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Don’t Leave Me (pt.1)

Rating: Eveyone

Word count: 1.9 K

Fandom: Bungou Stray Dogs

Pairing: OC x Dark!Ango Sakaguchi

Genre: Angst and fluff

Warnings: I don’t think there’s anything to be warned about this one, maybe mentions of blood, but it’ll probably get darker as it progresses.

After a picture of one of the manga panels where Ango looks like he’s ready to kill someone and a long discussion, I finally wrote the dark!Ango fic I didn’t knew I needed. Once again, thank you Raiku, for that photo.

I’m still not really sure about it, but this will probably turn into a several chapters fic.

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The man was standing in a room really dark room, his hands were shaking, full of someone else’s blood. Another man was laying by his feet, looking completely terrified and scared for his life.

With a smirk in his face, he pulled his glasses up and then brought his fingers to his dark brown hair, mixing his sweaty hair with the blood of his victim.

The bloodied businessman wasn’t really sure of who the man who was torturing him was, but judging by the way he was using him as a pin cushion for his knife, he had a pretty good idea of who we was. He was the fifth executive of the Port Mafia, the more dangerous and mysterious of all of them. Even more than Dazai Osamu himself.

“Y… Y… You are…” he stuttered repeatedly. “You are the fifth executive?” his voice was suddenly terrified and the brown haired began to laugh. It began as a small giggle and, soon, it became a full maniacal laugh.

“It took you way too long. Now,” he dropped the bloodied knife he was holding into the floor and took out a gun. “Why don’t I…?” before he could finish the sentence, his phone rang.

He took his phone out, still pointing the gun into the man’s head with a crazed look in his eyes. Two words filled his screen, it read “Lupin’s later.”. With a small sigh, he answered positively and suddenly was glad to have a change of clothes with him.

After he put his phone away again, he focus went back to his victim. The man was trying to hide his face behind his hands in a futile effort for protecting himself.

Without a second thought, his instincts took over and he was already shooting him repeatedly, enjoying the feeling of each bullet that left his gun and the smell of death that lingered in the air. “Awww… You just ruined one of my best suits.” he complained looking at the hem of his light brown pants.

Once he was satisfied, he left the room and walked up to a conveniently placed shower room with his stuff in hand.

As the lukewarm water hit him softly in the back, he laughed dryly. That was what his life had been limited to since Mori and himself had discovered that he was better at getting rid of the mafia’s enemies and traitors than doing office work.

His position as an executive was a secret that he kept from everyone, even from his two best friends: Oda Sakunosuke and Dazai Osamu, who was an executive himself. It was hard to keep such a thing from both of them, but he decided it was for the best if they only knew him as the quiet and calm man that worked redacting the mafia’s archives.

He brought his hands to his head, the dried blood giving in and falling with the water like melted ice cream, dying his hands a deep crimson color. He took a look at both of his hands, a small smirk forming on his lips as he remembered the events that had lead to the moment he was in.

Suddenly, as if a calming wave hit him, he remembered her face and his hands began shaking again. What would she think of him if she knew the things that he did? Even if it was a dangerous thing, she knew that he was a record keeper in the mafia. But this, this was another level of dangerousness and a part of him he would never want her to see.

He clenched his hands and closed his eyes, trying not to think of such things that would make him want to go on a rampage.

With his bag hanging from his arm, he stood outside Lupin’s bar for a few seconds trying to come up with an excuse as to why his day had been so desperately boring. Then, after a little while, he opened the door and walked into the bar.

Both of his friends were already there, Dazai was laughing while Odasaku shook his head, as if he was disapproving of whatever Dazai had told him. “Ohhhh Ango! You’ve finally arrived! I was beginning to think that you were going to ran off with your girlfriend!”

Ango quietly sat beside him and asked the bartender for a tomato juice, he wouldn’t want to go back home drunk and spill any secrets to her. He was really overprotective of her when it was about knowing the shady things that he did in the mafia.

“Awwwnnn… You’re no fun, Ango! I was expecting you to have a drink with us!” he complained.

“I am having a drink.” he said as he turned to look at him while taking the glass that was now in front of him.

“Yeah, but it’s not alcohol!” Dazai complained, a pouty look on his face.

“Let him drink whatever he wants, Dazai.” Odasaku interrupted the young and slightly drunk Dazai. “How was your day, Ango?” the older one of the group asked him with a kind look on his face.

“Boring, as always, I had to deal with loads of paperwork. Most of them related to the incident that happened when Dazai was leading the Black Lizard the other day.” he looked at Dazai from behind his glasses, blaming him for the whole thing.

“I… It’s not my fault that the kid decided to act on his own and kill those people!” the young man wrapped in bandages complained about his subordinate.

“Actually, yes. It is, you’re the one who’s supposed to teach him some discipline. After all, you were the one who brought him in the first place.” from the other side of the table, he could see Odasaku nodding, clearly agreeing with him.

“Let’s talk about something else… Why not…” he looked down at his glass as he thought of a better topic, but kept silent for a really long time.

After a while, his phone began to ring insistently. He took it out of his pocket and, as soon as he saw it, he regretted not being more careful. He was sure that Dazai was going to notice it and point it out.

As if he was reading his mind, the brown haired opened up his mouth. “Is that… blood on your phone’s screen?” he looked confused as he put down the glass he was drinking from. The phone had a big print on the screen from where he had grabbed it when he responded to his message earlier, when he was torturing that businessman.

“Oh, I got hurt. Nothing serious, though.” he quickly said, his voice not wavering in the sight less. The last thing he wanted was to have Dazai on his back, closely watching his every move. “I might have left the stain when I answered your message.”

Even if Dazai didn’t made another comment about it, he could clearly see in his eyes that he wasn’t completely convinced by the excuse that he had given him. And that, sooner or later would become a problem, he was sure of it. But, for the time being, he just wanted to enjoy the time he had with both of them.

His attention went back to his phone, where a message from his girlfriend was waiting to be read. She was answering his message saying that he wouldn’t make it to dinner because he was hanging out with both of his friends. “Have fun, I’ll be waiting for you to come back.” she had answered. He smiled at the phone with a soft smile on his face, just thinking about her was enough to make him relax.

“What do you think about some dog food?” Dazai asked absent-minded as he looked up at the ceiling. Both, Odasaku and Ango looked at him like he had lost his mind. “I’m craving some dog food…” he whispered as he took his hands to his stomach.

“Dazai…” Odasaku said, warning the youngest of the group. Apparently, his fear of dogs didn’t stop him from eating their food.

“Yes, I’ll do that! It’s the best way to die!” he got up, suddenly sounding happy and left the place almost running.

With a sigh, Odasaku got up behind him and left a few bills on the counter. “I’ll go look after him, sorry for cutting this meeting short.” he apologized to his friend and left.

Finishing what was left of his tomato juice, he payed for his drinks and began to walk home.

He walked up the stairs of the apartment that he shared with his girlfriend with a relaxed stance, his face had a smile on it and the keys that were in his hands hit each other making a small metallic sound.

He stopped in front of his door, softly putting the key on the lock. With a twist of his wrist, the door opened up. Inside, the lights were off and he could hear the faint sounds of a TV near by.

He left the keys on a small ceramic bowl near the door and his small bag close to it. One of his hands went straight to his tie, sliding it down slowly and, then, he took his blazer off, leaving him just in a dressing shirt and his tie.

With his other hand, he pulled his glasses and afterwards, it ended again in his hair as he walked into the living room area. The TV was on, some cheesy romantic movie was playing in the backgroud.

“Hello.” he said as he kept walking towards the couch where he knew she was. The silence that greeted him confused him even farther, why didn’t he got an answer? As soon as he turned around the corner of the furniture that obstructed the view of the girl, he found out: she had fallen asleep.

With a small smile on his face, he turned the TV off and lifted his girlfriend in a bridal style fashion, carrying her to their bedroom.

He laid her down slowly on the soft mattress, the sudden change of surface woke her up a little bit. “Ango?” she asked sleepy as her face moved to face him.

“It’s late, go back to sleep.” he whispered, his lips gracing her ear. He kissed her forehead as she nodded and fell back alseep.

After he made sure that she was actually asleep, he got off of her and laid beside her, hugging her tightly to himself. He wasn’t always that way, but, at that moment, he needed her close to him. He needed to know that she was close and wouldn’t let him go.

As if sensing his distress, the girl turned around and faced him, but her eyes were still closed. Her head ended up on his chest as she got closer to him. His breath stopped for a second, as he felt her closer to him.

Some days he felt like when they started dating, scared that every little thing he did would end up in her getting mad at him, scared that she would find out his secret and decided to leave him. Many times after she moved in with him he would walk into the apartment and suddenly feel afraid that she wouldn’t be there.

But the feeling would be immediately chased away by the soft sound of his girlfriend’s voice greeting him as she ran to him and hugged him really tight, honestly happy that he came back home safely.

He never had someone so eagerly waiting for him to get back home and the feeling that someone was actually waiting for him was something he actually liked very much. The feeling of knowing that someone would greet him with a smile every time he crossed the apartment’s door was the happiest feeling he had since becoming friends with Odasaku and Dazai.

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monstersqueen · 1 year

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...eh, do we have any evidence that dazai blames ango for odasaku's death ? i can't find any

"did you really think i had forgiven you" could refer to anything - it could simply be the lies and spying and betrayal

like, it's everywhere in fandom when you look at how we interpret dazai's anger/hatred for ango, but what's the canon basis for that ?

i mean, if i could find any way to blame odasaku's death on ango, i'd accept it, but. ??? outside of the emotional impact his betrayal had on odasaku, which can be seen as a factor in odasaku's decision if one tries hard, i just. can't seem to find the logical thread.

odasaku dies because he fight gide

he fights gide because gide kill the children

gide killed the children because 1) he wanted to fight odasku and 2) mori gave him their location

gide wanted to fight him because he met odasaku. did he meet odasaku because of ango? they meet after ango leaves odasaku inconscient, but odasaku goes to rescue akutagawa because dazai is his friend; i don't see how ango leaving drugged unconscient factor into it ( - without it sooner or later odasaku would have met gide so that still wouldn't be ango's fault for me, but at least there'd be a thread from ango's actions to odasaku's death, and that certainly would be enough for dazai to blame it on him)

mori gives the location of the children to gide because he wants odasaku to fight and kill him, to honor the agreement he forced the special ability division in. ok. did he use ango to force the division ? at most he used him to contact the division, but given that i do'nt think he needed ango to do so - that's way too far-fetched. did ango's spying enable mori to enact his plan ? i'm pretty sure that he didn't invite mimic in via ango - would be weird given his endgame and thyat he knows ango's a special ability division spy, so did the spying gives him information that he used to get odasaku to kill gide ?

--- i guess a series of events that could have happened where there is at least a thread from ango's actions to odasaku's death is

mori send him to spy on mimic

ango finds out gide's ability

ango reports it to mori

mori goes 'oh ! well we have the eprfect memebr for that'

ango : 'oh fuck' and later 'do not fight gide odasaku'

that's possible. maybe.

assuming ango told mori gide's ability - meaning he found it before he was outed to mimic as a spy, and reported it to both the government and the mafia - that's possible, and does at least make one thread from one of his actions to odasaku's death

which is enough if dazai is looking for a reason to blame him, which i can believe he was

(now, this was prompted by reading "nothing changes the fact ango could have prevented odasaku's death and didn't" in a fic and going '???? no????' and that i maintain - from the moment mimic was in yokohama, preventing odasaku's death becomes. very very fucking difficult, due to three different organisations wanting odasaku to fight gide)

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