#and everyone is like yeah u shouldnt whitewash anymore. so obviously i try to uphold that view

[awek-s-archived]

ok sooo people who have me blocked are stalking me apparently so just wanna clarify that y’all do not even have the decency to talk to me off-anon about the stuff that bothers you which is why we have beef in the first place. i absolutely will shade you knowing that you shit on me for months, while pretending to be my friend, twisted my words about something because you wanted a justification to block me, cry about me ‘crying wolf’ when i get crazies in my inbox like it’s normal to hound someone for letting out their feelings on their own blog .. on anon as well .. furthermore getting in your feelings about me being white complaining about whitewashing, ok! in that case, from now on, i’ll be whitewashing all of my content too, since it’s problematic that i try not to. that seems to be the logical explanation since whitewashing asian ppl seems to be ok with this community. not to mention the fact that well, you have people keeping tabs on me despite the fact you hate me and have me blocked yet continue to spread lies and twisted words to literally everybody you come into contact with, and are obsessed enough with me that you have to check everything i say on my own blog.

i’ll happily say the name of the people i have beef with but then y’all will have to explain why you twisted my words, why you pretended to be my friend when you were bothered by my general existence and wanted to block me all along, why you didn’t ask me to clarify what i meant during the ‘drama’ period (i already know the answer though, it’s because you wanted justification to have me blocked), why your friends are keeping tabs on me despite the fact that you have me blocked, why it bothers you what i say on my own blog, etc etc. the whole point of this drama is that i THOUGHT WE WERE FRIENDS and evidently got in my feelings about finding out LAST that i was actually hated all along but i guess being in my circle was good enough to ignore the things about me that annoyed you at the time? then idk, spreading enough lies that people i’ve never talked to in my life think that they know me and what the norm is for my blog and my interactions. very weird behaviour all around. but uhhh i guess... continuing to spread things about me and complain about me is preferable? to actually talking like an adult, off-anon? which you could’ve done over a year ago? idk. i’d take a look at yourself first.

#dee proofread this for me and she said im allowed to vent my feelings and agrees so ! lol #the whitewashed thing is so funny bc i literally have spoken to multiple poc abt it as an issue a lot of times #and everyone is like yeah u shouldnt whitewash anymore. so obviously i try to uphold that view #but i guess if ur a poc and ur white friends whitewash content its ok and it doesnt apply to them ! #anyway this is my final post ever about it bc i genuinely at this point feel like this is a witch hunt #ive avoided telling ppl about yall bc i didnt want to cause more shit but you both go around spreading stuff abt me to anyone who listens #without giving full context or talking to me or dee or tris abt any of it #im not fucking interested in talking to you anymore bc i was hoping against all hope that you would come talk to me like an adult this whole #time! but apparently thats not possible so just keep my name out of ur mouth #stop stalking me #stop sending me anons when you have me blocked #u bitch to other people who dont even know me while naming me and spreading lies so im allowed to bitch on my own blog #without ever setting any of my followers on you. lol. #aweks.txt #edit: in the third tag i meant anyone not anymore!! sry