#and also i did become a stoner over the pandemic which certainly isnt helping the memory thing. or general mental clarity

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kind of think i might have some form of long covid but it’s a little hard to tell given i did spend the 2 years prior to catching it having brain fog and fatigue due to being in the worst mental state of my life, owing to. you know. it all.

#good idea generator #i feel like im doing better mentally. than i was. hardly a high bar to clear but whatever #but i still feel physically. ugh im always tired and my memory is shot to hell #but also i do have adhd that i frequently dont medicate by accident #and also i did become a stoner over the pandemic which certainly isnt helping the memory thing. or general mental clarity #and i could also have burnout #who knows. all i know is every day i wake up and i wish i could sleep for like six years #just like. life pause. things need to stop happening #AND NOT IN THE WAY THEY STOPPED HAPPENING IN 2020!! no monkey's paw funny business #just so i can like. recover. #i feel so frustrated also because everyone else seems to be just like. picking back up. #LIKE. arent you all tired. arent we all tired. can we agree this is exhausting. PLEASEEEEE #i need to go to bed. don't you all need to go to bed