#But yeah I miss those posts but appreciate the spn free mind majority of the time

[sastiel-is-my-serotonin]

Very glad my brain doesn't always circulate spn knowledge like it used to. I'd be trying to have a nice conversation with someone and then remember something related to an episode and have to track down the episode in my mind for a throw away line and only think about that until I wrote something pertaining it. And it was usually Sastiel related. And if wasn't originally I made it into Sastiel. I actually do miss that part, turning mundane things into Sastiel posting. I should do that again.

#Rather than thinking about arms tonite by mother mother and thinking about Sastiel #Don't ask I don't know what my brain is brewing there #But yeah I miss those posts but appreciate the spn free mind majority of the time #It's like hey you're not completely isolated in your mind thinking about a show and nothing more #You're still depressed and traumatized but you're healing slightly #But like one episode can easily send you back so like be careful #Yeah sleep is necessary bc I'm being too honest about that and gonna regret that aren't I #Probably will be embarrassed in the morning #Oh well