#Like. he has worse...nieflings? great nieflings?

[deepspaceclawstation]

I have to visit the great uncle (grand uncle technically but english kinship terms are weird that way) who doesn't like me (and once tried to convince me (a 25 year old) that a high-pitched sound has a low frequency) today so wish me luck I guess

#Like. it's fine to be annoyed by me I'm very annoying I admit #I even understand dislike when it's based on characters or behaviours I actually have or exhibit #But like. I don't really get why he doesn't like me when he likes my parents so much #I try to match his energy and sense of humour #and not to toot my own horn but I am good to him and his family I think or at least I try #Like. he has worse...nieflings? great nieflings? #My family is the only one from our branch who visits and doesn't make a nuisance of ourselves #And like. It's still cool to like hate me or whatever based on vibes alone but keep that shit to yourself #At least pretend to be civil #Not that he's hostile or anything but he keeps asking me like. 10th grade physics questions (and being wrong about the answers) #Or ignoring my contributions to the conversation #Like. dude we have so many common interests. we are both engineers. we both learned to play keyboard (very badly). we both sew. #we are both interested in diy #At least pretend to get along like my grandma who hates me does (other side of the family) #Personal #Sorry I keep using this site like a diary but I also think it is kind of funny that people hate me #Like if you met me irl you'd not even notice me I'm really a blend into the background kind of guy #I don't understand how I could even inspire such a strong reaction as hate like a mild dislike is fine but hate?? #Except my grandma though. she hates me because she hates my mom and thinks she is an evil mastermind. I hope I was kidding #Also she thinks I am not as good as her other grandson who is much more successful. okay that's true but not grounds for hate lol #I kind of know why they hate me. but I kind of want to still give them the benefit of the doubt because I'm an idiot at heart