#abt how most ppl who self dx are “just doing it to feel special and unique”

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eurghhhh but what if I'm faking it

#sorry if im annoyijg abt thjs but i saw a lot of self dx negativity yesterday #abt how most ppl who self dx are “just doing it to feel special and unique” #abd how a self dx without further medical accomodations is useless #bt like #what if the term just helps you understand yourdelf better and helps u not beat urself up as much #bc u can finally explain ur behavior #and find ppl like you w similiar experiences #and like finally you can feel understood #?? #does that make sense #but like also #what if the things i sxperience have a different reason #the reason why im absolutely failing at school is bc im addicted to technological devices #and the reason why im addicted is bc of covid 19 and how it affected me and like almost every person on earth especially gen z-ers #and loke ke HATIG HATING AHTIG texture of non fresh meat to the point of literally beijg incapable of swallowing it #and HAVING to spit it out #could just be me uhh not being happy abt life in generak and never going outside? #bc i noticed food is somehow tastier once i actually go outside more often #and i loce going outside #idek how #the psychologist last assesment told me i have tics #wait fuck no its not called an assesment oops #last visit #what if i have tics bc uh idk? she said most teenagers have them #but like i barely ever see others like me #in public #i wpuldnt consider myself having sensory issues but at the same time each time the bell rings in school its really loud and i habe to block #my ears and i assumed it was normal but literally NO ONE ELSE does it? are they just pretending theyre not bothered by the noise or am weird #also i am capable of paying attention to stuff like classes once the people teaxhing the class themselves make it easier #idk. o was gonna comtinue talming but no more tags for me thanks tumblr