#aka I loveeeee artificial beings made to replicate a dead person who were never given the choice to be their own person

[arolesbianism]

You know, I think the reason I've never been big on the idea of Abigail not actually being Abigail is because it's just so much more fun and fucked up if it Is Abigail and it's partly because of the whole watching your twin die over and over, but it's also because holy shit does Wendy say some shit that sucks so bad to say when Abby is literally Right Next To Him. Like imagine your fucking twin constantly talking about you like you're not there, all while also being constantly held up as the only thing keeping him going, and then he pulls out the "I have nothing worth protecting" and it's just all like godddd this kid's shitty coping mechanism of being an edgelord is causing him to unintentionally be such a dick sometimes and that is so fucking delightful to me. Abby has spent god knows how long watching her twin die and treat her like a past tense and like a concept and most of the cast don't even refer to her by name and it's unclear if she can even talk to them and that's all on top of literally being a ghost who is bound to death seemingly irreversibly and all of that while shes like 12. No wonder she kills moles and rabbits for doing nothing lol

#rat rambles #starve posting #this is why the carter twins make me so insane theyre so delightfully fucked up #this isnt me trying to villify wendy by the way hes my favoritest guy in this damn game and hes also a traumatized 12 year old #I just love complicated sibling dynamics and I especially love this fucked up double wammy come back wrong thing theyre doing #it kind of all ties back to reading 'abigail was always the strong one' for the first time for me #neither of them should have to be 'the strong one' theyre literal children but abby has had to be stronger than she should ever need to be #and ofc any abby characterization we can scrap up is all second hand or not that deep so we can only assume how shes taking all this #now to be clear I do think its heavily implied that it is in fact abby for realsies like to the point where I dont think the writers ever #had even considered the alternative like I just dont think youre meant to read her as being some sort of fucked up echo or smth #but thats beside the point of even if she wasn't the real abby Id still be obsessed with her because thats kinda more messed up #aka I loveeeee artificial beings made to replicate a dead person who were never given the choice to be their own person #but again it almost certainly Is abby and as such I will lose my mind over the shit this kid has been through