got so much patience for me #i just want to listen to him talk forever.. i could care less if i know anything about what he's saying #i love when he goes on rants and he's obviously excited to talk.. it's so sweet #he's one of the sweetest people i've ever met.. he's also not afraid to cry in front of others which is such a.. crazy thing #also i like how whenever he gives me a side-hug or wraps his arm around me to comfort me he rests his head against mine #also he's got.. really nice hands #okay homosexual rant over i just.. okay #txt