#and I find darby so interesting and totally worthwhile a lot of research and pattern matching

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#when you make an account specifically to be autistic about something and then think no..too much autism..a silly amount. embarrassing #my poor priv twt tl have to hear about a wrestler 50 times a day because I just default to there bc it’s so hidden fhjdh #I would be on here with some random info or a gif every five minutes if I was cringe and free #or just posting about how pretty his eyelashes are ✨ #but ironically I worry about looking weird. while posting about the weird guy. so ah well ;-; #I have to stop staying up all night and listening to 4am feelings. the least valid feelings of all !! #I just love having feelings and learning and sharing and providing! #and I find darby so interesting and totally worthwhile a lot of research and pattern matching #but the less popular something is online the weirder it feels if you’re always going on about it..y’know. like it isn’t weird if everyone is #I’ve always leant towards niches in fandoms and experienced negativity for it so many times #everyone I’ve met here has been so lovely ;-;!! I wouldn’t even be rambling about it if I didn’t have lovely mutuals #I’ve been in my main fandom for over a decade and it’s been so horrible for the past few years just because [gestures to social media] #it’s been so nice to enjoy writing again and to be real hyped about stuff without all that negativity #but if there’s one thing I’ll do it’s bring my own negativity to the party just in case no one else did #ANYWHO..sleepie time I think #me post