#and i need eomeone to observe cause i dont get answeds wtiting it on my own

[angelpuns]

More about the pretty consistent body pain thing that's happening, I'm not sure if something is actually wrong with me or if its just the affect of overworking myself for liiiiikkkke 6 years??? ( arguably also overworking nyself before that now that u thjnk about it but moreso te past 6 years )

yeahhh and then also before that I'd did marching band and like- did it knowing I didn't have great knees :/ hmm just thinking thoughts

Sorry for the rambles I just like to think aloud and it helps doing it somewhere public :/

#i should probably go to a doctor #but i know itll prpbably be fruitless anyway #theyll almost definitelt say its cause of my weight #which hey #maybe part of it IS #but i dont think that would just fix everhtjinf #i alrrady had trouble with my knees and cifculation in hs #AND BACK THEN I WAS SK ACTIVE #MARCHING BAND IS FUCKINF ACTIVE AS HELL #abd before that i did sports up until middle school #anyway- #i think also overworking nyself at a job and doing college #just may have made ir way worse #hmmm #thoughts #not a vent #genuinely just thinking things and writing them #and i need eomeone to observe cause i dont get answeds wtiting it on my own #urgh its frusttatint #i am in pain lile every day :/ #sleeping situation is absolutely making it so much worse too #rambles #angel rambles #sory if you read this far #im hust thinking thoights