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#To be fair I’ve known things with the then-boyf weren’t going well for a Very Long Time
littlebirdy0301
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I am newly single and already have caught feelings for someone, debating if that’s a bit awful or not lmao
#To be fair I’ve known things with the then-boyf weren’t going well for a Very Long Time
#We love each other so much but just aren’t compatible as a couple anymore
#So I think I started grieving our relationship a long time ago
#And dealt with the heartbreak a little at a time over a long period of time
#Honestly the biggest things that made me want to keep trying were the family & beautiful future that we talked about having together-
#And the fear of losing him as a friend because I have a hard time staying close with friends
#But over time I’ve let go of the potential future we would’ve had. And now I can officially confirm that we’ll stay best friends
#The last giant chunk of our relationship was already just a very strong platonic friendship
#So all that’s changing is the label and any romantic expectations that weren’t matching up
#Our needs and wants were too far apart for either of us to be happy or comfortable meeting in the middle
#So yeah I knew the relationship was ending long before I accepted it
#And in the last few weeks I recognized I was getting feelings for a very charming classmate in our costuming class
#I just didn’t know if it was genuine feelings or me missing having romantic aspects in my relationship & projecting those feelings
#But now I do think I’m into him
#He’s just so darn charming
#The thing that really pushed it was when another classmate was sad about the guy she was talking to ghosting her-
#And we were all comforting her saying she deserved better & all that
#And he had a response that was just so kindhearted and genuine
#At the time it just felt on the same level of when I have a crush on a fictional character
#Like “oh I just think they’re neat :)” and not meaning anything irl
#I’m a cereal monogamist. I would never ever think about anything happening while in a relationship
#But now I’m not in a relationship and that admiration for him are still there
#And his smile can light a gosh darn room I swear
#We smile at each other whenever we pass by & make eye contact n when he smiled and waved at me I thought “fuck I do like him huh”
#So yeah that was today
#But it feels way too soon after literally just getting out of a 3 year relationship
#But I would love to platonically hang out with him and get to know each other
#I feel like I’m supposed to be single for awhile
#Even though I’ve mentally done all my mourning of that relationship
#But it didn’t actually end until very recently
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