#also i'm bitter the weather is shit we're 4 days from october and looking at 6 days in the 80s but also this weekend? two days AT 90

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#sorry i'm feeling mentally shitty tonight #think it's hormone fuckery combining with a medication i'm on #and that feeling of being a failure at making friends with someone #and someone on masto jumped on a convo ppl were having about something that was a huge love of mine when i was younger and shat on it #and if that isn't the story of my life that things i really liked/like just get smacked down or sneered at or considered freakish #which yay really kills the enthusiasm for everything #and i'm still missing the sr fandom content on twitter bc there's still so much less here and outright next to nothing about caelus #ie my favorite so i miss those 'daily character' twitters like damn the only 'daily caelus' thing here is on hiatus #bc they're not bothering if there's not new content LIKE WHY NOT FANART THEN oh right bc there's no caelus fanart out there #i love the characters of sr don't get me wrong but i hate they all overshadow the mc #oh except stelle like stelle players love her but caelus players ??? idk what love other characters more i guess #i kinda wish we'd get to the storyline where caelus/mc mattered again bc it's starting to feel like it's been a damned long time #don't get me wrong i love dh and dhil but remember the end of jIV? when we the player were FUCKING AWESOME? #haven't felt like the game's remembered that in awhile #also i'm bitter the weather is shit we're 4 days from october and looking at 6 days in the 80s but also this weekend? two days AT 90 #what the everliving fuck other than yeah the world is burning and frying and we're stuck in august and i'm GETTING NO FUCKING FALL #all i look forward to all fucking year is autumn and nope all we're getting is summer nothing but summer #if i have to live in summer forever frankly i'd rather be dead thanks. #just fucking tired of it all rn