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survivorcordillerablanca · 7 years

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Episode 2 Confessionals

who is bryce and how long has he been on this tribe

so my daughter emma left and im the only one who stood by her side. i still have lexi on my side. hopefully adam, jordan pines (shocking) and jay. im mostly working with jordan and jay bcuz they might know lexi and i are friends. considering i was in the india reuinon chat and kicked from it on and off for weeks. also katie is in this game and i know she's bffls with adam, so i wanna work with him to keep that door open. and katie is also bffs with jordan so ILL GIVE THAT LITTLE PINES BOY A CHANCE

Me forgetting to make a confessional doesn't surprise me. Anyway I got an advantage from the wishing well thing and I'm shook that it worked to get half the tribe on call

I think I made a pretty good connection with Chris, especially based on the fact that we are in 2 orgs together. I would like to align with one more person and make it an alliance of 3, so when I get the chance to talk to Chris, that could hopefully be set up. I want to be a bit more straightforward with my goals in this org unlike in some of the previous ones I have played recently. I've been waiting for someone to come to me but maybe if I go to a couple people, they will respect and trust me more because I want to align with them. It worked well with Chris. Also everyone listen to this goddess sing:

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So, usually i don't make confessionals, because thats lame, but my boy RTP needs them. So what can I say, I'm a giver. Anyways round 1 is fine. I have a few different alliances, each sort of mixing with the other. I got a 1 on 1 of me and adam. I got a 3 person one of me Luke and Jay. And I think I am working with Ryan and Willa. Separately of course. Anyways i'm not too worried about going home. I just hope we win shit soon.

Okay fake friends!! No one though to inform me about the idol map thing JKDSFJK. I don't even quiet get it AAAAAAAA. I searched somewhere but don't think I got a response so I think I'm wrong. Also we won the first challenge yay!! I'm really scared to go to tribal b/c I don't think I'm in a majority. I want to make an alliance with like carson, charlotte, zachary, katie but I think its too soon??? But that's what people who wait to long say so idk SDDSHFSf. Taylor Swift's new song came out earlier and its so good. Its also everywhere??? Like on so many promotional things and ads shes really getting her business. The reward challenge is usually something I'd like but I finally fixed my sleeping schedule and its about to get ruined again probably. I'm so tired but I want to win. The wishing well is also strange. I didn't get chosen this time and no one told me they did either so yikes :s! Here's hoping things look less grim.

okay i really like carson. he's really fun and probably the person im closest with. I want to work with as well, Willow. she's a queen! WOO ill make a longer one soon i promise

Congrats to me for not being the first boot. That'll have to do for my first confessional I'll do a real one later Ryan please don't yell at me.

I GET SLEEP YES. Sad I didn't get it but tbh idc. I am SO tired and now I don't have to stay up. Gonna finis the Great British Bake Off episode I'm on and them I'll be counting sheep! Hope my tribe wins <3

I dreamed a dream that I searched for the idol apparently. BECAUSE I DIDN'T ACTUALLY DSFJKSFKJFK. I don't understand why I'm like this but I'm cracking up and apparently imagining I searched Churup HSFJKDFsKJF

Just occured to me that hosts see these live not at the end of the season so now I'm extra embarrassed SJDKFS

I love how we're doing every challenge I hate!!! We won reward tho and got another shot at the wishing well but I didn't find anything again lol. I am stressed for this challenge but hope their teams just like talks or something and gets kicked.

heyyyy im back! after we won immunity (bless), i kinda just.. .stopped talking to ppl but everyone else stopped talking so its fine and idc! emma got voted out and im PRETTY sure i dont know them so idc. i know willa so im happy they stayed over emma. then came the reward, where ryan slung a ball we had to catch it to open treasure chests, and we dominated ! (well not we, but the rest of my tribe), they got 4/6 balls and charlotte managed to open the chest so we won reward and a visit to the wishing well! at the wishing well, i chose #9 bc... it SPOKE to me, and... [9:15:58 AM] Ryan Palmer: Congratulations! You have earned yourself a task from the well. Once you complete this task to the hosts appeasement you may earn a special reward. This task may put you at risk if you complete it so make sure to cover all of your bases. The next Immunity Challenge will be one where you have to earn points as individuals for your tribe. Your task is to make sure you do not earn any points for your tribe, you must earn 0 points. In addition to that there will be a rule about talking in the chat, right after your tribe has earned points you need to post a comment of celebration in the chat. You may write whatever you want, but you will then be removed from the chat. If you complete this task during the Immunity Challenge then you will earn a special reward. If you do not complete this task you will earn nothing. [9:16:02 AM] carson: SDJKSDJKSDJKSDJK [9:16:11 AM] carson: Me being one of the onl;y people to not do anything during the Reward [9:16:12 AM] carson: BYE [9:16:34 AM] carson: Also Ryan ur giving me All Stars teas.... [9:16:37 AM] carson: *cvc [9:16:40 AM] carson: I literally [9:16:43 AM] carson: SFJKSDKSDJK GOD I HATE THISSSS [9:16:47 AM] Ryan Palmer: :) [9:16:52 AM] carson: THis is literally the Same as CvC SO i HAVE AN ADVANTAGE CLUE... and the challenge is one of the task challenges and these are my favorite types of challenges and im rlly mad i dont get to play!!! this reward BETTER be good... (also me not helping in the challenge, but still getting the reward sdlsks) and im having flashbacks from failing this kinda clue in challengers vs champions, so i wanna redeem myself and get the advantage! im still gonna try and fake like im doing it, by answering questions wrong etc, but then ill randomly celebrate in the wrong chat accidentally (while we'rei n the lead bc im not gonna try and lose this SDjksdkj) !! hopefully it goes well and im not exposed and we dont lose immunity. also, nor eal updates on this tribe. chris barely talks which im assuming is bc hes busy but still!!! idk who to work with, so i guess ill wait for a tribal?? kinda wanna get an alliance together soon though idk

Im gonna be bomb at this comp n here is why eg. Q: who won Bahamas? A: *me in 0.2sec* Zach won Bahamas!!!! Yes I submitted this as a VLconf too don't @me...

I'm good at puzzles??? But I'm not I guess DSFKJSF

My ADD made it almost impossible to keep up with this high speed challenge so I kept /leave on my message box the whole time hoping it would become an option to get points... man I'm a smarty pants and also now I get to sleep!

I am so stressed for tribal. I think I have something good with Carson and Zachary but I still need two votes hopefully Willow and Charlotte vote with me and we can do Eric or Chris. Chris doesn't respond to my messages ever so I'd prefer to do that honestly but idk I am just hoping it works out

Willow told me she heard Chris's name and im like "HELLL NAW IM NOT VOTING CHRIS BAI." I need Willow, and I need Chris, and there is no way either of us 3 are going to go this tribal.

So I talked to Willow and she's like "my two top allies blah blah blah. Anonymous blah blah blah" and I'm thinking to myself, "Why would you tell me that someone other than me is your top ally. You could of had me sold if you said I was your only top ally." Now I know there is someone you might keep over me." And I have strong suspicions that her top ally that isn't me is 1 of these 3: Katie, Carson, Charlotte. Either way, I am going to remember what Willow said if we are ever in merge together and I need to think about saving her or someone else, especially if one of these suspicions are in merge with us.

SO WE WON IMMUNITY! Even without help from Jay, Lexi and Willa the rest of us killed the challenge and took home immunity. I'm so happy that we won immunity because Willa was looking like he'd be the next person to go and I kind of don't want that? I know it puts me in a pretty precarious spot with my alliance since they agreed it's probably best if Willa leaves next. If I can't save Willa at all then I'll vote him out but if I can save him that would be GREAT for me. I want to get closer to Ryan and Adam. Adam and I talked during the first tribal council and we're both pretty straight forward thinkers and know what's best for the tribe so I'm interested with working with him. Ryan is someone who I really want to work with and he's close with Lexi which means I might have to vote her out so that he'll fully trust me?? Idk we'll see. I've been thinking about what Ulta will do at tribal because if a winner from that tribe ends up leaving and then we swap and I end up on an Ulta dominated tribe...that's bad news for me.

So I think I'll get at least one vote here. But I feel good with my alliance that they'll have my back. I trust carson the most, then charlotte, then zachary, but I trust them all so that's good. I think Willow and Eric are together but I don't think they'll be able to get chris and Katie on their side. Willow wanting chris is also pretty bad so idk I think I'm safe at least I hope so cuz I'm really starting to enjoy the cast and season!! Should be a 7-1 or 6-2 or 6-1-1 vote hopefully and then 4-4 at worst

we;ll.... we lost badly!! AND I DIDNT GET MY REWARD FROM WISHING WELL BC WE FLOPPED TOO MUCH... but that dont matter, tribals more important, and chris was the plan to go... UNTIL!!! today, eric told chris that chris was going and if he wanted to stay to vote out bryce. like??? What kinda crackedt world do you live in where u threaten someone to vote someone so they can stay SDJHDSJ (also returnee alliance made between me/zach/charlotte/bryce YES.) so... chris snitched (king) eric out and so we want eric out now... bc hes playing way too hard. NOW HE WANTS TO VOTE CHARLOTTE OUT TOO WHICH>>> SDKJSDKJ. i see why he went premerge so many times right now. like... if you try something over and over, and it doesn't work. take another LOOK!! but whatever i could be getting bamboozled but the plan is to get out eric bc he blew up his game by scrambling with little numbers, and withholding info (like telling bryce that he should vote charlotte and he couldnt tell him why but hed give him 3 rounds of safety DSJKSJK...) hopefully im not being dumb and im actually right. (also im actually... strategizing and forming social bonds oh wow! survivor is actually fun when you play it.) lets pray for no blindside of me or anyone... and lets get through this! http://photos.costume-works.com/full/furby.jpg

i just heard carsons voice on live tribal council and like i knew he was in high school but omg he sounds like such a smol baby and i need to protect him

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survivorbahamas · 7 years

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EPISODE FIVE: “THINGS ARE GETTING SKINKY” - DANA

Alright. We have MERGED. I'm very excited to traverse this merge. I feel like I'm in the perfect spot in the perfect alliance. Kai, Brian, Dana, Lily, Willa, Nicholas, and myself are all going to work together. At least that's what I've heard so far. If we can make it to final 7, I will have so many different paths forward to final 3, which might lead to final one. Buckle your fucking seat belts.

I MADE THE MERGE? OH MY FUCKING WORD! WORK IT ADRIAN! WORK IT! This is like a monumental thing for me cause this is like my third overall Survivor game, and this... this is my first merge! I'm excited! And I really can't help but to be extremely giddy and like celebrate! Pop the champagne and pull those champagne flutes out cause we're gonna get litty tonight bitches!

So my mood is immediately killed when I see that Jenna is not with the tribe that is walking up to this merge. I'm extremely bummed because she was one of the people I had a GOOD previous connection with, and that I see Zach and Nicholas being the rats that they are here. Well, if anything I'm gonna do right by Jenna and eliminate them for you. Mark my words. You're gonna regret voting her out idiots.

Another thing Im really really super duper excited about is Dana! She was one of my closest allies on Ysabela 1.0 and that she's here with the Final 12... its exhilarating. If Jaiden didn't vote off Chips with his chaos idol back on Day 8, we would have been 6 strong and swamping through this final stretch of the game. Just literally destroying everything. Everyone On Day 1: NO FUCKING WAY THAT THEY WON THAT, THEY'LL GO TO TRIBAL NEXT!!!!! Ysabela 5: Its Day 19 and we've only lost one person. When are yall gonna put your money where your mouth is??????

Nicholas just sent a fake confessional form to the tribe. I'm voting him out next.

i sometimes pick my nose on calls because no one can see me

Ahh my first ever game and i made merge, this is the best thing thats ever happened!!

Ok so there's this 7 person alliance coming together, and then out of NOWHERE Kai suggests we make another alliance. This is a BAD idea. But I am very happy that he came to me with it. It's a moronic plan that would get us out back to back at 10th and 9th. But him sharing it with me shows that he trusts me. That's important. I've told him that his idea sucks in as nice of a way as I can, and I've steered him away from it. We still have our 7, and people are CLOSE to me. I have such a beautifully clear path to the end. It can't be this easy.

I'm very pumped about this next tribal it's gonna be a fun one

I owe this game a good confessional, but that'd not what you're gettin. Ya girl has A LOT to say, but i'm exhausted and have to go to work in a few hours where I will probably die, i'll write something better later. All I have to say for right now is: 1) Skink better be the merge tribe name. I don't really want whatever reward is, though I do want whoever gets it to tell me what it is. Also I graduated from college and couldn't figure out that Skink didn't spell Kinks backwards but whatever Lizards are the one true King and I love them, so does spelling really matter? 2) Jaiden and I are having a WILD conversation about the blind vote Eleuthera had when Chris was voted out. AND I AM SHOOK. I don't really think I trust Jaiden in this game, though I just told him I would look out for him, but after he told me this, maybe I need to look into him as an ally a little more closely. [6/5/17, 2:57:53 PM] jaiden: Ysabela was such a mess [6/5/17, 2:58:02 PM] jaiden: We all targeted each other on the new tribe lol [6/5/17, 2:58:12 PM] Dana Barry: did you really?! what happened?! [6/5/17, 2:58:24 PM] jaiden: well Chris was coming after me [6/5/17, 2:58:25 PM] Dana Barry: i’m glad i was alone if that was the case haha [6/5/17, 2:58:38 PM] jaiden: so I got an advantage in immunity and threw it and took him out [6/5/17, 2:58:50 PM] jaiden: I tricked ppl into splitting the votes [6/5/17, 2:59:03 PM] jaiden: Since no one wanted chris out [6/5/17, 2:59:12 PM] jaiden: he was also like trying to backstab bodhi I guess? [6/5/17, 3:01:42 PM] Dana Barry: oh fuk ok. so chris tried to target you and then you created a split. Who was the split between? [6/5/17, 3:02:02 PM] jaiden: okay so since it was a blind round I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT STUCK [6/5/17, 3:02:11 PM] jaiden: I think it was between bodhi and kai? [6/5/17, 3:02:16 PM] jaiden: but it could've also been Julia and kai [6/5/17, 3:02:54 PM] jaiden: I knew that kai was self voting bc he was asleep when tribal was about to happen [6/5/17, 3:03:03 PM] jaiden: then I believe Chris voted either myself or Julia [6/5/17, 3:03:07 PM] jaiden: Bodhi voted for Julia [6/5/17, 3:03:09 PM] jaiden: I voted for Brian [6/5/17, 3:03:28 PM] Dana Barry: fuck well that is a mess huh [6/5/17, 3:03:30 PM] jaiden: I played anotheradvantage I got from the challenge on rob which made them cast a self vote so he had votes [6/5/17, 3:03:47 PM] jaiden: Then I played the chaos idol so only Adrian, myself, and Chris had to draw rocks [6/5/17, 3:04:20 PM] Dana Barry: what the fuck. how many advantages did you have damn. what did the chaos idol do? [6/5/17, 3:04:51 PM] jaiden: everyone who receives votes is immune and then everyone else must draw rocks! which was the benefit of having a super split vote [6/5/17, 3:05:08 PM] Dana Barry: oh i see. so chris was actually rocked out [6/5/17, 3:05:13 PM] jaiden: yep [6/5/17, 3:05:26 PM] jaiden: #novotes [6/5/17, 3:05:29 PM] Dana Barry: fuck. well i hadnt heard any of that [6/5/17, 3:05:29 PM] jaiden: it was crazy [6/5/17, 3:05:36 PM] jaiden: because I haven't told anyone lol [6/5/17, 3:05:40 PM] Dana Barry: that is truly a mess [6/5/17, 3:05:42 PM] jaiden: I only told rob what really went down [6/5/17, 3:06:09 PM] jaiden: thankfully we never had to go to tribal again lol [6/5/17, 3:07:08 PM] Dana Barry: yeah wow that is convenient it sounds like everything was really disorganized Assuming any of this is true, which I'm honestly quite unsure about, WHY DOES THIS KID HAVE SO MANY ADVANTAGES. Like pls help a girl out, I got a disadvantage (Jaiden also says he has a disad that factors in "later in the game") and my golden hidden immunity idol princess that i'm really grateful I didn't waste in this last round by being a paranoid mess. But anyway WOW. Jaiden kind of always seemed like he could be a messy player, but not like this, I guess there was a reason tho if he felt targeted. I just want Jaiden to trust me so that when he inevitably joins up with Zach/ Julia (who he told me he trusts) I'll know if my name is gettin called out. I don't know either of them well, so I think it could be to my advantage to have someone who will presumably be working with them close to me. I'll write again later about current alliance stuff/ the tragic loss of queen Jenna/ any other drama that happens between now and then.

Ok so Zachary just added me to an alliance chat without asking. It's got Zach, Julia, Jaiden, and Nicholas. Nicholas and I are already in the majority alliance. Thanks, but no thanks!! I like being safe. I hate that I'm gonna have to flip on that new alliance tho. I don't want to make people feel betrayed.

Yes! All of the sheep on my tribe agreed to name the tribe Skink, and let me tell you THINGS ARE GETTING SKINKY. I want to focus this confessional on alliances starting right before merge with the Jenna vote and then moving into what is happening now with this godforsaken Chain Reaction challenge and an upcoming vote on the horizon. On swap Ysabela, the core alliance was me, Nicholas, Willa, and Lily. Even though I was INCREDIBLY skeptical about sneaky Nicholas, he was loyal to our alliance. I worked so hard to get him to be friends with me the day before the vote so he would vote with me, then basically pledged my undying loyalty to him after it was a 3-3 vote for Jenna vs. Willa. ALSO LET ME POINT OUT THAT I WAS RIGHT! I KNEW NICHOLAS AND JENNA WERE FRIENDS. Instincts are great huh? The fact that he stuck with Lily and I in the revote instead of swapping to save someone he's actually friends with definitely solidified a lot of trust (and ok fine, i'm sure the threat of rocks factored in there for him somewhere too). Also in the end, I actually liked Jenna and felt a lil bad voting her out because she was super nice and actually fun to talk to. My judgmental ass is retrospectively sorry. Now coming off of that messy tribal, I still trust the people in this alliance. They have connections that I don't have on the merge tribe, namely Kai. Bodhi told me that Kai said he was close with Lily and Willa from their original tribe and Bodhi and Kai are close now. This isn't a bad thing, but I have made it clear as fuck that I want to keep working with our core four over other people, including anyone from my original tribe or anyone from theirs, including Kai. Hopefully they can stick with that for a little, but i'm making sure to give myself other options. I am having a hard time building a connection with Kai. I'm going to give it a shot tomorrow, because if Bodhi is close with him, I definitely need to work on it. Idk what we're going to talk about, but i'll figure that out later because I'm casual and ~fun~ Bodhi has floated an alliance of us+ Willa, Kai, Nicholas, and Lily out there. That sounds good to me, and puts me in a good spot because I have close connections with a bunch of the people in that group. This chat hasn't been created because you couldn't pay me or Bodhi to put ourselves out there like that. Moving onto other relevant people: Gage: I will literally put him on a leash so he can't get taken by that manipulative bitch the Bermuda triangle again. I don't think he has a ton of relationships, including basically any on swap Ysabela because he never had to vote with us. he is giving me info he has from his exile idol search, so I wake up when he comes back and he sent me more clue information that he had got after being exiled a 2nd time. On 6/3/17, at 10:38 PM, Gage :) wrote: > missing just like you, > look to the flight with more than 2 > knowing where this treasure lays > may just be the cay I'm assuming he's telling me this as a way to build trust since he hasn't been able to prove it through a unified vote with me. Idk if he knows this info is useless to me unless I get exiled, but it's a nice gesture, also gives me time to think about where that idol might be. Then Gage says this: On 6/3/17, at 11:58 PM, Gage :) wrote: > Listen if you guys are willing I would love to work with y'all during the merge Meaning me, Lily, Willa, and Nicholas. And ya, i'm down for that because I'm closer to him than he is with at least Willa and Nicholas. To solidify him as a number, I probably need to get him included in a chat with us all, but idk how to do that yet. I want Gage to be my side ho that nobody else is looking too closely at, but also i'm NOT underestimating him, he won a main after all. Also RIP he brought up that Bodhi and I played in Great Lakes together, so I pretended I basically forgot that ever happened and that Bodhi and I never speak, which was probably the only real lie i'd told until I really started leaning into my lying bitch persona this afternoon (we'll get there). Zach: was pretty clearly isolated by the last vote on swap Ysabela, and tbh I haven't put effort into talking to him since he merge. I'll probably do that tomorrow, because I kno that boy has connections that I might need to exploit in this game. I want him to think i'm non-threatening and that I only voted Jenna because I was told I had to. I want him to think i'm a literal idiot goat. Brian: Boring? Absent? Uninterested? Idk we haven't talked enough, but he and Bodhi had a "close two" according to Bodhi, so I need to talk to him. Julia: Talked to me for the first time tonight! I like her more than on OG Ysabela, I know she is close with Zach, so not a bad person to be talkin to causally. Jaiden: Confuse me more pls. Even though Bodhi would kill to get rid of him, I kind of like the idea of keeping Jaiden close for a while because I think he is a loud personality that will cover for my own. Basically, the whole conversation I had with Jaiden was premised on this HUGE lie that I think he and I can go far in the game together if we keep an eye out for each other. [6/5/17, 2:50:53 PM] Dana Barry: i think if we look out for each other though we can do better [6/5/17, 2:51:13 PM] jaiden: I'll keep my eye out for you ;) [6/5/17, 2:53:11 PM] Dana Barry: I will too! I feel like it’ll be helpful since we were on opposite tribes and know some different people [6/5/17, 2:53:28 PM] jaiden: Okay hmm [6/5/17, 2:53:33 PM] jaiden: Well I trust Julia [6/5/17, 2:53:38 PM] jaiden: She's quiet but loyal [6/5/17, 2:56:10 PM] Dana Barry: that’s good. That’s honestly all you need in an ally. I didnt talk to her a ton on Ysabela, but also i talked to nobody soooo Look at miss me, proposing I watch out for someone whose safety isn't my concern, aren't I too kind? Jaiden is not likely to be one of my close allies at any point in the game, but that certainly doesn't mean I don't want to work with him. Especially because he seems to be loose with passing out information on advantages and votes, which I need access to. Now I know he and Julia are definitely close, confirming what I already expected that he could be working in a trio of sorts with Zach and Julia. anyway, I also did talk to people on Original Ysabela so.. ooops! FINALLY, Bodhi: We're friends, tru, but I haven't quite figured out what this means in the game yet and i'm bad at navigating it for sure. I've been pretty willing to share information with him so far, and I really do plan on being loyal to him. But also Bodhi is smart and tries to play with a new strategy every game he's in, which makes him a unpredictable. I keep accidentally almost telling him I have an idol, and then I always remember that even though I do trust him, I need to keep that to myself just in case. Whew I just love telling people secrets tho... especially at my own expense because im tragic. I told Bodhi a lie today, and I feel bad. Like really bad. Really Really bad. I don't even think I could physically tell another one because i've felt v guilty about it since. Basically Bodhi and I were talking about winning the reward (like way before I won), I can't find the receipts, but basically I was like ya i want someone to win who will tell me what the reward is if I don't win it myself, and Bodhi was like same. sooo..... Once I won it would have seemed h y p o c r i t i c a l not to tell Bodhi what it was. Initially I told Bodhi I wanted to tell the whole tribe what the reward was if I won to avoid creating suspicion around myself, but once it was a reward that narrowed down the idol board search, I decided I really couldn't have people knowing about that, including Bodhi. But I also have to tell him, so I lie because Bodhi and I confirmed have the same idol board so this s certainly a relevant clue for him. Logan tells me that my idol board number has a 5 in it as the clue. So... I tell the truth and also immediately lie. [6/5/17, 11:49:10 PM] Bo dhi: what was the clue? [6/5/17, 11:50:24 PM] Dana Barry: it has a 3 or 5 in it [6/5/17, 11:50:31 PM] Bo dhi: damn [6/5/17, 11:50:33 PM] Bo dhi: that's great [6/5/17, 11:50:41 PM] Dana Barry: so like that limits it a lot [6/5/17, 11:51:06 PM] Dana Barry: what #’s did u look at already. im lookin for my list [6/5/17, 11:51:33 PM] Bo dhi: I don't think ive looked for any with a 3 or 5 [6/5/17, 11:51:46 PM] Bo dhi: I avoided 5s because they make the most sense to guess [6/5/17, 11:51:56 PM] Dana Barry: yeah that’s what i figured as well So essentially, I give myself a 1/16 shot at finding the idol (because I already searched 54 and know it isn't there) and I give Bodhi 1/31 shot. SO I STILL HELP HIM. I feel SO BAD lying to him, but I needed better odds and that was the best way to get them. Also there was some conversation (early in the game) about Bodhi not wanting an idol or considering sharing? Idk he seems like someone who would maybe think about giving me an idol if I were persuasive and the circumstances we correct, so Bodhi having a decent shot at finding the idol is still ok for my game. I know Kai has this idol board too from Bodhi, and if Bodhi is feeding him any help with it, i'll lose it, so hopefully that isn't happenin. OK BLESS, I'M FINISHED! ALL THE TEA IS OUT THERE!

i think im going home. im just paranoid. thank god lily isnt voting though because she's someone im kind of against. I have some people i like tho ^_^ i like juia rae, nicholas, jaiden, bodhi hehe. lets hope for the best

im so happy i won immunity!!! im ready to slither through this tribal and then see what happens after! i really want to make sure that dana/julia/zach/jaiden/adrian/lily all make it through! they are like my people in this game but i am also close with others so i think i have put myself in a great position moving forward yeehaw!!!

Damn I know I'm safe but it would've been nice to win immunity

I wish I kept Julia and got rid of Zach now, the four headed monster of Zach, Julia, Jaiden and Nicholas is gonna run this game... hopefully not but if that's final 4 I won't be surprised at all

Dana and I just solidified our alliance a lot. We both care enough about each other that we're not gonna be voting each other out, even if we need to in order to win. I'm going to the end with Dana even if she can beat me. We've revealed a lot of information, and DANA HAS AN IDOL? ok wow. She also told me about a 3 person alliance of her, Jaiden, and Nicholas. This is exciting. I know more than before, and I know who to protect/bring in for future votes.

I think Julia is going home? Idk I'm too tired for this honestly.

BRIAN JUST CAME OUT ABOUT NOT BEING HEIDIK TO THE TRIBE CHAT Adrian isn't here right now, but it's so fucking funny that this happened. Brian said "It's worth noting that I didn't start this rumor," which is true. I was the one who threw this out, but I don't want Adrian to know that, because then he'll be mad at me instead of Heidik. I was freaking out, like, is he gonna throw me under the bus??? But then Kai said "I don't know who did tbh" so I seized the opportunity to say "it was more of a group thing." Crisis averted. Now Adrian won't hate me. Hopefully by the time I'm at FTC and he's on the jury, he can realize how funny it is that he believed Brian Heidik played ORGS. For now, I just have to wait, and play it by ear. But I'm bringing this up at FTC, that's hilarious.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W6DaplcXlSU&feature=youtu.be

In summary, I am scared. I planted the seed in Nicholas's head that the biggest threat in this game is Brian. Honestly I just wanted it to sprout next round and grow a beautiful flower but instead, nope, it popped today and I got Nicholas to turn on Brian instead of one of my closest allies, Gage. I also got Nicholas to go against Dana and go for Brian which is ??? literally unheard of. I thought Nicholas loved Dana but he's leaving her out of ARGUABLY the biggest vote of the game right now. So now it just lies in the hands of Julia Rae. I'm PRAYING that she comes online and votes him out so that our six (me, Zach, Julia, Nicholas, Adrian, and Gage) can get to the top five (bc Zach is hella scary and I want him out at like final nine) isn't like I want. If that's the case, I'm literally set to make it to the final three and all that stands in my way is this fricking tribal council!!! FUCK. I'm impressed at how good I'm playing this round because usually I'd be running and screaming at everyone, ripping my damn hair out and bawling my eyes out at everything going to shit. I really hope everyone stays true to their word and I don't get blindsided because I did NOT just come this far, having been able to pull THIS off, to get sent to the jury. We just have about an hour and a half left to sit through patiently before something big happens... I hope it's really Brian.

LOL I LOVE LOVE LOVE DANA BUT THAT WAS I C O N I Q U E I'd love to see Jaiden win this game so it's a shame he needs to go home ASAP. I'm sure Dana would love to see him at ponderosa! Ugh this season is too much for my little heart to handle

Well, there goes any semblance of a chance I had at actually winning this season. I'm gonna start picking up the pieces of my game. Maybe I'll just pretend to have been the victim in all of this, truly, so they don't vote my ass out next.

Dana is the merge boot. Again. POOR FUCKING DANA :( <3333 I'm going to miss working with her. She's one of my favorite people, and not having her around is going to suck. At least she gave me a TON of information on the state of the game before leaving. I know how to find the idol in the bermuda triangle. That is significant. I also know how I am percieved. ALSO significant. I love Dana and I miss her already. That being said, I need to move on. Brian, Kai, and Lily are going to need to become stronger allies of mine. I can win this, I just need to get to the end

My name is Julia Rae and I have something to say... Sorry I've just always wanted to start off with that I think Jaiden is a fat cunt and he needs to go home next. He ruined my entire alliance's chances at winning this game and he's so smug about it. It was a bad move to take out Dana and he knows it. His ass is grass next eviction.

Making my final confessional after I just got voted out. Try not miss your favorite queen too much, ok? A disclaimer (written after I wrote this confessional and realized how harsh it sounded): I just finished writing this, and I’m already not mad anymore because this is a game and thus anger is v temporary. Also, everyone in the game will certainly know where the anger came from at the time without much justification needed. So buckle up and get ready to read the meanest thing you've read by a genuinely nice girl @me. So here's the thing about me: It's pretty hard to make me mad. In a game, it's nearly impossible because this is a game, it's whatever. I am rarely reactionary. You can wrong me, and as long as there is solid logic behind it, I am understanding--even when it means I get voted out. THIS TIME I AM MAD AND I WILL NOT APOLOGIZE FOR IT. Maybe it's that I was better positioned both socially and strategically then I ever have been before (though that would have certainly caught up to me quickly), or maybe it is the fact that someone who I don’t view as a competent player was the one who did it to me. Listen, it didn't take me getting voted out by Jaiden's single sorry ass vote for people to know he is the messiest lose cannon this game has seen. At least I can take solace in the fact that I don't even need to worry if Jaiden will get voted out soon, because it is inevitable. I mean, dude, thank god the advantage fairy blessed you, because otherwise you would have had no shot at acting the way you are in this game and even being around long enough to see yourself play this badly. Relying on advantages to make illogical decisions as "power moves" is not admirable. Playing advantages at a strategic moot point in the game just makes you look like a jack ass. And oh, it did just that tonight, Jaiden. I think the best way I can really lean into Jaiden's absentminded game is first by going into all the terrible bullshit he put out into this game today. He starts out today by telling me the names he's heard (most of which he self-generated, I presume): Gage, Bodhi, Zach, Julia, and Adrian. Ok fair enough, that brings us to 5/10 eligible people. THEN he proceeds to ask me how I feel about voting for Brian or Kai. Now we're at 7/10, 2 of the remaining 3 are us. Then for some unknown ridiculous reason he tells me that even though there is a solid majority to get rid of Adrian, the two of us should throw votes at Julia, just the two of us, to break up a mystery "plan" that Zach clearly never had. JAIDEN THAT IS MESSY AS FUCK. a) Why would I EVER single myself out with you, when for the entire day Nicholas, Bodhi, and Gage (amongst others i'm sure) were all similarly being misled by your wildly unnecessary and e x t r a plans. b) THERE IS A SOLID MAJORITY- WHAT ARE YOU DOING. Now i'm going to go to the most disingenuous and poorly crafted excuse of an apology that Jaiden sends me after I'm eliminated by his single vote. We're going to deconstruct it, because that's the easiest way to see how logically fallacious his "strategy" is. I don't even need to have access to the "so much more" information Jaiden claims went into this decision to know that he is certainly going to regret it. On 6/7/17, at 9:54 PM, jaiden wrote: > okay I will only tell you a brief summary of why I did it, because I don't want to like seem like I'm pandering for your vote or something already. but literally...everyone said you were their best friend. they would ignore what I was saying because you had a significantly better connection with them, and I'm playing with people I know outside of this game, yet they still trusted you so much more than they did me. There is so much more that I'll explain to you when I get voted out, but it wasn't out of pettiness or to look like the top dog, but things went down where I had to make the move or lose so many other peoples' respect for not voting with them. I am so, so sorry, but I think it was just the right time for my game 😞 a) Pandering for my vote? Absolutely laughable. I would be shocked to see Jaiden close to FTC. Also you think there is any chance you could ever persuade me to give you a jury vote? I would probably quit jury sooner. b) Everyone said they were my best friend? HMM. WEIRD. First of all, that's not true. Ask me if I ever said more then 20 words to Brian, Zach, Julia, or Kai. But then let's assume that Jaiden is miraculously right and i'm tight with everyone... If people like me and not you Jaiden and the two of us are very clearly working together... HOW DO YOU BENEFIT FROM ELIMINATING ME!? c)"Wasn't out of pettiness or to look like the top dog"? Pls you power hungry queen. d)"I had to make the move or lose so many other peoples' respect for not voting with them"? Oh boy, I have a lot of critiques of this part. Subpoint 1: You could have just voted for a fucking rando. Can't pick between Brian or Adrian without betraying people? How about you just cast a random ass vote for me then or literally anyone else. Then I don't go home and you can just let everyone know you didn't know who the vote was for, you got confused, or that you didn't know that a random vote would be the deciding factor in who stayed vs. who went. Very explainable and forgivable actions. Subpoint 2: You, ironically, claim that you care about respect in the game. Yet, for some reason you think you didn't lose respect by making a poorly thought out "power move" completely by yourself and discounting everyone else’s votes for who they actually wanted to go home? Hysterical! Combine this with the fact that you think people like me, and you've lost a lot of people's respect making this move. Subpoint 3: WHY THE IDOL AND WHAT A BAD TIME TO USE IT. Save it for a time when it can really change things up in the game (that's why I, mistakenly, didn't play my idol tonight). There are 12 people left in the game, unless you're going home, why are you playing an idol. Sure, maybe you buy yourself 1 more night of not having to make a decision about who to side with. But Jaiden didn't save himself with the idol, he wasn’t at risk, and he didn't give himself any leverage in making a decision about who to align with. What. A. Poor. Choice. You may be thinking, what else do I have to laugh about after Jaiden's tragic misstep? I was honestly planning on moving forward with him in the game. I was being VERY honest with him and not many other people were or they saw clear limits to how long they could work with Jaiden. SO GL WITHOUT MY LOYALTY PAL. The best part? Let's say someone else had been clocked instead of me. I'm still objective enough to think that this was a BAD PLAY for Jaiden and that will certainly keep me laughing long after this vote. Finally, to conclude my last Confessional, I want to thank the hosts and Bodhi. You guys were some of my favorite hosts yet, so thank you so much for everything! Bodhi, you are easily the best ally I've ever had. I think we successfully tricked everyone in the game into thinking that we weren't close from Great Lakes and that we weren’t talking to each other all day, huh? I've never felt so good about an alliance that I literally revealed all of my cards, and that's because you're more than an ally, but you're an amazing friend. I know that, given the opportunity, we would have gone to FTC together like we promised and and WITHOUT QUESTION I will fight the rest of the jury to the death for you to win this game if you are at FTC. Wishing you the best of luck inside and outside of this game!

LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO IM HIGHTAILING IT OUT OF TRIBAL COUNCIL AND I'M SEEING DAY 20 and 21. 6-4-1 YIKESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSs

But really though, literally I don’t see how I am viewed as a threat? I haven't won anything or there is nothing in my pockets that I would use. That is literally the second time Jaiden has to use something on me to like save me, and I'm still shaking at how many of these people really want me gone. Well, sorry to say I guess, I'm still here and I'm still breathing this game. Like so I'm not gonna go to people- if they feel like complete assholes after voting for me, they should expect another thing coming because its one thing to be safe after a special idol is played, but another alien feeling when you have to confront 5 of them back at camp, and like have to socialize with them again.... Im ready to make a fantastic firework show appear. Sit back and relax cause its gonna be explosive the next few days.

So, I'm talking to Jaiden and two emotions are like bubbling inside of me: happiness and anger. I'm really elated that he like used another item to like save me, but really angered at the fact that this is the 2nd time he's kept me in the dark about a vote AND eliminated 2 former Ysabela. Like dude? If you're gonna target a Ysabela, at least tell Julia and I that you're gonna do it!?!? I appreciate the grand gesture, really I do, but I would love to be correct in the vote for once. That's 0/2 in correct votes for Tribal Councils, and I'm not here for it. Not at all.

I'm planning on doing a very careful job at this challenge. Touchy subjects is easily the most important immunity challenge in any game. It is SO CRUCIAL not to win, but it's also crucial to make it seem like you tried. This game is going to reveal our guesses for each one, so I've gotta try as hard as I can not to offend anyone too deeply. I was planning on just doing the exact wrong answer on everything that isn't extraordinarily base line, but that is no longer an option. QUESTION ONE: “Who do you want to still be friends with once the game is over?” Ok, so this question is incredibly important to guess someone that isn't the majority, but needs to hear this confirmation. Zachary and I mess around so much, and I'm acting like I hate the guy. Throwing this answer in here might give him confidence that I genuinely like him outside of our comedic endeavors. Do I genuinely like him? I like him enough to want his jury vote, and to have some fun bantering around, but there is no emotional connection. That's alright. QUESTION TWO: “Who should’ve been voted out premerge?” This question is important to not offend anyone with. I'm going to be writing down Jaiden because the conversations that I've had with him make it clear that I don't care for his game one bit. This is a safe bet for me because we've discussed this, and he thinks that I have a small amount of respect for his game. This is a falsehood, but whatever answer gets me further, ya know? QUESTION THREE: “Who should’ve been the first juror?” This one is easy. Adrian had the majority of the votes until the idol was played, so by saying Adrian, I'm merely saying that I wish the idol hadn't been played. QUESTION FOUR: “Who are you surprised to see make it this far?” This fits in perfectly with how I've treated Jaiden to his face. QUESTION FIVE: “Who would you trust with your life?” This is an awful question. There is no good answer. I would trust Lily the most, but that might show how close we are. I'm putting down Julia because it makes a little bit of sense, and she's barely active, so I don't think people will care. I've had conversations with Julia about real life stuff that have made me feel very supported, and hopefully Julia will appreciate me putting her down. QUESTION SIX: “Who is the fakest?” This is a cute little answer because Zachary and I joke around about being fake with eachother. QUESTION SEVEN: “Who do you sometimes forget is playing?” Julia is my answer, because our conversations usually revolve around completely things unrelated to Bahamas. She wont be offended, sometimes she forgets she's playing too. QUESTION EIGHT: “Who is the most inactive?” For this one, I'm gonna throw out Julia as well. In reality, the answer is going to be Gage, but Gage and I talk a bunch, and Julia won't be offended. QUESTION NINE: “Who’s playing for second?” Gonna call Jaiden out for having shitty jury management. QUESTION TEN: “Who would you most like to see win the season?” This morning I told Kai that if I don't win I hope he does. I'm trying to convince him to go to the end with me because I want him to win so much. I'm gonna offer to help him at FTC, which is total BS, but if I can do it subtly enough it might just work. QUESTION ELEVEN: “Who is going to be the most bitter juror?” I want everyone to think that I'm going to be such a bitter juror that they don't want to be the one to take me out. QUESTION TWELVE: “Who think they’re running the game?” Who THINKS* they're running the game. I want to fuck over Jaiden a little bit here, just to gain some more trust. QUESTION THIRTEEN: “Who actually is running the game?” OOF. This is a hard question to answer. I can't say myself because that puts a target on me. I think I'm going to say Jaiden, because there's a certain amount of truth to it. QUESTION FOURTEEN: “Who is going to be voted out next?” I'll say Jaiden again, just because that's what the majority wants. QUESTION FIFTEEN: “Who is the nicest?” This is another loaded question. Lily told me that she'd talked to and made connections with everyone but Adrian and one other person who I've forgotten, so I'll say her just to put a bit of a target on her back. QUESTION SIXTEEN: “Who do you want to “go missing” next round?” I'm gonna say Julia because I've been complaining about her spamming the group chat with photos. QUESTION SEVENTEEN: “Who is most likely to be a catfish?” This one is hard. I'm going to go with Zachary because he reminds me of Eric. QUESTION EIGHTEEN: “Who is most likely to be blindsided?” I think I HAVE to say my self on this one. I want to seem less confident than I am. Although I wouldn't be that surprised if I were blindsided kinda soon. QUESTION NINETEEN: “Who is too nice for their own good?” This one is also hard. It implies that I'm gonna be voting this person out for being a threat. Also, it's dumb to have this AND “who is the nicest.” They're the same answer except for the social politicking. I'll go with Adrian here because he's so damn gullible. QUESTION TWENTY: “Out of the prejurors, Madison, Kylie, Chips, Mitch, Rob, and Jenna, who most deserves to still be here?” This answer is easy. Attack Jaiden's worst move by saying Chips. QUESTION TWENTY-ONE: “Who often gets credit for things they don’t deserve?” Brian is getting credit for the Brian Heidik thing, but that is MINE. Although I'll say that it's because it was a group effort, because I don't want Adrian blaming me. QUESTION TWENTY-TWO: “Who has the most friends?” Nicholas has pregame friends and is friends with everyone else. EASY answer

[3:41 PM] zachary rae: On 2017-06-08, at 3:38 PM, Bo dhi wrote: > and what kind of freak spells Zack with an h? “bodhi"

I'm not fucking delusional. THAT BEING SAID, Jaiden has offered a final 3 deal of Julia myself and him. That is IDEAL for me. Those are literally the two biggest goats in the game, I'd win in a landslide. The question is, how do I get to the end with them? Because I don't think they'd be willing to take me in all honesty. I'd love to be able to trust Jaiden, but that's the stupidest thing anyone can do.

NICHOLAS JUST OFFERED TO QUIT THE GAME IF I'M EVER IN TROUBLE <3

Ok I'm explaining my Adrian vote to him. I think I've convinced him we're still good. He thinks he's convinced me that he saved me at the premerge vote, which isn't entirely wrong, but he keeps bringing it up. He believes he's got me directly in his palm, and that's what I want. I want him to think I rely on him, and that I only voted him because I'm weak and went to the majority. He says I'm one of the only people he likes in this game. I dont know how true that is, but I do know that most people in this game like me. I think I'm in a great enough position that I don't have to make any real substantial moves and I'll win at the end against nearly anyone. Let's hope for the best!

I enjoy lying to Adrian. He's gullible enough that it just makes talking to him so much fun.

Not getting picked for any of the touchy subjects sucks ass bc it proves that I'm irrel, but it is also good bc there ain't no target type thing on my back that this challenge exposes. All Jaiden, Adrian and Brian as expected. And Lily who I forgot was in the game despite her being a close ally bc she went missing for a day. I'm a mess. I coulda won if I remembered she existed lmao.

i didnt win anything and it saddens me. I love the results though! i'm probably going but i love everyone and ill make more later

touchy subjects went perfectly. I'm very proud. People dont think of me as a threat as much as I had expected. Everyone is in a position where they want to work with me right now, so while I'm gone this round, hopefully some alliances can form with me in the middle. Ideally Lily will be going home this round. She's so incredibly likable, and I'd like to not be the one to vote her out. I'll be fine with anyone leaving though, I just know it wont be me.

[2017-06-09, 2:00:29 PM] zachary rae: also im voting out gage [2017-06-09, 2:04:51 PM] zachary rae: jaiden: its coward if you dont come back!! [2017-06-09, 2:04:55 PM] zachary rae: if i wouldve got this chance [2017-06-09, 2:04:58 PM] zachary rae: my bitch ass aint coming back [2017-06-09, 2:46:59 PM] zachary rae: These votes have been like silent,,,, but deadly [2017-06-09, 2:47:44 PM] zachary rae: ive been hearing jaiden, and our group is gage. If it goes to 5-5, and a revote is required, i’ll see if one of them are flipping. If I get the vibe that like… they aren’t… my bitch ass might flip because altho being rocked out woud be funny, its like [2017-06-09, 2:47:51 PM] zachary rae: but then again id still be in the minority

I miss Bodhi 😭 I trust him most within this game and it's so hard with out him :( WHENEVER WILL YOU RETURN BODHI

Conversations are weird right now. I think I'm going to get some votes today. I don't know if I'll go home or not, but we'll see!! I'm trying to get rid of Gage because he's just such a threat right now and I don't see the purpose in keeping him if he's able to get by so stealthily under the radar. I hope on a revote I can flip Kai and like, send Gage home so we don't have to draw rocks, but we'll see. I definitely need to form like a counter-resistance to the Nicholas/Julia/Zach trio and I hope Adrian is the one person I can trust to help pull that off. I feel like, socially, I'm in a decent position with everyone, but strategically no one is going to want to keep me around. I hope Bodhi doesn't come back because then it means we have no chance at rocks and every chance at me going home. At least with a tie vote, there is a minute possibility that someone flips and sends out Gage, which wouldn't happen without there being ten votes. I'm lying, cheating, stealing, backstabbing, blindsiding, screaming, crying, kicking right now. All of those things to make sure I don't get fucking voted out already!!! Fuck my entire life. I'll be content with drawing the rock that sends me out so long as it means I don't get voted out and blindsided.. plus I don't think I've gotten any votes thus far which is pretty cool.

idk whats happening but i hope i get rocked out lol

Okay,,,, so basically Gage is trying to convince me that flipping back and forth between alliances is the best idea for our game. And like it's so easy to just SAY "yeah that is the best idea, let's do it" to him because then you'd think he has no suspicion that I'm against him. Here's my dilemma. I need ammunition against him if the vote ties tonight. I don't want to go into a possible tie without any way to defend me, and I think he might use my agreement to flip on Kai as a way to get things against me. Gage and I might be friends, but I'm not convinced that this is a friendship that goes above gameplay. He's going to play me and that's something I'm going to have to do to him, too. Sorry Gage if you were being genuine and I'm just being paranoid, but I'm here TO PLAY AND SLAY. With that being said, I'm changing up the conversation. Offering reasons why doing the flipper game is bad for the long-term. I'm actually trying to convince him that I'm invested in our duo making it to the end and I'm offering ways to suggest how we could make it last with aligning ourselves with Brian/Kai/Lily/Willa/Bodhi. I think there are more significant cracks with them than with Julia/Zach/Nicholas/Adrian where we have a better chance at slipping in. None of what I say is something I completely agree with, but its the best move if Gage and I wanna stick around. I don't even feel bad about getting Gage to believe I'm invested in our alliance. If this blows up in my face and we go to rocks and someone on my true side (J/Z/N if you've lost track) goes to the jury, then at least I made as good of a play as I could. The next step is to make Kai flip over so rocks don't even happen and Gage goes home on that revote. Sorry buddy if you're reading this!!! I hate being a snake but I'm surrounded by rats and you're just the tastiest one.

So much is going on. My alliance is now with gage and bodhi as well as Brian kai and Willa from my old tribe. But since bodhi has decided to not show up for this vote who knows what's gonna happen. I'm thinking adrian is going but I actually really don't think it should be Adrian this vote. Sorry Zach I love you, but really need to be going. Zach julia and Nicholas could easily work together and get something going with others. I feel like it's going to be okay but I wouldn't be surprised if this vote was the vote that changed the game for me and some others as well.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fOtYpDmUk9o&feature=youtu.be

As a past survivor: timezones casualty, I feel awful for sleepy Kai.

The most iconic battle of all... a tie between the game's two biggest forces... only one of them can survive... unless everyone draws rocks like an idiot... but who are these two legendary players??? ...Gage and Adrian! (yea rich coming from me but w/e) For real if we go to rocks for these two we deserve to go home. Unless it's me then I was robbed. Nicholas, please flip... :{

Ok holy shit. I just got everyone to tie up the vote. I'm just hoping for a rock draw. I'm going to be good no matter what when I come back, but at FTC I'll be able to say that I was the reason that vote was so chaotic, and that I did it without any danger of going home. BRIAN APPARENTLY PLAYED AN IDOL OF SOME SORT?????? AND I DONT KNOW WHAT IT IS YET. It better be good for me

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