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crabussy · 6 months
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turned in my psychology essay with the adrenaline levels of a recently retired racing greyhound who just accidentally ingested a bathtub of black coffee but its okay I survived. thank god I don't have unmedicated adhd or anything like that which would cause me to have this experience every single time I have to complete work. wouldn't that be funny. it would be funny. it would. be so funny if that was the case I'm so relieved that its not the case
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shooting-the-walls · 5 years
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OKAY SO I watched abominable bride for the first time in while. These are the notes I made throughout it
• The whole montage
• ThE thEME tUNe
• Benedict's posher accent
• MRS HUDSON: WE STAN A QUEEN
• The way John says "Holmes": synonymous with "watch it bitch"
• "...abandoned you for an unsavoury companion of dubious morals": SHERLOCK SWEETIE NO
• Mary: ONCE AGAIN WE STAN A QUEEN
• Lestrade needing a fucking drink is such a mood
• Parts of it sound so scripted (e.g the scene in the morgue with Holmes and Watson's first meeting): evidence early on of it being in his mind palace? Sherlock knows it has to go in a certain way, not quite sure how to go about creating such a vivid image? Gets more natural as the episode goes on
• The way Sherlock stops playing the violin so abruptly when John and Mary are arguing: HE'S SUCH A SWEETIE JESUS CHRIST I CAN'T TAKE IT
• "Needs must where the devil drives, Watson"
• "Votes for Women!" "For or against?" "GET OUT." SUCH A QUEEEEEEEN
• "What friend?" "ENGLAND." "....Well that's not very specific" XD
• "Stranger things have happened." "*sigh* Such as?" ".....stranger.... things..?"
• Molly Hooper getting ahead in life YES
• Sherlock being so unaware of how he acts
• *clicks* "COULD IT BE TWINS" (p1)
• "A secret twin?" (p2)
• "IT's nEvER tWiNS"
• "Now that's daddy's gone": OI OI SHERLOCK YOU KINKY LITTLE SHIT
• Sherlock panic-cramming about the Obliquity of the Ecliptic because he wants to impress Mycroft is such a mood
• "Didn't Doctor Watson move out a few months ago"......"That chair is definitely empty" "*sadness* It is isn't it?": SHERLOCK WHYYYYYYY HE LOVES YOU SO MUCH AND YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW IT
• "I shall have a word with my wife to have a word with you": why do I get a feeling that Mary will just high five the servant girl like "Yas queen"
• "We are on our way to see someone cleverer than you" "Shut up"
• THE WHOLE SIGNING SCENE OMG
• THE ELBOW IN THE SIDE XD
• "I am glad you liked my potato" XD
• "Sorry wot" *thumbs up*
• FATCROFT
• Pretty sure this is what Sherlock wants to be able to do with Mycroft in real life: so much banter but he's still such a bitch XD
• *on the enemies": "socialists?" "Anarchists?" "The French?" "Suffragists?" "The Scots?" "Ooo, sounds Serbian"
• Mycroft: "Are there any large body of people you aren't concerned about?"
Watson: NEVER
• I swear to God Watson is all of Holmes' self control XD
• I would have hated being a woman in 1895: imagine wearing a full fucking dress at breakfast!?!?!?!?!?
• I mean talk about low budget creepy horror movie vibes with Lady Carmichael's narrative lol
• Pretty sure the Bride when she's moving is an old Weeping Angel prop from Doctor Who XD
• "Should probably-" "DEFINITELY" "Definitely avoid that"
• Mary being a double agent for Mycroft
• The comments on the train about Watson convincing the world: SHERLOCK WE NEED TO TALK ABOUT YOUR SELF ESTEEM
• "There are no ghosts in this world: save the one we make for ourselves"
• SHERLOCK STANDING UP FOR LADY CARMICHAEL YAAAAS
• I'm sorry but Sherlock stop giving shade to the man whose life you were supposed to be saving XD
• IN THE GLASS GREENHOUSE OMG THE TAAAAAAAAALK
• "Have patience, Watson": HAH SAYS YOU SHERLOCK
• Sherlock basically saying "dude you're the one who knows about girls I'm gay as fuck"
• HANG ON the fact that he uses the modern picture of Irene Adler???? Sherlock your mind palace is starting to slip again.
• "You waited until I was asleep and looked at it" ".....I did" WATSON YOU LITTLE SNEAK
• "Under no competition whatsoever": OH SHERL YOUR SELF ESTEEM DUDE
• I love Sherlock's two sides represented by Holmes and Watson arguing with each other. Like it's the perfect representation of the conflict Sherlock must go through with his emotions
• "I made me.... Redbeard?" OH GOD HE'S REMEMBERING IT SOMEONE SEND HELP
• AND THE FACT HE DISTRACTS HIMSELF BY MAKING THE GHOST APPEAR
• Lady Carmichael totally represents Sherlock's guilt. Nobody can convince me otherwise. "You promised to keep him safe, you promised...." why can I see him saying that to himself after everything that happened with Mary? Like he promised himself that he'd keep John safe, and that's why he jumped and ran off for two years, and then he completely overlooks the fact John's wife was an assassin and then she shot him and everything and Sherlock felt guilty
• And he blames HIMSELF (note how Holmes and Watson represent Sherlock's two sides) for Sir Eustace's death: could Sir Eustace represent someone else?? Another murder or situation perhaps??
• OMG MORIARTY'S NOOOOOOOOTE: Sherlock is so shooketh when he sees that
• AND it's after that that the cracks start to appear. Modern phrases, the "hhhhhow", reminded himself of the list: he managed to shake himself up so much with just the MEMORY of Moriarty that he begins to lose his already tenuous grip on the reality he's created for himself
• "Pure reason topped by sheer melodrama, your life in a nutshell": SO TRUE
• OMG HE REMINDS HIMSELF OF THE LIST HE'S SO PRECIOUS
• "I haven't finished yet": SHERLOCK WHAT HAVE YOU DONE
• With the reporters: "why do you make them tea?" "I don't know. I just sort of do": LINK to 'The Sign of Three' and the morning tea
• "....The devil. I wouldn't be surprised, we get all sorts round here"
• OKAY GUYS MORIARTY'S HERE EVERYONE STAY CALM
• The dressing gown comment XD
• Andrew Scott is such a fucking queen and he makes such a creepy Moriarty and I FUCKING LOVE IT
• I love how creepy Moriarty is in Sherlock's mind palace. Like this is Sherlock's true perception of Moriarty as an enemy
• "We don't needs toys to kill each other where's the intimacy in that" OI OI BOYS
• THE SHAAAAAAAKING
• Can we just talk about how beautifully the transitions are? Like how they show the turbulence and Sherlock's own mind trying to drag him out of his mind palace but Sherlock stubbornly holds on because he needs to know
• HE JUST WANTS TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENED I FEEL SO SORRY FOR HIM SUCH A SWEETIE
• THE CRAAAAAaaaater talk about the CGI
• "Maybe I could backcomb": DUDE THE BACK OF YOUR FUCKING HEAD WAS BLOWN OFF
• "It's not the fall that kills you Sherlock. It's not the fall, never the fall. It's the landing!"
• BOOM BACK TO MODERN DAY
• EYY CURLY HAIR IS BACK
• The fact that Mycroft knows immediately what's going on: it's so sad but it's so poignant that he's clearly been through this before
• HE WAS READING JOHN'S BLOG. JOHNLOCK FOREVER
• "Did you make a list?"
• And the fact he tries to avoid it but he knows he can't: JOHN'S FACE WHEN HE READS THE LIST. What was on that thing???
• REQUEST FOR SEASON 5: what the fuck was "that day"? The fact there's a whole agreement?? I WANNA KNOW
• "I'm not an addict, I'm a user. I allievate boredom and occasionally heighten my thought processes"
• SHERLOCK AND MYCROFT ARE SO SARCY WITH EACH OTHER: "listen to me" "nope. It only encourages you"
• OH GOD NO NOW THERE'S BROTHERY FEELS MYC STOP
• "I should have realised. "Realised what?" "That for you solitary confinement is locking you up with your own worst enemy" JESUS THE FEELS
• Then straight back to Victorian. THE TRANSITIONS ARE SO SEAMLESS AND BEAUTIFUL
• The fact he reminds himself in his mind palace that he's an addict. Literally two minutes ago he was saying he wasn't an addict. SUCH LIIIIIEEEEEEES
• And he tells himself off so much and I love him but he just needs such a hug
• "For Mary always. Never that": the fact he's so willing to do anything for Mary just because John loves her, regardless of what Sherlock feels towards her. IF THAT ISN'T TRUE LOVE I DON'T KNOW WHAT IS
• "You're Sherlock Holmes wear the damn hat"
• "Sherlock, tell me where my bloody wife is you pompous prick or I'll punch your lights out!": AGAIN showing the fragility of his mind palace
• "No not him, the clever one": AWWW HE REALLY DOES LOVE MYC
• "I was talking to Mary": NO YOU WEREN'T WATSON SHUT UP
• "Die to prove a point?": *ahem* Moriarty *ahem*
• OOO THE REVELATION OF HOOPER
• I feel so sorry for all of the women and how they've been marginalised
• OH HEY JANINE WHY ARE YOU HERE
• I mean I love what these women are doing but c'mon, killing them? Really? I totally agree cos they're bloody brutes but you could've tried not to break the law
• HE'S SO CONFIDENT GODDAMN BUT HE'S SO WRONG
• Moriarty once again reminding him (in a dress this time) that it's in his heaaaaaad
• "Speaking as a criminal mastermind we don't really have gongs"
• HEYYYY WE'RE BACK TO MODERN AGAIN
• I have a feeling that despite being completely under, Sherlock refused to let anyone but John touch him which was why John was checking him out despite the GMC discouraging doctors treating their friends/family
• He's talking so fast he's definitely still high
• "NO everyone always lets you do whatever you want, that's how you got in this state" damn that got hella real hella quick
• "He's right, you know." "So what if he's right, he's always right!" SHERLOCK YOUR LOVE FOR JOHN IS SHOWING
• *Mycroft standing with a torch watching them work hard" "I'm HELPING"
• The look Mycroft and Lestrade share: like "wtf have we gotten ourselves into" MYSTRADE
• "Still not awake, am I?" HE KNOWS YOU SEE
• We're at reichenbach: Sherlock's worst nightmare basically
• Moriarty even describes himself as a "virus" in a hard drive: Sherlock right there is admitting that Moriarty IS his weakness, that Moriarty stops him from being able to function at full capacity
• And then the fight: the fact Sherlock is losing so miserably
• "At the end it's always just you and me"
• WATSON YES THIS WAS WHEN YOU NEEDED TO ROCK UP
• "Pretty damn smart" AWWWW SHERL
• "Ugh why don't you two just elope already": I'm sorry but Moriarty is basically the fandom here XD
• "Actually, would you mind" "not at all" *dies from fangirl*
• "It was my turn": John just wanted to push Moriarty off of something XD
• John watching Sherlock jump off: "DO A FLIP!"
• "You probably just ODed?" "NO TIME"
• SHERLOCK HE CARES ABOUT YOU STOP BEING A BITCH
• "Look after him... please?": You see, Mycroft KNOWS. Up until 4-5 years ago, that was Mycroft's job, and you can just tell that he's not used to not being there. He's been caring for Sherlock for all of those years and he pretends to be so distant ("The Ice Man") but Sherlock is his weakness. Sherlock will always be his weakness. He obviously loves him (BROTHERLY WAY) so much and it HURTS how Sherlock just brushes him off
• The last little bit in Victorian London: still Sherlock's mind palace and coming down off the drugs still?? The fact that it's modern London outside of the window suggests that he's still in the mind palace where some of the hallucination (?) he'd been having is still lingering.
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