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#and in the first place i don't have the energy aleeady to get things done
noxtivagus
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2 years
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#ANOTHER CRISIS
#this problem again
#no like its fine ill do things at my own pace
#but sometimes its rlly just so hard to start smth!!!!!!!
#less than 1 month left till school starts again so
#head in hands what do i do with my life
#even tho im a mess rn i still get stuff done so thats nice at least
#i've been learnigg by yonah's theme on the piano whenever i feel like it n that's been going well so far
#i'll try to finally pick up a book again later
#but my main problem rn is
#i mean at the same time idrc but
#i wna at least not just disappear of twitter but idk how to return
#jut rip social anxiety
#i've been at least somewhat using tumblr these days but all i've been doing is rambling n ranting n venting
#but really i wna be more active on social media but
#i'm seriously bad at being active. and i hate how it makes me anxious. and i'm bad at posting
#T_T bcs at the same time i genuinely dont care ill just be myself
#but taking all these steps are always so hard when there's a lot of things burdening me
#and in the first place i don't have the energy aleeady to get things done
#ill do it all ar my own pace but i sometimes just wish that it'll be easier and less painful
#i need to be more efficient n i need it all to be better quality >>>
#my traits n thoughts n actions n all awfully contradict each other in an oddly balanced way that just overwhelms n hurts me
#AND THIS PAIN THIS LOOP... i feel like i have so many responsibilities n ffs these burdens overwhelm me smmmm
#smth i struggle w so bad is the burden of these responsibilities and duties i feel i have. they weigh me down sm
#n yk i try to do sm then idk i neglect myself n get burnout n worry too much n smth revitalizes my energy then repeat
#like when i disappear or stop doing smth for a while it sux bcs im like OH I NEED TO CATCH UP ON THE TIME I LOST then boom that cycle ^^
#i need to stop wasting timeeeeee i need to get things done n make use of my potential
#i'll never have the stars in the first place if i don't reach for them right?
#fuck i rlly just have sm i want to do n it overwhelms me sm T_T im tired but ill be fine anxiety's just being especially mean to me rn wah
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