#although i'm gonna be honest i think *the* moment my brain broke with umineko was that 1-7 scene with kanon

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tomorrow i will have been reading umineko for one whole year

#:) #still can't believe i ended up reading at a 1 chapter a month pace #i never even intended to liveblog umineko in the first place lmao #which you can tell because the first few posts are just like 'i'm gonna start umineko' #'hey maria is a really good character and is correct about everything btw' #'battler jessica and maria are the only bitches on rokkenjima i trust and care about' #'i'm going insane what do you mean there are chapters just dedicated to failsibling drama arguments' #and then i started note taking and then after the rose garden scene i fully lost my mind #funny skimming over the 1-6 thoughtdump and seeing less than 2000 words of bullet points lmao #i love how the first couple posts of my liveblog so perfectly capture the exact moments of my descent into derangement #iirc someone sent an ask like 'you should definitely try keeping notes when reading umineko and share some theories every now and then' #not knowing that i'd already started my ridiculously meticulous note document and that this pushed me to go all in on my thoughts #although i'm gonna be honest i think *the* moment my brain broke with umineko was that 1-7 scene with kanon #literally all of this is because i Paid Attention to the fucked up servant dynamics and had the most unhinged brainblast known to man #funny to look back and reminisce on all this now lmao