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#and the fact that my medical transition is stuck because i can't find any clinics that prescribe testosterone only makes things worse
mynameisbillandimaheadcase
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#dysphoria got to me
#i haven't felt this bad in almost years i thought i was good with my gender expression
#but getting reminded that my p*rents only see me as a girl and that i am not allowed to shop at the men's section kinda
#brought all of it back
#i am so fucking self conscious about my body now it hurts
#i will definitely postpone showering bc i can't stand looking at me
#i was never even close to passing i was only fooling myself
#and the fact that my medical transition is stuck because i can't find any clinics that prescribe testosterone only makes things worse
#will i ever fucking transition
#if i am being realistic no
#ifk the s*icidal thoughts are back for once
#I really hope all of this doesn't trigger a dispersive episode
#I wan to focus on my future and the plans i made but it's hard
#i don't even feel like i have a future
#if i am being honest i am going to probably k*ll myself alone in my house once i go to college
#just me and my gender expression without anyone to tell me how much of a girl i really am
#i will be safe
#i am the only person in my life that truly see me as who i really am
#and that's okay
#i don't have to fight it
#i will never be who i want to be
#i am stuck in this body i can't change
#and i can only see one wey out
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