#admin jay

[sad-sour]

hello again, it’s me, here to word vomit before i make myself crazy but this time it’s about the barbie movie 🤩

the barbie movie sincerely was one of the most incredible movies i’ve ever seen tbh. it was beautiful but it was painful and tbh that’s the essence of being a woman

there were several different themes throughout the movie and fuck i really didn’t think this movie would cause me such incredible amounts of psychological damage 😃

what happened between ken and barbie when ken just starts being fucking MEAN and he’s so mean and it just broke my fucking heart and had me sobbing in the fucking theater because my “ken” was so fucking mean to me and to see this innocent barbie get a verbal thrashing for the first time for the boy who means the fucking world to her just sucked so bad because once he hurts you like that the relationship never recovers. what barbie and ken when through is EXACTLY what it’s like to have a close male friend in childhood who eventually grows up to objectivity and crucify you for not loving them back

“where i see live she sees a friend, what will it take for her to see the man behind the tan and fight for me?”

like he’s SO obsessed with barbie and she DOES love him but he refuses to accept the love she does have for him because she doesn’t want to be in a relationship, like barbie wants to be her own person and she wants that for ken too

it was genuinely such a surprisingly visceral reaction to ken being so fucking mean to barbie, as a little girl you don’t ever get that innocent friendship back once he starts being fucking MEAN and i think that’s so fucking heart breaking bc as a woman who has experienced that kind of thing the it’s just so fucking upsetting to look back on what should be such fond fucking memories only for them to be tainted with what “ken” threw in your face and said

the other plot point that really really got me was the mom shit, like damn everybody said if you got mommy issues fucking watch with caution and they were NOT lying

i’ve got mommy issues bc i’ve got a mom that bullied me and even tho i know she loves me bc she’s my mom it always fucking felt like she hated me, the barbie movie made my heart ache bc it made me feel empty. i have a mom and i’ve always ALWAYS wanted what other girls had. i wanted the mom that wanted to play with me, I wanted the mom that made snacks and picked me up after school, parents that didn’t leave me home alone for an entire weekend when i was only fucking eight years old

i saw this tiktok that talked about how this girl and her mom went to the movie together and they were hugging and crying during the beautiful montage of mothers and daughters and i just felt empty

i couldn’t ever imagine watching that movie with my mom, honestly the thought makes me uncomfortable and that makes me really sad

you know i’m kinda surprised by how much this movie really fucked with me,

doesn’t help that my cousin’s 22nd birthday was a few days before this lmfao

even better she posted a video on insta of her from when we were younger, i saw it and i burst into tears bc that’s my big sister, even if we always wanted to pretend we were twins

we were girls together

we played barbies together and on day that just disappeared…

one day we put down our barbies for the last time, packed them up in those big stupid barbie travel cases for the last time and watched them get sold at a yard sale

we still played together, we played animal jam, poptropica, animal crossing, just dance wii sports but none of that feels as sentimental as when we played barbies together…

i never did that with anyone else

doesn’t help that speak now (taylor’s version) just recently came out as well and listening to a 33 year old taylor sing never grow up just kinda really slapped me in the face you know

she was 9 and i was 8 the first time we ever listened to that album together and it was really special getting to listen to the new version with her too and i’m just in this really weird fucking place in life wondering when the fuck i grew up and how i missed so fucking much of my own life because i don’t really have any memories prior to the age of fucking 16

i turn 22 in 2 months…

and all i’m left with is this yearning for simpler times, times before i knew anything about the world when all i was worried about was my barbies and some new fantastical adventure that we were going to send them on

i’m left with this vague impression of memories from times i don’t fucking remember and the only shit i do remember is the traumatic or sad shit

but you know what i’ll keep my rose tinted glasses on for the few precious memories i do have because if fucking refuse to let reality have all of my girlhood, some of it i get to keep for me

#admin jay

[welcometoouranarchyhole]

my summers going pretty swell but i need fucking money to spend on EVERYTHING

#admin jay #like i need new clothes new wigs new nails new SHOES new dorm supplies #i wish people would commission me wah wah

[sunkenhq]

Hello lovelies! We're going to be doing an activity check in the next few days, just to let everyone know :-)

#i'm hotspotting my phone so no gifs #admin jay

[manifestobackshot]

enhypen as porn videos

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heeseung

gamer chair, amateur, you’re on top riding him as he sits, lazy, comfy, he’s in a hoodie, he’s in glasses, you’re in his oversized shirt

jay

fucking your “boss”, starting out with dress shirt, tie, and dress pants, he loosens the tie and rolls up his sleeves when you start to go down on him, faceless video, also amateur-ish

jake

car sex, amateur, flash on, stationary camera angle, the passenger seat is pushed back so you can ride him, you move to the back seat so you can do more positions, he loves dirty talking and light impact play

sunghoon

close up video of him eating pussy, his pink lips swollen and flush against your heat, his slender, pretty fingers pumping in and out of you, switch to a close up of sunghoon fucking you, his hands firmly on your hips and your thighs shaking with every thrust, high quality and intimate

sunoo

making out with you, messy bed, dim lighting, hands roaming and with soft moans and whimpers, slow transition into making love, video ending with him pulling out and cumming on your tummy, comforting vibe, amateur

jungwon

fingering you while kissing you, morning sex with slightly golden morning sunlight peeping through the blinds, one hand playing with your breast, giving each other oral, girl on top, slow, sensual, ending with a creampie, just moans and whimpers, high quality

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admin monkey

#admin monkey #enhypen smut #enhypen #enhypen imagines #jay smut #jay #heeseung smut #jake enhypen #jake smut #heeseung #sunghoon smut #sunghoon #jongseong #jungwon #jungwon smut #sunoo #sunoo smut #lee heeseung smut #sim jaeyun

[ahalliance]

kameto said that he was somewhat nervous about coming back to the server after so long but that étoiles told him to talk to the admins about his worries to figure smth out, which ended up happening — he said he felt rly at ease on the server today even after so long away :]

#qsmp #kameto #Admin Win #jay rambles

[mx-julien]

each ninja was a different kind of teacher (except Lloyd who basically went on a year long press tour) and it also explains why Rebooted and after they seem a bit more responsible than in season 1 and the pilot

Cole has my favorite teacher characterization because he's objectively an interesting person with cool hobbies but when he is responsible for a group of children he just becomes Dad Who Is Helping Out At The Summer Camp. we never see his classroom, but given his proficiency in the arts we can assume he's the English teacher

since he went to art schools, he's probably not used to kids who aren't actually interested in what's being taught. the louder kids seem to dislike him (ref: running gag of "Mr Cole is the worst"), but that doesn't mean he's necessarily a bad teacher- just not one to humor pranks

also his and Kai's teacher outfits belong in the 1970s. I like the touch of making their ties the same color as their gis

little bit of meta: most of the people who worked on this show went to school in the 80s/90s so to them "older/boring" teacher outfits would look like this. also, as someone who was in the intended age range and saw it at the time of release, this sort of clothing conveyed that the ninja were doing a stuffy adult job- juxtaposed with their colorful gis

Kai appears to be the history teacher? his teaching style is likely structured and straightforward. given his nontraditional childhood, his frustration with the kids likely comes from both his jealousy that they aren't aware of how valuable schooling is and that Nya was much easier to work with when she was their age. at the end of the day he's an older brother who's now in charge of a bunch of kids

he's using an old-fashioned projector with film, which I assume (1) shows how low-budget they are, (2) emphasizes that Kai is out of his element (pun not intended), and (3) juxtaposes them with New Ninjago City

Zane is the one who doesn't know what a vape pen looks like but will listen to you infodump for an hour after class, then drive/walk you home because you missed the bus. he probably doesn't get any of the classroom humor or notice if the kids make fun of him. I can't imagine him ever getting angry at the kids, and he probably is very good at keeping them to a routine and a schedule

in rebooted episode 1 he seems to be teaching science? and the use of catapults is actually quite endearing- he's probably explaining tension and going to get his kids to make little models, which shows that he both is a pretty good teacher and hasn't realized that giving elementary/middle/primary schoolers their own catapults will only lead to chaos

he and Jay have personality-based outfits, with the snowflakes being an obvious allusion to Zane's element and the zig zags on Jay's emulating lightning

the little bowtie on Zane reminds me of Bill Nye the Science Guy (program with a a host of the same name who taught kids about science in a fun and accessibly way- very nostalgic for kids who went to american public school)

Jay is the exhausted teacher who's more interested in his hobbies than class material, and if you get him talking about that hobby, he won't stop until the bell. as a jokester, I think he'd get along well with the kids and definitely encourage them to annoy the other ninja

we don't see his classroom, but given Jay's skills he's probably the math teacher. he'd have a difficult time explaining things in different ways- very gifted people who learn well on their own often find it hard to teach things to others, though he would make sure he doesn't leave anyone behind

Nya definitely teaches math classes, but she probably handles tutoring as well since she's well-balanced in most subjects. it would also give her an intelligence network- kids come to her room after class/during lunch to complain and gossip. she uses it in the noble pursuit to antagonize the others

i'm used this video and the ninjago wikia because I'm on mobile and finding other sources would've taken too long

extra group photo I found! love the detail that Zane blinked (Dr Julien probably took the photo)

#wu does all the admin i'm sure #ninjago #lego ninjago #zane julien #cole brookstone #nya smith #kai smith #jay walker #ninjago rebooted #ninjago darkleys #darkleys kids #ids in alt #image ids #ninjago headcanons

[gureumz]

okay i'm going to bed but i leave you with a thought....TW STEPCEST

like you ever think how it would be to have stepbro!sunghoon and stepbro!jungwon prey on you like a helpess bunny bc you're so cute skipping about the house in your thin house clothes, leaving so little to the imagination?

just me? ayt ok good night

#enhypen smut #admin stuff #bonus if stepdad jay comes in the picture #my 3 am thoughts cannot be trusted

[yourfaveeatsdrywall]

jay merrick from marble hornets..,.,,,, please.,,,,

JAY MERRICK from Marble Hornets eats drywall!

#freakyman #slenderman #marble hornets #jay merrick #drywall #your fave eats drywall #reqs #admin :d

[tiger-balm]

#hi bo hiiiiii #thank you jays admin #look at hiiiiim #bo bichette #baseball #toronto blue jays

[fishybehavior]

y'know whats making me sad rn

the administration's in the realm of madness, nya ended up in the realm of madness helping the craglings

they werent that far apart at all, for however long they stayed separated :(

#if only jay didnt end up at the admins he likely would have met up with nya #but it didnt happen #they were so close yet sooo far #ninjago #ninjago dragons rising spoilers #nya ninjago #jay ninjago #jaya

[cherrystixz]

Look all I'm saying is season 6 is a Jay season, season 12 is a Jay season and technically Dragons Rising is season 17 (if you count the island as a full season) sooo next season should be 18.....

Basically if next season isn't a Jay season I'm rioting

#ESPECIALLY AFTER THE 30 SECS HE GOT #MY BOY DESERVES MORE #also i am vvv interested in where they take the admin stuff #but mainly i miss my boy 😭😭 #jay #ninjago #jay walker #dragons rising #dragons rising spoiler #dragons rising part 2 #jay ninjago #jay truthers rise up #dr made me so insane

[sad-sour]

mmmmmmmm that doesn’t make me feel any typa way at all 🤩

just feeling so loved with my friends excluding me from their little christmas gift exchange 🤩 feeling like i’m just gonna disappear from the dance dept next semester except for my one rehearsal yeah fuck this shit

#admin jay

[degrassi-fandom-confessions]

Janny, Sellie, and Jiberty should’ve been the endgames.

#degrassi confessions #degrassi #degrassi the next generation #dtng #sellie #janny #jiberty #ellie nash #jay hogart #sean cameron #liberty van zandt #jt yorke #admin nick

[sunkenhq]

Also I (Admin Jay) will now be using Naomi Scott on here as I'm using Halle as one of my characters.

#admin jay

[manifestobackshot]

jay's reaction when he notices you not wearing anything under his clothes

Why didn't I find you before? TT<33

after a long day, jay comes home to you like he always does. shoes off at the door, coat hanging directly above. it’s late already, all he wants to do is lay next to you as he does every night.

of course, as he enters the bedroom, you’re lounging about on your side of the bed in his oversized t-shirt. he greets you before heading to the bathroom to get ready for bed. once done, he slithers into bed next to you in just his boxers and a tee.

“how was work, jay?”

“mmm, tiring. more than usual. i missed you.”

jay brings himself closer to you, snaking his arms around your waist and pulling you into him, almost into a spooning position. he nestles his nose upon your nape, taking in your clean, slumber-ready scent. he moves his hand from your waist down, caressing the curve to your hips through his t-shirt until he meets…skin?

you let out a soft gasp when his cool fingertips meet your hip. a bit shocked, jay lifts your—no his—shirt up, again tracing the curve of your hip with his fingertips. he feels skin, just skin, your skin. he sits up to move the blanket off of you, revealing the now hiked-up oversized tee draping over you.

“baby, you know i’m tired,” jay whines, sitting up completely. you’re laying on your back as he crawls almost on top of you, “but how can i resist?”

before you know it, jay is in between your thighs lapping at your sex with the desperation of a hungered, needy man. his tongue presses and strokes against your folds, sharp nose grinding on your clit as he tastes your nectar. he firmly holds your thighs with his hands, keeping you in place as you squirm under his touch.

you hiss at the cold air once his warm mouth leaves you. he sits up, pulling down his boxers just enough to see what the mere taste of you does to him. jay approaches you, hot and hungry, lining himself up with your aroused cunt. with no hesitation, he’s fully sheathing himself inside of you, groaning at the hot sensation of your walls pulsing around him.

“you always take me so well,” jay remarks, “that’s my girl.”

he begins to fuck into you, eliciting soft moans from your lips. you hold on to him, arms wrapping around him with your hands resting on his back. his face is buried in the crook of your neck, and you can feel his hot breath on you as he chases orgasm. his thrusts are so desperate and he wants you so badly. his warm body presses you down deeper into the mattress as his tip kisses your cervix, making you tremble in pleasure.

as he picks up his pace, his hips lose rhythm and his breathing picks up, now desperately holding back moans against your skin. he softly bites your skin as he releases inside of you, spilling his seed into your womb before pulling out and damn near collapsing on top of you.

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admin monkey

well you have me now ~~ ♡

#admin monkey #enhypen smut #enhypen #enhypen imagines #jay smut #jay #park jongseong smut #jongseong smut #enhypen jongseong #jongseong

[ahalliance]

qétoiles n qbagz’ convo about his code arm + fun banter from last sunday :] english subs + transcript below da cut

[Video transcript:

Etoiles: But yesterday when he [Forever] talked to me, he was so frightened, basically he was like, ‘But one day won’t you lose your shit and want to kill the Eggs with the Code, and everything?’ Though I was telling him, ‘But the fact is, I know the Code very well’—

Baghera: Oh, so you told him you joined—?

Etoiles: No, no, no, not at all. It’s just that he has these assumptions that I’m really allied to the Code because—

Baghera: I think it’s due to your Code tattoo, also, it gives off the impression you’re in the process of transforming into a Code, Etoiles, let’s not lie.

Etoiles: That’s it, that’s it. But, basically I told him that I’ve had it since—

Baghera: But you don’t give a shit? You’re taking it well?

Etoiles: Well, yeah, I don’t give a shit because I know he’ll never beat me. Basically I—

Baghera: But you don’t give a shit about the code literally popping up over your body?

Etoiles: Well, yeah, because it’s a part of me now. It’s normal.

Baghera: How?

Etoiles: Well, after— after fighting someone 17 times, you start— you start creating links. But those links—

Baghera: But— you know that’s not how things work. Like— look, we cross paths. Right now we’re crossing paths. You see? We’re crossing paths. I kick your ass. Like, for free. You see? I see you, I’m like, ‘Bro, I don’t like his face,’ so I kick your ass.

Etoiles: But no! Because if you tell me ‘Good fight’ at the end—

Baghera: I see you again— wait, I’m not finished. I see you again like 12 times, and I tell myself, ‘Hey, I’ll do it again,’ I kick your ass again. After a while, Rayou, I won’t get diabetes!

Etoiles: Well, maybe you will, huh.

Baghera: Yes, but it’s not— it doesn’t work, like— there’s no correlation, you see!

Etoiles: You know you won’t have those cells anymore, you know, it’s possible.

Baghera: But— no— what I mean is— Etoiles! That’s now how it works! It’s worrisome! It’s normal for us to worry!

Etoiles: Well, yeah, but, uhhh. Basically, you’re all used to talking with me on the island. And you understand very well that there’s nothing able to corrupt me.

Baghera: That we don’t know, Etoiles! Because— if it’s— I know that your morality, and your enormous brain, and your big body, won’t get corrupted. But if there’s suddenly— well, what I mean is that we don’t know what all the possible systems of manipulation on the island are.

Etoiles: It’s true. No, it’s true. But for the moment I’m doing well.

Baghera: Yeah, well, so much the better. But—

Etoiles: For the moment I’m doing well!

Baghera: If you feel any change, Etoiles, mention it, okay?

Etoiles: Oh, I’ll talk about it. But for the time being I’m doing very well.

Baghera: So I can understand peoples’ fear upon seeing you LITERALLY transform into a Code and who tell themselves, ‘Oh, strange, maybe there’s a thing with the Codes.’

Etoiles: It’s true but who can better know the dangers of the Code than someone who’s confronted it his whole life? Instead of someone who—

Baghera: I’m well aware.

Etoiles: No but it’s— it’s— it’s for that reason that I told Forever. I totally understand the fear and everything, it’s normal. You see a dude turning into a Code, you ask yourself, ‘What’s the guy who sent him doing?’

Baghera: Well, yeah, there you go.

Etoiles: Like, ‘Who sent him?’

Baghera: But you don’t feel any different? Nothing?

Etoiles: Absolutely not, no. Everything is going well. I still hate the Code whenever I see him, I still want to kick his ass. Everything’s fine. Even if right now I want him—

Baghera: But you join up with them when he suggests it, yeah. Well, it’s to get the shield back.

Etoiles: It was just for the shield, believe me. Believe me, if I run into them again- if I run into them again and they don’t offer me things to save the Eggs and everything, it’s goodbye. And considering what I’ve prepared— considering what I’ve prepared, I objectively think that 5 Codes won’t be enough to kill me. There’ll need to be 10 of them.

Baghera: They might bring 10, huh.

Etoiles: Yeah, well, then again, we have time.

Baghera: Well, in any case, they don’t want to kill you anymore since you’re working with them.

Etoiles: Well, in fact, we’re not really— actually— I don’t really know what he’s thinking. Because the last time we talked I told them, ‘But if you lay even a finger on the Eggs, I’ll kick your fucking asses, you sacks of shit.’ And they left, and they didn’t answer me.

Baghera: Then again, they’re a bit cryptic, the Codes, you know.

Etoiles: Yeah, but normally they— I managed to talk with them a bit, so— so I don’t know. Personally, I’m telling you—

Baghera: Okay, no, what I mean is that I understand why when people see you they think, ‘Maybe it’s possible he’s getting a little bit corrupted by the Codes.’

Etoiles: No but yeah, yeah, I totally get it. But honestly, never. Never in a million years.

Baghera: I believe you! I trust you. But if there’s— if once you feel any difference or something of the sort, you mention it, okay? To whomever you want, but you mention it.

Etoiles: Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah (10000x)

Baghera: You know you’re not very reassuring when you say that, as an answer.

Etoiles: That’s true. But I’m telling you there’s no problem. And— actually. The moment I start feeling strange, I’ll put numbers. And so you’ll have to come get me.

Baghera: Okay, okay. I’ll remember that.

Etoiles: Just that. But I— I— yeah. I whisper in the Code’s ear.

Baghera: The day you start talking to me in binary, there’ll be an issue, basically.

Etoiles: The day I say, ‘10001’, that’s it. But actually, I’m telling you, I could never be corrupted because I have AVAST, my wool block which blocks viruses.

Baghera: That’s real, that’s real.

end video transcript.]

#qsmp #etoiles #baghera jones #étoiles #jay clips #jay rambles #8/10/2023 #please reblog this it took so long . #my fault for thinking transcribing and subtitling a 4min clip was a smart idea tho tbf #lmk if there’s any like . orthography errors in the transcript or whatevs i’ll correct em #i clipped this from étoiles pov but bagz’ pov was so fucking good too #the absolute side eye she gave him as he said the code ‘was a part of him now’ 😭 love the energy #these clips r just gonna serve as her I TOLD YOU SO evidence if smth happens #^ see idk if he’s actually gonna get corrupted (cubito’s chad enough to stave it off let’s be fr) #but i think it’s more of a question of whether the admins (and étoiles) will be able to resist the call of dramatic irony #bc it would be so good LMAO #anw shoutout to the part where he says ‘j’ai envie de lui [le Code]—‘ (I want him [the Code]—‘) #im well aware he just cut himself off before finishing his sentence but ty for furthering the codetoiles agenda king i appreciate it #saying ‘en ce moment j’ai un peu plus envie de lui’ about the Code is CRAZY kabdisdbsidjs