#I’m in this sf9 hole forever. the first group who made me feel something and is so special to me.

[juhotonin]

You know I try not to think about it too much because honestly I kinda expected that even when he’s the same guy who tried to manage his timeline to reunite and promote with his members… but what makes me angry is that no mention of his members in his letter…

#like Idk how to feel. I’m happy for him that he finally decided something. I’m sad that we didn’t get a full comeback. #I’m sad that we don’t see idol!rowoon anymore WITH his members. (don’t let me start on the whole fnc kingdom thing) #I’m angry that everyone tried even tho if they had solo schedules they tried for sf9 since binseong left #but rowoon’s schedule was so packed that he didn’t had the time except for the puzzle cb #I’m happy for him like truly that he focuses more on his self now bc he still deals with his back pain but nonetheless I’m sad. angry. empty #I have so many emotions and the fact that I’m not surprised #I’m thinking about the members at this moment and miss youngbin’s lives where I could calm myself #his words are always so calming and reassuring that you feel at ease #like I should be happy inseong is coming back to us tomorrow and youngbin is following. their anniversary is coming up yet… #I’m in this sf9 hole forever. the first group who made me feel something and is so special to me. #I’d still support them but for now thank you for letting us feel how we feel #fun fact trauma was the comeback with all the nine members and we’re literally living the title rn 😅 #zey.txt