#AMFMN things

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Me: Oh god I don't want to write Missa's dialogue inaccurately, I want to make sure it's clear he prefers speaking Spanish because it's more comfortable and natural to him. I hope I'm doing a good job of conveying that by keeping his word choice the way it is and not overestimating what he would or wouldn't say in English.

Missa, in canon, after being in an extremely serious and terrifying encounter: HOLY MOLY CANNOLI

Me:

Me: yknow what I think I'm actually overthinking this and need to loosen up

#AMFMN things #qsmp #qsmp missa #q!missa #Isa's QSMP Shitposts

[sw1ft-sniff]

this is what my brain saw when reading your fic

The fist one is when he like collapsed kinda in spawn and when he had his head on the bench in the bakery

#AMFMN things #Isa ghost #Philza

[isa-ghost]

I love the way how when Etoiles gets offended he just starts saying everything like a question. He's like the Miette meme but when you tell him he can't solve problems with pvp

#qsmp #qsmp etoiles #etoiles #q!etoiles #AMFMN things #Isa's QSMP Shitposts

[isa-ghost]

Etoiles: I was holding your hand, I hope Kristin is not watching

Phil: I have two hands

Kristin in Phil's chat: It's allowed as long as I can watch

I'M CRYINGGG

#philza #etoiles #codebreakers #qsmp codebreakers #AMFMN things

[isa-ghost]

Thinking about the Philza Polycule's reaction to qPhil getting corrupted/possessed by the Ender King.

Missa terrified, confused, and worst of all guilty as shit because maybe he could've stopped this if he wasn't gone so often, if he wasn't so out of the loop constantly. He could've helped Phil. If he caught it early enough he could've gotten others to help him. He barely knows who Rose is let alone Ender King. This whole thing is so much bigger than him but if he'd just been around more, maybe he'd have even a shred more knowledge to help his husband.

Fit absolutely PISSED, both at the situation and himself. Phil TOLD HIM about this "Ender King" ages ago and he never thought to check in about the whole deal with it ever again. Even if he doesn't understand it and even if Phil seemed extremely uncomfortable saying the asshole's name let alone going into detail about whoever or whatever the fuck it is, he should've still made sure Phil was doing alright. It was clear enough this was something he needed SOME kind of support for. He's arguably the person that sees Phil the most on the island, how did he fuck up this badly?

Etoiles light-heartedly brushing the whole thing off. Phil is strong! He is the GOAT! He will come out of this fine! But on the inside, he's terrified and doesn't know how to begin to understand what's going on. These are affirmations for himself just as much as anyone else who hears them. It's the only way he knows how to cope. He's been blindsided by this. Phil is always so strong. He has to believe Phil can beat a god. What else can he do?

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[isa-ghost]

To stir up some interest beyond my friend groups, here's the basic premise for my qPhil-centric fic that I'm going to write:

Phil gets a message from Rose warning him that the Ender King will make his first move soon. Phil hasn't been able to stop thinking about the implication of EK lacking a vessel meaning he plans to use Phil in some way.

Well, he isn't wrong. Over the span of a week, Phil notices himself experiencing odd behaviors that he normally wouldn't exhibit. He doesn't want to admit it to himself, but he's slowly becoming possessed by Ender King.

He's terrified, but in classic him fashion, he doesn't want to burden anyone who cares about him. He spends the days fighting tooth and nail to remain inconspicuous in front of Chayanne, Tallulah, and his QPR polycule (Missa, Fit & Etoiles) and their other friends while his condition worsens.

Eventually, he ends up fully possessed, and it's up to the polycule & potentially the aid of other islanders to save Phil from a malevolent deity they barely know anything about.

(If anyone wants to send asks about it, I'm down to talk about parts of it! Plot, characters, anything like that! :D)

Edit: I have named the fic "Awake Me From My Nightmare" :D

#qsmp #qsmp philza #q!philza #philza #pissa #fitza #codebreakers #qsmp pissa #qsmp fitza #qsmp codebreakers #AMFMN things

[isa-ghost]

Thinking about AMFMN Missa.

Thinking about how he tries, again and again, to be strong. Tries to refuse to be bothered by the fact that the person he's looking at wears his husband's face but isn't his husband. Tries to be willing and ready to fight him despite knowing it'd be his husband's body he's hurting. Tries to keep his composure in front of Chayanne and Tallulah just like their Papa Phil does. Tries not to let himself be overwhelmed by the fact that in order to get his husband back, he has to beat a GOD.

But every time he gets ready, every time he steels himself, every time he's braced for a fight and prepared to hurt Phil's body for the sake of saving him, something happens that knocks down his resolve instantly and sends him spiraling all over again, restarting the process of grief.

And every time that "something"— The moments Phil breaks through in a moment of clarity, the moments he can't shake seeing his husband's hands being the ones doing harm to him and their friends, the sight of Phil's body struggling so badly with housing a god it shouldn't be harboring —knocks him back down, he gets angrier. Angrier at himself for being so easy to crack. Angrier that as soon as he's prepared to do what he has to to save Phil, something else breaks his heart. Angrier that he's a grim fucking reaper, arguably the strongest person on the island because of it, yet he can't do shit when it matters most.

And then FINALLY, when things finally reach a head, he just SNAPS. But the worst has to happen before he does.

I am so unbelievably excited to write far enough into the fic for people to actually see what I mean by this. I am SO happy with how I've planned Missa's character in AMFMN.

#qsmp #qsmp deathduo #deathduo #qsmp pissa #pissa #qsmp missa #q!missa #AMFMN things #qsmp philza #philza #q!philza

[isa-ghost]

SHIT I'VE PREDICTED ON ACCIDENT WITH MY ENDER KING POSSESSION FIC, AWAKE ME FROM MY NIGHTMARE:

I WILL BE UPDATING THIS WITH EVERY STREAM FOR THE FORESEEABLE FUTURE.

Rationalizing unnecessary loot he was grabbing

The massive loot trip while the kids slept for a long time

Eventually saying fuck it and demolishing entire chests and taking ALL loot instead of just what he wanted

Tallulah grilling him about it all and him playing it off as nbd

The Ender King themed backpack (though Phil made it in the fic, it wasn't a gift)

Zoning out suddenly. HE LITERALLY DID THIS IN CHAPTER 2 WHICH I JUST POSTED LAST NIGHT.

Black/corrupted parts of his skin

The quicker starvation. Ender King doesn't need to eat. So he doesn't while he possesses Phil. So Phil suffers because of it. Which makes him weaker and easier to control.

Abnormal strength and resistance

Amethyst/crying obsidian in/around the house and Phil's bed

Denying what's happening and saying it's fine trying to fool himself

Fit and Bagi being involved and worried about him

Fit tries to ask Phil if something is wrong and Phil brushes it off and escapes the conversation

Being abnormally aggressive/temperamental towards people with no explanation

Burning things the Ender King gave him or had him get

Running away to protect everyone

Ender King fucking up Phil's back

#qsmp #qsmp philza #philza #q!philza #qsmp ender king #AMFMN things

[isa-ghost]

Everyone is going to LOVE Chapter 3 of AMFMN because currently it has the most fucked up sign of EK possession in the fic yet, Phil hilariously rizzing the shit out of Missa on accident right after said fucked up moment, then a whole ass Pissa date AND rare Philza Minecraft communication, followed by more gut-wrenching angst BUT ALSO PISSA CUDDLES.

This is gonna give people brainrot so hard.

#qsmp #qsmp pissa #pissa #qsmp philza #qsmp missa #q!philza #q!missa #AMFMN things #my only worry is making sure i blend EN/SP for Missa properly. aka more Spanish than not

[isa-ghost]

YALL I AM SO SORRY I KEEP PREDICTING PHIL'S ENDER KING LORE

CHAPTER 1 OF MY FIC WAS THE GREED

CHAPTER 2 HAS BEEN IN PROGRESS FOR LIKE 2 WEEKS BEFORE NOW AND THE NEXT SIGN OF POSSESSION IS ACTING WEIRD

AND TODAY PHIL TOLD THE KIDS "IF I ACT WEIRD HIT ME UPSIDE THE HEAD."

IF THE THIRD SIGN IS HALLUCINATING I'M GONNA SHIT MY PANTS

#qsmp #qsmp philza #q!philza #philza #AMFMN things

[isa-ghost]

[writing frantically to get chapter 2 out before Phil can drop the next bit of lore so I don't look like I'm just stealing his ideas] MOTHERFUCKER I HAVE 15 CHAPTERS PLANNED OUT. I CAN PROVE THE THIEF HERE IS HIM.

THE FUCKING BRITISH OUT HERE STEALING SHIT THAT ISN'T THEIRS AS ALWAYS /J

#qsmp #qsmp philza #philza #q!philza #AMFMN things

[isa-ghost]

I love the part in Awake Me From My Nightmare where Charlie Slimecicle comes in like "it's goobin time" and then goo goobied all over the Ender King

#this is how im announcing there will be a alternate crack ending #i am so serious #qsmp #qsmp philza #qsmp slimecicle #slimecicle #q!slimecicle #AMFMN things

[isa-ghost]

amfmn missa.. p please.. please mother … feed us

I'M BEING ENABLED PPOVERHEAT

He's an actual grim reaper. That's where he's disappeared to so often in canon, reaper duties. It's a very demanding job, you know.

Doesn't stop him from feeling terrible about being gone so often though. He misses his husband and kids and hates how often he's out of the loop :(

Fr though Phil and the kids make him so so happy after spending countless hours working such a sad job. It's also partially why he sings and makes art. That brand of fun is catharsis for the soul.

He has all his canon weapons but I ALSO gave him a reaper deathscythe. And boy is he gonna use it. Fucking AWOOGA MissaSinfonia when he's angry.

Btw as a reaper he can FEEL souls. He can see their power, their condition, feel the surface level emotions and personality of its owner. This will come in handy later in the fic. ;)

As per the post I made asking for Missa appreciation so I can characterize him properly: He's undyingly loyal, he fights hard and loves even harder, he's protective, silly, and goddamn can he flirt.

All his wet cat behavior is a result of getting too overwhelmed by The Horrors. He's seen A Lot as a reaper. But somehow Quesadilla Island and all its... Everything. Always manage to show him a new brand of What The Fuck he's never even imagined before. Hence all his screaming and weeping when he's caught up on what he's missed. Like how tf else is he supposed to react??

Somewhat attached to that, he and Phil rlly were a match made in Federation Heaven bc they both have issues with self-doubt despite being insanely skilled and sharp-witted. Missa is better abt it than Phil though. His only acts up when he messes up a lot or just. Doesn't have a clue how to handle a situation where it's dire that he does. It's more of an insecurity about being unprepared and failing his loved ones than it is a doubt he has skill. He KNOWS he does, he hates when it's not enough. That's how he differs from Phil, who thinks he has none at all.

Btw when you fuck with the people he's protective over, he gets PISSED. We're getting a LOT of pissed off Missa in AMFMN <3 Ofc there'll be a lot of reaper tears too, his husband is suffering and there's little he can do about it. :( But ohohoho when the sad turns into rage. BARK WOOF. Eventually he decides EK is catching these hands and scythe.

He also shakes hands with his husband on being a self-sacrificing little shit. And. Yeah this is gonna happen later in the fic. (He's not dying dw dw)

You have no idea how excited I am that I basically get to build his dynamics with Fit, Etoiles, and Bagi from scratch. I'm so hyped. People are welcome to reply with this with any crumbs we have of their dynamics in canon but afaik they've rarely interacted outside of very minor moments, so AMFMN will largely be a sandbox for me to establish what I THINK they'd be like. Which in my fic plan so far, is largely taking each character's personality and applying how I think they'd react to a situation, and how that would look when two of them are interacting in that situation. Ex: at one point Etoiles has to comfort Missa bc he's just having a ROUGH time with this saving Phil stuff. But Etoiles is NOT a comfort guy. So he does his Etoiles thing: hearing Missa out while also cracking his usual brand of jokes in an attempt to lighten the mood.

I also have a plot point planned with him and Bagi when shit is hitting the fan the hardest and OUUGHHH. That self-sacrificing shit am I right.

God I'm being so mean to him specifically in AMFMN though. Ender King is a sack of shit, he knows exactly who to harass most using Phil's body >:/

See in my AMFMN Fitza headcanons, I said they're each other's confidants. Which IS true. However, no one in the fic gets the honor of Phil FINALLY communicating with someone about his issues other than his husband. Missa is the person he caves and confesses things to. Missa gets the HC Deity lore and what's been happening to him lately. This is actually what Chapter 3 is :D

Also I am so sorry but I'm sliding a Missa Romantic Love Confession attempt into the fic and it gets interrupted by The Horrors. But yeah Missa is romantically in love with Phil, he just respects that Phil sees things platonically. He still wants to communicate his feelings though.

#qsmp #qsmp pissa #pissa #qsmp philza #qsmp missa #AMFMN things #deathduo #qsmp deathduo

[isa-ghost]

I'M HAVING TOO MUCH FUN WITH THIS PISSA DATE OH MY GOD

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[isa-ghost]

Fuck it, doodle of Ender King-possessed Phil eye be upon you.

Dragon pupil >>>>

#qsmp #qsmp philza #philza #q!philza #qsmp ender king #AMFMN things

[isa-ghost]

do you have hc's about how the Polycule would save q!Phil from EK's possession?? Would they work on their own or work together?? these hc's are so good btw!!

I didn't at first but now that I sat down and thought about it, I have exploded. Enjoy.

Edit: This exploded so hard I'm now planning a 5+ chapter fic about it. So everyone stay tuned I guess. If you see me post an ao3 link sometime in the next week or two, you'll know what it is. I might also post the chapters as Tumblr posts for easier access for anyone who doesn't have ao3.

Previous qPhil headcanons

Ender King possessed Phil headcanons

Since you specified polycule, these will be Missa/Fit/Etoiles centric. However, the fic I'm writing will have guest appearances from Chayanne, Tallulah, Pac, and potentially some others. We'll see where it goes.

It seems impossible at first. He's. So. Strong. So merciless. So overwhelming. They know Phil would never forgive himself if it was his hands that hurt any of them. They can't afford to get close. They can't afford to be poisoned by the clouds of dragon's breath. They can't afford to be struck by his scythe or sword. They can't afford to be sniped by those eagle eyes. Phil would never forgive himself, and he's already so hard on himself.

They don't know what to do, they don't know what they CAN do. They have no choice but to back off, and let EK escape with Phil's body off to wherever the hell it is he'll hide out while he readjusts to having a physical form again and continues to further wrestle Phil into submission. Missa's absolutely inconsolable over it, Fit & Etoiles have to restrain him while EK dips for the sake of making sure Missa doesn't get himself killed. Fit is LIVID. Etoiles is equally pissed, but it comes out more as distress rather than rage.

Missa is overwhelmed by the idea of caring for Chayanne & Tallulah alone. Chayanne comes in clutch, he somehow snagged the stock of cookies from Phil's bag before EK took full control of him. Fit offers to look after them too, he just can't feed them. Ramon is already pulling out all the stops in an effort to comfort the two & is more than willing to let them sleep in his house. They all know Phil will be mortified that the two witnessed any of what happened.

Phil is missing for at least a week, maybe more. No one knows what EK is doing with his body. Their only solace is that Cucurucho & presumably the higher ranking feds are strong enough to prevent him from leaving the island. At least they know he's findable.

That doesn't make it easier. Knowing he's out there somewhere, trapped in his own mind, living his greatest fear every second they aren't helping him claw his way back into control of himself, potentially hurting people he cares about or doing things he'd never do with his own hands. It's unbearable.

Whenever it is that they finally find Phil, he's a shell. Thinner, paler, as gaunt as a corpse. Eyes purple and cruel, dark circles under them. Features sharper, somewhere between skeletal and draconic. Patches of his skin have blackened like char, some spots have cracked and look like they're bleeding purple. He looks like he's slowly becoming corrupted by crying obsidian. His wings are raised at all times, threatening. But they shake, unmistakably and visibly so. It's clear they're in so much pain, under so much strain. Has the Ender King been flying with Phil's damaged wings? Missa, Fit and Etoiles feel like they're staring at a ghost of their long-dead friend.

Phil's body is weak but the Ender King isn't. The fight, while more feasible now, is still hellish to pull off. It takes more gapples, potions, rezzing each other, and enough sets of armor broken for Etoiles to lament for a month, but eventually, after near-constant bombardment from three people (& a little "help" from a handful of mobs as things go on into the night. Which EK gets stronger during btw), the trio finally downs Ender King. Fit and Etoiles keep him pinned on his stomach while Missa desperately shoves potions and gapples down his throat like you would to cure a zombie villager. They have no idea if that's actually helping let alone doing anything at all. But how the fuck do you exorcise an evil deity from a mortal body?? They're grasping at straws.

Somehow, after trying every last thing that comes to mind (which is. A lot of desperate half-baked ideas bc they're pretty sure they're on a time limit & this is not the time to be elaborately plotting a solution), it turns out that soaking Phil in water like a drowned rat & forcing him to drink more water than any crow could dream of via hydrochecks is enough to overwhelm Ender King into giving up control of Phil's body.

During their scrambling for solutions, Etoiles very smoothly quips about how if only they had "Potion of Purge Ender King" btw, it gets a laugh out of Fit. And Missa, even through his hysterical crying because he is So Scared And Guilty about potentially hurting Phil right now. They needed the palette cleanser while doing something so grim and stressful.

Phil goes limp like a noodle as soon as EK gives him up. Missa fully panics thinking his husband just fucking died in all their arms until Reaper Brain kicks in and he realizes Phil's soul is still working, it's just extremely weak. Another witty remark from Etoiles about getting his shit together re-centers his focus.

Surprise! Phil's not unconscious though, just Extremely weak. And Ender King still isn't going down without a fight. Water hurts like a bitch but it isn't deadly. Not unless they risk drowning Phil. But now EK has been weakened enough that Phil starts to fight for control of himself for the first time in ages. It gets ugly.

Fit, arguably the physically strongest of them all, holds Phil hostage by the underarms while Missa and Etoiles keep desperately trying everything they can think of to keep making Phil purge EK from his system like an illness. Whatever is coming up is a disgusting viscous purple. Phil won't stop screaming. They can tell it's simultaneously Phil's pain and Ender King's rage.

And god is the process a long, torturous ordeal for everyone involved. Phil is very palpably in agony, Missa is a wreck, all 3 of them feel horribly guilty they're subjecting him to so much but it Has to be done. Fit's seen so much after living in the 2b2t Wastelands and even he's finding it hard to watch this.

By the end of it all, blood, sweat, tears, and vomit have been shed, and not just by Phil, in an effort to bring him back to his senses. They're all miserable, exhausted, and overwhelmed. They're not even entirely sure that EK has been "exorcised" completely, nor do they know how the Fuck to confirm that. And purging EK from Phil's body isn't where this stops either, but none of them can even think about what the recovery from this will be like.

Getting this far is only possible because they put all their strength together. No one would have stood a chance against the Ender King alone. Despite barely being conscious and looking convincingly half-dead, Phil is terrified he's hurt or killed someone he cares about as it is. Honestly, Missa, Fit & Etoiles are shocked it seemingly only took 3 people to take on an apparent god. This very much doesn't feel legit, Etoiles doesn't feel right saying gf yet. It feels like the fight isn't over.

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