Tumgik
About
Privacy Policy
Removal Request
Visit Blog
Explore Tumblr blogs with no restrictions, modern design and the best experience.
Fun Fact
Tumblr was the first site to host the blog for President Barack Obama in 2011.
#all the abhorrent transphobia has been making me feel worried for the future
hollowflight-propaganda
·
3 months
Text
Me: has my sixth sudden crying spell of the week
Also me: "yeah but I'm probably not ACTUALLY depressed"
#gonna be honest boys. I have been feeling like dogshit
#started with me having a good ol' existential spiral at 4 am a week ago and now I don't even know what's bothering me
#and then there's all of the bad stuff going on making me anxious for myself and everybody on top of everything
#all the abhorrent transphobia has been making me feel worried for the future
#(as if the passing of time doesn't already horribly scare me but I digress)
#idk man. I already feel like I'm unequipped for the future because I've realized I never thought I'd still be alive right now
#majority of my childhood was filled with adults preaching at me to think about where I'd be going in the afterlife so I did just that
#that plus they were the type to believe that the rapture is soon cause “the signs are all coming true”
#so I always thought that either that would happen or I'd die before now
#well. I'm still here and I don't know what the fuck I'm doing.
#and I'm lonely. really fucking lonely and I'm going mad cause of it
#never had actual friends besides the kids I was with at my old private school. now they're all raging conservatives who mock minorities
#I was able to get away but moving on isn't as easy as I hoped
#it'd be so much easier to betray all my beliefs and act ignorant again so I can have my friends back
#but of course I can't do that. I can't throw out who I am and all of the wonderful people I know who would be “sinful” in their eyes
#idk man. I think I've finally reached the breakdown I've been feeling coming for the past two years
#fuck. sorry for this trauma dump of a post. I've just felt numb for months and now everything's catching up to me
#needed to yell about it I guess
#vent
#phoenix prattles
2 notes
·
View notes
Last Seen Blogs
laborum50-blog
DND Heathen
leavesis
now @puppes
leavesis
now @puppes
kevingotabigasschin
KevinGotABigAssChin
magicdykexxl
Big Body Bugatti