#ANYWAY im tired and i have no energy and im gonna blame it on compounding stress/grief + fibro + cfs and im gonna.

[bunnyb34r]

Me for the last two weeks: I gotta clean my fucking room before Christmas

Me every day for the past two weeks: not today. I got time

#marquilla #i just give up shgdgdgd #no one is MAKING me clean it by then it's just my aunt and her judgy ass family are coming over and just the off chance #of them seeing my room and how cramped it is bc my bed takes up so much room it stresses me out man #i have a laundry basket ive been digging out of all week on the floor. TWO of those tiered supply carts (i have 3 but one is in the kitchen #bc it holds my art shit and i work at the table when i paint) anyway FULL OF SHIT #easter bucket with peeps i refuse to throw away bc hey i MIGHT want them! maybe!! #it took me til October to throw away last years Christmas candy im not even joking #next to my bed is my nest (and supply cart) got my bed nest. and my food stash #rn it's: cheerios. corn chips. cookies i really loved last year and cannot stomach this year. bread. and usually cake #unless i ate it already #ANYWAY im tired and i have no energy and im gonna blame it on compounding stress/grief + fibro + cfs and im gonna. #add in passing kidney stones bc well we just dont know if im all done :) #me to anyone who will listen: WANNA SEE MY STONE?!