#I actually cobsiderwd making 25ji in the unit swap au bird themed because of them but decided to go with flowers instead

[chisatowo]

The fact that this event just so perfectly slots in and parallels like all of my Mafuyu and Ena hcs and au stuff just like. Fucking hell sekai just break into my house and beat me to death won't you

#rat rambles #sekai posting #I wont go too into it but the scenr were ena draws mafuyu just. really gets to me #partially because of just. yeah. but also because it just makes for the perfect long term follow up to a scene I have in my head for the 3 #*2 #that just haunts everything else Ive made with them and just. it compliments it so well. Im losing my god damn mind #I wanna makr a piece based off it so bad but itd require a good biy of context which I dong feel like drawing or writing rn #but yeah I associate them very strongly with birds #and two specific images of birds #also butterflies sorta but that skirts into more one off amv idea territory #I actually cobsiderwd making 25ji in the unit swap au bird themed because of them but decided to go with flowers instead #birds are Their Thing in my head yknow. but obviously thats less relevant here than the svene surounring its origins #a painting of struggle a painting of death a spiral downwards the tying of art suffering and then a simple impulsive sketch of a moment of #mundanity that is just that much more meaningful because of the people it represents and the joys of creation and art #idk Im just rambling nonsense ignore me fnfndkfbd