#WHY CANT MY BRAIN BE FUCKING NORMAL GIRL STOPPPPPPP

[thefirstlie]

reminding myself that no, i do not need to inundate myself with graphic war videos and pictures as "punishment" for being at school all day and hearing nothing about it

#WHY CANT MY BRAIN BE FUCKING NORMAL GIRL STOPPPPPPP #like. like i know i don't need to do this. i don't need to upset myself more while scrolling through the tag. because i KNOW it will just #-result in me panicking and thinking im responsible for it for not doing enough . #but i just. cant stop myself. i have the tags filtered and everything but it isnt enough i cant shake the guilt #its enough to be informed. i am informed. ive donated my own money. im fine im fine im fine i #is this like. is anyone else experiencing rhis . #scrupulosity #moral ocd