#IM LITERALLY ASKING YOU TO CRITICISE MY WORK AND U HOLD IT OFF FOR GOD KNOWS WHAT REASON

[sgkjd]

me: do you have any examples that you liked that i could use to design it the way you like

them: oh i trust your view

me: ok if you say so *puts effort into thinking up ideas how to make everything as best as possible, spends double the time because i don't have any guidelines on what im doing and just have to think everything up from scratch*

me: *finishes* *asks them to review and point out everything they want to change*

them: first impression is really good!!!

me: good to hear! so, is there anything you'd like me to change? because in my view i'm done here

them: oh can we change this and this and this and i didn't think it would be this way? i really like this example, you can get inspiration from it

me: you :-) could've:-) said :-) everything:-) sooner :-) before:-) i finished :-) especially:-) given me :-) the examples :-) before :-) i started :-) working :-) because now :-) i can't change :-) the main structure :-) that easily:-) and it will :-) take :-) just as long :-) as starting from scratch:-)

#id rather die than work any job that requires talking to people #i thought i will just learn it and get through it but the opposite is happening #bc i don't understand anyone anymore even more than before #i hate all of it #CAN PPL JUST SAY STRAIGHT UP THAAT THEY WANT TO CHANGE SOMETHING THAT SOMETHING IS BAD #IM LITERALLY ASKING YOU TO CRITICISE MY WORK AND U HOLD IT OFF FOR GOD KNOWS WHAT REASON #these fucking communication games jesus can we not do them #i just want to be in my autistic community and never interact with other ppl ever #im so tired from solely trying to communicate everything is so ambiguous #; words generated by me #vent cw