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[oneuldo]

06월 14일 2023년

Last year, I was struggling to gain weight. I’m not sure why but when I got myself into that whole online dating fiasco, I was so conscious about how I look. I know that I hit 55kg during the pandemic and that was my heaviest weight. When I got sick this year, I was told to eat healthy food and to not skip a meal. I also quit vaping and I think it helped, too.

I currently weigh 49kg as of June 14, 2023. I’m still aiming to get to 55kg but I think 50kg is okay (since none of the clothes I used to wear will fit me if I hit 55kg).

It’s a small feat but I’m happy with this slow progress :)

06/16/2023 Update: I had my medical exam earlier and apparently I weigh 53kgs now! Not sure if it’s right though.

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[boonesfarmsangria]

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The Confessions

#yannis philippakis #liy inbetween #the confessions #renaissance yan #fav

[oneuldo]

06월 14일 2023년

Today we went back to Tagaytay to get my NBI clearance needed for the dorm. I couldn’t sleep last night. Not sure if it’s because of the coffee or because I was anxious about living in a dorm again or because I suddenly got a new job and I don’t know if I’d do a good job or even pass the probationary period. I’m anxious that I might end up with a lot of mistakes and not get the job done properly or I can’t adjust to the work. It’s been a year since I had a job and those free days I had, I spent on lazing around instead of upskilling.

Hay. I just hope I survive. As someone who likes the comfort of her home more than anything, I hope I don’t get homesick.

We also went to SM Dasma and Walter Mart Manggahan to check for cheap phones. I was able to find cheap ones that are less than 8k but I don’t think my dad will let me borrow money for it.

When we left the house, Henny and her babies were outside the chicken pen. They were on the ground. I forgot to put them back inside because I was rushing to go out so when we got back, only one chick was left :( A kid told me that a cat chased all the chicks. I was so frustrated and mad at myself for being so careless. We all waited for the eggs to hatch for almost a month only to be eaten by a stray cat. Henny still has 3 unhatched eggs left. I know she’s getting depressed because this is her third time losing all her babies. She was protecting the one chick that survived. I also can’t believe that with all the noise that the chicken made, they did not check and just went on with their day. Nag dahilan pa itong kapatid ko na natutulog daw siya. Nakakainis talaga.

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[boonesfarmsangria]

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Thank you sir for all the inspiration...it was endless. Lots of your words are woven into my paintings. Im so sad we never got to meet. Rest in peace Cormac McCarthy.

#mark maggiori #cormac mccarthy #i just recently started his last and have been so happy to have something good #love the love here